I sat frozen, my mind racing as his words echoed in my ears. Was he serious? Would he actually kill someone just to prove a point—or worse, to feed me? A part of me wanted to laugh at the absurdity of it all, but the cold reality was that Alpha Kade wasn’t one to make empty threats.
I pulled the blanket tighter around me, my body trembling from more than just hunger. His dominance, his sheer cruelty, clung to me like a suffocating shadow. Yet, beneath it all, there was a fire—a part of me that refused to break no matter how hard he tried to bend me.
I forced myself to stand, leaning against the wall for support as I moved to the window. The moon hung high in the sky, casting a silvery glow over the packhouse grounds. My wolf stirred within me, restless and angry, urging me to fight back, to run, to do something other than sit and wait for him to come back.
But how? The room was locked, and I was weak. My injuries, though healing, had drained me, and I wasn’t sure I could survive another escape attempt, not without a plan.
The sound of footsteps outside the door made my heart leap into my throat. I pressed my back against the wall, my breath shallow as the door creaked open. But it wasn’t Kade who entered.
It was a young man, his dark eyes scanning the room before they landed on me. He was lean, with sharp features and a quiet intensity that made me uneasy.
“Alpha sent me,” he said, his voice clipped. He carried a tray of food, the smell of roasted meat making my stomach churn with both hunger and unease. “Eat.”
I didn’t move, my eyes narrowing as I studied him. “Who are you?”
He placed the tray on the small table by the bed and straightened. “Darius. Brother of Beta Henry.” He was trembling as he spoke. He probably saw what I did to Henry.
“I don’t want his food,” I said, my voice low and soft. I didn't want to threaten him.
Darius sighed, his expression unreadable. “You need to eat if you want to survive. Whatever fight you’re planning, you won’t win it starving.”
“I don’t want to survive if it means staying here,” I snapped. “Tell your Alpha that.”
His jaw tightened, but he didn’t argue. Instead, he turned and headed for the door. “Suit yourself. But you should know, Alpha Kade doesn’t make idle threats. If he said he’d kill for you, he will. You might want to think about what that means.”
With that, he left, locking the door behind him.
I stared at the meat, my stomach twisting with hunger and revulsion.
But I walked back to the bed , ignoring it.
I knew it, it was someone's meat. Kade surely did it.
I clutched the blanket tighter around me, my breathing uneven as the room seemed to close in. My wolf snarled within me, her fury matching my own. She wanted to tear through the walls, to rip Kade apart piece by piece. But we were caged, weakened, and the taste of helplessness was bitter on my tongue.
The silence stretched, oppressive and cold. My gaze drifted back to the tray, the rich scent of roasted meat still wafting through the air. My stomach ached, a cruel reminder of my physical weakness. But I couldn’t touch it. I wouldn’t.
Instead, I forced myself to sleep.
It's all I was now left with .
Sleep came reluctantly, creeping in through the haze of hunger and anger. My dreams were fractured, a mess of memories and half-formed thoughts that twisted into nightmares. Kade's piercing eyes haunted me, his voice a dark whisper in the back of my mind, reminding me of the chains I couldn’t see but felt in every fiber of my being.
When I woke, the room was darker than before, the moonlight replaced by the faint glow of dawn creeping through the cracks in the curtains. The tray of food sat untouched where Darius had left it, the smell now stale. My wolf stirred groggily, her anger dimmed but not extinguished.
"We can’t stay like this", she growled in my mind. "You’re stronger than this. We’re stronger than this".
I closed my eyes, leaning my head back against the wall. She was right. I couldn’t waste away in this room, letting Kade strip away every piece of me until there was nothing left. But what choice did I have? The locks were impenetrable, the guards outside loyal to him. Even if I managed to escape, he’d find me. He will just like he did yesterday.
Still, I couldn’t shake the fire burning in my chest, the stubborn refusal to let him win. I needed a plan, a real plan.
Just as l was lost in my reverie , l heard the door creak open but I didn't make a move. I wasn’t ready to face whoever he or she was.
"Shit, the smell", I heard a scream and I i'mmediately knew who it was.
That same bitch. Harriet!.
"She still fucking rots", Another one said. This time she decided to come with her friends just to humiliate me.
I didn't mind about them until I felt her hands grip my hair.
"Kade has pitied on you and brought you in this room but still you have refused to shower. You a girl for heaven's sake", She gripped the locks of my hair and forced me to look at her.
