One Year Later
NORAGross.As I got out of the car, I could feel the weight of the world pressing down on me. The other students were watching me, their stares making me feel exposed and raw. I could feel the car door slam behind me, and I knew that there was no turning back. I was alone now, facing the school that I hated so much. I took a deep breath and steeled myself for what was to come. And without the need of a soothsayer, I knew I was going to have a bad day.“This way.” The command came from somewhere behind me, and I turned, startled. I glanced up at the tall figure beside me. His dark hair was tousled, and his eyes sparkled with mischief. He offered me a crooked smile, and held out his hand. "I can show you the way to class, if you want.” he said.I hesitated, feeling unsure of what to do. Slowly, I glanced at my wristwatch through the corner of my eyes and almost gasped at how much time had gone. Snapping my head back towards him, I took a leap of faith, and placed my hand in his, without no choice. I let him lead me through the hallway and since I already have my schedule with me, it was easy locating my classroom.Ignoring the preying eyes of the students, I looked ahead of me and breathed out in relief when we came to a stop. I was to resume with them last month but it was the month of the past incident; my birthday month that incurred its best wrath on me. I don’t think I can ever move on from the bitter memory.“Thanks for leading me the way here. You can go now.”I could feel the weight of his gaze on me, like an iron hand pressing down. I forced a smile onto my face, as fake and artificial as a wax doll's, but it was all I could muster. I hurriedly reached for the door handle, desperate to escape this awful moment. But my hand was shaking, the doorknob slipping from my grasp. And then, he stopped me, placing his hand on my arm.“Nice meeting you, Nora Spencer.” Saying, he turned around and walked away. I felt my breath caught up in my throat, my heart racing. What did he want from me? My thoughts were a jumbled mess, my body frozen in place.I looked back at the door but shook my head, I’d rather skip this first class and put myself together first. As I turned away from the door, I took off, running down the hallway, my feet flying beneath me. But as I ran, I caught a glimpse of someone out of the corner of my eye. I tried to dodge, but it was too late. I collided with the man, and fell forward, my hands outstretched to catch myself. But it was no use. I landed on the ground, my knees aching from the impact.As I scrambled to my feet, the man looked down at me with a sneer. "Kids these days," he scoffed, then turned and strode away, his steps heavy and angry. I watched him leave, and instead of feeling embarrassed and ashamed, I can’t help the snort. It sure seems like he couldn’t help passing a little bit of his aggression on me.I clutched my binder tighter against my chest, my courage waning. Damn it, I shouldn’t have refused when father offered to let a maid accompany me to and fro school. I squished my binder tighter to my chest and gulped down the tight fear contracting my throat as I approached my locker.Didn’t reach midway when I halted, my ears shooting out attentively to hear the voices closer.“You’ve completely lost your mind, Jordan. At this rate, I am starting to wonder if you’re my son!” At the mention of the name, my head snaps to the direction of the voices and the scene comes into display before my own eyes. My throat ran dry at the sight of his face. That’s him… Jordan Hill.I could still remember that night as much and as clear as possible, together with every single little detail but never his face.And his dad in question, I managed to fathom his face and I wasn’t so surprised when it turned out to be the grumpy man I encountered down the hallway. Now it’s obvious I am not the only one he’s been rude and mean to.“Like, who the hell wants to be your son, anyways?!” Jordan barked back, his words filled with so much hateful venom that I couldn’t help gushing but seeing the fight only became worse, alongside higher volumed profanities, I turned back on my heels.Reminiscing over his face, I lodged around the hallway until it was a few minutes to the ending of my first class.I pushed open the door to the staff room, and was immediately met with a scene that I couldn't have anticipated. There, in the middle of the room, was the grumpy man, his arms wrapped around one of the teachers. They were kissing passionately, oblivious to my presence. I felt my face flush, and a wave of shock washed over me. My knees felt weak, and I wanted to run, but I couldn't move. I just stood there, rooted to the spot, unable to comprehend what I was seeing.