Kylie
“Are you sure you don’t want to return home before midnight?” Lucas exhaled before his fist was thrown at my face.
I lifted my right arm and blocked his punch with my palm. As soon as I got a grasp of his bulge and hefty fist, I shoved it away and extended my other arm to hit him.
“My birthday was nothing special. I’d rather stay here to train.”
Beads of sweat rolled down my forehead, but I was too preoccupied to even wipe them. Fighting for me was a piece of cake but it was kind of harder with Lucas because he was our late Alpha’s son.
The motivation to be good enough as their Beta was the only thing that kept me going.
“I’d like to say you were looking forward to being the Pack’s Beta rather than meeting your mate,” Lucas laughed.
That’s a truth I won’t deny.
His balled-up fist landed on the left side of my jaw, which caused my face to wince with a slight hint of pain. I was ready to hit him back when both his hands were abruptly raised into the air as an indication of surrender.
Staring into his face covered with sweat and his head continuously shaking, we both burst out laughing.
I know he didn’t mean to hurt me, and it was nothing but a pure accident.
My shoulders were both slumped, and my eyelids were getting heavier. I was indeed tired of training for the entire day, but this would be my last day of training anyway, so I might as well enjoy every bit of it.
“Logan will be here for your next training session,” he mumbled before filling his mouth with water.
Wiping a white towel over his face, he glanced at his wristwatch.
“I’m ten minutes ahead, but who cares? Happy birthday, Beta Kylie.” Lucas’ brows wiggled, teasing me by addressing me as his Beta. He granted a tap on my shoulder before he pointed out the exit.
After I was left alone, I decided to sit on the bench while waiting for Alpha Logan to arrive.
It was already pitch black outside the training hall. Only the dim lights around the Packhouse gave luminosity to my sight.
“Shall we start?”
My shoulders vibrated as I gasped in shock at the sudden baritone yet hoarse voice that rang behind me.
“Alpha,” I called, hastily leaving my seat to turn around and bow my head.
Unlike Lucas, his twin, Logan was more intimidating. With his stone-like face and his cold Alpha demeanor, nobody was entitled to have a casual chat with him. His aura screams respect and high recognition.
His hands were positioned while his feet were in place, ready to fight. I did the same, though my attention was drifting to something else.
My heart was suddenly racing as if I was nervous. I’ve never felt nervous with any of my training before.
Logan extended his right arm until his fist bumped into mine. Within only a blink of a second, I felt volts of electricity rushing through me with his skin touching mine.
I forced myself to focus on the fight. I can’t lose right now and make him think I don’t deserve the place I worked hard for.
A few seconds had passed, and he had yet to throw me any attack. His sharp eyes were peering at me beneath his long and thick lashes with a hint of a devilish smirk painted on his lips.
Realizing he had no intention of initiating the attack, I was the one who started. Firm and quick, I stretched out my arm with my tightly clenched fist.
I had already calculated my fist to land on his left cheek and as his initial response, I knew he would block it. But that’s not what happened.
Logan’s rough palm grips my wrist as he tugs at me. I was caught off guard and that made me just lifelessly follow his pull.
My chest banged against his hard and toned chest before I was twisted into the air. And the next thing I knew, my back was pressed into his chiseled body.
With him this close, my body began to hyperventilate until I felt his heavy breath brushing against my nape. My breathing became rapid with a sudden intensity, and my knees wobbled.
“A-Alpha?”
His arms that were wrapped around my waist got tighter.
“What about Logan?” he playfully chuckled, making me lose my sanity.
I’ve never come to see nor hear him like this. Never in my entire existence, regardless of being by his side throughout our childhood, have I come to have him this close.
In a swift motion, he lifted me with his hands on my waist and pinned me to the nearest wall. Parting my legs apart as he pushed himself, leaving no space between us.
He looked down and took out a wristwatch that was inside his pocket.
“Two minutes more,” Logan mumbled.
“No,” I immediately responded, shaking my head.
With confusion and denial consuming me, I forced myself to face the man with my head held up high. But it didn’t last long as he towered over me with a playful smirk on his reddish lips. Nonetheless, I seemed to betray myself as the urge to kiss him sank in.
“I-I’m just mistaken,” I whispered, holding onto his shoulders as I gently pushed him away from me.
He’s my Alpha. This is impossible, though my wolf’s saying otherwise.
