CHAPTER 1: ARE YOU CHECKING MY BOYFRIEND OUT?!
LILY POV:
I don't know why but I felt strange just being at parties like this and to make matters worse, my dad is calling me non-stop, asking me where I am.
“Papa, can I call you back. I can't hear you ”, I said to my over protective father.
“Princess, why is it too noisy there?!”, My dad asked.
“I'm at Stephanie's birthday party, remember?”, I replied.
I told him about this party since last week and he agreed for me to come, but he wasn't at home when I left.
I tried calling him but he didn't pick up, I guess he was busy with work.
My dad is a detective, he has been stuck in one particular case for months now, that's so unlike him.
He's one of the top 5 best detective in the country but he keeps a low profile.
Unlike other cases he solves in a week or highest 2 weeks, this one case has been on his shoulders for more months he could count. Something about some Russian mafias and human traffickers or something like that, I'm not interested in that.
Me and papa talked for a while before hanging up, not before promising to be back home by 11pm.
He said 8pm but I'm good at bargaining!
It's just pass 6pm, how does he expects me to leave in two hours time.
Stephanie is one of my very close friend, I've known her since highschool, she's turning 24 years old today and her boyfriend threw her this birthday party.
“Lily!”, I heard my name from the crowd of the sweaty party goers.
I turned around to see it was Olivia, my best friend from since we were 4 years old.
“Ollie!”, I ran and hugged her.
We were supposed to get ready and come here together but she had something to do. I don't know what, but that's what she said.
We were still hugging when I sighted Troy, my boyfriend, just few steps behind Olivia.
I let go of Olivia and ran happily to him, pouncing on him, He caught me with the same manner of happiness, swirling me around.
But I noticed he smelt different.
“New cologne?”, I asked just to be sure.
He immediately stopped and put me down, smiling down at me.
“I'm happy to see you too”, he said to me, kissing me on the lips.
There, I perceived it again, his ‘new’ cologne.
“I'm sorry babes, I am happy to see you”, I said to him, dropping the thoughts about the new cologne.
Troy has been acting weird the last few months, I talked to him about it and he said he was busy with school. He is 25 years old and in college.
I also talked to my best friend about Troy's recent behavior and she said I was just being paranoid.
Maybe I was, I don't want to doubt my boyfriend, we've been dating for two years now and he is the love of my life.
Troy continue to kiss me and I tried to match his speed, he was a really good kisser.
He kissed my cheeks down to my neck and my collar bone.
I was wearing a red spaghetti strap satin dress that stopped at the middle of my thighs. I didn't want to wear this but Olivia insisted, according to her, ‘It suits your pale skin’.
“You look incredibly beautiful in this dress babe”, Troy said in-between kisses.
I was feeling hot already, not from the crowded place but due to Troy's magical kiss.
“Ehhem!” I heard Olivia's voice followed by Troy's disappointed low growl, ‘fuck’, he whispered.
“So I can't have my best friend for just one night? You just got here but you're already swallowing her”, Olivia said to Troy.
“Get yourself a boyfriend!”, Troy said back.
“Ollie! let's go say hi to the birthday girl, okay?”
I know fully well that if I didn't intervene, these two would start bickering and I don't have the strength to listen to them.
I love them both individually but, putting them together in a room is a nightmare, nonstop arguments.
I met Troy at a party that Olivia dragged me to. He was really cute and he kept staring at me.
I was getting harassed by a drunk man and he saved me, it felt like something straight out of a fairytale, my Prince Charming.
It felt like love at first sight and we've been inseparable since then.
“Ollie?”, I called out to my distracted best friend.
“Hmm”, She replied absentmindedly.
She was busy staring at something... or someone, I don't know.
“There is something bothering me!”, I tried to yell loud enough for her to hear me over this loud music and noisy people.
“Which is?”, She asked, still not paying attention to me.
My eyes followed her line of sight and I caught her staring at... Troy?!
‘What?!’, I can't be just paranoid now. She's looking at my boyfriend with eyes filled with admiration or... lust?
“Olivia! Are you looking at Troy right now?!” I asked seriously.
That was when she snapped right back at me, finally looking at me.
“Eww no!! The fuck do you mean Lily?!”, She became defensive.
“I just caught you staring at Troy, checking him out!”, I was certain of what I saw.
I don't know what was wrong with me, I didn't have much alcohol because my father would kill me for drinking even though I'm a full adult.
I have never outwardly accused Olivia for admiring my boyfriend, in fact I am aware of the obvious that they both dislike each other, with Olivia being more vocal about it.