"Go tell that to your bitch mother", I said calmly but as soon as I did, I i'mmediately felt a harsh slap land hotly on my cheek.
Did she just slap me?
"How dare you talk to me like that?", She snarled and I lost it. She started it just like last time. Alpha kade was on her side then he punished but I was again now ready to teach this bitch a lesson.
The sting of her slap was nothing compared to the boiling rage that surged through me. My wolf roared inside, her fury a blazing fire that demanded I strike back. Harriet's smug expression only fueled my resolve. She thought I was weak, broken. But she didn't know the depth of my strength-or my rage.
I didn't hesitate. In one swift motion, I grabbed her wrist, wrenching it away from me with enough force to make her cry out. Her friends stepped back, startled, their confidence faltering as they saw the fire in my eyes.
"How dare I?" I hissed, my voice low and venomous. "You don't get to lay a hand on me and walk away unscathed."
Before Harriet could react, I twisted her arm behind her back, shoving her toward the wall. She let out a strangled yelp, her bravado crumbling as she realized she had underestimated me.
"Let her go!" one of her friends shouted, but I turned my glare on her, and she froze, fear flashing across her face. They didn't learn a lesson last time.
Harriet squirmed in my grip, but I tightened my hold, leaning in close so only she could hear me. "You think you can humiliate me? Hurt me? You're nothing but a coward hiding behind Kade's shadow. Pathetic."
Her struggles became more frantic, but I didn't relent. I wanted her to feel the helplessness she had tried to force on me. To know that I wasn't someone she could toy with.
"Apologize," I demanded, my voice cold as ice.
Harriet snarled, her pride still clinging to life. "Never," she spat.
"Wrong answer," I said, slamming her hand against the wall hard enough to make her cry out again. "Try again."
Her friends were frozen, too scared to intervene, and the silence in the room was deafening. Harriet's defiance wavered, her breathing ragged.
"Your beloved Alpha brought me some meat, help me eat it please", She shook her head when her eyes fall on the rotten meat but I didn't even have mercy.
With all the last strength and fury I had in my body, I walked her towards the tray and started to push her head towards the meat that was rotting.
I was tired of everything, I lost everything precious in my life and I didn't want anyone to humiliate me.
One of her friends tried to nail my cheeks with her long claws but It didn't take long before my anger took the best of me, my nails elongated and went for her neck.
"Don't ever humiliate me", I hissed to Harriet before gripping her hair and pulled it from the rotten meat.
"Yes... yes... I wont......",
Blood was all over her face and her friend screamed more loudly when she saw her.
"Since you all came to my room unvited... ",
"Noooo.....", The bitch's friend cried when I brought the piece of rotten meat to her mouth. Forcefully I pushed it in her mouth.
"You going to pay for it", They cried.
"Ohh! am scared", I replied sarcastically before I burst out and laughed. "Let me go and report myself to your beloved Alpha", I added. They all didn’t say anything. They were probably scared of me, thinking that I was a maniac.
"You need to shower, you all fucking stink", I winked at them then matched out of the room.
