NORA
I groaned as I shuffled down the street, my shoulders hunched and my steps hesitant. The two paper bags of pepperoni pizza in my hands felt like lead weights, and I could feel my back aching from the strain. With each step, I felt myself getting more and more frustrated, cursing myself for making such a stupid decision.Unable to help it, I smacked my hand against my forehead in frustration, wondering how I had gotten myself into this situation. All I wanted was a nice, relaxing night after such a hectic day at school but here I am, delivering pizza to the school’s bad boy- Jordan Hill- who has remained stuck at our threshold, refusing to leave until I get him his cravings in the form of a pizza.“A punishment for daring to lock me up in a classroom, an empty one at that.” He had said and I remembered having no choice than to give in. Not wanting the ‘ I miss you’ word to escalate into something I’d rather not imagine, I had to bolt out of the classroom and lock him up.“Here it is” With a huff of exasperation, I thrust the pizza bag forward, the momentum almost causing it to hit the pavement with a thud. "Now, get out." Gesturing towards the street, I said, my tone cold and clipped.“Gladly.”Ever so slowly, his eyes gazed around leisurely and within a blink, he was gone.I exhaled in relief. Besides, it been a year and it wouldn’t end well if my parents happen to see him. I rushed back inside, only for my feet to get tangled up in the doorway. I stumbled, my heart racing as I tried to catch myself. I managed to steady myself, but my hands were shaking and I could feel my heart pounding in my chest. I couldn't believe how close I had come to falling. My whole body was trembling, and I felt like I could barely breathe.I closed the door behind me, and leaned against it, trying to slow my racing heart. He’s a walking disaster. Now that am going to be seeing him around quite often, one thing is for sure; not to get vulnerable, I’d better tame this heart of mine before it’s too late.~As time ticked by, I began to puff in annoyance, the hem of my Versace shirt tightly fisted into a ball as my gaze stayed rooted out the car window, straight at the doorway.I heard the door been swung open with a sudden, sharp movement, and I snapped my head in the direction just in time to see my mother storming out of door.“You haven’t been taking your pills, for goodness sake, Nora!” Mom bickered, a storm of rage on her face but before she could strode her way over, I dumped my backpack across my shoulders and bolted out of the car. I could feel my heart thumping in my chest as I ran, my stomach clenching in fear.“You’re in for some shit when I get back, Nelson.” Panting heavily as I hail down a cab, my knuckles trembled alongside my body. Even though Nelson hasn’t been a good driver, and I have been managing him all these years, I think it’s high time he gets fired. For his lateness has got me into trouble with my mother, he shall also receive his own portion of punishment.Lucky enough, I was able to get past the third class without any sight of Jordan. Too exhausted to walk to the cafeteria, I simply laid my head on the desk. Few minutes of sleep didn’t sound that bad. Ignoring the hungry rumbles my stomach continues to make, I managed to drift into slumber, or so I thought.A loud knock on my desk snapped my closed eyes opened but then it came again, this time even more aggressively.With an anger ready to be unleashed on whoever the disruptive fellow is, I sat up and instantly scoffed unbelievably when my eyes met with the sight of my assistant- Amanda, who stood before my desk, fist raised in the air and with eyes gazing down on me.“What are you doing here?” I asked and before she could even reply, different staffs from our mansion shuffled in, and sighting my medicine box clutched right in the arm of one of them, panic sets into my skin. And this time, not because of the hypersexuality pills I’ve come to loathe so much since the incident last year, but because Amanda would be doomed when it turns out to be what am thinking.“Don’t tell me you just revealed my…” The rest of the statement got shoved down my throat by the impact of my trembling lips.“It couldn’t be helped. Mrs Spencer threw a fit when she found out you haven’t been taking your pills so she ordered us down here. And yeah, unfortunately, we are not to leave until you take the pills. Truly sorry your identity has to be revealed in the process.”I sat there, trying so hard to control my temper. I clenched my fists, digging my nails into my palms. "Gosh, you guys are making me want to pull my hair out.”Then, suddenly, I felt a sharp tug at my scalp. I looked up to see what looked like a cheerleader standing in front of me, her hand still on my hair. "I can help you with that," she said, her voice strangely sweet.The cheerleader's smile turned into a smirk as she stood there, her eyes boring into me."You know, you really shouldn't let yourself get so worked up," she said, her voice taking on a mocking tone. She leaned in closer, her breath hot on my face. "I could help you relax, if you want." I felt a surge of anger course through me. She was toying with me, and I knew it. But I couldn't find the words to push her away.Not when I can feel camera flashes on me. I’ve grown to know and could feel a paparazzi even through hundred of miles. And if anything, my father’s status was to always come to my mind. How any small mistake from my side could dent his reputation. But am I to consider that too and sit still while she continue pulling at my hair, all out of the blue?