FREYA Jacob led me and his parents down a hall and into a room. On one side, there was a big table with books on shelves all around the wall. On the other side, there were some soft chairs to sit in and a smaller table.“Freya, this is my office, my workplace,” Jacob tells me, and I nod my head.We all sit down in the soft chairs, and I notice that his mom looks at us, when we sit on the same chair. I suddenly think I am doing something wrong, so I stand to sit in an empty one, but they all stop me.“Beautiful. You can sit here; it is okay. I want you close to me,” Jacob says, smiling. I look at his mom fast, and she smiles at me.“Yes, sit with him. It makes me happy to see you two together.” She says, and it makes me relax.“Sorry, I thought I was doing something wrong. It just felt right to sit here, like I wanted to be close to you as well.” I say the last part to Jacob.“It’s the matebond darling, it’s completely normal, especially for new mates,” Laura tells me.“Oh, okay,” I s
FREYAWhen I woke up, Jacob was still sleeping. I smiled as I looked at him. He has been incredible. I thought maybe finding out that I can not read would be bad. But I was wrong, and I had completely misjudged him.Today, I wanted to go back to my own people and explain to them that I was going to live here. I knew this could cause problems, but for once, I did something I wanted to.“Morning, beautiful,” Jacob says pulling me out of my thoughts.“Morning,” I say and smile at him.“Are you okay?” He asks me.“Yes. I was just about what to say to my people.” I say and look at him.“Ah, yes. I will go with you.” He offers, but I shake my head.“I need to do this alone,” I tell him, and after looking at me for a while, he nods his head.“Okay, but promise me that you will be safe.” He says and I promise him.We got out of bed and dressed in our clothes. He had brought more clothes up to me. It looked more like what I would normally wear: skin pants, a sleeveless top, and boots. Today, h
FREYA I have been in the pack for a few days, and I’ve been blown away by how amazing everyone is. Everyone I have met has been sweet and welcoming, especially the women who work in the kitchen. They have been sweet and helpful when Jacob has not been around.Right now, I am in the kitchen with Elise. Jacob was training with the warriors, so I decided to help her in their kitchen. I have never cooked like this before, and it’s fascinating to learn how much easier they do it.The door opens, and a young woman comes in. She looks so much like Elise that I know they are family.“Hey mom, she says and then notices me and bows.“Luna, I’m sorry. I did not see it was you.” She apologizes.“Ah, don’t bow, please.” I laugh.“It is all still very new to me,” I tell her, and she smiles.Elise tells me it’s her daughter Elena and that she sometimes helps here in the kitchen. So next, we all talked, and I learned a lot of new things and also tasted food I’d never tasted. While we talk, the doors
FREYAWhen Jacob said to get ready for going out, this was not what I had expected, I had changed into some pants he called jeans and a top. Then we met with the others outside next to something they called cars.I am painfully aware of how much my dad’s people have missed by being cut off from the rest of the world. There are so many things I could not even imagine like showers in the house and stoves to cook over that don’t require wood. Most impressive was when he “turned on" the light. I was shocked, and all this was new to me. But Jacob has been amazing and very patient with me.I looked at the car for a long time, but eventually, I got inside it, and Jacob started to drive. After driving for a little while, we were out of the forest, and not long after, we drove into a town. I had heard of villages when Dad’s people described them. They had gotten the idea from them to build better houses, but it was nothing like this.Jacob stopped in front of a building with a sign on it. I co
JACOB It has been two weeks now, and I have loved every minute with Freya. The pack has started to get used to her and seems to love her, and that makes me happy.She has been helping Elise a lot in the kitchen, learning new things. But she has also been using hours every day to learn to read and write. She has not told me how it’s going, but I am told that she is working on it. Last, she spent time with her mom, who was teaching her about wolves and being a Luna. Mom says that Freya will be amazing, and I know she is right.Today has been a busy day. We had reports of smaller packs getting attacked by rouges. There has not been much left of the packs that are getting burned down, and I have sent trackers to see what they can find.I’m walking through the house to join in the dining room but they are quiet, and I find the room empty. I walk out to the kitchen and also that is empty, and I start getting worried.‘Freya? Where are you.’ I ask in mindlink.‘Hey, I’m outside behind the h
FREYAIt has been a few weeks since I started the barbecue, and tomorrow is the full moon. That means tomorrow Jacob officially makes me his Luna. From what we have read in the books and from what winter says, I will shift for the first time.It scares me a little, not because the books say that it will hurt, but because I never thought this would be possible. But here I am.Jacob's mom had planned everything, all the way from decorations to my dress, yes, a dress. I am going to wear a dress, but somehow, I don’t mind because this is special. I don’t fully know how the dress looks, and that’s okay. But I know that she tried to take a little bit of the design from the dress my mom had made me bring. But it will also represent the pack, so I am a little excited to see it.I decided to go by my dad’s people today and see them before tomorrow's party and ceremony. Jacob is busy today, but he said the forest should be safe enough for me to walk in now that the pack knows about me.So I fou
