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15. Family
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2022-01-20 07:45:51Hadeon p.o.v
There she was, comfortable in my arms with her curious gaze, looking at us. She was the most precious thing I had ever seen. This was worth the wait. Alice was perfect. I hold her little hand and kissed it, just like James did. She then made a sound that would be imprinted in my memory forever, she giggled.
I looked at James and he looked at me and we both shared a smile. This is it, our little family. I bounced her a bit, which caused her to get sleepy. A tiny yawn escaped from her mouth. How adorable she was.
We were so entranced with our baby girl that we didn't notice Jim trying to say something to us. "Sorry Jim, you were saying?" I asked. He chuckled. "No apologies needed but if you want to adopt that little cutie over there we need to go over some papers. Then you can spend as much time as you want with your daughter.
"Yes of course Jim," I said as I laid the little munchkin down in her crib. A frown appeared on her fa
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James p.o.vIt was late. It was already after seven in the evening and we were just done with our dinner. I wanted Alice in bed by seven-thirty but we won't make it, I think. I had read somewhere it was better to do something between dinner and sleep, something that reminded her of bedtime.As we were done with cleaning up it was seven thirty-five. I sighed, but then again it was a special day and we were all trying to settle in. So it wouldn't make me a bad parent if she went to bed a bit later, right?When I looked over at our little girl I saw that Hadeon was trying to get her fingers out of her mouth and put a pacifier in. He was very keen on getting everything away from her mouth, except her pacifier."Shall we put her to bed honey?" Hadeon asked me. "Yes, but we can't put her straight away in her crib," I responded.Hadeon looked at me with a puzzled face, "Why?""Because I read it was better to do something with her t
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-01-20The Baby Programme 17. Episodes
Hadeon p.o.vThe whole crying incident was quite the scare. Just as we thought we got the hang of it, this happened. James was all over the place. He felt bad because he couldn't comfort his little girl like her daddy. Having a distressed husband and a crying daughter was a lot to handle, but in the end, we both managed. After coaxing James to call Jim, our little girl became calm. James refused the first three times I had suggested it. He kept saying that we had to be able to calm her down. Then I had to explain to him she wasn't an ordinary baby and that maybe Jim knew what was going on and he did. With the help of Jim, she was finally quiet and was now sucking on her pacifier.During breakfast and after her first nap of the day she acted differently from yesterday. She was less likely to put everything in her mouth as she did yesterday, but she still remained very cute. It was after her second nap we saw more of a baby of six months old. A wave of r
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-01-20The Baby Programme 18. Nightmare
Alice p.o.vQuickly I tried to go one more time over the dates I had to learn for my history exam. I had studied these dates for the past three days. It was quite hard but I think I managed. No, I have managed, I can do it.You can do it, Alice. You have to...Suddenly the door of my room was opened by my stern-looking father. He had barged into my room without knocking. He looked at the papers in my hand and then back at me with his cold eyes. "Are you ready?" I only nodded my head, too scared to say something.He took the papers from my hand and walked out of the room. I followed him to his study. Fear and anxiety consumed my frail body. A body that wasn't worthy of even trying to get into the army.My mom was an MC Officer in the army, part of the medical corps. She was so proud of my brother when he joined the army. I wanted that proud look of hers too so I said I would join the army as w
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-01-20The Baby Programme 19. An unpleasant welcome
Hadeon p.o.vOur little girl was now twelve days with us and I could say I was blessed. The little sunshine made our life's so much brighter. She was our missing piece all along. I had already gone back to work and it was now the job of James to watch over our little girl during the day. I was a bit jealous but coming home was so much more fun now, seeing the love of my life with my sunshine.Alice knew by now the difference between us and every time I got back she always held her arms out to me. She was just the cutest. At work I had already bragged about my little girl, sharing tons of pictures with my employees.She also managed to give us quite the scare with her ability to roll over to her belly. One time when I was changing her she almost fell off the table. I had nearly a heart attack. Once again if James knew this he would kill me, that's for sure.I was so happy with our little family. We had almost given up on having a pot
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-01-21The Baby Programme 20. What happened?
