It all started with a contest. My favorite author was hosting it to market the release of her latest book. Naturally I took part but never in a million years did I think I would win. And it wasn’t just some small prize either. It was a signed hardcover version of her latest book as well as a personal note from the author- at least, that’s what it was supposed to be. I did not expect to wake up in the world of my favorite novel series.
“Paisley, wake up and get dressed! The alpha’s family is coming for lunch in an hour!” I groaned in response and wet my stinky dry mouth.
Did I mention that it happens to be a werewolf novel? A feel-good romance series where the main female lead is super submissive, the male lead is the alpha of his pack and there’s lots and lots of unnecessary drama?
I know, I know what you’re thinking- but hey, it’s a guilty pleasure of mine. I can’t help myself. Don’t judge me. We don’t pleasure shame here.
Alright, alright, moving on before I say anything else that sounds like a sexual innuendo.
“Coming m-mom!” I forced myself to shout back.
It’s been strange adjusting to this life for the last two weeks. I’ve been thrown into the body of a nineteen year old human who’s just a nameless extra in the books. Barely even mentioned in the latest book- the third in the series, and that’s only because my ‘father’ was one of the first humans who sided with the Alpha’s family when the werewolves decided to reveal themselves to the humans in the town to fight against an army of evil rogues trying to take over the pack. It's a convoluted plot. Don’t worry about it.
Before coming into this world, I was definitely not nineteen and it’s been quite a shock to act like someone’s child again. However, now that it's been two months I’ve started to get used to it.
I made my bed nice and neat once more before getting myself spruced up in excitement. Yes! This would be the first time I would be getting to see the male and female protagonists of the novel up close and in person! This would be a great chance to finally ask some questions I’ve been dying to know since I first read the books.
“Paisley! Come down here and help me get the potato salad ready!” My ‘mother’ shouted at me from the kitchen downstairs. I swore under my breath and ran down the stairs as fast as I could. A couple weeks ago when the woman asked me to help make pancakes with her and I ignored it, she made me clean the entire oven with just a metal wire sponge and some soap. I shivered internally at the thought of what she’d do if I didn’t help out with something this important.
I reached the kitchen island and immediately took over mixing the ingredients for her. The middle aged woman smiled in satisfaction and moved onto another task. “Glad you decided to join us. These past two weeks you’ve really been slacking off but I’m glad you’ve gotten out of your funk now.” She raised a brow.
I nodded and stayed on task, keeping my eyes low. The woman had some scary intuition and it’s been quite the task trying to keep her suspicious gaze off my back. Can you imagine if I told her that I wasn’t actually her daughter but someone from another world who just possessed her body? You can see why I’ve been avoiding her suspicion now, can’t you?
It wasn’t long when my ‘father’ joined us from his office. My father, as a reward for his loyalty, was made the pack’s accountant. He’s in charge of the whole town’s expenses and distribution of funds and what not. Trust me, it’s as boring as it sounds but he likes it, I guess. He’s never told me otherwise.
Not long after that, the doorbell rang. With an excited gasp, my mother practically skipped to the door and welcomed in the four people I’ve been dreaming about meeting for years.
Alpha Damian Lockwood had his signature broody expression that was reserved for the entire world except his mate. His tall muscled figure made him look like he was taking steroids or something else unfair to the rest of the world. But what stood out above all else was his deep jagged scar that started on his right cheek and trailed down to the edge of his jaw. It was given to him by his own father in a tragically abusive backstory only a male lead would have, one that took four entire chapters of the first book just to cover. By the end of the latest book, he’s now thirty-one, married to the female protagonist and the proud father of their two children.
Beside him was the angelic Luna with a face that could stop a parade from passing by. Not only did Grace Lockwood have angelic, blonde, slightly wavy hair, and flawless skin- she had big, beautiful, round, blue eyes. In all honesty, her features made her look several years younger than her twenty-six years of age but she pulled off a sense of maturity in the form of wisdom in her gaze that made you feel at peace in her presence.
Held close to her chest was the oldest of the two children- Dax, the four year old terror. He was a miniature version of his father and clung to his mother with a permanent scowl on his face. Future heart breaker, that one.
