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Chapter Thirty-two: I'm Not Who I Was
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Sapphire RoseI sincerely apologize for the delay in posting this chapter. A good friend of mine needed my attention. Thank you for your understanding! Updates will be posted every Friday - Monday, usually by 11:30 p.m. EST. I will also post additional chapters when I can. (｡♥‿♥｡) Thank you for reading!
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