“I am not staring at your boyfriend, I'm staring at the hot dude he's talking with!” , Olivia said.
I immediately looked back at Troy's direction and yes, he was talking to someone, Chase, from the same college as Troy.
‘Fuck!’, I cussed inward.
“What the fuck is wrong with you girl? Why would you accuse me of something very stupid and disgusting?! You know fully well that I am not interested or attracted to Troy! You know how I dislike him”, Olivia tried explaining herself and I felt like shit.
I felt horrible for distrusting my best friend.
She was right, even when Troy and I were seeing each other, she would be like, ‘I hope it's not that guy from the club last time?', and I would just giggle.
Now I feel like shit!
“I can't believe you Lily”, Olivia shook her head and just walked pass me. I tried to stop her by grabbing her hand but she avoided my hand.
“Oh God, I-I'm sorry Ollie... OLLIE?!”, I tried calling out to her and following her but she was lost amongst the crowd.
“BABE?! babe!”, I heard Troy call me several times but I couldn't turn around and look at him because I feel shitty already. Looking at his beautiful blue eyes would make me feel even shittier.
“Babe! I've been calling you--”, Troy caught up to me and with smile on his beautiful face, he held me by my waist and I felt like crying.
“Yea, I h-heard, I uhm... I was a l-little distracted”.
“What happened? you're stuttering”, I heard him say.
“Nothing really, I just feel h-hot in here, too hot”.
“Yeah? Let's go outside and get some fresh air”, He said and took me by my arms and was about to take me away from there.
“No”, I said, yanking my hand out of his grip and that left him even more perplexed.
“Babe? Is anything t-the matter?”, I could hear the concern in his voice.
“No, nothing actually. I-I would go by myself, honestly I'm fine... Uhmm, I'll go to Stephanie and Olivia, don't worry about me, enjoy the party!”, I said, smiling with all my teeth, hoping he wouldn't notice how uncomfortable I was feeling.
“Okay, just be careful”, he said and left.
‘Phew!’, Thank God he bought it, ‘Now, I need to find Olivia and apologize to her’, I said to myself and with my purse clung tight to my shoulder, I struggled through the sweaty party goers in search for Olivia.
***
“Ollie?! OLIVIA!!”, I called out through the crowd, hoping she would hear me or better still, answer me.
I knew she was mad at me, I was mad at me too.
‘Stupid, stupid mouth!’, I whispered, smacking my mouth with my hand.
“Have anyone of you seen Olivia?”,
“No”,
“Stacie! have you seen Ollie?”,
“Sorry, no”,
“Hey dude! seen Olivia around here?”,
“Not really, no”.
I asked around and I got the same negative answers.
I checked everywhere for her, upstairs, the basement, the pool, the living room everywhere, I even walked in to some couples having sex! I still couldn't find her.
Someone hugged me very tight from behind, I flinched from the sudden hug and the intense smell of alcohol.
CHAPTER 2: A BAD FEELING LILY'S POV:Someone hugged me very tight from behind, I flinched from the sudden hug and the intense smell of alcohol.“GIRLIEEE!”, I relaxed when I heard who it was, the girl of the hour, Stephanie.I turned around and hugged her, patting her back.“Hey! I haven't s...seen you or Ollie a-all night. Don't tell me y-you guys are just ar..riving?”, She was already drunk.“Of course not! I've been here for hours!”, I exaggerate a bit.“Where have you guys been then... and where is Olivia?”, Stephanie asked, looking around.“Oh come on, you know how she is. She's probably somewhere with the guys... partying”, I said, I don't want her to know about the little argument Olivia and I had.“By the way, happy birthday girl!! You look incredibly breathtaking tonight!”, I praised her.She was putting on a baby pink sequins dress that stopped her right below her crotch area,If she was to bend a little, her butt would definitely be on display. God it was too short! But kn
CHAPTER 3: I'M BREAKING UP WITH YOU!LILY'S POV:I gasped and my purse feel to the ground, that was exactly the description of my boyfriend, Troy.“Jesus Christ! You scared me!”, Kimberly yelled.“What is her deal”, Stacy whispered.I blocked out all the whispers that was going on around me and I started feeling dizzy.‘No, it can't be right? They probably saw wrong. It can't be Troy fucking some girl. He can't be cheating on me, right? Right?!!’, I was asking all this jumbled questions in my head. I needed answers but I couldn't ask the questions.I quickly took my purse from the floor and went to Kimberly and Stacy.“Describe the guy you said you saw”, I demanded.“Why do you eve--”, Stacy started and I interrupted her, moving closer to them.“Please! I need to know who you guys saw!”, The tears, the goddamn tears was right there, waiting for me to blink and it would come running out.“Uh- uhm, he was-- well I only saw his back so I couldn't get a clearer look of what his face looks
