I'm outside on the balcony, on the phone with my mother for the second time today, which is a record for us I try as much as possible to avoid phone calls with her. She's complaining about my father yet another time, he's cheating again.
Not sure he ever even stopped but that's something I can't say to her.
I look over the huge glass windows staring at Lucas, my perfect husband. He's is sitting on the little sitting area in our bedroom, working on his laptop while watching CNN. I don't want to be on the phone with my mother I want to be inside with him cuddled up or something, he just got back from Europe last night and we've barely been alone with the kids and everything.
"Vanessa are you even listening to me?" My mother asks sensing my concentration is somewhere else.
"Ofcourse mom I'm listening but I don't know what to do help." I say with a sigh.
"You could talk to your father about this who
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I can't believe I agreed to this, I repeat to myself over and over again nervous about talking to my dad. The kids are out back in the pool with Lucas and their only sane grandparent, Lucas's dad. I had already kissed them goodbye I'm going to meet up with my dad in his office. I really really wished I had a more sane family but that's not possible, both my parents are totally insane. When I called my dad and told him I wanted to talk to him he asked to take me lunch but I decided against that and suggested his office Incase he loses his cool when I tell him what I want to talk to him about because that's probably a possibility. The driver drops me off at my dad's office, I take a deep breath before heading upstairs to first see my brother's who both are lawyers like my dad and are working with him. "Clara is Justin in?" I ask my brother's secretary before heading for his office. "Yes he's in." She replies with a smile and I nod before
Kathy my best friend looked very happy as she danced with her husband, she just married the love of her life. Moments like always seem to get to me, we all watched as she had her first dance with her husband.I was deep in my thoughts that I didn't notice Lucas, Kathy my best friends older brother had occupied the sit beside me. I turn to him giving him an awkward weird smile."So see you tomorrow at 7 sharp at manor." he says, leaving before I could say anything. I begin to think why he wants to see me, before I remember asking Kathy to help me with an interview with her brother.She must have talked to him, I suddenly become excited and a little bit anxious. Lucas has always been the dominating serious kind.I've known Kathy since high school somophore year and we have been best friends since then.Lucas was her hot older brother who was in college, we rarely met except when he was on break from school. Both Ari
Waking up in the morning is the worst part of my day, I'm not a morning person. That's why when I finally started working in Prime and I didn't have to be at work till 10am I was super excited.Prime is a modern magazine, news and also a tv network. I work in the magazine/news department but my dream job has always been to work in fashion.They have a fashion segment and are currently looking for a new editor. I'm perfect for the job and I have to get the job.My boss agreed to recommend me if I'm able to interview Lucas Joe Alvarado, I've known Lucas since when I was in middle school. He's Kathy my best friend's older brother. Also the hottest man you'll ever have eyes on. I've had a crush on him all my life, at some point I was even fixated on him but he never noticed me. Always saw me as his little sister's little friend. After a while I moved on.And now I have to inte
I curse to myself after changing my 6th outfit trying to find something to wear to my interview with Lucas. I finally bring out a knee length black skirt pairing it a coral peplum shirt. It looked professional but also hot, the skirt fits perfectly and the top too, it also shows a little cleavage but not too much. I opted for a lot of makeup today, just a simple nude face with mascara and a little eyeliner and no lipstick. Left my hair up in a high ponytail.Satisfied with my look, I wore my favorite pair of manolo heels. I checked the time and it was already 5. I went downstairs to find the car Lucas had sent was already waiting for me."Good evening Miss," the driver said opening the car door for me."Good evening, thank you." I said as I closed the door. We were 3 minutes into the drive when I realized I didn't know were the interview was taken place. He just said I'll send
Damn you Lucas Joe Alvarado. I woke sweating again, it has been 2 days since he asked to sleep with me and I have had sex dreams about him since then.I have been more turned on than I have ever been, God Ari is right. I do need a vibrator.I still haven't decided if I should sleep with him, I mean is it a one time thing or a constant thing.And if so do I have to tell Kathy, God I have wanted him for so long and now that he wants me I'm panicking.He gave a week to give him an answer, I just hope I'll have a decision before Friday.Today is Sunday, which means Sunday dinner at my parents.I quickly stood up and take a long hot shower and call Ari immediately after.We go to the gym and have brunch every Sunday, with Kathy not being around it's just me and Ari."Someone is on edge today, you were on fire working out today." Ari says as we collect our healthy smoothies and walk to the car.
