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30: Drowning

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Tristian

I feel like I'm drowning. It feels like water is surrounding me and no matter how much I struggle, I can't reach the surface. It's hot and cold all at the same time and my chest aches while I try and catch my breath. As I continue to struggle, I hear muffled voices calling my name. Where are they? All I can see is endless darkness.

The pain I feel comes in waves and nothing I do relieves it. "Please..." I mutter out loud. "Please stop... it hurts... it hurts...!" I force myself not to cry out. The darkness is suffocating me. How can I escape it? Suddenly I feel hands on me. Are they trying to pull me up? Or down? Suddenly I see a light and the voice becomes clearer.

"... an... tian... TRISTIAN!!!" I jump awake and pant heavily. Before I know what I'm doing, I feel someone struggling underneath me, and 'her' image comes into focus.

In my confusion and daze, I growl and glare down at her. "You stupid bitch..." Why is she still haunting me? Why can't I get her out of my head
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Katy
Such a sick dickhead, so glad she got a second chance mate
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Wonder mama
What a jerk!
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rosenie pultoo
What a dirty pervert.
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