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Chapter 05

Author: Gabi Lavac
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The weekend passed like a destructive and merciless hurricane.

I didn't have time off. I had to be at Diamond for three photo shoots and to help some new models who were in training.

Rachel, unfortunately, was at the company monitoring everything and wouldn't even let me go out for lunch.

— We don't have a break today to eat. — she said.

After that he looked down on my body and mentioned harshly and firmly that it would be for my own good.

It felt like punishment for the days I couldn't do jump rehearsals because of my foot. I never wanted to fly on her neck so much as I did in that torturous minute.

But I didn't. I didn't even retort. I just remained silent and finished my work as she asked.

It wasn't that hard, I was used to it, however, it was completely exhausting to deal with that superficial world. It was exhausting to be part of this superficial world.

But it was my job and my life. I just needed to get used to swallowing, affirming, and smiling.

— Whoops... Hey... Remembe
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