I wiped the sweat dripping down my forehead with the back of my hand. I was tired and needed some rest but didn't want to give in to that tired side of me.
Ever since I had an argument with my ex-boyfriend who called me fat, I've promised myself to prove him wrong. Exercising became my second friend. I've always known he never wanted me after all. Seeing that my father is rich and popular was one of the reasons he dated me.
It stings thinking about that but who cares? the deed has been done. Sigh
I think what I love about myself is my will of seeing through people's thoughts. I know being a rich man's daughter was going to be a lot. This means Fake friends would come and use me as they please, knowing the kind of person I was. As much as I try to be harsh with people, my heart won't let me. I still believe they will come back to love me again. Stupid, I know.
All my life, I've craved to be cared for but luck never seems to be on my side. It's so disheartening to bear.
I got tired of jogging so I stopped to take a breath. I glanced down at my wristwatch and was glad to see that I have only 39 minutes to round up for today. It was so satisfying to know. My body hurts badly.
***
Just as I was in haste to go home, I ran into Rex. He was in the same college as me. I groan inwardly sadly.
Rex smiled, poor thing.
I know Rex kinda likes me but stupid me can't see myself in a relationship with someone like him.
Why? I'll tell you why
He is a geek and I guess I'm a geek myself. I don't even know. I believe being with a geek just like I was will only make me less exposed. Yes, my ex wasn't a geek but then he isn't a bad boy either. He was average.
Would it be so stupid of me to say I find bad guys sexy? I'm more into bad guys than I thought. This is something I always keep to myself because I'm worried my friends would think I was stupid. Bella especially.
"Saw you from afar so I thought of saying hi," Rex said rubbing his neck. He was blushing too.
I found that cute but he just isn't my type at all " Uhm, yeah. "
" You seem to love exercise" he pointed out.
I would have laughed at that but I've grown to love exercising all thanks to my ex for calling me fat. I wasn't that fat or maybe not, I thought to myself.
I mentally remember how I look in the mirror, I have the right figure in the appropriate places. Yes, I have thick thighs that don't mean I was fat. I mentally rolled my eyes.
" Well I do" I answered Rex with a forced smile.
Rex want to keep the conversation going but I wasn't in the mood at the moment. All I wanted was to continue my morning run and that is it.
I look at my wristwatch and was glad to see it was already time for me to head back home.
" Erm...look, Allison..i...
I knew what was coming next so I thought of a way to prevent it. I stopped him before he could say it " oh, look at that. " I said all of a sudden staring at my wrist watch pretending to be sad " I'm sorry but I need to cut this short. I'm late and I'm sure the driver must be waiting already"
Rex was disappointed " But...but Allyson.....
"I'm sorry Rex but I need to leave now. Talk to you some other time " I said with an assuring smile
He let out a sigh" Ok"
I couldn't be more relieved so I nodded and then made my way to where the driver was, or where I suppose he was.
I walk out so fast like never before. I was glad to escape that weird situation. One thing was damn clear, I lied about the driver waiting for me. The truth was, I told the driver not to come to pick me up because I prefer to jog back home.
Dad shouldn't find out about this, of course, he would be so mad when he comes to realize that I came home without the driver. I hastens up as I made a run home. Thanks, good for my hoodie which came in handy. I was lucky it had a cap to cover my face.
Why is because I can't risk seeing my name on the paper tomorrow. The millionaire's daughter caught jogging home will surely be written on the front of tomorrow's newspaper. Dad would kill me if that happens not that I'm the most popular sister but then we can never know what to expect.
My house wasn't too far from the stadium I went to. I stop so I could cross the road but then a loud honk sound scares me off resulting in me falling on the wet concrete floor. I gasped loudly, I wasn't expecting that fall at all.My hands were shaking and stared at the car which caused me to fall in disdain. I'd thought whoever was inside the car would take pity on me and help me up but the bastard didn't come down. He kept on honking at me to get up.
I scoffed
I was so mad but got up nevertheless. If glared could kill he would have been six feet buried underground. I could feel his burning eyes on me through the glass.
As much as I would love to see who it was but it was never possible. All I was sure about was, whoever it was is a man and that was that. I used that moment to cram his plate number, I need to hunt him down and teach him a lesson, not like I would do that.