However, beside him- hugging her father’s pant leg was little Lucy, just shy of three years. She was shy in everything in all honesty, especially in her voice. The poor girl was practically mute and it certainly didn’t help that her father scared away anyone who so much as looked at her either.
“Alpha and Luna Lockwood, how wonderful for you to join us! Please, come in! Come in!” Mother ushered the highest ranking family of the pack into our home and herded them towards the dining room table (a place we never eat at) all the while chatting up Luna Grace and her son. My father greeted the Alpha with a firm handshake, and a look of mutual respect passed between the two males as they traveled with the group to the dining room. Only shy little Lucy remained hidden in the closed doorway, hands clasped together tightly and face red with anxiety.
Luckily, as an avid reader of this series I knew exactly what was going on.
“Hey, your name is Lucy right?” I asked politely- even though I knew for a fact her name is Lucy. The shy dark haired girl with blue eyes winced before looking up at me and nodded. I smiled apologetically and continued, “My name’s Paisley. It’s pretty noisy in here, isn’t it?” I smiled softly. Lucy looked around cautiously before subtly nodding. I slowly placed my hands over her ears. “It’s not so loud anymore, right?” I smiled.
Lucy blinked in realization at my words before she smiled up at me with her tiny crooked grin and giggled.
“Sometimes when it's all too much, you have to focus and drown out the noise.” The words I spoke were stolen from a Superman comic but the message still rang true.
Lucy was the child of prophecy that a mage foreshadowed in the author's latest book. As a consequence, her powers were heightened- which included all five of her senses, particularly her ears.
“Let’s go meet up with the others.” I smiled and held out my hand to her which she eagerly took. We walked hand in hand down the hall following the sound of laughter as Luna Grace eagerly responded to one of my mother’s jokes. Upon entering the room however, all chatter stopped as the entire group stared at the both of us with unreadable expressions.
“What were you doing with my daughter?” A gruff and accusing voice boomed from across the table. My eyes snapped up from Lucy’s, who was smiling at me to the dark gaze of an angry alpha.
Geez- I know he’s just being an overprotective father but did he have to accuse me right off the bat? He made it seem like I was planning something nefarious rather than just leading his daughter back to the group. Talk about overkill.
“Nothing? Her ears are pretty sensitive so I just thought-”
“How do you know she has sensitive ears?” Luna Grace interrupted with a curious glint in her sparkling blue eyes.
I cursed in my head. I couldn’t very well tell them that I knew she was the child of prophecy. They’d ask too many questions and knowing the Alpha, I’d probably be tortured for being a spy.
“I didn’t know for sure- I just assumed.” Sweat dripped down the back of my neck. “She acted like the noise was hurting her ears so I helped her breathe through it. That’s all.” I wrung my hands together in nervousness, a habit I’ve had since my childhood days in my world. My mother watched closely. Lucy grabbed my hand and tugged a couple times to get my attention before smiling up at me.
“Thank you, Pay-lee.” Lucy’s timid voice barely reached my ears and instantly, my nervousness faded. I crouched down to Lucy’s eye level and placed my hand on the crown of her hair, smiling back.
“Absolutely Lucy. You let me know if you need anything else, okay?”
She nodded and hugged me. “Sit by me?” She asked. I nodded and stood back up, taking her hand in mine.
If everyone looked shocked before, they looked beyond dumbfounded now. Was it really that odd to see Paisley talking with a little kid?
Luna Grace broke the silence by smiling and walking towards us before bending down and saying, “Well it looks like someone made a new friend.” She winked at me before standing upright. “Now I don’t know about you, but that casserole is smelling extremely wonderful right about now and if I don’t feed the little wolf inside me, I think they just might get angry.”
“You’re pregnant?!” My mother and I said and gasped at the same time. We all slowly made our way to sitting at the table while Luna Grace just chuckled and nodded.
Not only was this news to this world, but this was news to me as well! At the end of the latest book, Grace was most certainly not pregnant, and the Alpha was told by the doctors having more children would be unattainable because he-
“It was a surprise to all of us! The moon goddess smiles down on us it seems.” Luna blushed. My mother started tearing up and hugged her, congratulating her. My father gave his to the Alpha as well.