Hadeon p.o.vChris didn't think for a second. He picked Alice up and took her with him. Chris just managed to order, "Follow me." With quick steps, we followed him. We went through a maze of hallways, luckily with the guidance of Chris, we got there in just two minutes. We had reached a hospital ward where he went into one of the rooms. He had laid Alice down on the little hospital bed for babies.Chris turned to us and said with a stern expression, "Stay with her, I'm going to inform the team real quick. If anything happens push on that button and tell the nurse or doctor that comes in everything in detail what happened, understood?"We both nodded our heads and stayed with our daughter. James held her tiny, little hand and told Alice it would be okay and that daddy and papa were here. I saw how he tried to hold everything together but struggled with it. I stood behind him and put my arm around his shoulder. Letting him know I supported him and
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-01-21The Baby Programme 21. Bad news
James p.o.vThere she was, my little girl. Laying there on the hospital bed fighting for her life. How could this have happened? I was devastated, seeing her like that with all those machines around her, keeping her alive.The whole night we stayed at the bedside of our little girl. I didn't want her to be alone. She needed all the support she could possibly get for her fight and... and if she had to go if she had to leave us then... then we needed to be there. She couldn't go alone. She just could not.I had fallen asleep on Hadeon's lap, who comforted me all night until we both were too tired to stay awake. He said ensuring words to me, held me, and supported me. Without him, I would have completely broken down. Hadeon is my tower of strength.Early in the morning, we were woken up by a nurse. "Mr. Wright? Mr. Wright?" I heard. I opened my eyes and saw that everything was true and not a nightmare. I wanted to cry all over ag
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-01-22The Baby Programme 22. Our little fighter
Hadeon p.o.vFive days. It was five days after our little girl went into a coma and still there is no news. We visited her the next day but there wasn't much to do than look at her little, frail body that was fighting so hard to stay alive. James wanted to go every day but I convinced him otherwise. Seeing her would make him only feel even more terrible, well not only James, me as well.I started to work from home so I could watch over James. He often forgot things when he was this depressed. James had from time to time periods where he was depressed. I would take care of him and within a couple of days, he would be back to his normal, neat freak self.I made sure he ate, showered, brushed his teeth, and went to bed instead of laying on the couch all night.I kept myself busy with my work so I wouldn't think of our little girl. I know it sounds a bit harsh, but sometimes it's better to get on with life. I had made a strict schedule with m
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-01-22The Baby Programme 23. An old friend
James p.o.vAlice was now a week back with us after her stay at the hospital and we thought it would be great to take her outside to the park. She has been barely outside during her stay with us and a bit of clean air would do her good.Also, Chris said that if there weren't any irregularities with her health past week she was most likely back to normal and could live her life likewise. We were so happy, our worries gone. But still, I would at least check her temperature three times a day, just to make sure. She couldn't slip away through my fingers again.I was changing my munchkin into warmer clothes when she started to babble at me in her own little language. It was too cute. "Look at you, all ready to go to the park." I picked her up, kissed her nose, and went downstairs where Hadeon was waiting with her stroller and diaper bag."You ready honey?""Yes, and our little girl is as well," I responded. "Alright then let's go." Hade
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The Baby Programme Epilogue
15 years laterAlice p.o.vI was sitting on the pavement waiting for... I didn't know what for, I was just waiting. Hoping to see a glimpse of them. The weather was nice. I had put some music in my ears to ease my impatience.The reason why I was here was because of what my dads told me.It all started with a couple of innocent dreams. I saw myself but with different parents and a brother. I was often yelled at for doing nothing. I didn't understand the dreams as I couldn't decipher them.I thought they were just dreams or rather bad dreams.But the dreams felt so real and I knew it didn't happen to me. I had two dads, no siblings, and was raised with love. I absolutely loved my fathers. They would move mountains for me if I asked them.They made sure I had everything I needed and in return, I was always on my best behavior and got good grades, with help of course. Turned out I had dyslexi
The Baby Programme 30. First steps to the future
James p.o.vI was now two days home, back from the hotel where I was staying. I felt like such an idiot. I had left with the thought I would punish Hadeon. So he could see how dependent a baby is on its parent. But after my rage was gone, after two days I was so afraid.Afraid of losing him and afraid of losing Alice. They were the only family I had.I thought Hadeon would never take me back. And to top it all I had smashed my phone against the wall the first night of my stay at the hotel. Therefore I couldn't call him. I was such an idiot.I felt so lost without him. Just when I had made up my mind to go home the next day Jim had called. I know it sounds very shady, but really I couldn't take it anymore being away from my husband and daughter. I needed them. They were my oxygen.So I was really glad I was home right now. I sat with Alice in my lap looking at cartoons. It felt great to have her in my arms again. I
The Baby Programme 32. Reunited