“Amanda…” My eyes began to scrutinize every single one of them. “Are you all going to keep standing there?” I ignored the high pitched murmurs and blabbers from the crowd that had gathered round, my teeth grounded as I gave Amanda a burning glare.“Ms Spencer, I…”I’ve had enough. Slamming my fist against the desk, I shoot up my feet and inflamed by fury, I also gripped onto her hair and barked, “ You infuriating daredevil, who the hell sent you here?!”“Give a detailed explanation of how you spent the night with my possession?” She yelled back.Possession? Coming from someone I don’t even fucking know! But as my brow furrowed and I began to wonder, she banged her phone over the desk and a footage of last night with Jordan at my doorstep displayed on the screen. I snorted, so she owns him now or what was it she just blurted?“Can I know what’s going on here?”There comes the talk of the devil.The room fell silent as his figure strode into the room, the air around him crackling with an unspoken power. The gossiping students immediately fell silent, their eyes wide with shock and fear. The cheerleader immediately let go of my hair, her eyes now fixed on the Jordan.The school's infamous bad boy, stepped into view. The crowd parting as he made his way through, his head held high and his eyes fixed on the cheerleader who now has her eyes allocated with a beam rather than the fear I catch a glimpse of earlier.Casting my gaze away from her direction, I could see why they are all so intimidated - Jordan had a certain aura about him that was both magnetic and terrifying. His presence was undeniable, and the room seemed to darken around him. I felt like I was being pulled into his orbit, unable to resist his magnetism.Snapping my eyes off him, I shook my head, beads of sweat forming over my forehead.“You like that expression on her face or would you like me to make her tremble, in utter terror?” I almost jumped into the air in fright, at the feel of his breath against my neck. He gave me a lopsided smile, “Of course, on your behalf.”At first, wanted to shake my head in refusal and be the bigger person but soon as I sneaked a peek at her to see her glaring holes at me, I couldn’t be more glad to nod my head. “Sure, I’d so much love to witness it also.” I faced him.But it’s the devil we are talking about. I should have known he would want something in return.“In return…” He began and I instantly grew conscious of the current state of atmosphere. Most importantly, by the perks of gleams across his eyes, I could bet it’s a matter of just. So I shifted closer, leaving no inches left, not even a tiny space for air to convey this secrecy.“Talk now, before I change my mind.” A bit flustered, I found myself unable to wait any longer. Nora Spencer, why hath thou foresake cleanliness and welcome lust?His twisted into a sly, lustful smirk. His eyes glinted with desire, and his lips curled up into a knowing smile. It was an expression that spoke of pleasure and secrets, one that sent shivers down my spine. He looked at me with such intensity, I felt as though he could see right through me. I was frozen, unable to look away from his captivating gaze. I felt like I was being drawn into his web, unable to escape.“A bed deal, is all I want.” He whispered, his words tickling my ears.Is this good or bad? He should never have noticed me. But then again, there ain’t no harm in this. Moreover, his type would never fall for someone like me.NORA Fuck. How gruesomely enchanted was I back there? I wasn’t sure I gave it even a second thought before agreeing, just like that!I grimaced as I jerked my feet, frustrated with myself for my mistake. I mentally facepalmed as I packed my books and stuffed them into my backpack, berating myself for being so careless and entranced. I couldn’t help but wonder what would unfold later this evening with him. The thought of being in bed with him filled me with a mix of anticipation and anxiety. He did as promised though, even though Cassidy’s apology was the lamest one have ever heard. Holy cow. A shiver ran down my spine as I stared down at the address he forwarded to me, so shamelessly. “Hey.” A voice whispered from behind me and I jumped in fright, my heart racing as I spuned around. With a roll of eyes, I sighed in relief at the sight of who had led me to class yesterday. “I must have scared you. Never meant to.” He smiled down at me. It was the kind of smile that made me almost