My eyes slowly drifted to the Alpha. His gaze remained unchanged, still hardened to oblivion- but even he softened ever so slightly in pure love. A knot in my stomach loosened at his joy. I must have over-thought it.
Dinner came and went smoothly, my thoughts distracted by my new little buddy with the gorgeous blue eyes copying my every move. Lucy told me all about her favorite things to do and what she learned at preschool recently. It made for good conversation.
“I don’t think I’ve ever seen Lucy take to a stranger that well since Carter and even he can just barely get a smile out of her.” Luna Grace commented as she sipped her water, smiling contentedly at Lucy who shyly hid her face.
“Speaking of Beta Carter, how is his training going?” My father asked. My fork froze halfway to my mouth.
Beta Carter.
During the war against the rogues in the latest book, Carter Lockwood, the younger cousin to Damian Lockwood, childhood best friend to Luna Grace, and heart stopping second male lead was the favorite of almost every reader to the series. When I say there’s more fanfare out there of Carter Lockwood than for the actual book series, I am not exaggerating. He blows up werewolf fan-fiction forums, there’s hundreds of fan-art depictions of him, and some even created media reels on online platforms. Some are pretty panty dropping, if I’m being honest.
"Beta Carter?” I asked hesitantly, trying to appear as if I didn’t know he was recently pronounced as Beta because of his brilliant strategy tactics that practically ended the war against the rogues. My heart started thrumming in nervous excitement. It hadn’t hit me before but, how cool would it be if I got to see what he actually looked like instead of trying to imagine him from the romantic descriptions in the books and fan-art?
“Yes, that’s correct. He displayed an astounding amount of bravery and sacrifice for the pack during the war. For his efforts, he’s been promoted to the pack’s Beta and has been undergoing training with the Redwood pack for the last three months.” Alpha Damian spoke in a professional tone as he sipped his wine. His son beside him, trying to mimic his mannerisms with his juice.
“He’s almost finished and will be coming home tomorrow!” Luna Grace beamed with her perfectly straight angelic smile. A gentle beam of light seemed to just radiate behind her with that smile. It was one that made me almost sigh in contentment. That is- till I processed what she said.
My drink practically spat out of my mouth from my accidental inhalation. “That’s good news!” My father cheered while patting my back as I hacked out my lungs. The rest of the table peered curiously at me.
“Sorry, wrong pipe.” I rasped out in between coughs. The rest of the group nodded and went back to their conversation but my brain was running wildly rampant.
One more day.
Twenty-four hours could not go slow enough. It didn’t help that every time I tried to fall asleep in my bed I worried I would wake back up in my rundown apartment before I would get to see my favorite character, but I suppose the moon goddess and the author smiled down on me because thankfully- I am still here to witness the return of Beta Carter to the Lockwood Pack.And I bought a camera.Is it considered stalking if I take a picture of his face if he’s not a celebrity or public figure?We’re not going to think about it.I previously asked my ‘father’ if they had any plans to throw a welcome back ceremony for Beta Carter but he just shook his head however he did tell me that the Beta would be at the pack house around noon. Apparently several high ranking wolves and their families were going to greet him at the pack house when he arrived."I'm surprised you're interested in the welcome party! You usually don't participate in these kinds of things." He remarked with a smile. I was abo
"I hope I get a commission for those photos." A smooth, velvety voice spoke behind me, whispering something sinful down my spine. The hair on the back of my neck and arms stood up in attention and my knees shook with anticipation but for a moment, I held still, staring at the photos, my back to the pack house. To anyone, it would have seemed as if I didn’t hear a voice behind me- but I knew, and he knew that I was at full attention.“Did you get my good side, at least?” Footsteps crunched on the gravel growing louder by the second but I still couldn’t move from my frozen position. Suddenly, two large rough hands slid sensually over my arms and tenderly enclosed my hands holding my camera. An overwhelming warmth pressed softly against my back, tingles racing down my spine as a warm breath blew against the back of my neck and shoulder. I couldn’t help but let out a subtle gasp.The voice hummed in approval, gazing at the picture I took- the one of Beta Carter’s desire made plain and cle
