"I hope I get a commission for those photos." A smooth, velvety voice spoke behind me, whispering something sinful down my spine. The hair on the back of my neck and arms stood up in attention and my knees shook with anticipation but for a moment, I held still, staring at the photos, my back to the pack house. To anyone, it would have seemed as if I didn’t hear a voice behind me- but I knew, and he knew that I was at full attention.
“Did you get my good side, at least?” Footsteps crunched on the gravel growing louder by the second but I still couldn’t move from my frozen position. Suddenly, two large rough hands slid sensually over my arms and tenderly enclosed my hands holding my camera. An overwhelming warmth pressed softly against my back, tingles racing down my spine as a warm breath blew against the back of my neck and shoulder. I couldn’t help but let out a subtle gasp.
The voice hummed in approval, gazing at the picture I took- the one of Beta Carter’s desire made plain and clear on his face. I gulped, with a knot stuck in my throat, I couldn’t bring myself to move an inch from my position. The rough hand pressed lightly down on my own thumb to search through the pictures, taking his sweet and tender time at each one, humming every now and then as his left hand drew light circles on the inside of my wrist. I couldn't help but wonder what else those fingers could do so sensually.
After several minutes of this debauchery, I finally worked up the muscles in my neck to peer behind me at who was holding me so tenderly.
It was him. Beta Carter. In all his golden glory. The light was catching the top of his hair again and his russet brown hair shined pure golden like a gorgeous autumn sunset. He kept his gaze on the camera for a moment before our eyes met. I couldn’t help but admire his gem-like blue eyes. They matched Alpha and Lucy Lockwood’s but for some reason- it looked so unique on this Adonis of a man.
“Hey there.” He whispered between us- as if it were a secret he wanted to keep hidden. Something just the two of us shared and would keep locked in our hearts until the end of time. I couldn’t help but gulp in anticipation. “So, do I?” He asked, the velvety timbre vibrating through my back and very low in my person.
“What?” I whispered out breathlessly.
“Get a commission? They’re photos of me, you know.” He mumbled sensually, his mouth quirked into a subtle smirk. I couldn’t hold back my mirth and threw my head back in a loud chuckle. His twinkling eyes squinted as his cheeks pushed up from his growing smile.
“Depends, how much do you want?” I teased back, my voice matching his low volume. As if it was made just for the two of us. Beta Carter's eyes turned dark and mischievous as a smirk replaced his smile.
“All of it.” His voice turned rough as he turned me to fully face him and cupped my rosy cheeks, his thumbs stroking the edges of my bottom lip, tantalizingly slow as they traveled across every inch of my quivering sensitive skin.
“Hmm.” I hummed, closing my eyes. “That’ll be tough. I’m not sure I can meet those demands. They’re pretty unreasonable. ” I tried to maintain confidence but my voice betrayed me and became breathy near the end. The entire world was forgotten at this point as we thrived in our own personal bubble.
“How about just a kiss then?” His blue eyes started to darken. His thumbs still caressing my lips, making them buzz like a live wire. His own lips started to close the distance, however still hesitating. Still waiting for my answer.
“I can settle for that.” I whispered, our lips a breath away- practically touching already. Every nerve was alive within me as his fingers slid deeper to tangle themselves in my hair. I wanted more, till there was no separation between us.
“Carter? Are you coming in?” The deep voice of Alpha Lockwood sounded behind him, momentarily halting us from our hazy stupor. His descent stopped as he tilted his head to the side, not taking his eyes off me and shouted, “I’ll just be a minute.”
Another voice sounded as well, “Beta Carter, there are several issues that need your immediate attention.” A gruff unfamiliar voice sounded as well. At that, I blinked and peered behind Beta Carter to see an older gentleman crossing his arms, his dark skin taut with frustration. A pack council elder, it seemed.
“I’m sure they can wait for me to finish talking to my mate.” Beta Carter emphasized, his eyes still not straying from my face. My eyes shot back to him in surprise. Several gasps sounded around us. The man in question lowered his voice for his next sentence, meant only for me, “Now if only she would tell me her name, then maybe I could move on with my day.” He smirked once more, his eyes darkened as he leaned in to whisper in my ear, “Unless your goal is to have me so distracted thinking about you, I can’t get anything else done.”