CHAPTER 4: ALMOST DIED LILY'S POV “I'm breaking up with you... fuck you and Olivia!”, I said before leaving.I couldn't hear anything or anyone, I didn't want to.Stephanie was calling me for behind but no, I didn't want her or anyone else to see my tears. I was strong, so I believed.***I came downstairs and went to the bar.“Two shots of vodka”, I said to the guy at the bar.“Coming right up!”, He replied and went about doing what he's probably good at.I sat down there waiting for my drinks to come, my mind was still at what happened.I couldn't get rid of what I saw even if I tried to. Troy on top of Olivia, my best friend since we were very little! ‘How could she even do this to me?’, I asked myself.I tried to think of what wrong I've done to her, when and how have I ever betrayed her?And to think I caught her staring at Troy and we had an argument about it and she played the victim. Little did I know I was right.‘5 months! 5 fucking months!'.“Here you go miss”, The barte
CHAPTER 5: RAIDED WAREHOUSE NIKOLAI POV:My dad is at it again, disturbing my little found peace in America.He keeps pressuring me to come back to Russia, using all the dirty means in the book but he and I know that's not happening any time soon.I kept my phone down on the table and took a sip of whiskey from the glass.I chuckled after reading the message on my phone, my dad gave an Intel to the American police and they just raided one of my warehouse where I keep my smuggled guns.He didn't rat me out of course, it's his little way to shake me and I know how to keep my tracks clean, they didn't find anything that might be linked back to me.My phone rang again and I looked at the caller ID, I guessed right, The cops.“Yes?”, I picked up the phone and said.“Is this Mr Vladimir?”, The caller asked.I paused for three seconds before responding, “Speaking”.“I am detective Joe Williams and you are needed for questioning at the station”, The man said.From his voice, I can guess he's
CHAPTER 6: THE NIGHTMARE AND A BURGLAR LILY'S POV:{“Oh look at yourself Lily, you were feeling so high and mighty but look now, a shadow of yourself!”, I heard Olivia say but I couldn't see her.Where was she?“How dare you say something like that to me when you were the one that betrayed me?! How could you Olivia?!”, I shouted even though I didn't see her there.Where was I? It was dark and cold, trees everywhere, fog blinding me.I looked around trying to catch where Olivia or her voice was coming from but I couldn't. Her voice was so loud and deep.“Hahahaha! You sound pathetic!! Troy is mine now! Hahahahahaha...”, She said again.I was getting angry, where was she so I could slap her face.‘Oh no!’, I whispered and fell to the ground, there Olivia was, a giant!How did she get so big, I didn't know.And in her hands was Troy, he was his normal size and I could read happiness on his face and... satisfaction?“Now, you will be left alone and sad!”, Olivia continued.Immediately sh
CHAPTER 7: KIDNAPPED!LILY'S POV:I woke up early the next day to prepare for school but I wasn't feeling motivated.‘Maybe it is the events of yesterday and Troy and Olivia's betrayal’, I concluded my heart was still heartbroken.I got up, shower and dressed, went downstairs to get something to eat.“You are still here Papa?!”, I asked.Usually, I don't meet him when I get ready for school, he always leaves early for work.“Good morning to you too my dear daughter”, He said.“Oh sorry, good morning Papa”, I said.“And to answer your other question, you see me don't you?”, He joked.“Be serious Papa. It's 8:23 am”, I replied.“Okay okay boss... I'm working from home today, I don't need the distraction from the office”, He explained.I was surprised, he never took a day off or worked from home.“Is there something I need to know? Are you sick?”, I immediately got worried and held his shoulders, ransacking him with my eyes.He began laughing really hard and his face was bright red, tear
CHAPTER 8: MADAME CHO'S CLUB NIKOLAI POV:It has been three days since I was called in by the cops for questioning, I haven't had any calls from them since I left the station and I wasn't waiting for their calls either.“Hey brother!”, I raised my head to see who just barged into my office, it was Ivan, my best friend.“Don't you knock?”, I asked him.“Knocking of doors are for weenies and I am no weenie Niki”, He said and laughed.“Do not call me that! I would skin you alive and feed you to my dogs”, I warned him.Ivan and I have been friends since birth, it all started with my dad and his dad being friends since highschool.“Hehe, oh come on, you love when I call you that!”, He teased.I gave him the dagger eyes and he knows when to stop.Ivan is half Russian and half white, he can be very playful and fun but he can get serious when he wants to.“So... What's the news?”, He sat down, crossed his legs and asked.“My Father made the cops raid my guns and weapons warehouse and it is c