“No, you’re not mistaken, Kylie.” His brows furrowed, dampening his bottom lip with saliva.
“I waited and let you take your time until you turned eighteen. Don’t you think two years was enough torture for me?”
I couldn’t help but firmly bite my lower lip to prevent myself from saying a word when I felt the tip of his nose hit my skin.
“Hmm?” And I was completely lost when he sniffed my neck.
I know this shouldn’t be. He’s my Alpha, and I am just a mere she-wolf who will be his Beta. But just like a normal werewolf, I lost my thoughts and was driven by the mate bond.
His gentle touches make me feel like I am some porcelain vase that’ll break any minute. And I never felt that good in my entire life.
Without any hint of hesitation, I gave in.
***
I was awakened by the bright rays of the sun coming from the window of the room. As soon as I opened my heavy eyes, pictures from last night were still imprinted on my head.
Was it just a dream?
I immediately sat down and even got confused to find myself wearing a plain oversized white shirt which was definitely not mine. I hopped off the mattress, and my aching core confirmed what happened last night between me and Alpha Logan was real.
With the walls painted gray and with a few baby pictures of them hanging on the wall, I knew Logan had taken me into his room.
Just thinking of him made my wolf jump in glee and excitement. The need to see him fills me, so I quickly got myself ready and made my way out to see him.
I stepped outside and noticed everyone seemed to be busy with something. I continued to wander down the grand stairs hoping to see Logan, but I instead came across his twin.
“Hey, Kylie,” he warmly greeted, smiling widely.
“Good morning, Alpha Lucas.”
Being identical twin brothers. They look exactly the same, the only difference is that Lucas has a small mole on the bridge of his nose.
“I am wondering if you know where Logan is?” I added, fidgeting.
“Logan? No, I don’t know,” he laughs, shrugging.
“I mean, Alpha Logan,” I nervously chuckled back, realizing that I had just addressed Logan with his name.
Lucas raised his brows before pointing out his index finger behind me. Looking back, I saw Logan walking towards me.
An automatic smile formed on my lips as my eyes locked with him. I felt a slight ache in my chest as I got nothing but a cold glance in return. My smile slowly faded when he turned away and attended to the wooden double doors instead of coming to me.
Before I could question it, Logan opened the door and two women went in with a couple of bodyguards behind them.
And to my surprise, I knew those women. They are the twin Luna of our neighboring Pack.
I froze in my place when one of them reached Logan and kissed him on his cheek while his hands immediately snuck into her waist, gently pulling her towards him.
What the hell is going on here?!
KylieThe slight ache in my chest grew bigger as I watched them walk past me as if I were just a ghost. No one had warned me that seeing my mate being intimate with another woman would hurt me this badly. The feeling was so new to me that I failed to snap back.Being left standing in shock, Victor, the Pack’s Gamma, brought me back to reality.“Let’s go, Kylie. You’ll be the Pack’s Beta anyway.” He pulled my wrist until reaching the dining room where all of the Pack officials were seated.Too many thoughts lingered in my mind that I couldn’t even pay attention to the meeting. My eyes were locked on Logan trying to find any answers. However, he was not even giving me a look.“I want the marriage to take place as soon as possible,” his stone-cold voice echoes through my mind, pushing me to listen attentively.My heart pounded so loudly that it vibrated against my quivering flesh.“Can’t wait to be my Alpha, huh?” one of the Luna twins playfully chuckled.I felt like a ton of arrows were
KylieI sobbed into his shoulders like a bullied child, which I never did when I was a kid. I let no one see me cry because I believe that’s a signal of weakness and surrender.“I’m sorry,” he whispered in between my sobs before I felt his face sniffing my hair.Within a second, he lifted me into thin air while I kept my face buried in his shoulder. The next thing I knew, he was gently putting me down on his bed.“What was happening? Why are you getting married to another woman? You didn’t tell me any of this, Logan. Why—” I was caught off guard as his lips made their way to mine, claiming every corner of it.“Hush.” He was smiling from ear to ear.“Stop that,” I murmured, averting my eyes from his.His laughs feel like a sweet melody through my ears. I wish we’d just stayed like this for tonight, but I knew I had to confront him about what was happening.“I hate the way you held her a while ago,” I began.Logan seemed to notice despair in my voice as he held my chin, forcing me to lo
KylieLogan was sitting on his bed with a woman, who I am certain is Hanna, on top of him as they kissed passionately.“N-no… No!” my whimpers turned into anger, yelling at both of them.Hanna was startled by my sudden outburst, but before she could say a thing, I leaped towards her, grabbing her hair as I pulled her out of Logan’s lap.She shrieked in pain and tried to fight back, making us both fall down. My back hit the floor, causing me pain, but I was too preoccupied with anger to even bother my pain.“Let me go! Damn it!”If it weren’t for Logan, I could have removed every strand of her hair from her scalp. Logan held her wrist, lifting her while I was left on the ground, hurt alongside my weeping wolf.Going to see him hopeful that he'd ease all of my worries only to catch him red-handed with the woman he promised me not to worry about.“Who the hell is this bitch, Logan?!”I forced myself to stand up and was ready to hit her again when Logan pulled her, hiding her behind him.
