“Are you my wolf?” I asked in surprise. If this was my wolf, she was a day early. That is assuming the birthday I thought was mine was accurate.
“Yes, it’s a pleasure to meet you, Jade. My name is Astrid.” The velvety voice replied.
“How were you able to come forward a day before my birthday?” I was hoping that after everything I’d lost in my short life, the day I’d always been told was my birthday wasn’t one of them. I couldn’t lose the one day I counted on to feel the most connected with who I was.
“I needed to come to you early. I had to tell you a few things. The first is that we are not like other wolves and we are most certainly not an omega.” The way she said it somehow told me she wasn’t looking down on omegas, but she for some reason wanted me to know that I was set apart from them.
“If we’re not an omega, then what are we? Are we a born rogue?”
“No, dear. We’re not a rogue as you were led to think. In fact, we are of alpha blood.” I couldn’t believe this. There was no way I, a lowly cook and maid, could ever be an alpha.
“If I were an alpha, why am I here?”
“It’s hard to say honestly. Our memories seem somewhat locked away and I can’t seem to figure out why. But trust me, I’m trying to get to the bottom of it.” Astrid sounded puzzled but resolute. Somehow, despite all my questions and doubts, I instantly believed everything she was saying to me.
“What was the other thing you wanted to tell me?”
“Ah, yes. Dear one, we are in danger. Someone is plotting our demise as we speak.” I stifled a gasp and nearly dropped the basket in my hands. I watched Emma’s eyebrows go up and I subtly shook my head in such small movements that I was sure she was the only one who caught it.
“Do you know who is plotting to kill me?”
“Someone in this pack. We have to leave.”
“When? How will we even escape? Omegas caught trying to leave are executed. And what about Emma? She needs me. The omegas here need us to save them!” I was suddenly appalled at the idea of simply abandoning all these people to live this subpar life without doing anything to help them. And what would I do? Join the rogues? There was no way I’d fit in on the human side of town, it’s riddled with hunters. They didn’t usually bother us in our own territory but if one of us were to try to move in there, they’d see it as an invitation to hunt that wolf down until they were killed.
“I have a feeling that the way to escape will reveal itself. Our work for this pack is not done. I promise you, we are not abandoning these people.”
“How do you know all of this?”
“You remember I said we are not a normal wolf, right?”
“Right.”
“I seem to know a few things about the future. I’m not sure how or why, but I have a feeling that we have other gifts that will reveal themselves in time. There’s one more thing I must tell you, dear one.”
“What’s that?”
“You cannot shift here. It’s not safe. You must wait until after you’ve escaped.”
“I’ll wait, Astrid. You have my word. I’m glad I have you.” It was true what the older wolves said, I instantly felt one with Astrid. It was like I’d known her my whole life and somehow like I’d known her in some other universe as well. I couldn’t wait to become better acquainted with her.
“I’m glad to have you as well, sweet Jade. I’ll be with you through all of this. We will get through it together.”
I listened absentmindedly to the chatter going on around me, and I knew Emma was trying to distract everyone from my silence. She kept the conversation flowing expertly, and before we knew it, the laundry was finished and Emma and I were ready to start prepping dinner while everyone else did more busy work around the house.
“My wolf is already here!” I squealed to Emma as soon as we were alone, pointing eagerly to my own head.
“What?! Oh my goddess, you have to tell me EVERYTHING!” Emma said, taking both my hands in hers’ “what’s her name? Do you want to shift tonight? How do you like her so far?”
My stomach dropped as I thought once again about what Astrid had said. “I don’t think it’s safe to say much about her here, she said it isn’t even safe for us to shift.” I confessed and Emma cocked her head as she looked me up and down, almost like she was trying to figure out if I was okay or not.
“Will you tell me later?” She asked, referencing our few hours of time before bed that the alpha so “graciously” allowed us to have…. In our shed. As long as we made no noise.
“Yes, definitely then!” I promised, and we both got to work prepping dinner.
