It was horrific. I was so tired and thirsty. Dad refuses to tell me where he is taking me to. Bella tried her possible best to plead with dad but he paid no heed to whatever she was saying. My stepmom and her forsaking daughter were happy to see me leave. It saddens my heart to see that they never loved me even if it's a tiny love, I'd have appreciated the effort but nothing of that happened.Dad sitting beside me as the driver kept driving us to God knows where. I relax my head on the seat and decided to have less worry. I can't do anything at the moment. As much as I have a lot to say, it wouldn't help at the moment because dad is so pissed.I let out a sigh and said what was on my mind " Why do you hate me so much" He seems confused at first then he grunts. I knew he wouldn't say anything and it annoys me the more." why did you take me away from her since you know that you'll hate me so much? What was my crime? I did nothing wrong to you to deserve this" The threatening tears tri
My mouth opened to talk but the words refuses to come out."You... You... Slapped me" I croaked out in shockDad looks so sickening " I'll do more than that if you don't keep your mouth shut"I was so disgusted with him. He is more aggressive as the day passes. The man I once knew as my father wasn't as wicked as this but this man standing right in front of me is someone different. This man is something I can never imagine I shook my head at him disgustfully " I wonder how you feel bringing me to somewhere like this place. Knowing well that your grandchild is growing inside of me "" He is not my grandchild. Stop saying those words to me " he yelled at me. I could feel the spat of his spot on my face as he yelled in anger but I don't care anymore. He can hit me as hard as he wants and I won't stop saying the truth."Good then," I said shaking my head " When the time comes don't come running begging for mercy"He raised a brow at me as if saying u were crazy " shouldn't you be the one
"Hey girly" I heard her chirping. I couldn't be happier."God, I miss you already" I pouted even though I know she can't see me. I can't believe I'm far from Bella. She is my guardian angel.She chuckled " don't be too dramatic. You know we can always communicate on the phone right? " She pointed out and I know but the feeling is different when I see her in real." I want to go home," I told her She noticed the change in my time " you know you can run away from all this but you refused"I smiled bitterly " I know, but you know dad will find me one way or the other. That man is more like a Ninja. He is everywhere"" I get it. I can still talk to my dad to talk some senses into his head " she offered but I can't allow her to do that. " No please don't " I pleaded" Why?" I can imagine how she must be frowning now." I think I needed a change after all. This might be a good idea" I said" You mean you are happy there ?" I could feel the annoyance in her voice " I'm not. What I'm tryin
The food was delicious sad to say. I enjoy it so well. Who would have thought that this person can prepare something as delicious as this? Well, it's kind of surprising.The guard came back to pack my plate. He was nice enough to wait until I bring them to him. I know I shouldn't be too relaxed with the whole thing. They must be doing all this because I'm still new here and the only way they could welcome me is by doing all these nice things. My only wish is, it should continue this way until I leave here.On second thought, I'm beginning to love the mystery of this place. For the fact that I'm a mysterious person, and I would love to unravel the mystery attached to this place. I'd also love to know if this place is just available to only ladies or both ladies and also the guys. It would be so nice to meet some handsome guys, I chuckled to myself. I can't believe I'm the one thinking about such at this moment in my life. I think the pregnancy hormones are beginning to set in. It's fu
The old lady talked about the visitors coming today. She said something about keeping our room clean since there would be an inspection. It felt like I was a high school girl. I can't imagine myself getting an inspection from some foreign people I've never met before. This whole thing is becoming more annoying every minute." She talks too much. You don't need to obey if you don't want to" I was startled. The red hair said beside me.I gave her a confused look " shouldn't you be advising me to do good ?"She shrugged " it's all depends. I could see the look in your eyes. You don't seem to like this place "I scoffed " who would want to be here "She chuckled " Would you believe me if I said I brought myself here? "I was shocked. This new information surprised me big time " what? Why?"" I was tired of everything. I was tired of everyone. I wanted a breather and this happens to be the best place " she told me and I still can't imagine how a sane person would want to be here on their f
Breakfast was fast. I don't think I spent more than five minutes before the Bell rang. Unfortunately, the visitors are on their way. What got me thinking was how the whole ladies were so happy to meet this said visitor. But I for one was sure it was something more than that Which made me eager to meet them. Redhead snapped me out of my thought " you okay?" She asked I nodded releasing a sharp breath " I'm good. I need to leave anyways "She shrugged " see you soon"I didn't wait to hear her say more. I wasn't good with new people and then since I was warned not to trust anyone, I need to be wary of who to call friends. Time like this makes me miss Bella the more. It would have been easier if she was to be here with me.I rushed into my room as if my life depend on it. I wasn't going to sleep, definitely not. Wouldn't want what happened this morning to repeat itself. I can't be odd looking one again. I need to be snappy from now henceforth.The food was okay. Nothing special, of cou