My face flushed pink. “You talk to every girl this way?” I tried to remember what confidence sounded like.
“Just the ones who are worth it.” I felt him flash a cheeky smile against my ear.
“And how many is that?” My brain was so foggy I could barely keep our dance going without falling to my knees. What was my name again?
“Jealous? Are we?” He purred, the sound vibrating through my person and resonating deep within me.
“Beta Carter, time really is of the essence.” The older man huffed exasperatedly. A soft smile curled up said man’s lips and he leaned back to meet my eyes again. He really finds amusement in everything doesn’t he?
“Your name, beautiful?”
My brain- essentially a pile of goo whispered out, “E-”
“Paisley? Is that you?” My ‘father’s’ voice sounded from the pack house as well.
And like an icy wave crashed over me, every hot and aching part of my body turned cold and limp. Paisley. The girl whose body I temporarily stole. Paisley. Not me.
“Paisley...” Beta Carter’s name spoke slowly as if tasting the word on his luscious lips. “It’s beautiful.” He smiled at me with a look of adoration shining from his crystal gem eyes.
A deep heavy stone fell into my stomach and sat there, resting on my conscience.
This man believed me to be his mate, but little did he know that I was not the beautiful Paisley he sees before him but an imposter wearing her skin, living the life that should be hers.
Suddenly- my ‘prize’ didn’t fit its description anymore.
A pair of soft lips brushed against my forehead, humming against my imposter skin. “You’re mine Paisley. I’m yours, and you’re all mine.” He whispered before turning back and heading into the pack house much to the relief of the entire entourage on the porch.
I held back the tears and tried not to shake. Why couldn’t it be true? Why? I felt like I had a taste of something so wonderful only to realize I was given someone else’s order. An imposter. A fake. That’s what I was.
I felt sick to my stomach. How could I, in good conscience steal what is rightfully the real Paisley’s, and how could I be with this beautiful man when no matter how much I wish it to be- he’s not mine.
And I’m not his.
I barely recall how I made it home. I only kept myself from sobbing until I reached Paisley’s bedroom. Not once in my life did I envy a person as much as I envied Paisley. And it wasn’t just for Carter but her family as well. And they were close- thick as thieves. Paisley supposedly spent her evenings hanging out with her parents rather than any friends because she was just that close to her family. And I?... Well, that’s another matter.“Paisley? Are you alright?” My mother, or rather- Paisley’s mother knocked on the door. I tried to clear my throat before speaking but a tremble came out as I shouted I was fine. “You don’t sound fine. Can I come in?”I ignored her and flipped through my journal I had been keeping since I entered this world. “Paisley?” She asked again.“Ugh, I said I was fine, didn’t I?!” I shouted back. There was silence for a moment before Paisley’s mother murmured an ‘all right’ and left.Groaning, I slammed my head into Paisley’s desk and mentally kicked myself for
A sudden knock sounded at the door.“Paisley, your dad’s home and he wants to speak with you. Both of you.”Our gaze returned to each other briefly before I took the initiative to widen the distance between us and open the door. My 'mother' still stood there in the doorway and briefly peered in before releasing the tension in her shoulders seeing Beta Carter standing in the middle of the room and nowhere else- for example- the bed. I discreetly rolled my eyes and made my way downstairs, Beta Carter following behind me- teasingly stroking down the back of my upper arm. Pleasurable tingles raced down my skin like a line of charged electricity everywhere he visited. I had to cough to clear my own intimate thoughts which I’m sure were showcased on my face. I could feel the burning shame coursing through me. I quickly pinched myself as punishment for not keeping my distance from the man so soon after I decided not to.My 'father' paced the living room and stopped when he saw us. “Paisley,
Unfortunately, Carter ended up staying for dinner, and now I am stuck sitting next to a man who can melt an ice cube with his looks alone. And what makes matters even worse is his subtle teasing and sensual touches he enacts upon me every chance he gets. He reaches for the salt? He'd accidentally brush hands with me. He wants to adjust himself to focus more on what my father is saying? His knees would ‘accidentally’ knock into mine for a moment as he did so. At first he would apologize like it was some sort of accident but after the third time, he stopped apologizing and just let it happen. Every time he did, I refused to acknowledge it. He just wants a reaction because it eggs him on so I refuse to give him one.Now do you see my dilemma?In fact, at this very second, Carter’s latest attempt of riling me up by leaning over me to grab the tray of green beans had me gasping involuntarily. I couldn’t help it! His scent practically invaded my nose and his rippling bicep muscles were on d