As soon as I was out, the real me hit me so badly. What did I just do?!But they real deserved it.I looked around then noticed that the guards weren't around. I was happy for it. This time I didn't want to escape but I wanted the stupid ruthless bastard. Their Alpha.I walked slowly due to hunger until my eyes landed on one of the workers."Where is Kade?", I asked and when her eyes fall on me, fear showed in her eyes. I was scaring with blood of the rotten meat all over my body.She hesitated for a second but when she saw me open my mouth, she gave in i'mmediately. "He's in the meeting room."My brows furrowed. Meeting room?"Where is that and what meeting?""The meeting with the council. It's downstairs, near the cellar." The servant replied, staring at me with wide eyes. The second the compulsion wore off, she walked away without a single thought of what happened.I remained calm, used the energy I had in me and went downstairs, the underground level of the estate, one I had never
As I walked back to my room, my mind raced with confusion and anger. Kade's sudden shift in tone had left me reeling. He had spent so much time treating me like an inconvenience—his enemy even. But for a moment, just a fleeting moment, there was something softer in his voice. It wasn’t enough to convince me he wasn’t a monster, but it was enough to keep me awake tonight, questioning everything.I shook my head, scoffing under my breath. "What the hell is wrong with me? Since when does 'clean yourself up' count as sweet?"Yet, I couldn’t deny the flicker of something I’d seen in his eyes. It wasn’t just anger or frustration. There was hesitation, maybe even a hint of… concern? That thought made me stop in my tracks. Concern wasn’t something I associated with Kade. He was a brute, a dictator, someone who seemed to view me as an inconvenience at best and a burden at worst.But then, why hadn’t he punished me for eavesdropping? Why hadn’t he locked me up, as he so often did before? Why ha
The room felt colder after Kade left, his presence lingering like a shadow I couldn’t shake. His words swirled in my head, heavy with implications I couldn’t unravel. You’re asking questions you don’t want the answers to. The truth. That’s what I wanted, but was it what I needed? What could possibly be so dangerous about knowing the truth?I leaned back against the bedpost, staring at the ceiling, my thoughts refusing to settle. Kade is well known as brute, a man who ruled through fear and dominance, yet through out this day, something about him felt... different. Like he wasn’t entirely the monster I’d painted him to be.That thought made me angrier than it should have.I stood abruptly, needing to move, to do something. My room, though bigger than the one I’d been thrown into when I first arrived, still felt like a prison. The clean walls, the soft bed, the untouched clothes—it was all a farce. A pretty cage was still a cage.And there was nothing to do in the room.Tomorrow, he sai
The rest of the day blurred into a haze of exhaustion. Training with the pack wasn’t just physical; it was mental, a constant test of endurance and focus. The wolves pushed me relentlessly, their disdain obvious in their sneers and muttered comments. I didn’t care. Every blow I blocked, every hit I landed, was another small victory, another step closer to proving I didn’t belong at the bottom of their hierarchy.By the time the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in streaks of red and gold, my body felt like it had been put through a meat grinder. I limped back to my room, muscles screaming in protest with every step. The clean, sterile space greeted me with an emptiness that felt heavier than before.I made my way to the bathroom.I started the shower, and peacefully washed my body. Everything was well and I took my time while showering but everything changed i'mmediately when I opened the bathroom door to get out.My eyes instantly fall on the bastard who was seated on th
The morning came too soon. A soft beam of sunlight filtered through the curtains, casting a golden glow across the room. My body felt heavy, as though the exhaustion of the previous day had embedded itself deep into my bones. I blinked groggily, disoriented by the unfamiliar warmth cocooning me.And then it hit me.Kade.My heart lurched, and I instinctively jerked back, only to find that the source of warmth was no longer lying beside me. The bed was empty, the sheets on his side rumpled but cold. I let out a shaky breath, a mixture of relief and confusion washing over me.Had he left? Why hadn’t I woken up when he did? The thought that I’d slept so soundly in his presence both unnerved and irritated me.I pushed myself upright, clutching the blanket to my chest as I scanned the room. The bathroom door was closed, but I didn’t hear the sound of running water. My gaze darted to the small desk near the window, where a folded piece of paper caught my eye.Curiosity tugged at me, and I s
The training dragged on, but I refused to let exhaustion slow me down. Kade's gaze seemed to follow me with every movement, sharp and calculating, as though he were cataloging my every flaw. He didn’t pair with me again after the initial spar, but his presence loomed over me, pushing me harder than I thought possible.By the time the session ended, my muscles felt like they were made of lead. The pack dispersed slowly, some offering me lingering looks, others ignoring me entirely. I stayed behind, leaning against a wooden post to catch my breath.“You held your own today.”The voice startled me. I turned to see Torren standing a few feet away, arms crossed, his smirk less mocking this time.“Barely,” I muttered, wiping the sweat from my brow.“Barely’s better than nothing,” he said with a shrug. “Most don’t land a hit on Kade their first time sparring. You’ve got potential.”His words, while backhanded, felt oddly like praise. I narrowed my eyes at him. “Why does it sound like there’s