FREYALast night was amazing. Everything he made was so romantic, and I loved it. We kissed, touched, and made love for hours, and I have never felt more loved. It touched something very deep inside of me that he wanted us to have a little of my gods and world in our world.I step out of the hot shower and take the big towel to dry up. Then I walk into the room, and I am surprised to find Laura, Lila, and Sophie waiting for me.“Hello Luna, we are here to help you get ready for the ceremony,” Laura says and smiles at me.“Thank you. I am so nervous,” I whisper, and Lila comes over and gives me a hug.“Don’t be. The pack adores you, and Jacob loves you. You will be amazing,” she tells me softly, and the two others agree with her.“It is best you do your hair yourself. I am guessing you want it in one of your unique styles. When you are done, we will take care of the make-up and everything else,” Laura says, and I nod my head.I sit down in front of the mirror brushing my hair and then
FREYAI was a little overwhelmed by all the happy cheers and wishes and happy faces everywhere. I stood next to Jacob and was talking with Lila and Sophie. When my eyes caught the sight of someone I knew shouldn’t be here, crap.“Shit, Shit,” I mumble, walking past the girls but feel Jacob gently grab my arm.“Freya, it is okay.” He whispers in my ear.“But what if someone shifts,” I ask.“You see the woman next to him?” he asks, not answering me, and I nod my head.“She met him in the forest, in wolf form, she felt the matebond and didn’t think, but shifted back to the human right there, in front of him. But all he did was walk over to her and kiss her, he felt the matebond. He explained he is seen as one of your people with a more supernatural mind” Jacob says.“That is true. It was just a shock seeing him here.” I say as we look at them.“He is the one that guided us with the words for the ceremony. I explained him everything about you, and he said he always sensed that there was s
FREYA “The baby looks just the way it should, Luna.” The Doctor says.“Can you see the gender?” I ask her, and she moves the ultrasound wand around on my stomach.Jacob isn’t here. He left two days ago to help a nearby small pack that hunters had attacked. So I have been here helping Alan with the pack, but today was my doctor's appointment. So I here I was alone, or I thought I was. The door opened, and Laura came in, looking as if she had rushed to get there.“Am I too late?” She asked, and Doctor Lisa and I laughed.“No, Luna, you are just in time. Sit down, and I will see if this little one will let me see if it’s a boy or a girl.” Doctor Lisa said, and Laura sat down next to me and smiled.“Sorry, I’m late. Alan needed help for a minute.” She says.“It is okay, and I didn’t think anyone would be here,” I say.“Oh darling, I wasn’t going g to let you go alone. Plus Jacob would not be happy if I didn’t make sure someone was here with you. And with Ryan and Sophie out for these two
FREYA When I woke up, I already knew what I had to do today. I needed to visit the village and find out for sure what was going on. Jacob was comfortable with letting me go alone so he asked that I would wait for him.While I was waiting for him, I went to see Erik, who now oversees all the weapon training, as I couldn’t risk getting hit in the stomach. He smiled when he saw me come towards them and told them to keep going.“Hello Freya, can’t stay away can’t you.” He laughs warmly.“Hello Erik, always good to see how it is going. But I also have to tell you something.” I say, and he looks at me closely before we sit down and waits for me to talk.“It looks like Ben has taken a small boat to go home,” I tell him, and I see the worry form in Erik’s eyes.“What. How do you know? Didn’t anyone try to stop him?” He asks, and I shake my head.“Probably not. He was the last one to have a warrior experience there. None of the others would know how to hold him back.” I say and he nods his he
JACOB I am out for a run with Ryan and Silas, checking all the weaker spots or more risky spots of our borders. After we were done, we walked back at normal speed, and I felt them looking at me.‘Okay, why are you so disgustingly happy.’ Ryan asks in the open mindlink between the three of us.‘I guess I can tell you.’ I say teasingly.‘Just spit it out, buddy.’ Silas says and laughs.‘Freya is pregnant.’ I tell them.‘What, wow, when was she in heat?’ Ryan ask.‘We are not entirely sure. But we remember one certain time that could have been that. We read that heat for an ice wolf is not the same because the moon wants the wolf to be available if needed.’ I tell them.‘Jacob, that’s good. She will be spared for it. All the wolves I’ve met say that it is not fun at all.’ Silas says. And he has a good point.‘I can't believe I say this, but Silas is right, she will be free of a lot of pain. Having your mate in heat sounds fun, but it really isn’t. So be happy.’ Ryan says.‘Thanks, guys,