I Allyson stepped aside and watch him leave. I couldn't believe what just happened. I was glad a few cars were passing by. He didn't even have an ounce of pity in him to help me.
Funny enough, he seems wealthy. I'm not being silly right now. It is easy to see that he was rich and that is because of his expensive car. Being a fan of cars came in handy.
The car he was riding is really expensive, it's a Ferrari. The newest edition at that." Allyson!!"
I was so lost in my thought. I got startled upon hearing my name being called in that manner. I turned only to see Rex jogging to catch up.
" Shit!" I muttered to myself. I wish I could crawl away but he finally caught me red-handed. He now knew that I lied to him about my driver.
" Are you alright Allison?" he asked inspecting my arms to see if there was any wound or swell.
I forced a smile" I'm fine "
" I was so scared when I saw you fell from afar...I mean...I didn't know you were the one...but then I came closer and saw that you are the one..." he stuttered worriedly " Are you sure you are fine?"
I nodded " I'm perfectly fine, trust me "
He wanted to oppose but believed me nevertheless "please come with me to my car. I'll drop you home "
I was about to object but had a second thoughts about it. People walking by saw what happened and it wouldn't be hard for them to recognize me.
" Sure, I'll go with you," I said with a forced smile. Deep down I knew he thought I was giving him hope for a relationship.
Rex was so happy. He felt like the happiest man alive. I could see his in his eyes
*****
I finally got home. Of course, dad was really angry. He found out that I went out without going with the driver. It's so annoying when he shouts at me.
I couldn't keep up with the yelling so I plan on making my way to the room but he pull me back. Right then I knew this was going to be a long night after all.
" Don't be irresponsible Allyson. You are acting so foolish" That hurts. I was never the good child anyways.
I fought back the tears. I tried hard not to allow his insult to get to me. I swallowed the tears. " I'm sorry,"
" Go to your room, now!" He said and I knew not to argue with him.
I made my way upstairs to freshen up. Yes, I never had a close relationship with dad. He was closer to my step-sister and am not sad about that. One thing I cherish a lot of my privacy. I love that so much.
This is the story of my life. My life is a bit twisted. Sigh
The reason why I'm the neglected child is that mom was dad's mistress. Yes, she wasn't legally married to dad. It was a one-night stand or rather hook up which then led to them giving birth to me. Sadly
I smiled bitterly at that shaking my head. This is why I always have to follow the rules in the house. If I chose to be strong-headed, my mom would be dragged to this again.
My stepmom was more like a witch. She never wants to see me around. This is more reason why I need to run away from this hell.Sometimes, it makes me wonder why mom agreed to bring her to this hell hole of a world and why not take care of me by herself.
I wiped the threatening tears. I tried to smile reassuring myself that I will be fine.
After some soothing words, I made my way to the bathroom. I quietly enjoyed my bath.
I let out a sigh and tried hard to forget what happened but then something else got me thinking.
My almost an accident. I tried to think of the reason why the man in that black car refused to get down and help." Are people that wicked?" I question no one in particular. I was glad I know the plate number by heart. I need to do my findings
I relax my head. The important thing is the party she has with her friends this night. She needs to find a way to convince her dad to go. She can't miss this at all.