**Victor POV**
The last 2 days had gone off without any problems from Andrew. I was pleasantly surprised that I didn’t have to alpha command him to stay away from the young omega he’d taken a liking to. After a short conversation about rank and finding a mate that makes more economic sense for our pack, he’d snapped right into place. I did catch him stealing a few glances toward her, but he’d really taken our conversations about being more subtle with indiscretions to heart. I was sure that even if he simply had to have this omega girl, he would at least be able to exercise restraint until our high ranked guests left, which was a charming change of pace considering his unceremonious removal from training school last year after several overdramatic she wolves claimed “harassment”.
The planning of this event had really gotten away from me. Krista, my Luna, had taken over and in her obsession with being the brightest and best pack, she’d gone way over budget. We were nearing bankruptcy, it was getting to be crunch time for finding our children some high ranking mates with cash to knowingly— or unwittingly— float us until I found a new way to funnel some cash in. This was a task I was not particularly thrilled to begin the process of doing, given that my son was honestly not the brightest wolf, and my daughter took the meaning of the word “shrill” to new levels. I’d always heard that children were a blessing, but honestly, I failed to see how that description could possibly cover how I felt about MY children.
Things simply weren’t the same in the last 12 years since we lost our top trade partners at Mystic moon. They’d loaned us money when we were in a spot and even helped us to create several successful businesses outside of the pack. The only problem was the business savvy of my beta was nothing compared to the beta of mystic moon and those were soon run into the ground without his direction, a problem made only worse by my high maintenance luna and her commitment to turn our daughter into a miniature version of her.
I walked down the hall toward my office. If I was to be kissing this much ass once the other alphas arrived, I’d surely need a drink or two and I kept the bar in the office plenty stocked. If you had the overbearing wife and absolutely rotten children that I had, you’d understand. I downed the first glass as I thought about the decision to take on a chosen mate. Sure, I needed Krista’s bloodline and my omega mate could’ve never competed with that, but I just wondered if I would have felt more than apathetic disdain for my children with her had I not rejected her for Krista. I poured myself one more double glass, slamming it down after polishing it off in only 2 drinks. I figured I’d hide out in here a little while, hoping I wouldn’t see or hear anything to kill my buzz but knowing better than to count on it.
On my way down the hall, I couldn’t help but cringe as I heard my daughter, Amelia squealing at decibels that actually pained my wolf hearing about her dress for the party this evening. She was absolutely sure she’d be bagging an alpha at some pack or another, and all her little friends were assuring her that this dress would do the trick. As long as the poor sob had deep pockets I can’t say I’d have a problem with letting her go and drain money elsewhere.
I was considering going for another refill when the door practically fell off the hinges as my worse half slammed open the door. “Victor, the omegas have completely ruined everything! I must insist that you do something to punish them before this event to make sure they toe the line.” Krista’s blonde hair was slicked back perfectly and her blue eyes burned with absolute rage. It was amazing how she could look so similar to my son, who couldn’t intimidate me if he made it his life’s purpose, and yet Krista was someone I’d grown to genuinely fear. I could swear there was steam coming out of her ears for something that was no doubt a minor infraction, but it was, after all, her world and we were all just living in it.
“What’s happened now, darling?” I said through gritted teeth, trying to contain my hatred for her. It was something about her that I just felt averted to ever since we’d been together. Our courtship had been fast and mostly arranged by our fathers, so I didn’t exactly notice how much of a chore of a woman she was until I’d brought her home. By then, we’d already mated and marked each other and she was quickly pregnant with Andrew. There would be no escape for me, and I’d spent the almost two decades following trying to accept that.
“One of the serving platters is cracked, the finger sandwiches look sloppy for high tea, and they haven’t even started on dinner yet!” She shouted with her shrill, irritating voice which sounded shockingly similar to our teenage daughter’s.
“It’s only noon, darling. They still have plenty of time.” I tried to reason with her, but I knew there’d be no point.