“Could you fucking get out of my way?!” A voice barked behind me, and just as I was about to turn around to take a look, I sensed the voice’s familiarity and instantly flinched. I stood my ground, refusing to move. I hastily shut and backed the door, holding it closed with all my strength, before meeting his eyes.I could feel my resolve weakening as he stared at me, his gaze intense and scrutinizing."You're dumb or what?" he demanded, his voice deep and menacing. His patience was running out whilst I felt my knees go weak, and my head was spinning. I was lost in a trance, unable to look away from his piercing eyes. I could feel the heat rising in my cheeks, and my breath was coming in short, shallow gasps. He was so handsome, and yet so terrifying. I was powerless to resist him.His features were like a work of art, a study in masculine perfection. His strong jawline, his sculpted cheekbones, and his intense gaze were like a masterpiece. But it was the way he carried himself that truly made him handsome. He was graceful and elegant, yet powerful and confident. He had a presence that filled the hallway, commanding attention without even trying. When he looked at me, it was like he was seeing right into my soul.I felt him tense up, ready to shove me out of the way. But just as he was about to make his move, I snapped out of my trance. Nervously, I held up two fingers in front of his face, hoping it would have some effect on him. To my surprise, it did. He stopped in his tracks, his expression turning to one of puzzlement. I could see his eyes darting from my fingers to my face, as if he was trying to figure out what I was doing. I kept my gaze steady, my fingers unwavering. We stood there, frozen in place, me staring at him while he kept shooting daggers at me.“Hi, Jordan. It’s me, Nora. The girl from that_” He obviously didn’t recognize me so realizing what I was beginning to splurge out, I clamped my mouth shut but it was too late.His brow furrowed, and his eyes narrowed as he took a step toward me. I held my breath, waiting for his next move. He moved closer and closer, until we were almost nose to nose. And then, I saw it. A flicker of recognition in his eyes, as if he had just realized something important. His expression softened, and I could see the tension draining from his body.“Whoops, it’s you.” His lips slowly curled into a small smile, his eyes crinkling at the corners. It was a soft, almost shy smile, meanwhile, I began to wish I hadn’t thought of skipping the PE class as he finished off, “All that blood looked good on you. It really brought beauty to your eyes.”I almost scoffed aloud. The statement was enough to make me foresight my doom coming.How could he bring up that night like it's nothing?I gave him a sly, nervous smile, my hands trembling as I held onto the doorknob. I knew I couldn't let him in, and also can’t stand here for an eternity. So I did what I could never have dreamt I would to him even in a million years.With a surge of adrenaline, I reached out and grabbed his hand. He looked surprised, but he didn't pull away. I tugged on his hand, and he followed me as we sprinted down the hall. We darted into the first empty classroom we saw, and I shut the door behind us. We stood there, breathing heavily, our eyes wide.“Why do I feel like you’re hiding something or… damn, that old frat!” Just as I turned around to catch my breath, he made mention and my heart almost flew out my chest as I faced him. He was almost out of the door when I flipped him back.I stood on my tiptoes, reaching up to place my hands gently on his shoulders. I hesitated for a moment, then slowly crossed my arms over his neck. I drew myself closer to him, feeling my heart beating wildly in my chest. His eyes widened, but he didn't pull away. He stood still, looking down at me, and I felt a jolt of excitement course through my body.“I missed you, Jordan.” I wasn't sure what was happening, but I couldn't look away from him. There was also a part of me that wanted nothing more than to bolt right out of here.Well, as long as his grumpy dad would do me the favor of getting his ass out of the staff room within a twinkle.Any less than that… I’ll leave him to suffer the loss.NORA I groaned as I shuffled down the street, my shoulders hunched and my steps hesitant. The two paper bags of pepperoni pizza in my hands felt like lead weights, and I could feel my back aching from the strain. With each step, I felt myself getting more and more frustrated, cursing myself for making such a stupid decision. Unable to help it, I smacked my hand against my forehead in frustration, wondering how I had gotten myself into this situation. All I wanted was a nice, relaxing night after such a hectic day at school but here I am, delivering pizza to the school’s bad boy- Jordan Hill- who has remained stuck at our threshold, refusing to leave until I get him his cravings in the form of a pizza. “A punishment for daring to lock me up in a classroom, an empty one at that.” He had said and I remembered having no choice than to give in. Not wanting the ‘ I miss you’ word to escalate into something I’d rather not imagine, I had to bolt out of the classroom and lock him up.“Here