ALLYSONWe had enough drinks and fun. I enjoyed myself to the brim. I was glad I didn't go against my promise. This was all I needed after all. " Would you dance with me?" Ethan got up and stretch his hand. I was confused at first before I realized he was talking to me. I didn't want to decline and make him feel bad. It was a harmless dance after all so I took his hand " sure, I'd love to dance "He smiled at my reply and guide me to the dance floor. We both pretend not to be aware of others making fun of us. I find the whole thing funny. Ethan found a spot for us on the dance floor. He wrapped his hand around my waist " Are you sure you wanna dance?"I cock a brow" If I don't want to, I wouldn't have agreed to it trust me "" I didn't want it to seem like I had to force you to dance with me," he said with a soft smile.I love this gentleman's side of him. He makes me feel some kind of connection for him but not the way everyone is thinking. This connection was more like a friend co
ALLYSONMy heart refused to stop making that sound.I was flabbergasted. That question wasn't what I was expecting at all. It's so embarrassing, especially in front of sexy guys who are ready to make fun of you. Ethan is so annoying. He saw the shock on my face so he knew he got me.I opened and close my mouth trying to reply but was finding it difficult to because of all the eyes on me. I was sure my face is all pink right now. I feel so shy right now. " We can always change the question " Bella tried to help me out but I stopped her " No! I will answer it's a game after all"" Now you're talking. Not everyone is like you" Ethan said but I was sure he was referring to Bella.The looks he was sending at Bella were suspicious and what he just said held lots of meaning. I need to ask Bella when they are alone." I'm a virgin" I answered nevertheless There were lots of shocked expressions. They never expect a girl who looks as hot as I am to be a virgin. I know that was what they were
ALLYSONWe went back inside after we had the heart-to-heart talk. We felt a little lighter. This is one reason why we care so much for each other. It builds our relationship I believe.I went straight to get a drink from the barman. I went back to meet the others after getting my drinks.Already Bella was seated. she made a face when she saw me with vodka. I wasn't one for strong drinks. Bella knew that no matter what she say, I won't listen to her. " Guys let's drink to all our problems," Ethan said raising his cup. We all raised our cups in the air and cheer loudly. I downed mine in one gulp. I poured more into the cup and down it again. I repeated the process until I finished the drink. At this point, I was already drunk but not recklessly drunk since I could understand what is going on around me." I want more," I said and tried getting up but Ethan who had seen how I finished the drink stopped me from standing up." Aren't you drunk?" He asked.I giggled " Do I look drunk to yo
AllysonBella stared at me with wide eyes. She can't believe she has been so worried about my whereabouts last night only to see me now I guess. I know I sound so stupid right now." where the hell have you been?! I had to lie to my parents when they asked about you last night. You didn't even give me a call whatsoever. Gosh! "I felt guilty for doing that to her. I know I should have gone back to inform her about leaving but didn't think much about that. At that point, I was too consumed with the man last night to even think straight. " I'm sorry" I apologized. That was the best thing to do at that moment. I took my wrong with open arms.Bella paced around the room " Look, I'm not mad because you were off but the fact that you didn't inform me is what's annoying." She let out a loud breath." I'm sorry"Bella glared at her " I hate you right now " And that was it.I burst out laughing. It's so funny watching an angry Bella. I couldn't hold it any longer. Seeing that I couldn't stop
" Allison! I've warned you to stop going out without your driver. I don't care if you think you are an adult. I have every right to tell you what to do and you must follow my rules " Dad snapped at me"I couldn't meet his eye. This is what I go through every day in the mansion. He always finds fault in what I do. When Diane was my age, she always goes out without anyone watching her every move but when it comes to me, I'm always the bad egg. He loves to control my movement " I'm sorry"" You keep saying sorry. This is the last time you'll do this nonsense. If you don't want me to throw you in a nun school. I see no use for you leaving in my house. "" I'm sorry dad," I said fiddling with my nailsI was already dressed for school and running late for class. Dad took my car keys and promise not to give them to me not until I followed every one of his rules. I felt so caged in the house. He never allows me to do things. Anything I do, he always finds fault in it." I think the best is
The trembling of my hand got the doctor worried. I was in shock, I couldn't believe my ears. This ain't how I pictured my future play. This must be a joke, I thought to myself. I was still in denial but the more I think about it the more I know that it's the truth.I've been so stupid all along. It's two weeks now and hadn't seen my period. I thought it was normal. " No!"The doctor felt some kind of pity for me. He needed to be on his way to the hospital. His attention was needed. He pack up all his item and gave me a look " You'll be fine " he said before leaving the room.I felt a wetness on my cheeks. It was my tears. My heart was burning bitterly. I can't take this at all. This is too much to bear. I was breathing too fast finding it hard to calm myself.I regret not taking Bella's advice weeks ago. I should have done the right thing before this happens. I didn't know what to think or who to call. Dad is going to kill me, I was sure of that.I climbed down from the bed to search