“If we’re going to have everything ready in time, they should be moving a hell of a lot faster than they are right now! I want you to go and talk to them. Maybe take one of them and make an example out of them. Just do SOMETHING! I won’t have this night ruined and have everyone know what a pathetic excuse for an alpha you really are. I’ve gone to all of this trouble to hide your impotence, so you would do well to make sure my well laid plans are executed to perfection.” She had made her way around my desk and stood over me, preventing me from getting up and moving. She looked at me with as much disdain as I felt in my heart for her. She always had a way of reminding me how very little good I had done for my pack and made sure I left each and every interaction we had feeling about one inch tall. Sure, I was the most powerful wolf in this pack house but at this very moment, Krista had all the power.
“Whatever you want, darling.” I uttered barely above a whisper, refusing to fully make eye contact with her for fear she’d see just how much I both loathed and envied the power with which she was able to carry herself. I just wanted her out of my office and I’d do anything to make that happen. I heard the clicking and clacking of her heals and the slamming of the door and knew I was alone. With a resigned sigh, I decided to go and get that refill after all. After realizing I was kidding absolutely no one—not even myself— I threw the glass at the wall, watching it shatter before me and took one long swig of scotch straight from the bottle before I prepared to go and take my rage out on someone who really deserved it: my inferiors.
**Jade POV**The conversation I had been hoping to have with Emma after we’d finished everything was still not to be had. After making and cleaning up dinner, Luna Krista had made her way down to the kitchen, making sure to look at all of us as if we were the dirt beneath her high priced shoes, and told us we hadn’t “earned” sleep because we’d clearly “half assed” our way through our responsibilities, and she demanded we clean the entire pack house all over again. That took several hours, and since then we’d been hard at work in the kitchen to make the perfect scones for breakfast, the perfect 5 tier cake for the party, to fold the napkins perfectly into swans, to polish the silverware perfectly, and above all to make our pack house appear grander than it really was. It was just past lunch time and quite honestly I wasn’t sure how we were going to get through the next several hours. We were all running on crappy coffee and adrenaline from Luna Krista periodically bursting in to scream
**Elliott POV**“Last chance to change our minds and just skip this thing all together,” I half joked as we took the exit to River bed pack. God, I hated these parties— almost as much as I disliked visiting this pack. Alpha Victor was a flashy, ridiculous man who was pretty clearly compensating for something in my opinion and his children were even worse. “Don’t be like that, you know we have that treaty meeting and we can’t miss it,” My beta, Jasper chastised. I saw his blue-green eyes glaring at me in the rear view mirror as if he was assessing whether I’d leap from the car to escape or not. “It was just a joke, ‘dad’.” I teased, putting air quotes around “dad” just to mess with him further. My beta was great at his job and a fantastic friend—brother, even— but good goddess did the guy need to loosen up a bit. “Haha! ‘Dad’! Hey ‘dad’ can we stop at a gas station and get some snacks?” Cameron, my gamma, snickered. His brown eyes widened and he blew his long blonde hair out of his
**Jade POV**I woke up to a searing pain on my neck and wrists. Silver. I knew instantly that Victor had chained me to the post out back to most likely finish me off later. Wow, I’d really made a mess of things. I knew I needed to escape soon or die and that I’d just brought my own demise—the one that Astrid specifically warned me about— closer with my big mouth. And to make matters worse I’d done nothing to help the other omegas. I wanted to cry but I just couldn’t find the energy.I felt the cold concrete underneath me, wishing with all I had that I’d at least been given a blanket. I tried to move but as soon as I tried to sit up, I shrieked in pain. I’d almost forgotten about the extent of my beating. I could feel my lip swelling and I knew there had to be extensive bruising and blood all over my face. I managed to scoot myself closer to the post and leaned against it. It was cold and uncomfortable, but at least I wasn’t laying on the ground like a dead animal.I heard music not to
**Jade