I barely recall how I made it home. I only kept myself from sobbing until I reached Paisley’s bedroom. Not once in my life did I envy a person as much as I envied Paisley. And it wasn’t just for Carter but her family as well. And they were close- thick as thieves. Paisley supposedly spent her evenings hanging out with her parents rather than any friends because she was just that close to her family. And I?... Well, that’s another matter.“Paisley? Are you alright?” My mother, or rather- Paisley’s mother knocked on the door. I tried to clear my throat before speaking but a tremble came out as I shouted I was fine. “You don’t sound fine. Can I come in?”I ignored her and flipped through my journal I had been keeping since I entered this world. “Paisley?” She asked again.“Ugh, I said I was fine, didn’t I?!” I shouted back. There was silence for a moment before Paisley’s mother murmured an ‘all right’ and left.Groaning, I slammed my head into Paisley’s desk and mentally kicked myself for
A sudden knock sounded at the door.“Paisley, your dad’s home and he wants to speak with you. Both of you.”Our gaze returned to each other briefly before I took the initiative to widen the distance between us and open the door. My 'mother' still stood there in the doorway and briefly peered in before releasing the tension in her shoulders seeing Beta Carter standing in the middle of the room and nowhere else- for example- the bed. I discreetly rolled my eyes and made my way downstairs, Beta Carter following behind me- teasingly stroking down the back of my upper arm. Pleasurable tingles raced down my skin like a line of charged electricity everywhere he visited. I had to cough to clear my own intimate thoughts which I’m sure were showcased on my face. I could feel the burning shame coursing through me. I quickly pinched myself as punishment for not keeping my distance from the man so soon after I decided not to.My 'father' paced the living room and stopped when he saw us. “Paisley,
Unfortunately, Carter ended up staying for dinner, and now I am stuck sitting next to a man who can melt an ice cube with his looks alone. And what makes matters even worse is his subtle teasing and sensual touches he enacts upon me every chance he gets. He reaches for the salt? He'd accidentally brush hands with me. He wants to adjust himself to focus more on what my father is saying? His knees would ‘accidentally’ knock into mine for a moment as he did so. At first he would apologize like it was some sort of accident but after the third time, he stopped apologizing and just let it happen. Every time he did, I refused to acknowledge it. He just wants a reaction because it eggs him on so I refuse to give him one.Now do you see my dilemma?In fact, at this very second, Carter’s latest attempt of riling me up by leaning over me to grab the tray of green beans had me gasping involuntarily. I couldn’t help it! His scent practically invaded my nose and his rippling bicep muscles were on d
"That might cause some panic if you do." A muffled voice just outside the door said to me. I gasped and flung the door open, glaring at the wolf who couldn’t seem to stay even a floor away from me.“What are you doing up here?!” I whisper yelled, cheeks burning in fury. Beta Carter merely stared at me for a moment, a light smirk resting on his plump lips but a strange emotion shining in his crystal blue gaze.“I thought I would bring you dessert, mate. You left before we got to the best part.” he gestured to the two bowls of apple pie and vanilla ice cream in his hands. I had a feeling he was talking about more than just the food but I wouldn’t dare comment on that. Not if I wanted to get through this night with my dignity... and the same pair of panties.“Are you going to let me in or are you going to just continue staring at me?” His smirk widened. Does this man ever not smirk?I sighed in defeat. “Fine, come in.” I pulled the door open wider for him and sat at the desk chair. “But a
Words cannot properly describe how Beta Carter- the proud strong male who always had a smile on his face and laughter in his lips- appeared before me. He looked broken. His pupils were so small, showcasing his bright blue eyes that shook with racing thoughts evident behind them. His mouth was hanging open slightly in shock, opening wider every time he took in a breath as if to speak, but only to stay silent and keep staring at me with that same expression. All we could do was stare at each other in silence for a minute.“You don’t... want to be my mate?” He whispered, his body so still- even his breath had stilled in wait of my answer.“It’s not that I don’t want to. I just-” I hung my head and wrapped my arms around myself, tears streaming down my face. “I can’t.”“What do you mean you can’t?” His voice started to show a hint of his frustration, his mask completely down- showcasing the tender hurting male underneath. Then he quickly inhaled. “Is it someone else? Am I... Am I too late