NORA Fuck. How gruesomely enchanted was I back there? I wasn’t sure I gave it even a second thought before agreeing, just like that!I grimaced as I jerked my feet, frustrated with myself for my mistake. I mentally facepalmed as I packed my books and stuffed them into my backpack, berating myself for being so careless and entranced. I couldn’t help but wonder what would unfold later this evening with him. The thought of being in bed with him filled me with a mix of anticipation and anxiety. He did as promised though, even though Cassidy’s apology was the lamest one have ever heard. Holy cow. A shiver ran down my spine as I stared down at the address he forwarded to me, so shamelessly. “Hey.” A voice whispered from behind me and I jumped in fright, my heart racing as I spuned around. With a roll of eyes, I sighed in relief at the sight of who had led me to class yesterday. “I must have scared you. Never meant to.” He smiled down at me. It was the kind of smile that made me almost
NORAChecked. Today is the worst day of my life. I felt nothing other than regret when at the end of it all, he kicked me out and slammed the door to my face. As I turned around to take my leave, his bruised body displayed in my head, a very terrible aftermath of what wrath his mother had incurred on him. Had I not showed up, Jordan wouldn’t have to go through such torment. But then again, I hope she’s gotten what she wanted cause I can promise, never in my life would I even think of coming any closer to her or her house but to Jordan… I can not promise. As I hailed down a cab and got into its confines, my eyes kept staring at the door, my gaze never wavering. I tried to push the image away, but it was burned into my mind, a reminder of the terrible things that must have happened behind those closed doors. I grew expectant to be at home already which was why I almost lost it when I snapped my eyes towards the driver and realized even the car’s engine hasn’t been ignited. “Get me
NORA Couldn’t look him in the eye. Shame clouded my vision, my fingers tightening up into fists beside me as my gaze stayed glued on the floor. Should I have tried harder at controlling myself even though the sexual urges can never be tamed?I could feel him getting closer, and my heart started racing as I stood there, frozen in place. The whispers of the other students grew louder, and I felt my face flush with embarrassment. Then, before I could even think, I felt a rush of adrenaline surge through my body. With a strength I didn't know I had, I shoved him away and ran out of the classroom as fast as my legs would carry me. My heart was pounding in my chest, and I felt like I couldn't breathe. All I wanted was to get away from there.I could feel tears welling up in my eyes as I ran, to where only heaven knows. “Wait up, Nora.” I heard Lucan call out as he ran after me. His voice so pleading I was almost tempted to turn back around and let him catch up with me, I didn’t and kept
NORA I almost burst into laughter, but pulled myself together. My hearing must have developed a fault overnight, is he even aware of what he’s just proposed? I sneaked a peak over at Natalie, to see her eyes wide and jaw slacked. Apparently, neither of us could believe what Jordan had just sputtered out, shamelessly, at that. “Didn’t we decide not to meet ever again? So explain, what are you doing here?…” Before I could finish, I saw my mother's shadow looming over the second floor of the house. Panic seized my chest and I felt a surge of adrenaline as I threw the car keys at Natalie and took off down the road, Jordan’s hand in mine. My heart was racing as I ran, terrified of what Mom might do if she had caught even a small glimpse of us and me skipping the already scheduled therapy appointment. I only realized what length we had run when Jordan wrenched his hand from my grip to take a breath. I was prepared to slump by the roadside, when I heard the sound of a motorbike roaring
JORDANFuming with rage, I slammed the door shut behind me as I stormed into the house. As I entered the dining area, I was met with the sight of my stepmother sitting there, a smug, contemptuous smile on her face. My blood boiled at the sight of her, and I wanted nothing more than to turn around and walk right back out the door. But I knew I had to face her. She was the bane of my existence, and I couldn't let her get the better of me. I had to stay strong, no matter how much she tried to rattle me."Well, well, well," She drawled, a sneer twisting her lips. "If it isn't my favorite son. You decided to grace us with your presence." I could almost hear the sarcasm dripping from her words, and it only served to infuriate me further. And then I noticed the girl sitting beside her, a redhead who looked to be around my age. She was staring at me with wide eyes, her expression a mixture of awe and fear. It was clear she was intimidated by me, and it only made me feel more powerful. “I c
NORAI reached for the car door, ready to make my escape. But just as I was about to open it, I felt a hand slam down on the handle. I turned to see Lucan standing there, his face set in a stern disappointment. “You’re not leaving until you explain why you did that. Because I can assure you, you would wish you hadn’t messed with him.” He said, and my heart rate spiked, and I could feel the panic rising in my chest. But I tried to keep my composure, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of seeing me lose my cool.It was clear as daylight Jordan was the one who talked Mr. George through the detention we were almost sent to. But I was so upset by it that I couldn’t help going after him to challenge him. We finalized an agreement already and he shouldn’t be sticking his nose into my business. But why do I feel like I went too far? “Lucan, am the one he would come after and not you. So chill. He deserved it.” I faked a smile as I tried persuading him whereas, I need even more persuas