This whole week has been a complete drag. Lucas had said he wanted an answer by Friday so I was anxious through the whole week.I had finally decided on my decision, I'm going to say yes to him. It's only just sex I have told myself a million times.Today is finally Friday and I'm meeting him in 2 hours. I have taken a shower already, I'm currently deciding on what to wear. I want to call Ari or Kathy and ask for an opinion on what to wear but I don't know how to explain why I'm dressing up to meet Kathy's brother.I finally decided on a short elegant dress, not too short or too sexy. It's gorgeous and sexy but at thesame time it doesn't say I'm trying too much.By the time I finished getting ready, Lucas had already sent a car waiting for me downstairs.The drive to his penthouse was short. When we arrived someone took me to his office and told me to wait for him, ap
He had said he'll send a car for me today, I didn't sleep well. I was anxious, I kept thinking about later tonight. Our first night together.At first I thought about having a spa day but then I already had one earlier this week. To keep myself busy and stop thinking about Lucas, I called Ari but she left town with her boyfriend last night, Kathy was still on her honeymoon.It is still just 2pm meaning hours before I had to see him, so I decided to work on my interview notes and give Jessica my boss an update.I was still working when I heard the door to my apartment open, I walk out of my little home office where I was working to see my brother Wes."Okay so giving you my key was a mistake," I say walking to him.He gives me a quick hug and plops down on the couch."I'm avoiding Justin and his girlfriend, she wants to set me up with one of her annoying little fr
His muscular arm was wrapped around my chest, his hand squeezing my tits as he fucked me from behind. We were spooning on our sides, his hips thrusting so he could get his dick as deep as possible. His lips rested against my ear, and I got to listen to his sexy breathing as he fucked me, as he enjoyed me.I bounced my ass back against him, taking that girth with the same enthusiasm he gave it to me.He held his weight on one elbow and leaned over me, supporting the back of my head as he turned my face toward his. Our lips came together, and he kissed me as he continued to pound into me.My hand reached for the back of his neck, and I held on to him as we kissed, as we moved together, our bodies slick with my come.He was the lover I'd been waiting for, someone to waste my time until I had to grow up and make better choices. This was a mistake...but such a good one.His lips hesitated as he came, filled another con
I can't believe I agreed to this, I repeat to myself over and over again nervous about talking to my dad. The kids are out back in the pool with Lucas and their only sane grandparent, Lucas's dad. I had already kissed them goodbye I'm going to meet up with my dad in his office. I really really wished I had a more sane family but that's not possible, both my parents are totally insane. When I called my dad and told him I wanted to talk to him he asked to take me lunch but I decided against that and suggested his office Incase he loses his cool when I tell him what I want to talk to him about because that's probably a possibility. The driver drops me off at my dad's office, I take a deep breath before heading upstairs to first see my brother's who both are lawyers like my dad and are working with him. "Clara is Justin in?" I ask my brother's secretary before heading for his office. "Yes he's in." She replies with a smile and I nod before
I'm outside on the balcony, on the phone with my mother for the second time today, which is a record for us I try as much as possible to avoid phone calls with her. She's complaining about my father yet another time, he's cheating again. Not sure he ever even stopped but that's something I can't say to her. I look over the huge glass windows staring at Lucas, my perfect husband. He's is sitting on the little sitting area in our bedroom, working on his laptop while watching CNN. I don't want to be on the phone with my mother I want to be inside with him cuddled up or something, he just got back from Europe last night and we've barely been alone with the kids and everything. "Vanessa are you even listening to me?" My mother asks sensing my concentration is somewhere else. "Ofcourse mom I'm listening but I don't know what to do help." I say with a sigh. "You could talk to your father about this who
"It's official your daughter's favorite person is her grandpa." I said to Lucas joining him in our bedroom holding our 2 year old Alexis. "I had to pry her off his arms before she would come with me." I add. "My dad has always been good with kids." Lucas says collecting Alexis from me. "Yeah he's amazing, he's so good Jamie Louis and Alexis." I say smiling. Jamie Louis is Alexis' cousin, Kathy's son. "You should go put her to sleep, I'm going to take a shower." I say as I enter the bathroom. The past 3 years of our lives has went by blissfully, we got married 1 year after Lucas proposed ofcourse I had to work really hard to fix our relationship but we made it work. Months into our marriage we found out I was pregnant with Alexis, our perfect little angel. Lucas was ecstatic a
I tried to get a hold of Lucas but he wouldn't see me or even talk to me. I went to his office but every time they said he wasn't in, I went to the manor but Rosa wouldn't even let me in.I called him over and over but he wouldn't answer or call me back.I even asked Kathy for help but she wouldn't do anything. She said she's staying out of it, Lucas will see me if he's ready.It has been more than a week and still nothing from him so I decided to call his best friend Eric to ask for help.Eric wouldn't even talk to me, until I showed up at his office and begged him.Then he agreed, he lured Lucas to his house and gave me the address.When I showed up, Eric took me to Lucas who was watching a basketball game in the living room then he left us alone."Why are you here?" Lucas asks when he sees me."I had to see you but you wouldn't see me." I say."