We planned to meet at the address I gave Bella. Surprisingly Bella was familiar with the location, her father has property there too. This made her eager to know who the father of my child was." Dad has a property here too" Bella revealed to Allison.I nodded " You said that before "" Yeah. I don't know how many but there is this particular one behind this building here. We do come during the weekend "" oh wow.." I said but deep down I wasn't interested in that " I hope we find the guy "" This is why I was insisting that you should have asked him for his name. We would have hunted him down on social media " Bella told her.I pouted. I knew Bella was right but the fact that she kept reminding me about my stupidity makes me even angrier." I didn't know it will result in this "" Press the bell already" Bella raised her voice " Be gentle with me. Calm down. I'm on it already" I pressed the bell twice and we heard footsteps approaching.The gate got opened and a man with gray hair
It was horrific. I was so tired and thirsty. Dad refuses to tell me where he is taking me to. Bella tried her possible best to plead with dad but he paid no heed to whatever she was saying. My stepmom and her forsaking daughter were happy to see me leave. It saddens my heart to see that they never loved me even if it's a tiny love, I'd have appreciated the effort but nothing of that happened.Dad sitting beside me as the driver kept driving us to God knows where. I relax my head on the seat and decided to have less worry. I can't do anything at the moment. As much as I have a lot to say, it wouldn't help at the moment because dad is so pissed.I let out a sigh and said what was on my mind " Why do you hate me so much" He seems confused at first then he grunts. I knew he wouldn't say anything and it annoys me the more." why did you take me away from her since you know that you'll hate me so much? What was my crime? I did nothing wrong to you to deserve this" The threatening tears tri
I held my phone while I stared at Ace's number. The number was staring at me waiting for me to call him but I couldn't. I didn't know how to tell him to come over to see me .on another thought, I don't think it's a best idea to invite him over. I wouldn't want what happened the last time to happen again. I can't bear that. I can't repeat the same mistakes all the time, never.Mrs. Clara took Amelia home with her. She promises to take good care of her since I have a meeting with Ace. That woman has been so supportive of me. She makes things easier for me and I like that she is trying to fill that space she missed since I was young. Dad is aware that she is in town and he hasn't said anything about it. He hasn't come to check on me. I shook my head, why would I think he'd care to come to talk to her. I don't know why he has to be my father. There are lots of good men out there and nothing like Dad. I don't know why I was blessed with a father like him.If only Mom had nothing to do wit
I went ahead to pick up my daughter from her daycare. Her face looks so soaked with tears. The nanny told me that she had been tearing up since I dropped her. I wonder what the problem could be. I kissed her cheeks and said, "What happened to you?" She stared at me with her wet cheeks. Her face was all red from the tears "Sweetheart, what happened? Mom is here for you "I tried playing with her but all efforts were in vain. I tried all I could to cheer her up but she ended up staring at me like I was acting stupid so I gave up. I need help. The only person I could think about right now was Mrs. Clara. My mother. I need to give her a call. I need help to understand what my daughter is going through. I called her number and she picked up on the first call. " Please I need your help," I said through the phone " ok. I'll be right there with you " she said and ended the call.I sent her my address. I was heading to the park. I hope Amelia will be happy when she sees other kids just like
What Bella told me kept ringing in my head. She insisted that I tell him about Amelia. I don't know how to do it or what way to approach him. It's been two years now since the event that led to Amelia and this is taking a toll on me. If it's left to me, I don't want him to know. His knowing only means that I was welcoming trouble into my life. I dropped Amelia off at the daycare and made my way to my office. Seth hadn't called to talk to me yet. He didn't even call to ask why I didn't come to work and I felt too angry to send a message. I walk into the office like I did nothing wrong. The office was all staring. I wonder why they were whispering something at each other. I rolled my eyes and don't want to hear any of the gossip. It's nothing good. I was so sure about that.I went to my office and saw piles of work waiting for me. That was one thing with this place. When you are not around your work will keep piling up until you get back to do it. No one was going to help. It's the rul