KylieBut I wish I could believe my Mom's eyes, because why would Logan say something like that while my mother was on her knees apologizing for my stupid actions? I just knew he wouldn't choose to lie in the middle of a chaotic situation, but I am as well as lost in my thoughts.I was kept in one of the cells inside the dungeon at the Packhouse underground for so long that I had no idea what time it was. Curled up in the corner, my heart jumped in excitement upon hearing footsteps approaching.Given all Logan has done towards me, I’m still here getting excited about the idea of him visiting me inside a cell he locked me in.I crawled towards the door that was locked and waited until the footsteps halted.It felt like my entire world had crashed into seeing Lucas in front of me. “Lucas?” I called, disappointment audible in my tone.He forced a smile before crouching down to level my face.“Why are you here? Where’s Logan?”His eyes squinted. “Are you being serious right now? After wha
KylieMy wobbly knees gave up and the tears I was holding back the whole time fell down like a waterfall. My heart sank deeper into the abyss watching Logan take steps away from me, knowing so well that this would be the last time I was going to get a glimpse of him. The bitterness of our goodbye lingered on until the next thing I knew, I was dragged inside a black van before it drove away to the Packhouse.Reaching the end of our Pack’s border, one of the men opened the door. I didn’t wait for them to push me out, and I got out by myself.The second I walked out of the van, I thought they would immediately fly away to abandon me in the middle of the dark nowhere. But one of them pulled out a black duffle bag, handing it over to me.“Alpha Lucas asked us to give you this.”As soon as I accepted it, the van quickly moved away. Being left in the dark alone, the cold breeze blew, and yet all I could do was shed a tear in resentment.I opened the bag from Lucas, I couldn’t thank him anym
Kylie“Stop right there!” I screamed as one of them began walking forward to me.“What the hell do you want?!” I questioned, my heart thumping heavily, disallowing me to take breaths normally.But two of them hastily moved towards my place before I could hear him respond. They were so fast that I wasn’t able to move before their hands clasped both my wrists.“I want you,” he whispered, clinging his face to my neck.My face winced in disgust. I kicked him in his balls, forcing my wrist out of the two men’s grip. Just when I thought I could flee, his hand reached my hair, pulling me down.Using my claws, which I made sure to stick out, I scratched his face. I could feel my claw digging into his eyeballs before he screamed in agony. And soon afterward, his hands reached for my neck and seized me.I choked, feeling his claws replacing his nails as he delved deeper into my skin.My body squirmed in pain as I held oxygen. Death was nearly onto me, pushing me to break his wrist with my bare
KylieI could feel tears welling up in my eyes as I looked down at the handkerchief covered with my blood. Hearing that I ain’t good enough brings me back to when Logan decided to choose a helpful and wealthy Luna over me.Without waiting for my tears to fall down, I turned around and walked away. Jacob was calling me, and even so, I didn’t look back and instead continued to walk faster. Hot tears filled my cheeks that synced with every heavy step I took.“Kylie, please don’t be hopeless. I promise you that you’ll be my Pack member, won't I?”“I don’t fucking believe in promises anymore!” I screamed. “They were meant to be broken anyway.”Holding onto my wrist, Jacob pulled back, making me face him. “I mean to comply with my promises, Kylie.”“That won’t change the fact that your own Beta and Gamma didn’t want me. They don’t think I’ll fit into your pack! So you’ve got to accept it too!” I sobbed, sniffling as tears flooded down like what I’d kept the whole time poured out.“I am the
KylieAt exactly six in the evening, I began getting ready for a simple banquet dinner that Jacob held to officially introduce me as a Pack member. I was relieved to see that almost everything I needed was provided in my room, since the bag Lucas gave me which was left in the hotel was probably in the trash now.In the end, I just decided to wear the black halter dress and make my way to the Packhouse.The number of people wasn’t something I expected. I was hoping to see many people, but rather only a few attended because the number of members wasn’t actually large. Their Pack seemed to be very rigorous in accepting new Pack members.Jacob was seated on the corner of the huge rectangular table with his Beta, Allan on his right side, while I was on his left.“It’s a pleasant evening to be gathered with all of you. The main purpose of this dinner is to acknowledge our new Pack member, Kylie,” Jacob began, shutting everybody’s mouth as he rose from his seat.All of their eyes shifted to