The next few days passed in a strange quietness, a calmness that I hadn’t expected after everything that had happened. During the day, I trained alongside the pack, pushing myself further than before. Kade’s presence, though still looming in the background, wasn’t as oppressive as it had been. There was a quiet understanding now—a shift in the way he looked at me. He wasn’t constantly hovering, scrutinizing my every move, but I knew that he was watching from the sidelines, waiting to see if I would keep my word.Training felt different. It wasn’t just about proving myself to the pack anymore. It was about proving it to myself. I focused more than ever, growing stronger each day, each sparring match, and feeling my body begin to adapt to the intensity of the training. There were no more whispers of doubt in my mind, no more insecurities about my place here. I was earning my place, step by step.At night, things remained just as peaceful. Kade didn’t come to my room again, and for that,
It was so cold.The kind of chill that seeps into your bones and refuses to let go. My pulse thundered in my ears as my bare feet slid across the slick, treacherous ground of the Red Moon Pack’s territory. The air thickened with tension, suffocating and heavy, as I pushed myself to run faster. Behind me, they were closing in-feral shapes, hunting me in their wild forms.They wanted my blood.The Alpha must’ve sent great warriors this time to capture me. He demanded my blood just like every other rogue in his pack wanted. My heart pounded against my furry body. Shallow breaths made their way out of my punctured lungs. My limbs were sore along with the rest of my body. I was unaware of how much longer I could run.My muscles screamed for rest, but the relentless pounding of paws behind me refused to let up. They were chasing me as if I was the only rogue wanted in the Red Moon Pack. They have been hunting me for over three years now, ever since I ran away from my pack Black Stone then r
The next few days passed in a strange quietness, a calmness that I hadn’t expected after everything that had happened. During the day, I trained alongside the pack, pushing myself further than before. Kade’s presence, though still looming in the background, wasn’t as oppressive as it had been. There was a quiet understanding now—a shift in the way he looked at me. He wasn’t constantly hovering, scrutinizing my every move, but I knew that he was watching from the sidelines, waiting to see if I would keep my word.Training felt different. It wasn’t just about proving myself to the pack anymore. It was about proving it to myself. I focused more than ever, growing stronger each day, each sparring match, and feeling my body begin to adapt to the intensity of the training. There were no more whispers of doubt in my mind, no more insecurities about my place here. I was earning my place, step by step.At night, things remained just as peaceful. Kade didn’t come to my room again, and for that,
The training dragged on, but I refused to let exhaustion slow me down. Kade's gaze seemed to follow me with every movement, sharp and calculating, as though he were cataloging my every flaw. He didn’t pair with me again after the initial spar, but his presence loomed over me, pushing me harder than I thought possible.By the time the session ended, my muscles felt like they were made of lead. The pack dispersed slowly, some offering me lingering looks, others ignoring me entirely. I stayed behind, leaning against a wooden post to catch my breath.“You held your own today.”The voice startled me. I turned to see Torren standing a few feet away, arms crossed, his smirk less mocking this time.“Barely,” I muttered, wiping the sweat from my brow.“Barely’s better than nothing,” he said with a shrug. “Most don’t land a hit on Kade their first time sparring. You’ve got potential.”His words, while backhanded, felt oddly like praise. I narrowed my eyes at him. “Why does it sound like there’s
The morning came too soon. A soft beam of sunlight filtered through the curtains, casting a golden glow across the room. My body felt heavy, as though the exhaustion of the previous day had embedded itself deep into my bones. I blinked groggily, disoriented by the unfamiliar warmth cocooning me.And then it hit me.Kade.My heart lurched, and I instinctively jerked back, only to find that the source of warmth was no longer lying beside me. The bed was empty, the sheets on his side rumpled but cold. I let out a shaky breath, a mixture of relief and confusion washing over me.Had he left? Why hadn’t I woken up when he did? The thought that I’d slept so soundly in his presence both unnerved and irritated me.I pushed myself upright, clutching the blanket to my chest as I scanned the room. The bathroom door was closed, but I didn’t hear the sound of running water. My gaze darted to the small desk near the window, where a folded piece of paper caught my eye.Curiosity tugged at me, and I s