Hadeon p.o.vI bounced my leg up and down as I was watching my phone. Should I call? No, I shouldn't. But should I? Doubt clouded my mind. Could I take care of Alice on my own?I had called James already multiple times but he still didn't answer, so it was up to me to decide. I was quite desperate as Alice didn't get the attention she needed and it was still crazy busy at work.In a couple of days, I had another court date. The last time was a one-time thing. I couldn't bring her every time with me to court. I made up my mind and called Jim."Mr. Carter speaking.""Jim it's me, Hadeon.""Hadeon? Why are you calling?""I-I screwed up Jim...""What do you mean?""I-I made a mistake that caused James to leave me and now I'm alone with Alice. I-I don't know... I don't know what to do.""I'm afraid, Hadeon, I can't follow you. What do you mean with 'don't know
The Baby Programme 31. Juggling
Hadeon p.o.vWell, there I was, all alone with my baby girl, watching how my husband, the love of my life, drove away from us. I had screwed up big time. I felt so bad for what I did to Alice, I didn't mean for it to happen. It was so stupid of me to forget her like that. I'm a complete idiot.I walked up to my daughter and picked her up. "I'm sorry Alice. I was a bad papa to you." She looked at me and said, "daddy." Well, now I'm totally screwed. "I'm sorry princess, but daddy had to go away for a while." I apologized to her. "Let's make dinner shall we."That night I had spent it with Alice, letting her stay up a bit too late, I didn't want to be all alone. Only when it was eight in the evening she was deep asleep and she needed to go to bed. So there I was at eight-thirty in the evening, alone with my beer. I felt so, so stupid. I already missed James, I needed him. I would never, ever make a mistake like this again.I tried to call hi
The Baby Programme 30. Trouble in paradise
Hadeon p.o.vToday I had to stay at home from work as James suddenly had to go to the company. He said something was wrong and they needed his help. I didn't quite understand as he wasn't the CEO nor the largest shareholder, but I couldn't stop him. So it was just me and Alice today.I couldn't pay her too much attention as I had a lot of work to do as well. I could only give her the necessary attention and care as I was busy working on a case. I was glad when I could put her down for a nap so I could work without any interruptions in my office.I saw that it was almost time to wake up from her nap when one of my employees called me. She didn't bring me good news. The judge had nullified our key evidence to the case. They told us it would only help speculation which wasn't good enough.We needed to have 'hard' evidence according to my employee. I was busy with making calls, looking through files, and going through everything I had s
The Baby Programme 29. Reunion
Hadeon p.o.vIt was weird to be back again, back to my childhood home. The last time I was here was when I told my parents James was my boyfriend. They were outraged. Especially my father.He never wanted to see me again. Telling me I wasn't his son anymore, that he would disown me and that I was never welcome again in his house.My mother, on the other hand, was already thinking of ways to 'fix' my problem. Saying the church could help me, even though they weren't big on religion. Or that I should change my scenery by engaging myself more with straight couples.I already knew before I was going to tell them they wouldn't accept my sexuality. Only I did not expect it to be so incredibly harsh.After I told them I didn't speak to them for several months. It was James actually that encouraged me to seek contact for our wedding. James and I never had such a big fight from
The Baby Programme 28. Going on a trip
James p.o.v"Babe, can you grab more diapers please!" I heard some cursing from upstairs but didn't pay any mind to it.Hadeon was grumpy all morning because we were going to visit his family today. I partially could understand why he wasn't excited to go to his childhood home. His history with his family was rich in constant fights, discussions, and confrontations with his parents.I had a feeling he had no happy memories of them, at all. I wished he had. The few memories I have of my family, the few happy ones, always got me through difficult times. Times when I missed them the most.But because of that strong feeling of great loss, I tried hard to convince Hadeon to find a way to make peace with his father and mother.I heard my moody husband stomping down the stairs with his arms full of the last things we needed for our short trip."Here are the diapers.""Thank you, honey." I
The Baby Programme 27. Mary
Hadeon p.o.vWhen I got home from work I heard a female voice coming from the living room. I hung up my coat, set my suitcase down on the floor, and made my way over to the living room. There I saw Mary and James having tea together while the little girls were playing with all the toys around them.I knew certainly then that James and I bought too many toys for our little princess. I made a mental note to not buy any new ones for the time being.When my presence became known to the people in the room all the attention was on me. "Hadeon? You are home quite early." James commented.I walked up to him and kissed his head. "Yes, and that is a problem because?""It's not a problem, I just noticed. That's all. I am glad you are home early for a change." I could hear clearly the undertone of his words. I knew he had trouble with me being home late from work since we had Alice.After I had greeted my h
The Baby Programme 26. A new friend?
Hadeon p.o.vI didn't get why James was so upset. She wasn't alone that long. He is just a neat freak and a control freak. The moment things don't go his way he gets agitated and starts yelling at people. I didn't do anything wrong. I rubbed my hands over my face. I was frustrated and I needed a drink. I opened one of my cabinets and got my whiskey and my glass out.First I needed to cool down and then talk to him. It was something I had learned when I worked on my anger issues. I would apologize and then explain the situation, if I had done that it was all up to James. If he would make up or stay mad at me.The thing that frustrated me the most was that James thought I didn't care for our daughter. I loved my princess. I would do anything for her. I just didn't see the harm in letting her be alone for a couple of minutes.I finished my drink, but I wasn't cooled down enough so I got myself another one. I needed a backup plan if he doesn'