NORAI quickly covered my mouth with my palm, wondering why I was so concerned. Whereas, I shouldn’t be. One reason why Natalie’s now seated with crossed arms and squinted eyes, casting suspicious stare at me. I chuckled nervously, leaning back against the seat as I ignited the car’s engine once again. "Let's just go home," I told her, forcing a smile. She nodded and upon reaching home, I watched her as she got into a taxi. We said our goodbyes, and I watched her drive away, my stomach churning with anxiety. I knew what I had to do - I just had to face my parents.As I walked through the front door, I braced myself for what was to come. I took a deep breath and headed to my room, closing the door behind me. Luckily, I was able to escape the prying eyes of either one of my parents. The walls of my room felt like they were closing in on me, and I could feel my heart pounding in my chest as I remembered the issue on ground. What would happen if I travel out of New York? I groaned inst
Third Person’s Pov{Seven Years Later}“Do you know who my mother is?” Sky blue-eyed golden curls, Caily leapt on her feet, screeching.“No, you! Do you know who my father is?!” Aged five deep brown-eyed Nico with a mass of tousled dark curls boomed across the field, running unscathed to shelter the door. “Do you know who my daughter is?” Spencer challenged the two kids, stepping out of his car to squint his eyes at them, taking their sights in. Their resemblance was what alarmed him first. Nora had informed him at the jail five years ago she gave birth to a baby boy and four years ago too, that she’s already pregnant with a baby girl just a month after giving birth. It was risky but he remembered giving her his blessings. These can’t be his daughters bearing. They look too handsome and pretty for a child— the girl taking after her mother and the eldest, the boy taking after the father. “Who’s your daughter here, sir?” Caily’s pouty face turned serious. “We happen to know our pa
NORA {College, Three Years Later} Stony Brook University. Just the asignsment alone drives me crazy. I don’t have a choice. I became pretty much popular after my father’s scandal three years ago and luckily, people didn’t treat me bad because of that. Instead, they placed burdens on my shoulders. No events comes without me been among its planners, and you don’t speak of the teachers’ favorite without including me. I never thought I was going to experience such privilege in my life, even though it was so exhausting. Somehow, I have managed through three of my years here, left with just one year and I will be free. The fact that mostly half of the school would miss me not enough to encourage me to fail my last exam, and lag behind just to continue staying with them. “How are you able to read and write in such a noisy atmosphere as this?” When my roommate, Alice, came in, that was the first thing she asked me. “The fear of failure kept me going. Then again…” I hit my pe
JORDANAfter the night spent with Nora two days ago, I told her we should schedule our next meeting for when I have spoken with my mother. I want to introduce them to each other. I want my mother to see the girl that captured my heart. My mother and her boyfriend are somewhere around New York, and ever since she told me of their address, I never had the chance to visit them. Until now. The taste of calling him my mother’s boyfriend remained bitter on my lips. They better get married, being her husband would make far more better meaning. “You didn’t tell me beforehand you’re coming.” Was the first thing my mother said when she saw me at her doorstep. It’s a rented apartment meanwhile she gave me an owned bigger one, bought in my name. Where would I have been by now? At my friends’. Embarrassing. “You want me to go back?” I carefully asked before stepping insude. She shook her head and let me in. She walked me around the house and the only impressive thing about it was the big
NORA‘He’s leaving the country.’ Early in the next morning after I barely managed to sleep, the text woke me up. I don’t step out of the house without taking my bath but it was so tempting to do it for the first time. What stopped me was the bad smell drifting from me that would discourage Jordan even if he eventually decide to take me back. I took my bath but it was snappy, the shortest I have ever spent inside the bathroom. I didn’t get to make choices from my closet. I opted for the first one my hand reached. I knew first impression was everything but this wasn’t the first time Jordan would see me and then, I still remember him telling me how beautiful I look even without trying. “Where to?” It caught me by surprise that Liam was at home then it dawned on me it's Saturday. I wanted to turn around and just go back to my room but it's more scary not trying.“Jordan’s.” I responded. I waited for him to stop me from moving or even go as far as locking the door. I won't put it p