KylieHaving no idea how long it lasted, I knew I wouldn’t pull it off if only Jacob didn’t.“Woah,” he mumbled, our foreheads and noses still touching as we both took our breath. Jacob was about to add something else when I quickly pulled myself away from him.I pursed my lips together before stepping away to put Freya back in her crib. Holding the edge of it, I gripped it tightly for support.The fact that I knew I wouldn’t pull off from his lips, I am already screwed. This shouldn’t be happening at all! None of this was right.Rubbing my cold palms against my face, the need to shout all my unsaid words sank in. I failed to hold myself back.“What’s wrong?” Jacob sounded so hesitant, touching my shoulder. Moving away from his touch with the fear I might end up losing control again, I mumbled, “Th-this was a mistake. I’m sorry, Jacob.”I crossed my arms across my chest as I made sure not to face him. I don't have the courage to do so.“What’s the mistake? Our ki–”“Everything!” I sh
KylieJacob has been with me throughout my entire pregnancy. From my weekly check-ups, he always ensures to make time to be with me. And everything that I needed was provided.I knew I was in a big debt and had no idea how to repay him. Jacob was nothing but a help, and I will always be grateful.Hearing her cry again brought my thoughts back to reality. I hastily stood up as if on cue, peeking through her white crib.“Bianca! She’s crying again!” I yelp for Bianca’s help.Her wailing grew louder, making me even more alarmed. I crouched down to get her out of the crib.“What do I do?”Bianca showed up in the trance of the room, panting from probably rushing upstairs.“Uh, maybe she’s hungry?”“But we just fed her.” I shrugged.“Or maybe it’s the diaper!” she exclaimed, as if she was certain it was what caused Freya to wail.Bianca confidently walked to my place. We were both inexperienced at caring for infants like Freya, but she didn’t hesitate to lend me a hand.She gently tilts Fre
LoganLucas already had his eyes on me before I even looked at him.I couldn’t seem to feel proud that Kylie managed to make Finn look like that. Instead, I was concerned that what Mila suspected was happening.The Lycan Pack is no good for her.Hoping Finn was wrong, I decided to hire a professional investigator this time. I wouldn’t be complacent until I made sure.But staring into a photo he had given me, I almost crumpled it, betrayal filling me. However, I let no hint of remorse show up on my face. Keeping my keen eyes on the image, I gulped, feeling the wrenching crashing on my chest.She’s indeed in the Lycan Pack; hence, that's not what tore me.Her dazzling smile with every picture she had with this fucking Jacob Williams felt like a dagger stabbed into my throbbing heart. She looks genuinely happy, not even comparable to how she looked at me after knowing we were mates on her eighteenth birthday.It seemed that she had forgotten about me that fast.“Uh, Alpha. I don’t know i
LoganKylie, being the Lycan King’s daughter, isn’t something that I can easily believe just because it came from her adoptive mother, Mila. Without any tangible proof, all of her words would remain nothing but a lie to me.“How come? How sure are you about that? And what makes you think we will immediately believe you after saying these things just now?”“Shut up, Logan,” Lucas warned through our mind link. “Have some sympathy towards Mila. She’s longing for her daughter.” His eyes were fixed, glaring at me.Ignoring those, as if I heard nothing, I kept my attention on Mila, who was still crying.“How can we be sure you’re not saying this just so we can find Kylie and bring her back here for your own benefit?” I continued to interrogate her.Desperate people will require desperate decisions and actions just to have whatever they think they need. And I myself was one of them. I was so desperate to save our pack that I decided to banish my mate.“I have no other motive to lie about thi