NORAChecked. Today is the worst day of my life. I felt nothing other than regret when at the end of it all, he kicked me out and slammed the door to my face. As I turned around to take my leave, his bruised body displayed in my head, a very terrible aftermath of what wrath his mother had incurred on him. Had I not showed up, Jordan wouldn’t have to go through such torment. But then again, I hope she’s gotten what she wanted cause I can promise, never in my life would I even think of coming any closer to her or her house but to Jordan… I can not promise. As I hailed down a cab and got into its confines, my eyes kept staring at the door, my gaze never wavering. I tried to push the image away, but it was burned into my mind, a reminder of the terrible things that must have happened behind those closed doors. I grew expectant to be at home already which was why I almost lost it when I snapped my eyes towards the driver and realized even the car’s engine hasn’t been ignited. “Get me
NORA Couldn’t look him in the eye. Shame clouded my vision, my fingers tightening up into fists beside me as my gaze stayed glued on the floor. Should I have tried harder at controlling myself even though the sexual urges can never be tamed?I could feel him getting closer, and my heart started racing as I stood there, frozen in place. The whispers of the other students grew louder, and I felt my face flush with embarrassment. Then, before I could even think, I felt a rush of adrenaline surge through my body. With a strength I didn't know I had, I shoved him away and ran out of the classroom as fast as my legs would carry me. My heart was pounding in my chest, and I felt like I couldn't breathe. All I wanted was to get away from there.I could feel tears welling up in my eyes as I ran, to where only heaven knows. “Wait up, Nora.” I heard Lucan call out as he ran after me. His voice so pleading I was almost tempted to turn back around and let him catch up with me, I didn’t and kept
NORA I almost burst into laughter, but pulled myself together. My hearing must have developed a fault overnight, is he even aware of what he’s just proposed? I sneaked a peak over at Natalie, to see her eyes wide and jaw slacked. Apparently, neither of us could believe what Jordan had just sputtered out, shamelessly, at that. “Didn’t we decide not to meet ever again? So explain, what are you doing here?…” Before I could finish, I saw my mother's shadow looming over the second floor of the house. Panic seized my chest and I felt a surge of adrenaline as I threw the car keys at Natalie and took off down the road, Jordan’s hand in mine. My heart was racing as I ran, terrified of what Mom might do if she had caught even a small glimpse of us and me skipping the already scheduled therapy appointment. I only realized what length we had run when Jordan wrenched his hand from my grip to take a breath. I was prepared to slump by the roadside, when I heard the sound of a motorbike roaring
JORDANFuming with rage, I slammed the door shut behind me as I stormed into the house. As I entered the dining area, I was met with the sight of my stepmother sitting there, a smug, contemptuous smile on her face. My blood boiled at the sight of her, and I wanted nothing more than to turn around and walk right back out the door. But I knew I had to face her. She was the bane of my existence, and I couldn't let her get the better of me. I had to stay strong, no matter how much she tried to rattle me."Well, well, well," She drawled, a sneer twisting her lips. "If it isn't my favorite son. You decided to grace us with your presence." I could almost hear the sarcasm dripping from her words, and it only served to infuriate me further. And then I noticed the girl sitting beside her, a redhead who looked to be around my age. She was staring at me with wide eyes, her expression a mixture of awe and fear. It was clear she was intimidated by me, and it only made me feel more powerful. “I c
NORAI reached for the car door, ready to make my escape. But just as I was about to open it, I felt a hand slam down on the handle. I turned to see Lucan standing there, his face set in a stern disappointment. “You’re not leaving until you explain why you did that. Because I can assure you, you would wish you hadn’t messed with him.” He said, and my heart rate spiked, and I could feel the panic rising in my chest. But I tried to keep my composure, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of seeing me lose my cool.It was clear as daylight Jordan was the one who talked Mr. George through the detention we were almost sent to. But I was so upset by it that I couldn’t help going after him to challenge him. We finalized an agreement already and he shouldn’t be sticking his nose into my business. But why do I feel like I went too far? “Lucan, am the one he would come after and not you. So chill. He deserved it.” I faked a smile as I tried persuading him whereas, I need even more persuas
NORAI quickly covered my mouth with my palm, wondering why I was so concerned. Whereas, I shouldn’t be. One reason why Natalie’s now seated with crossed arms and squinted eyes, casting suspicious stare at me. I chuckled nervously, leaning back against the seat as I ignited the car’s engine once again. "Let's just go home," I told her, forcing a smile. She nodded and upon reaching home, I watched her as she got into a taxi. We said our goodbyes, and I watched her drive away, my stomach churning with anxiety. I knew what I had to do - I just had to face my parents.As I walked through the front door, I braced myself for what was to come. I took a deep breath and headed to my room, closing the door behind me. Luckily, I was able to escape the prying eyes of either one of my parents. The walls of my room felt like they were closing in on me, and I could feel my heart pounding in my chest as I remembered the issue on ground. What would happen if I travel out of New York? I groaned inst