NORAA Month LaterI haven’t even applied to any college. It’s been a month of me constantly locking myself in my room, each time I go out only happening because I need to take my meals. My life has been upside down. A month of heavy changes in our family— my father no longer being the prime minister, my mother still forming enmity with us and her children. And above all, Jordan still not wanting to see me. Or should I say I don’t even know his whereabouts? Theodore kept checking up on me, not understanding I don’t want him here, not anywhere close to me. I don’t want to see anybody. I have tried chasing him off but he won’t leave. I know it’s Liam’s handiwork, thinking Theodore can get me to leave the walls of my room. He's a good guy though. He's not considering my behavior though I am trying to change towards him. If I don't want to remain a loner.Over the month, I went to the jail to check on my father and unlike what I expected of him, he didn’t chase me away. I told him o
LUCAN“No, you’re staying here with us.”I’m instantly on edge, tensed beneath my parents probing gaze. My decision to corner them before leaving for work, failing woefully. “I have nothing doing here.” I again try to persuade. “No, you have school here. Your resumption is barely two weeks away.” My father interjected this time, again turning the dice on me. Cassidy’s burial was just yesterday, and I am already fed up staying at New York. Everything reminds me of her, her memories too disturbing for me to live with.I don’t even get myself. If I ever want to, I need to vacate to another country. The problem now been my unyielding parents. If I ever want anything from them, what I know so far was how I have to work my way for it, by persuading then like there's no tomorrow.“You are capable of transferring schools for me. I’m tired of NY, I just want to change location. Nothing else, I promise.” I’m being wise. Staying here, I won’t even be able to mind my studies, everywhere I g
Third Person’s Pov{Feelings At The Burial}Mere looking at the casket being lowered to the ground almost had Jordan tearing up. The fact that ought to be him and not Cassidy, has his brain on a pause, discarding every other thoughts. If only he was in the right sense to chase after Jasper that day. With his own very hands, they would have killed him away, accepting to live the rest of his lives in jail. Then he saw his mother. The person who has been long murdered by the two devilish husband and wife. He wanted to go to her, to check if he was seeing the reality but the dead body in his arms was much more worthy than running after the woman who abandoned him. If she wasn’t dead, she should have came for him but that was a now. She left him with her heartless ex husband to witness nemesis. And when he saw Nora at the Ford’s, the fear of rejection once again appeared before his face. He’s still dealing with a loss, having her come to tell him they can’t work would be another bruis
A Week LaterNORAThere’s going to be a burial, for Cassidy. The burial is going to take place at the Green-Wood Cemetery, Brooklyn.Together with Natalie, we are going to be visiting her family first to offer our condolences before we all head to the Cemetery. The school announced her death about five days ago through the school news portal, since the school has been on break. A few were saddened, most were gladdened receiving their freedom. I almost felt like punching holes in their faces whenever one or two of their disheartening comments popped up but I’d just injure myself by punching my phone. It would have been better face-to-face. How can people be so cruel? A little sympathy even if they don’t mean it most definitely won’t hurt a fly.The Ford’s family are rich, even if it looks average. The security guard must be having a tough time opening and shutting the door, for the numerous visitors. “They’re inside.” He directed us and I gave him a nod. A little more and I’d for
NORAYou want to know that one time I feel like jumping over a cliff? The moment I ran to the scene, and got there only when the deed was done. Fate didn’t even give me the chance to be in her stead. You think I wouldn’t in a blink? I would. What use was life to me before? Nothing. The guy I want, I can never get. I got him, I must not stay. Now what? If anybody doesn’t, I’m going to make sure Jasper regrets the ruin he caused. I’m angry, I feel annoyed, I want to drag my nails over my face. Cassidy fucking died! She was murdered. I saw her being rushed into the ambulance in cold blood and my body lost all blood. How can a father be so insane to go as far as killing his own son? If not to get out of prison, then I wonder what his motive was. And my father? I don’t know how else to say he’s in trouble.To be frank, Jordan didn’t even want to speak with me. I remembered running towards him, where he was on the floor wailing, and it was unexpected when he totally ignored me befo