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17: Cold and Lonely
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2022-02-03 20:07:04"You are my mate," he repeated even though we both know that I heard him clear enough.
"You are kidding." I shook my head, refusing to believe the lies he's telling me. Yes, lies. How can that be true anyway? That can't happen. I can't be mated to someone like him! Especially not to a werewolf! I can't be that unlucky!
"I'm not," he said in a firm voice, it shook my faith.
"Stop telling be bullshit and get off me!"
"It's not just bullshit, Elena. I know it is shocking, but it's true. And it is the reason why I ordered someone to tell the mistress of your guild about the mission. You think I paid your guild for the job to kill myself? I'm not suicidal. And I won't certainly waste such money for nothing. I did that because I have no other idea how to get close to you. I want to make a move and get to know you more, and
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