CHAPTER 9: SEX TRAFFICKINGLILY'S POV:I woke up to a banging headache, I was in a strange room, I touched the back of my head and it hurt like crazy.“Ouch”, I said.I looked around then I noticed I wasn't the only one here, I immediately sat straight.They were more than twenty young girls just like my age in the same room, some were awake, scared and crying, while some were still asleep... ‘Or where they dead?’, I gasped at my own thoughts.I couldn't say anything to anyone because I didn't know who they were and if they were also kidnapped like I was.‘Kidnapped!!’, I yelled in my head, I just remembered how I got here, ‘OLIVIAA, THAT MONSTER!’.With the little strength left in me, I crawled to the nearest girl at my right.“Please, what is this place?”, I managed to ask her in a hoarse voice.“I-I
CHAPTER 34: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILYNIKOLAI'S POV:My eyes slowly opened and I looked around to see where I was. My head was banging, my throat was dry and my vision blur. I tried to stand up from where I was laying but I felt a stabbing pain on the side of my stomach.“Fuck!”, I cussed and lay back down.I closed my eyes for a few more seconds then opened them again, there was an IV drip connected to my arm, I took the oxygen mask from my face same with the drip. I struggled to stand up and I looked around me, it wasn't a hospital but it has some medical equipments.‘What happened to me?’, I tried processing the previous events that got me to this place, It was then the memories came crashing back.I went to Mexico to settle some business issues with a famous cartel, but we were ambushed, those mother fuckers betrayed us.It amounted to a shootout and fistfights, Lev and I tried what we could. I lost a total of 7 men out of the 20 I took with me, I was shot in the left side of my stomach
CHAPTER 33: IRINA IS BACK LILY'S POV:I went back to my room and I refused coming outside through out that day.‘What's even his problem?!’, I let out a groan in frustration, I don't know why this even bothers me.The more I think about his reaction about the photo, the more I am certain that he and his brother have estranged relationship.“But what happened?”, I asked aloud.Anyways, I shouldn't be bothered by their family issue. I don't want to be too involved with Nikolai.I knocked at the door to my room.“Lily?”, It was Nikolai, I gasped. What does he want? Why is he here?“Can we talk?”, He said.“Go away”, I responded. There was nothing left for us to talk about, I need to be far away from him because recently, he has been stirring something in my heart.There was silence at the other side of the door, he wasn't gone yet, he was just keeping mute. I tiptoed to the door and placed my ear on the door, I couldn't hear any movement, only his sigh.After a minute or two, I heard hi
CHAPTER 32: FAMILY PHOTO LILY'S POV:“JUST GET OUTTT!!!”, I yelled on top of my voice, throwing pillows at Nikolai.My hands were shaking, my heart was racing very fast, I was beyond scared.‘Nikolai tried to rape me!’, I had to say it to myself just to believe it.He staggered up, staring at me in disbelief, shaking him head and muttering something I couldn't hear and I didn't care to know what he was saying, I just need him to be far away from me as possible.He looked at me for the last time then left. I held the blanket close to my chest and cried a whole lot.‘What would have happened if I didn't stop him on time? Would he have taken advantage of me? Would my first time turn to the worse memory of my life?’, I pondered as I cried my heart out.I cried for many minutes before sleep took over me.***I woke up and it was past 10am.“Fuck!”, I held my head in pain, it hurts like I have a hangover.I immediately remembered what transpired last night, Nikolai coming into my room drun
CHAPTER 31: HER MOANSNIKOLAI'S POV:(🔞 CONTENT AHEAD!!!)“Just leave her be. She needs some time alone”. I said to my sister and I watched as Lily rushed upstairs.Seeing the tears in her eyes steered up something in my chest and I don't like that feeling, it was new.“Did something happen?”, Galina asked me and I shook my head, I went to my study room and Galina followed behind.“What did you do to her Nikolai?!”, Galina asked and I sighed, I didn't have time for her questions and tantrums.“When are you going back to Russia?”, I asked her, she pouted and looked away.“Well if you so badly want me to leave your house, I will be gone by tomorrow morning!”, She stomped her feet and left my study room.Galina was not a child, I won't run after her same with Lily. I will give Lily the space she needs.My mind wandered back to the intense kiss we shared back at the restroom, I touched my bottom lip and smirked.She tasted different, not like what I normally have. It was like trying on a