POV**I woke up to this irritating beeping sound but I was very aware that I was more comfortable than I’d ever been in my life. That is, until I tried to sit up and then I was suddenly acutely aware of all I’d been through in the last— wait how long have I been unconscious? Or did they kill me already? That didn’t make sense, I wouldn’t be feeling pain if I were dead. What was happening?I hesitantly opened my eyes to see a bunch of machines all around me. What in the world was this? Is this where they were going to kill me? Would they be torturing me before they took me out? Tears started to run down my face as I realized I wasn’t strong enough to escape even though I was somehow unchained. Maybe they counted on that, maybe they knew there was no way I could defend myself and that’s why they didn’t bother to restrain me. But why put me in this comfortable bed if the plan was just to kill me after?Suddenly, I felt the sensation of someone touching me but it wasn’t like a pers
**Jade POV**Within about 5 minutes, the blonde man and another huge and intimidating man with short, dark hair came into the room. I knew they were probably Elliott’s beta and gamma, but the dark haired man seemed almost higher rank than that. He both terrified and mesmerized me with his stature alone. This man had to be at least 7 feet tall. “We’ve been given an hour to get off the property. Are our bags packed?” Elliott asked them.“Yes, alpha. I have the car all loaded up and I’ve already asked the doctor if he’d like to bring his family to join our pack. They’re almost finished packing their car as well.” The dark haired man answered.“Perfect. Jade, do you have any belongings you would like to take with you?” Elliott turned his beautiful gaze to me and I was suddenly filled with nervous energy. Would I really be escaping to what would hopefully be a hopefully better life with this man?“No, I don’t really have anything besides a few clothing items,” I started before realizatio
**Jade POV**I opened my eyes to see Emma and Elliott standing over me and I was excited to find that it wasn’t a dream, this was all really happening. Elliott’s dark eyes seemed to twinkle as he looked into mine. I couldn’t help but smile shyly at him. “Sorry to wake you, love, but we’ve been on the road a little over an hour and a half and we figured now would be a good time to stop for lunch since you haven’t eaten and poor Emma missed breakfast because of us.” Emma smiled hearing her name acknowledged and I realized that by falling asleep I’d left her alone with a car full of strangers. I hoped she wasn’t too upset with me. “Elliott thought you might want to change before we go in,” Emma said cheerfully and held up clothes for me. “I’ll hold up this blanket so no one can see you guys.” Elliott said, turning around behind Emma and spreading a large fluffy blanket as far as his arms could stretch, forming a semi circle of coverage for us, the open door to the car covering us on t
**Victor POV**Stupid piece of shit alpha of silver moon. That brat was half my age and acted as if he were some sort of gift to our entire species and therefore better than me. I hated how my wolf surrendered so easily to him. He’d always done that even when his equally pompous and annoying father was the one visiting here. I could see this kid would be a bigger pain in my ass than his holier than thou father. Who did he think he was to be reporting me over to the elders? Under what authority was he allowed to control my pack? I’d never gone to his packlands and treated him with such utter disrespect.“It’s not his fault we’re not of true alpha blood. Your father took over this pack by force, he was never meant to rule and neither are we. We should surrender the title to him and cut our losses” my wolf, Kai lectured in my head. No one except for us, my father, and a few elderly members of the pack who were there for the takeover were aware of that. My father was once the Gamma of th
**Jade POV**The next several hours were filled with laughter, music, and “I spy”, a game Cameron claimed was a road trip right of passage. I had to admit I didn’t quite get what made it interesting, but I did like Jasper’s comments as he observed his friend choosing one obscure thing after another and we’d usually pass them before anyone managed to guess correctly. We’d spent the afternoon in the car asking each other random questions every time one of us had one pop into our heads. At first it was just Elliott and I but then Cameron insisted that they all join in because in his words “we’ll all be working together to run a pack, so we’ll need some pretty good dirt