NORAI started to run after him, my feet pounding against the pavement. But he was already too far ahead, and I couldn't keep up. I felt a wave of despair wash over me. But then I heard a shrill whistle. I turned around and saw Cassidy standing there, my bag in her hand. She was flanked by her followers, all of them snickering and laughing.I felt a surge of anger course through me. I clenched my fists, my nails digging into my palms. I stomped towards her, ignoring the fear that was trying to take hold of me. "How dare you," I snarled. "Give it back," I said, my voice shaking with rage. But Cassidy just smirked at me, her eyes mocking.Her followers were laughing hysterically, their faces red with mirth. It was clear they were enjoying this, and it just made my anger burn hotter.Cassidy put a hand on my bag, holding it just out of my reach. "Not without a condition," she said, her voice smug. I narrowed my eyes at him, trying to keep my composure. "What condition?" I asked, my vo
Third Person’s Pov{Seven Years Later}“Do you know who my mother is?” Sky blue-eyed golden curls, Caily leapt on her feet, screeching.“No, you! Do you know who my father is?!” Aged five deep brown-eyed Nico with a mass of tousled dark curls boomed across the field, running unscathed to shelter the door. “Do you know who my daughter is?” Spencer challenged the two kids, stepping out of his car to squint his eyes at them, taking their sights in. Their resemblance was what alarmed him first. Nora had informed him at the jail five years ago she gave birth to a baby boy and four years ago too, that she’s already pregnant with a baby girl just a month after giving birth. It was risky but he remembered giving her his blessings. These can’t be his daughters bearing. They look too handsome and pretty for a child— the girl taking after her mother and the eldest, the boy taking after the father. “Who’s your daughter here, sir?” Caily’s pouty face turned serious. “We happen to know our pa
NORA {College, Three Years Later} Stony Brook University. Just the asignsment alone drives me crazy. I don’t have a choice. I became pretty much popular after my father’s scandal three years ago and luckily, people didn’t treat me bad because of that. Instead, they placed burdens on my shoulders. No events comes without me been among its planners, and you don’t speak of the teachers’ favorite without including me. I never thought I was going to experience such privilege in my life, even though it was so exhausting. Somehow, I have managed through three of my years here, left with just one year and I will be free. The fact that mostly half of the school would miss me not enough to encourage me to fail my last exam, and lag behind just to continue staying with them. “How are you able to read and write in such a noisy atmosphere as this?” When my roommate, Alice, came in, that was the first thing she asked me. “The fear of failure kept me going. Then again…” I hit my pe
JORDANAfter the night spent with Nora two days ago, I told her we should schedule our next meeting for when I have spoken with my mother. I want to introduce them to each other. I want my mother to see the girl that captured my heart. My mother and her boyfriend are somewhere around New York, and ever since she told me of their address, I never had the chance to visit them. Until now. The taste of calling him my mother’s boyfriend remained bitter on my lips. They better get married, being her husband would make far more better meaning. “You didn’t tell me beforehand you’re coming.” Was the first thing my mother said when she saw me at her doorstep. It’s a rented apartment meanwhile she gave me an owned bigger one, bought in my name. Where would I have been by now? At my friends’. Embarrassing. “You want me to go back?” I carefully asked before stepping insude. She shook her head and let me in. She walked me around the house and the only impressive thing about it was the big
NORA‘He’s leaving the country.’ Early in the next morning after I barely managed to sleep, the text woke me up. I don’t step out of the house without taking my bath but it was so tempting to do it for the first time. What stopped me was the bad smell drifting from me that would discourage Jordan even if he eventually decide to take me back. I took my bath but it was snappy, the shortest I have ever spent inside the bathroom. I didn’t get to make choices from my closet. I opted for the first one my hand reached. I knew first impression was everything but this wasn’t the first time Jordan would see me and then, I still remember him telling me how beautiful I look even without trying. “Where to?” It caught me by surprise that Liam was at home then it dawned on me it's Saturday. I wanted to turn around and just go back to my room but it's more scary not trying.“Jordan’s.” I responded. I waited for him to stop me from moving or even go as far as locking the door. I won't put it p