"Now?" I blinked. A quick glance at the window showed it was practically dusk outside."Yes." Carter was already on his feet, pulling me along as well."Where?" I blinked in confusion. Carter's smirk widened and a toothy grin put his beautiful white canines on display."Somewhere,” was all he said. He caught my hand and pulled me towards the door but I planted my heels into the carpet. Carter glanced down at them with a frown. "Is there something wrong?" He asked.I hesitated. Was it a wise idea to spend so much time with this magnet of a man? He wasn’t mine, not truly. Every moment shared with him meant one less that Paisley would get to experience. One look at Carter glancing at me hopefully had me burning like hot acid in jealousy. Paisley was one lucky girl. Would it be that bad of me if I took just a few moments of it? She does get to spend the rest of her life with him. Guilt seeped deeper into my heart at the thought. "Hey, hey, hey." Carter seemed to recognize my emotions b
They say that when your body is under extreme distress, it triggers one of two reactions: Fight, and attack your opponent with either physical or intellectual strength; or Flight, and flee your opponent with terrifying speed fueled by adrenaline. What people don’t realize is that there is a third reaction when your body is under extreme distress, one that is not acknowledged as heavily as the others, and that is Freeze. Freeze locks your body into place or perhaps takes away your power to move your limbs. Everything is frozen in your entire body- except your mind. Your mind is racing with unparalleled thoughts far too fast to place any action in them. You’re simply helpless to the orchestrations of your mind and imprisoned by your body. You cannot move, speak, or even blink, yet your mind is screaming for you to do so and punishes you with thousands of synaptic thoughts pulsating your brain, frying it from the inside.I unfortunately belonged to this group.“What did you say?” Carte
My body was utterly exhausted, yet I had never felt better. It was a long night of passion, more than I had ever experienced in my life, yet he never penetrated me. Carter spent hours thoroughly ‘taking care of me’ as he called it, with half of it being on his kitchen table. Every time I tried to reciprocate his touches, his passion- he would simply grab my wrist and start kissing my palm and scold me with the mention of how I was too eager. “I just want to touch you. Don’t take away my pleasure tonight, beautiful,” he had said after my second orgasm when I had tried to grab his length. To punish me for going against him, he made the next session last twice as long before he allowed me to come. I had been in tears by the time he finally gave in. Even now, just the thought of all that we did last night sent heat straight to my core, along with the exhaustion from how tightly wound my body was last night.I felt a soft shift of a weight underneath me and a seductive rumble carry through
Carter Lockwood’s home was not as I expected it to be. Typically, significant characters in werewolf novels had such grand mansion-like houses with manicured lawns and a beauty to be envied by all who entered.Carter’s house- or should I say cabin, reeked of humble naturalness. It was a small cottage with natural foot pathways and wild plants growing all around, protecting the secluded little house from outsiders. Wildflowers peeked out in bloom in various areas and trees surrounded the house on the sides, tucking it nice and neat for an adventurous hiker who wanted a natural environment. For some reason, it seemed to fit exactly what I already knew about Carter and his soul. He wasn’t one to brag, and definitely wasn’t the one who liked the spotlight naturally, but rather had it forced on him from duty.I fell in love just looking at the beautiful little home. I don’t know how Carter knew what I was thinking but his wolf rumbled in approval at my satisfaction and pressed his nose de
“I told you to come to me when you need something, didn’t I?”I whipped my head around to see a familiar dark silhouette hiding in the shadows of the street. The figure took a step closer to light themselves under the pale yellow light of the nearby street lamp. Carter looked disheveled. His hair looked unkempt, like his hands ran through it over and over again. His tense muscles clenched as he slowly walked over to me, putting me in shadow as the back of him lit up like he was covered in heavenly glow.When my eyes finally traveled to his face, he was furious. Considering how much was going on tonight, I didn’t even want to try to analyze what was going through that mind of his. Not tonight. I was so tired.Carter held out his hand for me to grab. I simply stared at it.“Damn it, Paisley, just take my hand.” He sighed in frustration.Trying to put a halt in my tears, I eased my hand into his warm one. Without a second of hesitation, he pulled me to my fight and wrapped his arms aroun