on each other to get the job done”. We’d covered a good amount of basic information, I learned that Elliott’s parents are still alive and very nice people. He has a sister who’s about my age, and a brother a few years older in training school for ranked members for a few more weeks. He’s been an alpha for 5 years, and his
**Logan POV**8:45 am. Like clockwork. I heard the howl emanating from my father before listening to his retreating footsteps as he ran toward his love. In about 15 minutes, breakfast would be all but thrown at me by one of his more sadistic warriors (he always chose the meaner ones to look after me when he was gone, his way of trying to discourage any “funny business” on my part), and after that, the coast would be clear to begin my exit.I stuffed my face with the near-inedible breakfast food I was given. My father was hesitant to give me anything of more than mediocre nutritious value. He wasn’t as oblivious as I gave him credit for, he knew our bloodline, and he knew I wasn’t the type to just submit without some serious beating down. Combine that with the fact he already knew I was a better fighter than I let on and the only conclusion he could draw was that any hope he had in keeping me prisoner for long enough to execute his plan was to keep me hungry and thus in a slightly weak
**Jade POV**I finished my shower in record time before quickly raking all the products I’d been given through my hair and giving it a quick blowdry before throwing it up in a bun still slightly damp. I remembered how my hair kept getting in the way while I was trying to take notes yesterday and I wasn’t willing to deal with it again. I wanted it out of my face so I could focus on the tasks at hand. I flitted into the closet and selected a pair of navy blue slacks with small white checkers and a thick, white sweater. It was soft and cozy, yet still fashionable enough to show Vera I could dress the part of a luna. I grabbed a pair of flat dark brown loafers and threw them on before heading toward the door. Elliott was already gone, probably to check on warrior training or spend some time with his brother.Just before opening the door, I saw a small note on top of a beautiful black leather bound journal. “This is for you, princess. Take awesome notes and enjoy yourself! I’ll see you for
**Elliott POV**The light was barely filtering in through the windows of my room when I heard a firm rapping on the door. I reluctantly got up, covering my naked mate with the heavy comforter so as not to accidentally let someone else see her glorious form and shrugged on my pants from the night before that lay discarded on the floor next to the bed. I heard Jade pout in her sleep once the warmth of my body was gone, but she didn’t wake up.When I opened the door, I saw before me a very unenthused looking Emma. “Cleo banged on my door about 5 minutes ago. She said Jade and I have a half an hour to be dressed and in her office for our next lesson, and she asked me to make sure Jade got up and at em while she works on breakfast and coffee for us.” She was rubbing her eyes and yawned twice while she was attempting to get the sentence out, but I nodded and stifled a chuckle at her disheveled appearance. Someone had definitely chosen the wrong night to have so many drinks. I wondered to my
**Jade POV**I’d woken up to Elliott gently shaking me awake from my dream. Or was it a memory? I could feel cold beads of sweat forming all up and down my body, I felt chilled as if I really had been trudging through snow for hours.There was something about the dream that resonated with me, that told me it was real. “It feels real to me too,” Astrid said almost as a question in my head.None of this made any sense. Vera and William would’ve told me if I’d had any siblings. I’d asked Elliott point blank, and he’d told me he didn’t remember me having any siblings. I’d begun to wonder if there was a possibility that Emma and I had known each other at Mystic Moon once Sebastian suggested it, but I’d fallen asleep before I could really think through it. The thought of knowing Emma before going to River Bed was odd and difficult enough to work through. Now I somehow knew my mate’s best friend? And not just knew him, I was to believe I was related to Jasper? And if my dream was real on any
**Sebastian POV**“About time!” I yelled to my brother who was finally making his way into the rec room. Cam and I had been playing a round of call of duty waiting for the other two to get their mates into bed and goddess only knew how long that could’ve taken.I was disappointed that Jade’s friend wasn’t my mate. Cameron had told me my brother’s mate had an unmated female friend and to his dismay, she wasn’t fated to him, and I’d been hoping to finally run across my mate. I knew it wasn’t like I’d been searching nearly as long as Cam or my brother had, but I was getting impatient to meet the woman I’d be fated to spend my life with.