NORAA Month LaterI haven’t even applied to any college. It’s been a month of me constantly locking myself in my room, each time I go out only happening because I need to take my meals. My life has been upside down. A month of heavy changes in our family— my father no longer being the prime minister, my mother still forming enmity with us and her children. And above all, Jordan still not wanting to see me. Or should I say I don’t even know his whereabouts? Theodore kept checking up on me, not understanding I don’t want him here, not anywhere close to me. I don’t want to see anybody. I have tried chasing him off but he won’t leave. I know it’s Liam’s handiwork, thinking Theodore can get me to leave the walls of my room. He's a good guy though. He's not considering my behavior though I am trying to change towards him. If I don't want to remain a loner.Over the month, I went to the jail to check on my father and unlike what I expected of him, he didn’t chase me away. I told him o
LUCAN“No, you’re staying here with us.”I’m instantly on edge, tensed beneath my parents probing gaze. My decision to corner them before leaving for work, failing woefully. “I have nothing doing here.” I again try to persuade. “No, you have school here. Your resumption is barely two weeks away.” My father interjected this time, again turning the dice on me. Cassidy’s burial was just yesterday, and I am already fed up staying at New York. Everything reminds me of her, her memories too disturbing for me to live with.I don’t even get myself. If I ever want to, I need to vacate to another country. The problem now been my unyielding parents. If I ever want anything from them, what I know so far was how I have to work my way for it, by persuading then like there's no tomorrow.“You are capable of transferring schools for me. I’m tired of NY, I just want to change location. Nothing else, I promise.” I’m being wise. Staying here, I won’t even be able to mind my studies, everywhere I g
Third Person’s Pov{Feelings At The Burial}Mere looking at the casket being lowered to the ground almost had Jordan tearing up. The fact that ought to be him and not Cassidy, has his brain on a pause, discarding every other thoughts. If only he was in the right sense to chase after Jasper that day. With his own very hands, they would have killed him away, accepting to live the rest of his lives in jail. Then he saw his mother. The person who has been long murdered by the two devilish husband and wife. He wanted to go to her, to check if he was seeing the reality but the dead body in his arms was much more worthy than running after the woman who abandoned him. If she wasn’t dead, she should have came for him but that was a now. She left him with her heartless ex husband to witness nemesis. And when he saw Nora at the Ford’s, the fear of rejection once again appeared before his face. He’s still dealing with a loss, having her come to tell him they can’t work would be another bruis
A Week LaterNORAThere’s going to be a burial, for Cassidy. The burial is going to take place at the Green-Wood Cemetery, Brooklyn.Together with Natalie, we are going to be visiting her family first to offer our condolences before we all head to the Cemetery. The school announced her death about five days ago through the school news portal, since the school has been on break. A few were saddened, most were gladdened receiving their freedom. I almost felt like punching holes in their faces whenever one or two of their disheartening comments popped up but I’d just injure myself by punching my phone. It would have been better face-to-face. How can people be so cruel? A little sympathy even if they don’t mean it most definitely won’t hurt a fly.The Ford’s family are rich, even if it looks average. The security guard must be having a tough time opening and shutting the door, for the numerous visitors. “They’re inside.” He directed us and I gave him a nod. A little more and I’d for
NORAYou want to know that one time I feel like jumping over a cliff? The moment I ran to the scene, and got there only when the deed was done. Fate didn’t even give me the chance to be in her stead. You think I wouldn’t in a blink? I would. What use was life to me before? Nothing. The guy I want, I can never get. I got him, I must not stay. Now what? If anybody doesn’t, I’m going to make sure Jasper regrets the ruin he caused. I’m angry, I feel annoyed, I want to drag my nails over my face. Cassidy fucking died! She was murdered. I saw her being rushed into the ambulance in cold blood and my body lost all blood. How can a father be so insane to go as far as killing his own son? If not to get out of prison, then I wonder what his motive was. And my father? I don’t know how else to say he’s in trouble.To be frank, Jordan didn’t even want to speak with me. I remembered running towards him, where he was on the floor wailing, and it was unexpected when he totally ignored me befo