“There you are! We were worried sick about you!” Denise and Phil ran out of the house. A look of genuine concern was on Phil’s face but Denise’s was obviously a burning fury disguised as concern. She assessed Carter for a moment before throwing her arm around my shoulders and trying to brisk me inside.“Thank you, Beta Carter.” She smiled tensely. “I’m sure my daughter put you through so much trouble tonight. We appreciate you taking her home.” Denise’s tight grip on my shoulders practically pushed me up the porch steps. I glanced over my shoulder to see Phil shaking Carter’s hand and thanking him earnestly for his help. Carter nodded respectfully but it was clear he was still filled with rage from what happened. He couldn’t take his eyes off mine as I was ushered over the threshold and into the house.Phil came in a moment later and shut the door just as Denise shoved me away from her.“How dare you!” She yelled, pointing her wrinkled finger at me. “All you’ve ever done is give me tr
“Are you really that clueless?” He stared at me. I blinked and backed up, the sexual tension melting away to a cold icy river between us. “Excuse me?” I raised my brow, feeling so cold suddenly. Goose bumps raised on the back of my neck.“You could have been killed going to a place like that! Why on earth would you go to a club- and a well known RIH club at that! Don’t you realize that just being mated to me makes you an enemy to them?!” Carter yelled, talking angrily with his hands. I stared straight ahead and merely folded my arms, the cold seeming into my bones. “You act like I had a choice.” I murmured.“Well, didn’t you?” He scoffed. “Your father told me tonight that you were having a sleepover at a friend's house. So you can imagine my surprise when I found you in a club when not only are you underage but the club is in the heart of the RIH community?”“You didn’t tell my father where I was, did you?” I whipped my head in his direction, fear creeping through me. “When I real
It was absolute chaos all around me. I couldn’t hear anything except the dull ringing in my ears from the gun that fired next to me but I could see the massive wolves ambushing the human men with guns. Guns fired from the men in a panic, lighting up the dark side of the alley for brief moments like lightning. I was shoved to the ground for a moment as T.J. screamed something in my ears, saliva spitting as he shouted something with pure rage directed right at me. Out the the corner of my eye I saw T.J. raise his gun once more and aim it at me but before he could fire, a large wolf tackled him to the ground, clamping his jaws around T.J.’s firing hand.The ringing turned to a small dull noise as shouting and screaming were starting to be heard in my ears. I sat up to watch the same wolf decimating T.J.’s arm and shoulder.It was Carter. I hadn’t had a chance to take in his appearance before because of the gun trained on me, but now that I was out of immediate harm's way- I gasped from
Beta Carter:I was a ball of boiling pure rage. My wolf had taken over my body as we listened to the phone call of two men disrespecting our mate. He was shaking with the desire for blood as we continued listening as we swerved through the streets, breaking all speed limits and barely avoiding accidents. All as we continued to search for Paisley.There was something that all wolves knew deep in their soul. It wasn’t spoken much but it was acknowledged as truth no matter how often others- humans especially, seemed skeptical of it. The phenomena was- that no matter where in the world a wolf was, no matter how far away they were from their mate, if they were in danger- their mate would always be able to find them. Some said it was because of the mate bond, others said it was because of the tying between their souls that brought them together- even if they were worlds apart. There was a pull in my soul, guiding me towards her- towards Paisley. Her soul was calling out to mine in ways that
Beta Carter:My wolf was growling at me- once again. I could feel him there, pacing in my mind. He wanted Paisley and he wanted her now. It was getting harder to control him every day but being summoned away by Damien just as we were about to taste her for the first time- that was his final straw. He was snarling at the mental barriers I put him behind, digging his sharp claws at my mind, making me wince. Keep it together Carter. Control your wolf.I’d always had a harder time controlling my wolf more than others excluding Damien. However, he seemed to embrace his out of control nature more than I which led to his ruthless nature. Something I had admired when I was young but lately…I knocked on the door to Damein’s office and waited for permission to enter. Damien was always a professional person and didn’t tolerate disrespect- no matter who it came from.I heard him mutter an ‘enter’ and let myself in. He was exactly where I left him a few hours ago. He was slumped over his desk wh