I can't be seeing a ghost, never. He is the same one. My eyes can't deceive me, I know what I just saw. My eyes followed his every step until he was standing in the front.The redhead was saying something about, I told you so. I don't have her time at the moment, I can't believe he is here is all I kept on muttering in my head. This isn't the best timing at all. I can't believe this institution belongs to the man that made me pregnant.This is absurd. I need to think fast. Shouldn't I approach him after the event come to an end? Or I shouldn't? I was so confused. I didn't know what to do. This whole thing just got me so worried and confused." Are you alright ?" Redhead asked I'm concerned. I guess she must have seen the little shake of my hand." Why?" I asked trying to act all calm but deep down I was nothing but calm. " You look as if you just saw a ghost or something. Do you know him from somewhere ?"I shook my head a little too quickly " no I don't" I just don't know what to ev
ONE MONTH LATERI thought living with Martha would be difficult but it didn't turn out to be how I had pictured it. She is one of the best roommates ever. I have grown to like her.We are in our room discussing what happened during our high school days. She Surprisingly attended the same school as me but a year older and class older. This was why I never knew her. Now I get why we kind of share some connection.She is just too cool and fun to be with. I'm so happy she came into my life. At least I have someone to talk to about stuff that I only talk about with Bella. Bella has been so busy lately. She just graduated, or should I say we just graduated? She has been visiting her father's office to learn something about his job. While I'm here trying to get my own life organized.I'm not sad though. On second thought, being her seems to be like a great idea. I'm beginning to see the world from another point of view unlike when I was always caged at home. It was really hard at home." Wh
I held my phone while I stared at Ace's number. The number was staring at me waiting for me to call him but I couldn't. I didn't know how to tell him to come over to see me .on another thought, I don't think it's a best idea to invite him over. I wouldn't want what happened the last time to happen again. I can't bear that. I can't repeat the same mistakes all the time, never.Mrs. Clara took Amelia home with her. She promises to take good care of her since I have a meeting with Ace. That woman has been so supportive of me. She makes things easier for me and I like that she is trying to fill that space she missed since I was young. Dad is aware that she is in town and he hasn't said anything about it. He hasn't come to check on me. I shook my head, why would I think he'd care to come to talk to her. I don't know why he has to be my father. There are lots of good men out there and nothing like Dad. I don't know why I was blessed with a father like him.If only Mom had nothing to do wit
I went ahead to pick up my daughter from her daycare. Her face looks so soaked with tears. The nanny told me that she had been tearing up since I dropped her. I wonder what the problem could be. I kissed her cheeks and said, "What happened to you?" She stared at me with her wet cheeks. Her face was all red from the tears "Sweetheart, what happened? Mom is here for you "I tried playing with her but all efforts were in vain. I tried all I could to cheer her up but she ended up staring at me like I was acting stupid so I gave up. I need help. The only person I could think about right now was Mrs. Clara. My mother. I need to give her a call. I need help to understand what my daughter is going through. I called her number and she picked up on the first call. " Please I need your help," I said through the phone " ok. I'll be right there with you " she said and ended the call.I sent her my address. I was heading to the park. I hope Amelia will be happy when she sees other kids just like
What Bella told me kept ringing in my head. She insisted that I tell him about Amelia. I don't know how to do it or what way to approach him. It's been two years now since the event that led to Amelia and this is taking a toll on me. If it's left to me, I don't want him to know. His knowing only means that I was welcoming trouble into my life. I dropped Amelia off at the daycare and made my way to my office. Seth hadn't called to talk to me yet. He didn't even call to ask why I didn't come to work and I felt too angry to send a message. I walk into the office like I did nothing wrong. The office was all staring. I wonder why they were whispering something at each other. I rolled my eyes and don't want to hear any of the gossip. It's nothing good. I was so sure about that.I went to my office and saw piles of work waiting for me. That was one thing with this place. When you are not around your work will keep piling up until you get back to do it. No one was going to help. It's the rul