I avoided Lucas all week, I wasn't ready to see him or talk him. But Ari explained that I should atleast hear what he has to say, so I texted him to come over so we can talk."Vanessa, I'm so sorry." Lucas says joining me in my living room, I don't say anything I lead him to the couch sitting at the opposite end of him."How long have you known?" I ask him."The day we got back from our trip, Elaine was waiting for me at home." Lucas says running his hands through his hair."That's when I found out." He adds."You said you always use protection, was that a lie?" I ask."No Vanessa, I always use protection it must have been an accident or something with the condom." Lucas says running his fingers through his hair again."I know when we got together you and her were on a break, but did you officially break up with her?" I ask dying to know."Yes I did, af
We took an early flight back home to L.A, we arrived just few minutes ago. Lucas's driver was waiting for us and now we're on our to my apartment.Lucas is dropping me off first before going home, he had said he had a meeting.I was snuggling in his chest in the back sit as the driver quietly drove us."Have you ever been in love?" I ask Lucas looking up to his face. I have been wanting to know since we confessed our feelings to each other."No." Lucas says looking at me."But there have been other women before me?" I ask again."Yes, there have been other women but no one compared to how I feel about you." He says kissing the top of my head gently."What about you?" He asks me. "Ever been in love?" He adds."I thought so, when I was a teenager." I say."But now that I think about it, it wasn't love. It was infatuation." I add explaining."Are
We spent our days in bed making love then talking our favorite things. I opened myself to him telling about my childhood and all the things I hated about being a Ford.And for the first time last night he opened himself to me telling me about his mother, what he remembered about her and how lost he felt when he lost her.We even talked about the baby we lost, how much it hurt then and how much it still hurt to remember.Today is our last day here we had just finished dinner and we were back at our room. Lucas was sitting on the balcony watching out the beautiful view.I walked to him suddenly aware that I needed him to know my feelings for him. I needed to tell him how much I love him."I want to tell you something." I said to Lucas."Okay." He said with a smile closing the distance between us."Kiss me first," I said.Lucas bent down gently brushing his lips against mine before pulling away."I love you Lucas." I say ag
Okay that was a close call, I took a few deep breaths before going back downstairs with Lucas.We join my parents and Justin in the dining room. We were about to sit down when my other brother Wesley joins us."Wes!" I say as he gives me a quick hug."I thought you weren't coming?" I ask."Yeah I wasn't but Justin said your boyfriend was coming so I canceled all my plans." Wesley said with a smile. I roll my eyes at him before introducing him to Lucas.The chef serves us all a plate and we start eating with my dad and Lucas back to talking about the stock market."So Vanessa when are you taking your vacation for this year?" My mother asks."I was thinking we should take a family trip this year." She adds."Uhnmm I'm kind of taking my vacation days next week." I say lying. There's nothing worse than a family vacation with my family, it always ends in arguments and honestly I can't deal with any of that at this point in my life.
I couldn't make it to lunch with my aunt and mom so I stayed home with Kathy.Lucas had some work to do so he was out all day but Kathy asked me to stay, we had a full spa day at home and okay I was definitely getting used to the Alvarado manor it is like staying in a palace.Kathy had someone come over to get our nails done and after that we spent the whole day eating junk food.Pregnancy has made Kathy crave alot of junk food and she was making me eat with her, and you obviously can't say no to a pregnant woman.We were watching keeping up with the Kardashians when Ethan, Kathy's husband got home."Hey baby," he said giving his wife a kiss."Hey Vanessa," he said noticing me."Hey" I said with a smile checking the time to see it was already 10pm."Wow it's late," I say getting up. "I'll go check for Lucas." I say getting up."Okay," Kathy says smiling. "Goodnight." She a