KylieThe next day, I woke up with my stomach rumbling with hunger. I decided to go downstairs to cook myself breakfast. I shouldn’t skip any meals, given that I have another life to feed inside me.The first thing I did was brew myself a cup of coffee before toasting two pieces from one loaf of bread. I was just waiting for it to finish when a knock outside my door surprised me.I wasn’t expecting any visitors today, so if it was not Bianca, then it was probably Jacob, but I highly doubt that. So, to clear my thoughts out, while holding my cup of coffee, I opened the door, but I was more than surprised to see it was Jacob!“I thought you were going to be busy the whole day, right? Because your father will be leaving today?” I questioned, my eyes squinting in confusion.He even reasoned through his text messages that he was not going to be able to see me for the whole day today as he had a lot of tasks and responsibilities on his hands right now.“Yes, that’s right,” Jacob shortly sai
KylieGuilt and regret might consume me, hence it won’t change the fact that those three men were already dead. For me, it’s not about accepting what has happened, but accepting that it was my mistake.Both Larry and Jacob had no idea that I was lying about that the whole time. But they were ready to kill and have blood on their hands for me.Isn’t that enough to at least let them know whom they are defending?“So you don’t trust me this whole time?” Jacob chuckled.Moreover, letting Jacob into my life won’t be a bad idea. After all, I knew almost everything about him, and he didn’t even know any piece of truth about me.“I joined your Pack without knowing anyone here. You have all the means to kill me; helpless and no one would even look for me. Don’t you think I trusted you enough to put my life at that risk?” I asked him back with a faint smile on my lips. “I would like to say that you joined my Pack because you were about to be dead that night.” The smile I had, formed wider be
KylieMoving my gaze away from the man's lifeless body, my heart began to pound loudly and fast. My mind was blank and all I could think of was how Larry did it so effortlessly, as if he was doing it on a daily basis.I had yet to move on from the first death when Larry grabbed a sword that was hanging at my side. He played with the blade with his fingers for a few moments, giving the other guy a scornful look. Thinking he would stab it into one of the two men left, I almost threw up when he used it to behead one of them instead.Blood splattered everywhere and it even reached across my face. I watched his head roll along the rough floor before Larry jeered, blocking it from moving further with his feet.With one wipe of my forehead, I was scared to death seeing hints of blood on my hands.Even how badly I wanted to just leave, my glued feet wouldn’t allow me to do so. My breathing instantly became rapid as I unconsciously placed both my hands on my abdomen with the thinking that it w
KylieIt was already late at night when Jacob and I made it to the packhouse. And even though I was fully aware that Larry wanted to see me to apologize, I still couldn’t help but to feel the doubt along with nervousness.Perhaps because I do not have the capacity to easily believe Larry will even think of regretting his harsh attitude towards me.Opening the car door for me, Jacob offered his hand to help me hop out of his car.“I’m sure he’s on the training grounds, training a few warriors,” Jacob began, leading the way. “He’s a very strict mentor,” he continued, chuckling. I followed his every trace, playing with my fingers, hoping it would ease my pounding chest.We made it to the training grounds and as soon as we entered, the heavy atmosphere filled with painful screams and groans welcomed us.Jacob was right, his father was having hand-to-hand combat with two other men. While some of them were seated on the bench, looking extremely exhausted.“How come you are still a fucking w
Kylie“Jacob had mentioned that you came here bleeding and being chased by rogues with the intention of sexually harassing you.” Larry continued, the concern audible in his stiff voice catching me off guard.“Y-yes. T-that’s right,” I stuttered, moving my eyes away from his.“That’s the reason why you’re pregnant,” he announced without any hint of hesitation.The same guilt and frustration I'd felt having this conversation with Jacob was once again present. Having everyone believing me when I was lying was the worst feeling I could have.Hiding my shaking hand below the table, I took a deep breath and tried to force myself to calm down. It looks like I would never get used to talking about this. Knowing damn well, I was lying to them.My eyes were pinned onto my trembling hands until I heard Larry’s utensils creating a loud sharp noise as he placed them down.“It’s alright, Kylie—”The heaviness of my pounding chest was getting too much and, without letting Larry finish his words, I h