AllysonI woke up from sleep only to realize that a man's arm was wrapped around my waist. I was startled at first not until I remembered what happened yesterday. I was so stupid. I pushed his arms off me. What have I done?I got out of bed all confused. Ace groaned but got up. He sat on the bed and said "Why did you hit me in the face ?"I was naked! I can't believe I allow this to go far .!I wasn't drunk when this happened. I was so stupid. I was confused and filled with lots of feelings. I went with my heart even before my head could process what was happening. "What happened?" I asked still shaken up. I was so confused and didn't know what I want or what to do" What happened last night ?" I felt like a lunatic asking those questions. I knew the answer to it but I still asked.He gave me a look " Is this some form of a joke or what? What are you trying to say? "" I don't know how ...what the hell!" I wrapped the blanket around me. I was so scared of what we did. I'm an adult but
AceI was so annoyed right now. Why would Aunt forgive him too soon after what he did? I punch the wall before me and scream out of annoyance. He has done more harm than good. He lives with his family happily and doesn't care about others. He hurt my aunt and he hurt the woman I love. He hurt Allyson. That is the worse thing ever. I want him down. I want to ruin him. I want to cripple him to nothing. I dashed out of my room. I need some air. Aunt must be in her room crying as she always does. She still thinks about him and the worse thing he did to her but she doesn't want to punish him. He's so not the best man in the universe. I'm glad she didn't end up with a man like that. He is a loser and that is what he will always be. I got into my car and drove off. I need to see Allyson. I need to talk to her. I can't stand it anymore. I can't stand not seeing her. I am about to get married to her sister and here I was going to see her. This is not right. I need to choose right. I need to
I sat down feeling confused. I don't even know what to think. Mom came out from the kitchen holding a cup of coffee. I took it gratefully. I took a sip and felt pleasured when the hot water hit my tongue. I don't know what would have happened if only he stayed behind. Amelia held on tight to Mom's clothes, she doesn't want to leave her. She likes her I guess." how do you feel now ?" Mom asked I nodded " I feel much better "" I knew coffee would do lots of wonders," she said with a smile and I knew it was her way of lightening the atmosphere. I like that she is trying all possible best to make me feel welcome." you are not gonna ask me anything ?" I asked cocking a brow She smiled " I don't want to rush things "" Thanks " I was glad We sat in silence for about a few minutes. Amelia started to cry. She was tired of sitting, she wants to play around." she wants to play. She gets tired when she is sitting all the time " I told her and she was surprised " She walks ?" " yes she
Work was so hectic. I never expected it to be this hard. Of course, I don't work with Seth. I work with his management. I didn't want to be in the same department as him so people won't start to say things they are not meant to say. I want to focus on what actually brought me here and nothing else.I was learning too much in just one day and I don't want to complain. I don't want to look like an ingrate. I should be thankful I have a job with good pay. I was in my office when I saw a reminder text from my mother, Mrs. Clara. She was reminding me about lunch today.Is it me or does it look strange that Diane hasn't called me since the incident? I thought she would at least call to hear my part but she didn't. Of course, I don't expect her to be happy that I insulted her mother but I would have at least wished she called to know what was going on. Is she mad at me or has her mother poisoned her mind as always?What a shame if she goes back to her old self. It will be such a loss for her
Mrs. Clara stayed for lunch. I didn't have it in mind to send her away after the long conversation we had. I served her some Chinese rice and shredded beef. I guess we share the same favorites. I love anything Chinese and the same her.She told me a lot about herself. It was entertaining hearing her speak. She told me she has a boyfriend and I told her I can't wait to meet him. She was excited. Loving the fact that I was giving her a second chance to patch things up." I have a godson and you two will get along. I'm sure of that " she said then took a spoon of her riceI smiled a little " I can't wait to meet him " She cheered "Can I come and pick you up tomorrow? I want you to meet my friends and my godson. They are the only ones I called my family " I was reluctant. I'm not good at meeting new people but she kept insisting " of fine "She squealed. She was so excited. Her smile was contagious, I surprised myself by smiling too. She is just too good with people and I love her energ
I was dancing to the tune of the music. It was an old one-direction song. I love their song so much. It gives me the energy I need to keep moving. I was so happy today and I don't know why though. I thought it was the fact that I now have a job. I haven't started yet but tomorrow will be my first time at work. Seth told me to use today to prepare myself and I was so grateful for that. I was swirling around like a ballerina. I was funny as hell. I look so stupid dancing this way. But who cares? I don't care. I just want to be happy and that is exactly what I'm going to keep doing. I heard a knock but thought it was from the other apartment. This time around the person knocked harder. I wasn't expecting anyone. Susan and I already have a conversation this morning that she should take a break from this job and she understood and took my advice. It's good for her and her daughter.I went to get the door. I saw a strange lady by the door. She has a smile on her face. I have seen this fac