"That might cause some panic if you do." A muffled voice just outside the door said to me. I gasped and flung the door open, glaring at the wolf who couldn’t seem to stay even a floor away from me.“What are you doing up here?!” I whisper yelled, cheeks burning in fury. Beta Carter merely stared at me for a moment, a light smirk resting on his plump lips but a strange emotion shining in his crystal blue gaze.“I thought I would bring you dessert, mate. You left before we got to the best part.” he gestured to the two bowls of apple pie and vanilla ice cream in his hands. I had a feeling he was talking about more than just the food but I wouldn’t dare comment on that. Not if I wanted to get through this night with my dignity... and the same pair of panties.“Are you going to let me in or are you going to just continue staring at me?” His smirk widened. Does this man ever not smirk?I sighed in defeat. “Fine, come in.” I pulled the door open wider for him and sat at the desk chair. “But a
Words cannot properly describe how Beta Carter- the proud strong male who always had a smile on his face and laughter in his lips- appeared before me. He looked broken. His pupils were so small, showcasing his bright blue eyes that shook with racing thoughts evident behind them. His mouth was hanging open slightly in shock, opening wider every time he took in a breath as if to speak, but only to stay silent and keep staring at me with that same expression. All we could do was stare at each other in silence for a minute.“You don’t... want to be my mate?” He whispered, his body so still- even his breath had stilled in wait of my answer.“It’s not that I don’t want to. I just-” I hung my head and wrapped my arms around myself, tears streaming down my face. “I can’t.”“What do you mean you can’t?” His voice started to show a hint of his frustration, his mask completely down- showcasing the tender hurting male underneath. Then he quickly inhaled. “Is it someone else? Am I... Am I too late
"Now?" I blinked. A quick glance at the window showed it was practically dusk outside."Yes." Carter was already on his feet, pulling me along as well."Where?" I blinked in confusion. Carter's smirk widened and a toothy grin put his beautiful white canines on display."Somewhere,” was all he said. He caught my hand and pulled me towards the door but I planted my heels into the carpet. Carter glanced down at them with a frown. "Is there something wrong?" He asked.I hesitated. Was it a wise idea to spend so much time with this magnet of a man? He wasn’t mine, not truly. Every moment shared with him meant one less that Paisley would get to experience. One look at Carter glancing at me hopefully had me burning like hot acid in jealousy. Paisley was one lucky girl. Would it be that bad of me if I took just a few moments of it? She does get to spend the rest of her life with him. Guilt seeped deeper into my heart at the thought. "Hey, hey, hey." Carter seemed to recognize my emotions b
“Well, if it isn’t his High and Mighty!”Carter and I looked up to see a large man make his way around the counter with another on his heels, both wearing hair nets and uniforms. The one who didn’t speak turned to his friend saying, “That is not the Beta Carter- the newly announced Beta of Lockwood pack.”The large man laughed and punched Carter in the arm lightly when they reached us. “What happened to our normal Carter? Where did he go? This guy looks way too muscular." The male teased and gave Carter one of those 'bro-hugs' men do.The three of them started chatting animatedly, leaving me standi
“Wow…” I whispered.We were on a cliff's edge overlooking the town where bright lights blinked against the dark night. A beautiful river flowed down before us, its shining dark depths lazily flowing downhill and creating a trickle that hummed in our ears. There was an old abandoned water mill off to the side of the mountain that pushed the wheel clockwise, ticking and creaking ever so often as water poured out from the side of it. But what stood out from all the rest was the perfect positioning of the moon at our backs that cascaded a beautiful white reflection on the river as it rippled down stream."I bet you're glad you came now, right?" He tossed his head back in triumph and sat us down, my back to his chest with his legs spread out on either side of me. I merely nodded, content with the beautiful scenery.I hadn't been to the mountains much back in the real world, I'd grown up in a major city with the nearest true wilderness with forests and rivers over a hundred miles away. On t