Chapter 1

                        Robert Lisa

I hummed a song as I sat at the back sitting pressing my phone.

"Where are we heading Ma'am". The driver asked, looking at the rearview mirror.

I began to contemplate on either going to my house or my boyfriend's house, I decided.

"Take me to Raymond's house". I ordered, he nodded and drove at a high speed.

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The driver honked as it stopped at the front gate, the gateman peered through the small side of the gate, his expression turned sour.

He came out fully. "Good afternoon Ma'am". He greeted me with a bow.

"Don't greet me at all, just go back there and open the gate". I replied in a raised tone.

"I am sorry to inform you that, boss is not around". He said.

"It is not a problem then, at least it is not the first time I have been waiting for him".

"Yes Ma'am but"...

"I am running out of patience, I will go in there and wait for him". I bursted angrily, I alighted from the car.

"I am sorry Ma, you can't go in please". He pleaded, I began to feel something was happening... There is no point in responding again, he will keep saying what he has in mind. I began to walk in, he blocked my way.

He is making me lose my temper. I have decided not to get angry with anybody at all, but he is pushing me to the wall.

"Let her in or else you won't be spared". Mike said authoritatively, I smiled.

Mike is my driver, bodyguard and my friend, but he prefers acting professionally with me which I don't like.

The gateman refused to leave, Mike came down from the car with anger registered on his face... He is always ready to defend me everywhere I go. It is not that I don't have bodyguards, I have a lot of them but I preferred Mike.

He slapped the gateman so well that I could feel it.

"Ma'am you can go in now". Mike said dusting his palms as if he just touched a dirt... I walked in, I opened the main door and I entered.

I saw the living room in an unpleasant manner, the sofa pillows were scattered all over the floor.

"Ray, Ray". I called but he didn't reply to me. I recalled that the gateman said he wasn't around, but I still doubt it... I proceeded upstairs knocking on every room.

Ray is the shortened form of his name and I love calling him that.

I believe him now, but something is not clear enough here, why was he worried?.

That's his own problem anyways, I began to climb down the stairs when I heard moans coming out of one of the rooms, I walked back, I found the sound coming from Ray's room, I opened it at once. My sight caught an imaginary thing. I saw Raymond riding on a lady, they were so obsessed that they didn't even know when I opened the door. Tears began to stream down my cheek freely.

"I never stayed long in the hands of men as they used and dumped me, they all wanted my money, everything the money I and my parents worked for. I provided everything for them still yet they decided to treat me badly".

I met Ray three months back, he was also not rich then but I love him for his passion to work, he wasn't after my money.

I felt he was the most perfect human being on earth, he pampered me as if I was his destined  girlfriend, he showed me a lot of love, he didn't give me a chance to think negatively about him.

I love him dearly that I could do anything for him including willing all I have to him.

"Ray". I called in a shattered and weak voice, he looked at me in shock, he thrust out of the lady, he sat on the bed covering his face with his palms... The lady looked at me and Ray simultaneously.

"What's happening here, why did you pull out so soon". The lady said, dragging him to continue... I shook my head repeatedly, I could not take it anymore, I turned walking out.

"Lisa, baby, baby". He called repeatedly, I turned a deaf ear to his pleas.

I climbed down the stairs, the memories of our happy moments flashed through my brain.

"Noooo". I screamed, I missed a step, I felt my feet no longer controlled my body, I closed my eyes for death to come as I could not bear the pains, I felt an arm around my waist.

I opened my eyes wondering who it was, I frowned immediately, as I saw it was Ray, I forced myself out of his grip.

"I am sorry, I wasn't in my right senses please forgive me Lisa". He apologized innocently, he pouted.

He cheated and he is here to bribe me with his looks, no I am not going to fall for his method...He looks cute though. I smiled

"Lisa, concentrate he cheated on you, he didn't respect you, he preferred her to you". My instincts screamed.

"What makes you do what you do". I asked with a furrowed brow.

"I was horny and I couldn't ask you to calm me down, so I have to take her in, I am sorry". He replied, I felt a stab that pierced into my heart.

He just broke my heart with his words, he took in another woman because I couldn't satisfy his sexual urge.

"Even if you were here, you won't be able to satisfy me". He added with no remorse. I felt a very strong pain from my stomach, I raised my hand to slap him, he grabbed it and threw it off.

"Don't ever raise your hand to slap me ever again, I am not your puppet''. He growled, I flinched, and on realizing his actions he turned, stroking his hair roughly.

"I am sorry but I couldn't keep pretending, thank God you know today, I hope you find someone to love you without an intimacy because I know I really tried you know". He explained.

"You dated me for fun and the next thing for you to do is to dump me, why are you so heartless". I shouted painfully.

"I love you but I need to satisfy my needs". He cajoled.

"You don't love me you"... I couldn't finish my sentences, I realized I couldn't utter words again as I had a panic attack, I touched my chest, it wasn't in a good condition.

"Arrrgh". I groaned when the pain continued.

"Lisa, what is wrong with you?". Ray said, he walked closer to me.

"Stop, don't come near me". I yelled with the little strength in me, I walked outside with the pain.

"Ma'am what's wrong with you". Mike asked immediately he saw me, tears were running down my cheek as the pain triggered.

"Nothing". I replied with a smile, I took a step forward, the pain triggered harder, I blanked out.