The rest of the day blurred into a haze of exhaustion. Training with the pack wasn’t just physical; it was mental, a constant test of endurance and focus. The wolves pushed me relentlessly, their disdain obvious in their sneers and muttered comments. I didn’t care. Every blow I blocked, every hit I landed, was another small victory, another step closer to proving I didn’t belong at the bottom of their hierarchy.By the time the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in streaks of red and gold, my body felt like it had been put through a meat grinder. I limped back to my room, muscles screaming in protest with every step. The clean, sterile space greeted me with an emptiness that felt heavier than before.I made my way to the bathroom.I started the shower, and peacefully washed my body. Everything was well and I took my time while showering but everything changed i'mmediately when I opened the bathroom door to get out.My eyes instantly fall on the bastard who was seated on th
The room felt colder after Kade left, his presence lingering like a shadow I couldn’t shake. His words swirled in my head, heavy with implications I couldn’t unravel. You’re asking questions you don’t want the answers to. The truth. That’s what I wanted, but was it what I needed? What could possibly be so dangerous about knowing the truth?I leaned back against the bedpost, staring at the ceiling, my thoughts refusing to settle. Kade is well known as brute, a man who ruled through fear and dominance, yet through out this day, something about him felt... different. Like he wasn’t entirely the monster I’d painted him to be.That thought made me angrier than it should have.I stood abruptly, needing to move, to do something. My room, though bigger than the one I’d been thrown into when I first arrived, still felt like a prison. The clean walls, the soft bed, the untouched clothes—it was all a farce. A pretty cage was still a cage.And there was nothing to do in the room.Tomorrow, he sai
As I walked back to my room, my mind raced with confusion and anger. Kade's sudden shift in tone had left me reeling. He had spent so much time treating me like an inconvenience—his enemy even. But for a moment, just a fleeting moment, there was something softer in his voice. It wasn’t enough to convince me he wasn’t a monster, but it was enough to keep me awake tonight, questioning everything.I shook my head, scoffing under my breath. "What the hell is wrong with me? Since when does 'clean yourself up' count as sweet?"Yet, I couldn’t deny the flicker of something I’d seen in his eyes. It wasn’t just anger or frustration. There was hesitation, maybe even a hint of… concern? That thought made me stop in my tracks. Concern wasn’t something I associated with Kade. He was a brute, a dictator, someone who seemed to view me as an inconvenience at best and a burden at worst.But then, why hadn’t he punished me for eavesdropping? Why hadn’t he locked me up, as he so often did before? Why ha
As soon as I was out, the real me hit me so badly. What did I just do?!But they real deserved it.I looked around then noticed that the guards weren't around. I was happy for it. This time I didn't want to escape but I wanted the stupid ruthless bastard. Their Alpha.I walked slowly due to hunger until my eyes landed on one of the workers."Where is Kade?", I asked and when her eyes fall on me, fear showed in her eyes. I was scaring with blood of the rotten meat all over my body.She hesitated for a second but when she saw me open my mouth, she gave in i'mmediately. "He's in the meeting room."My brows furrowed. Meeting room?"Where is that and what meeting?""The meeting with the council. It's downstairs, near the cellar." The servant replied, staring at me with wide eyes. The second the compulsion wore off, she walked away without a single thought of what happened.I remained calm, used the energy I had in me and went downstairs, the underground level of the estate, one I had never
I sat frozen, my mind racing as his words echoed in my ears. Was he serious? Would he actually kill someone just to prove a point—or worse, to feed me? A part of me wanted to laugh at the absurdity of it all, but the cold reality was that Alpha Kade wasn’t one to make empty threats.I pulled the blanket tighter around me, my body trembling from more than just hunger. His dominance, his sheer cruelty, clung to me like a suffocating shadow. Yet, beneath it all, there was a fire—a part of me that refused to break no matter how hard he tried to bend me.I forced myself to stand, leaning against the wall for support as I moved to the window. The moon hung high in the sky, casting a silvery glow over the packhouse grounds. My wolf stirred within me, restless and angry, urging me to fight back, to run, to do something other than sit and wait for him to come back.But how? The room was locked, and I was weak. My injuries, though healing, had drained me, and I wasn’t sure I could survive anoth
With trembling fingers, I reached for the cabin door and knocked softly. My breath clouded in the icy air, and for a moment, there was no response. I thought of leaving, running back into the darkness to find another way, but the creak of the door interrupted my thoughts.A woman stood in the doorway, her piercing green eyes locking onto mine. She was older, her silver hair braided over one shoulder, and though her face was lined with age, there was a sharpness to her gaze that warned me she wasn’t to be underestimated.She sniffed the air and narrowed her eyes. “A rogue,” she said, her voice calm but laced with suspicion. “You’re injured.”I didn’t deny it. “Please,” I whispered, my voice cracking. “I need shelter, just for tonight.”Her gaze swept over me, taking in the blood, the bruises, and the desperation in my eyes. She let out a slow breath before stepping aside. “Come in, then. But don’t think I won’t throw you out if you bring trouble.”I stepped inside, the warmth of the ca