“Yeah, yeah, the single guys are annoyed with the mated ones! I was you guys literally a week ago, keep your pants on!” Elliott quipped, flopping into one of the seats nearest me. A wide smile took over his face as he looked at me. “Seriously. I know the circumstances suck but I’m so glad you’re home dude. We missed you!”I smiled back at him and clapped h
**Jade POV**It was snowing outside. Enchanted, I looked out my bedroom window, clutching my favorite dolly close to me. It was dinner time, and I knew I should be headed downstairs, or Mom and Dad would come up to find me and be disappointed I wasn’t washed up and ready to eat, but I just couldn’t help myself. I loved watching fresh snowfall on the ground, I loved trying to see if it would stick or not so I could build snowmen with Daddy. We would build snowman armies on days when the snow was deep enough to have an ample supply. We’d pretend to battle them, and he’d show me real fighting moves he’d used to take down bad guys before, all while we could see mom watching us in the kitchen window while she made us cookies and hot chocolate.It was perfect outside. It looked like a real winter wonderland. At that moment, everything in my world was alright.Screams filtered down the hallway and through my slightly opened door. That didn’t make any sense, why would everyone be making so mu
**Elliott POV**Everyone had already had their first, second, and third rounds of drinks. For most of us, there were hardly any effects beginning to show. Wolves did have an extremely high tolerance. But for the girls, it was at least their 5th round and they were starting to show it. Cleo hardly ever drank, and I knew Jade and Emma were extremely new to drinking so—wolf-level tolerance or not—they were beginning to cut loose in a big way.“Do we have karaoke?!” Cleo hiccupped as Jasper gathered her up in his arms and carried her out of the room, ready to take her upstairs and put her to bed.“I’m so disappointed Elliott’s brother isn’t my mate.” Emma said in a completely normal volume that she probably thought was a whisper.“It’s okay, I think your mate is gonna be SUPER HOT!” Jade managed to slur out.“Okay, it’s time for bed,” I said as I scooped her up into my arms and gave Cameron a look toward Emma. He strode over to her and threw her over his shoulder like a potato sack. I hea
**Amelia POV**“MOM! I need your help finding my black cocktail dress for court in a few weeks!” I yelled across the hall. My mom has been so spacey the last few days, which is so unlike her. I strutted across the hall and into her room to find her talking—as usual— on the phone to someone in a hushed voice.“Okay, I have to go now.” She said before pressing the “end” button and putting her phone away, turning to me with a weird smile as if to say nothing was wrong. She should’ve known that tipped me off. Unless she’d just hurt someone, my mother hardly ever smiled.“Mom, I need your help finding my black cocktail dress for court,” I repeated impatiently. Whatever she was keeping from me, I didn’t care. I had bigger fish to fry.I knew Silver Moon would be transporting my dad to trial and relieving the elder security team stationed outside the pack house. I knew Elliott would most likely be overseeing the transport, and probably attending the trial. I knew now he’d found his mate, but
**Jade POV**“What can we do then?” I found myself desperately questioning William. “Can we get our memories back? Sebastian knows the same person altered mine, Emma’s, and apparently Jasper’s memories, could we find them and make them give our memories back?” I knew I was being unreasonable, but I couldn’t bring myself to stop asking questions, to stop desperately trying to unlock more information. I could feel my entire past and the memories I had of my parents slipping through my fingers, and I wasn’t willing to let them go without a hell of a fight.“I’m sorry, Jade,” Sebastian answered for William, putting a gentle hand on my shoulder. In some way, it did have a calming effect, but it was nothing like the effect I got from my mate doing the same thing. I had to fight my own curiosity at what other abilities Sebastian must be keeping under his hat. “I can only see IF there was dark magic used. Sometimes I can get an inkling of what was done, even possibly if the same person cast a