FREYA Erik and I have been busy training the pack warriors, but for me also some of the females. And everyone has been doing really good. Erik and I have not been to the small village where my dad’s people are. And we planned to go there today to see how everything is going there.Jacob is busy, but that is okay. I know there have been reports of many attacks on other packs. And Jacob and the other Alpha’s are planning a meeting to see if there is a way to stop it.I met Erik outside the house after I had been in Jacob’s office to tell him I was going. Together, we silently walked through the forest, and Erik seemed nervous.“Are you okay, Erik? You are very quiet.” I ask him.“I am nervous. Not everyone liked that you moved. And now I did, I’m worried what their reaction will be.” He admits.“It will be okay,” I promise him, and he nods his head.“Did it hurt to change? To shift?” He asks, and I look at him.“I won’t lie, yes it did. Why, you ask?”“I asked Shannon if there was any
FREYABecoming the ice wolf was a huge change, and it took me some time to get used to it. I spent many hours learning to understand and control these powers. But I used just as many hours of training to fight in both wolf and human form. I was not used to close-contact fighting as I was always trained to use swords, axes, and knives.Jacob had asked for me to teach those who wished it, how to use the weapons I had. I asked Erik to help me, and luckily for me, he was happy to help. And a lot more wolves than expected wanted to learn.So for now we have two teams each, and one of my teams was all women. Jacob had been worried about this and the women because most mates would do anything to keep their mate out of any possible fighting. But surprisingly many came with their mates, saying times are changing, and they should be able to train and protect themselves. And they are not wrong.After I had begun learning to write and read, I read a lot of books or reports from other packs, they
JACOBIt has been two months since Freya became Luna, and a week after had saved the pup Mike. The packmembers loved her, and I kept hearing about how happy they were.After the attack and how she had used the broom like a sword to fight the rouge, I had been thinking. As wolves, we gave always said our wolf is the most effective weapon. But when I look at the numbers of dead over the attacks that have been written down. I can see that the attacks where we always have dead packmembers an more than other attacks. It is the attacks led by hunters, humans for the most part that fight with knives, swords, and crossbows.I can not help but think that maybe it is time to start learning to use these things. That maybe for some things our wolves are more a prey than the hunter. And with Freya and Erik here now, too, we have a good chance to learn.I have already talked to Ryan and Silas, and they both think I am right, and they like the idea. Plus Ryan thinks that the packmembers trust Freya
FREYA“Freya!” Jacob yells as he comes rushing inside the house shifting back to human. He looked around in the hall we were in, shocked.‘I, I don’t know what happened.’ I whisper in our matebond. But he doesn’t answer. He is looking in the closets along the wall and finds a big blanket.“Shift.” He tells me, and I do, and he wraps me in the blanket.“Jacob, I.” I begin but he stops me by kissing me.“You are hurt,” Jacob says as checks my side where the rouge had bit into.“I was too slow, but I am okay, I think,” I tell him. But it is still bleedingI remembered the small boy and rushed to open the door to the room where little Mike was. And ran into the room. The boy was sitting under a table, and I sat down next to him. Reaching out my arms to him and he crawls into them.“Are you okay?” I asked the little boy, and he nodded his head.“Yes, Luna. Thank you for saving me from the bad man.” Little Mike says.“The rouges are running away. So we are safe.” Jacob tells me, and I stand
FreyaFor the past week, Jacob had taken me out to run every night in wolf form, saying he wanted me to get used to it. To be completely honest, I loved it the speed and the agility of how to move my body. Ash and Winter had been fighting for fun, and it made me think that I never wanted a serious fight to happen. I had the feeling that it would be incredibly brutal.Right now I was with Lila. She had wanted to go see the younger kids and had asked if I wanted to come. I wanted to get to know the packmembers better and wanted them to know me.We were outside, and sitting on the grass while all the kids around the ages of three to six played around us. Now and then, the kids came asking something, like about my hair or asking if I was their Luna. A few girls even asked Lila how they could become a princess, and it made us laugh. Lila told them that they were all princesses, which made the girls squeal and dance.But then everything changed, alarms sounded, and the pack might drink open
FREYAI was a little overwhelmed by all the happy cheers and wishes and happy faces everywhere. I stood next to Jacob and was talking with Lila and Sophie. When my eyes caught the sight of someone I knew shouldn’t be here, crap.“Shit, Shit,” I mumble, walking past the girls but feel Jacob gently grab my arm.“Freya, it is okay.” He whispers in my ear.“But what if someone shifts,” I ask.“You see the woman next to him?” he asks, not answering me, and I nod my head.“She met him in the forest, in wolf form, she felt the matebond and didn’t think, but shifted back to the human right there, in front of him. But all he did was walk over to her and kiss her, he felt the matebond. He explained he is seen as one of your people with a more supernatural mind” Jacob says.“That is true. It was just a shock seeing him here.” I say as we look at them.“He is the one that guided us with the words for the ceremony. I explained him everything about you, and he said he always sensed that there was s