AllysonI woke up from sleep only to realize that a man's arm was wrapped around my waist. I was startled at first not until I remembered what happened yesterday. I was so stupid. I pushed his arms off me. What have I done?I got out of bed all confused. Ace groaned but got up. He sat on the bed and said "Why did you hit me in the face ?"I was naked! I can't believe I allow this to go far .!I wasn't drunk when this happened. I was so stupid. I was confused and filled with lots of feelings. I went with my heart even before my head could process what was happening. "What happened?" I asked still shaken up. I was so confused and didn't know what I want or what to do" What happened last night ?" I felt like a lunatic asking those questions. I knew the answer to it but I still asked.He gave me a look " Is this some form of a joke or what? What are you trying to say? "" I don't know how ...what the hell!" I wrapped the blanket around me. I was so scared of what we did. I'm an adult but
AceI was so annoyed right now. Why would Aunt forgive him too soon after what he did? I punch the wall before me and scream out of annoyance. He has done more harm than good. He lives with his family happily and doesn't care about others. He hurt my aunt and he hurt the woman I love. He hurt Allyson. That is the worse thing ever. I want him down. I want to ruin him. I want to cripple him to nothing. I dashed out of my room. I need some air. Aunt must be in her room crying as she always does. She still thinks about him and the worse thing he did to her but she doesn't want to punish him. He's so not the best man in the universe. I'm glad she didn't end up with a man like that. He is a loser and that is what he will always be. I got into my car and drove off. I need to see Allyson. I need to talk to her. I can't stand it anymore. I can't stand not seeing her. I am about to get married to her sister and here I was going to see her. This is not right. I need to choose right. I need to
I sat down feeling confused. I don't even know what to think. Mom came out from the kitchen holding a cup of coffee. I took it gratefully. I took a sip and felt pleasured when the hot water hit my tongue. I don't know what would have happened if only he stayed behind. Amelia held on tight to Mom's clothes, she doesn't want to leave her. She likes her I guess." how do you feel now ?" Mom asked I nodded " I feel much better "" I knew coffee would do lots of wonders," she said with a smile and I knew it was her way of lightening the atmosphere. I like that she is trying all possible best to make me feel welcome." you are not gonna ask me anything ?" I asked cocking a brow She smiled " I don't want to rush things "" Thanks " I was glad We sat in silence for about a few minutes. Amelia started to cry. She was tired of sitting, she wants to play around." she wants to play. She gets tired when she is sitting all the time " I told her and she was surprised " She walks ?" " yes she
Work was so hectic. I never expected it to be this hard. Of course, I don't work with Seth. I work with his management. I didn't want to be in the same department as him so people won't start to say things they are not meant to say. I want to focus on what actually brought me here and nothing else.I was learning too much in just one day and I don't want to complain. I don't want to look like an ingrate. I should be thankful I have a job with good pay. I was in my office when I saw a reminder text from my mother, Mrs. Clara. She was reminding me about lunch today.Is it me or does it look strange that Diane hasn't called me since the incident? I thought she would at least call to hear my part but she didn't. Of course, I don't expect her to be happy that I insulted her mother but I would have at least wished she called to know what was going on. Is she mad at me or has her mother poisoned her mind as always?What a shame if she goes back to her old self. It will be such a loss for her
Mrs. Clara stayed for lunch. I didn't have it in mind to send her away after the long conversation we had. I served her some Chinese rice and shredded beef. I guess we share the same favorites. I love anything Chinese and the same her.She told me a lot about herself. It was entertaining hearing her speak. She told me she has a boyfriend and I told her I can't wait to meet him. She was excited. Loving the fact that I was giving her a second chance to patch things up." I have a godson and you two will get along. I'm sure of that " she said then took a spoon of her riceI smiled a little " I can't wait to meet him " She cheered "Can I come and pick you up tomorrow? I want you to meet my friends and my godson. They are the only ones I called my family " I was reluctant. I'm not good at meeting new people but she kept insisting " of fine "She squealed. She was so excited. Her smile was contagious, I surprised myself by smiling too. She is just too good with people and I love her energ
I was dancing to the tune of the music. It was an old one-direction song. I love their song so much. It gives me the energy I need to keep moving. I was so happy today and I don't know why though. I thought it was the fact that I now have a job. I haven't started yet but tomorrow will be my first time at work. Seth told me to use today to prepare myself and I was so grateful for that. I was swirling around like a ballerina. I was funny as hell. I look so stupid dancing this way. But who cares? I don't care. I just want to be happy and that is exactly what I'm going to keep doing. I heard a knock but thought it was from the other apartment. This time around the person knocked harder. I wasn't expecting anyone. Susan and I already have a conversation this morning that she should take a break from this job and she understood and took my advice. It's good for her and her daughter.I went to get the door. I saw a strange lady by the door. She has a smile on her face. I have seen this fac