CHAPTER 30: THE PAST CAME BACK TO HUNT MELILY'S POV:“We are not done yet”, He said to me and I was shocked. Nikolai smirked at my reaction and walked to the door to open it.He opened the door and frowned at the people waiting.“Oh-wait! What are y-you doing in th-the lady's room?!”, The first lady asked Nikolai, she looked at him like he was some kind of pervert. I rushed to the door, I needed to clear up the air.“Oh no, he was--”.“My lady needed help with her zippers, that's why I'm in here”, Nikolai said before I could complete my sentence.The two ladies standing outside looked at Nikolai with shock and then at me, they blushed and I blushed too.‘Oh Lord, they're definitely thinking something’, I said in my head.“Hahahaha”, I started laughing awkwardly and they laughed too.“Let's go babe”, Nikolai suddenly said to me with a endearing look in his eyes and a soft smile.“Huh?”, I uttered in surprise.“What? Do you need me to fix your bra straps too?”, Nikolai asked again and
CHAPTER 29: THE RESTROOM INCIDENT LILY'S POV:The car came to a halt, that was when I noticed my surroundings. I looked at the building we stopped at.‘Oh my goodness!’, I couldn't help but exclaim in my head. We were at the most famous restaurant in the city, where elites dine, a place where you need to book a reservation two months prior.“Wh--what are we doing here?", I whispered to Nikolai when we both got out of the car and headed inside the restaurant.“It's lunch time”, He said plainly, like he was talking about the weather. He didn't seem to be bothered.I looked around, I was finally outside and I could escape but I couldn't, I'm sure Nikolai's men are watching me.“We could have had lunch back at the mansion you know”, I said to him and he just chuckled, he held my hand and took us inside.“Welcome Mr Nikolai, pleasure seeing you here”, A man who seemed like the host, said.“Table for two”, Nikolai said, the host nodded and went in, and we followed behind. He took us upstai
CHAPTER 28: LITTLE DOLL LILY'S POV:He called me that name for the second time and I don't even know what it means.“Nikolai?”, I called.“Hm?”, He responded still playing with my hair.“Wh-what does Kukolka mean?”, I asked and he smiled, he stopped playing with my hair and moved away, with both hands in his pocket.“Get dressed, we have somewhere to go to”, He changed the topic and left my room.I sighed and held my cheeks, trying to stop myself from blushing. This was the second time he called me Kukolka and I don't even know if it was a bad thing or a good thing.***I was dressed in a blue t-shirt, black pants and white sneakers, I had my hair in a high ponytail. I came downstairs and there, I saw Nikolai, sitting on the sofa in all his glory.He was on his laptop, brows were furrowed and I could swear I saw a halo floating above his head.‘Good Lord!’, I couldn't help but gawk at him.They way he sat on the sofa, worked on his laptop, blink, tighten his jaw from time to time, li
CHAPTER 27: IT WON'T BE MY FIRST TIMELILY'S POV:Nikolai snapped at his sister and we both shivered. I looked at Galina and she was pouting. Nikolai sighed, stood up and left the dining room, he barely even ate anything.I watched as he climbed up the stairs, he looked tired. Galina was right, his under eyes were dark.‘But why did he snap at her for pointing out the obvious?’, I wondered. And what was that about him not liking ice? Is it just ice water?“Oh, I fucked up!”, Galina said, dragging me out of my thoughts.“Huh?", I said.“I shouldn't have nagged him like that, he doesn't like it”, She replied.“But y-you did it out of concern, right?”.“Of course I did! But he can get super feisty when someone talks about his insomnia and his nightmares”, Galina said with a worried look on her face.My mind went back to that night I saw him struggling in his sleep, muttering something, ‘Does he frequently have those nightmares?’.“He has insomnia?”, I asked, just to get more information
CHAPTER 26: ROMAN VLADIMIR IS BACK NIKOLAI'S POV:I could clearly see the blush that creeped on Lily's cheeks when Galina suggested we were dating.‘Does she look like the kind of girl I like?’, I wondered. I like them tall, supermodel shaped, fair skinned, siren eyes, straight legs, blonde, red or black hair and sex appealing. But with Lily, she looks soft, she isn't tall, her body is okay but not my cup of tea, She has doe eyes and is very disrespectful.I stopped thinking about it as I saw Lily hurriedly went upstairs just to avoid the topic and I half smiled.“Who is she really?”, Galina's question brought me back from my thoughts.“A friend”, That was all I could say, I couldn't come up with a better excuse.“Friend?... Brother, she doesn't look like the kind of female friends you usually have”, My not-so-little sister said and I was interested in her thoughts.“Really? How do my female friends look like?”, I asked. I walked to my study room and she followed behind me.“Nothing!