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38: Joy to Rage

Author: xxHoneyFernxx
last update Last Updated: 2024-08-04 15:11:30

Aiden

I have a range of emotions going through me right now. From joy to panic to worry... then back to joy again, everything I'm feeling overwhelms me. I'm overjoyed by the fact I'm having not only one pup but twins! I could howl loudly at the moon I'm so excited! I'm also worried though.

Losing Rosie in that way made me so nervous around Daisy during her first pregnancy. I didn't want to lose my second chance the same way I lost my first. Everything turned out well in the end. No complications and no reason to worry in the future. I even love Skylar as my pup all because he's Daisy's.

I'm also panicked too. It doesn't make any sense logically but I fear deep down that I'll be a terrible father to my blood. Daisy will talk me down later but for now, it's all that I can think of. Is this something all expected parents go through? How many fears will run through my mind before they're born? What about after?

I set Daisy down and hold her close. "You have no idea how happy I am," I
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