Melanie.
So this was how they were able to track me so easily, despite the mud and the rain and the streams. I spotted one of my shirts in her hand and runes splattered in blood across it. A tracking spell. Everything had been against me tonight, the rain, my lack of a wolf, and now a tracking spell. I glared at the witch, promising to make her pay for standing in the way of my freedom.
“Forgive her, Alpha Jackson, A slight misunderstanding between the girl and our alpha. We would never dare to intrude-”
“And yet here you are, witch. You have brought an army into my territory, some may say this is an act of war.”
Melanie raised her head, a paragon of proprietary and politeness, “I assure you alpha, we are only here to reclaim the girl. It was an oversight that we-”
“Oversight?’ He cut her off again, eyes blazing with a dark fury, “My territory, was an oversight?”
Melanie bowed her head again, out of fear or respect I wasn’t sure. The forest was still and silent, tension lurking in the air.
“Has a crime been committed against the pack by this girl?”
The moment of hesitation it took for either Marcus or Melanie to concoct some convoluted story was enough time for the alpha to turn to me, eyes empty of any kindness.
“I see, so she is simply a disloyal wolf who ran from her pack. A rogue.” He spat the word like a curse, and for the first time in the night, it felt like maybe I would be safer still running, “why chase her then? What is so important about an ungrateful rogue?”
Melaine smiled sweetly, “A promise I’m afraid, an exchange between her father and our alpha. Dear Elise is to be our future Luna.”
Alpha Jackson twisted his head slightly, looking at me from the corner of his eye, trying to figure out what all the fuss was about I imagined.
“Luna for a pack she is running from.” A statement, not a question.
“I will not,” I hissed, baring my teeth at the pack.
Marcus barked a laugh, “as if you have a say in the matter.”
“She may not,” Alpha Jackson growled, “but I do.”
“Pardon me, Alpha?” Melanie asked, failing to hide the surprise in her words. It was rare the witch was caught surprised or unprepared.
The alpha stood taller, chin raised as he towered above us, “she is a rogue. She has crossed into my territory. She is mine, to deal with as I see fit.”
Melaine’s blue eyes bore into mine, an actress’s sorrow on her face, “Elise, we forgive you for running, we understand that becoming Luna is a scary, imposing role, but we are here to help. Come back to the pack, dear, come home and we can start anew. If you are still a part of the New Moon pack, withholding you could be considered an act of war. Especially as our future Luna.” Her voice grew firmer at the last part, the threat crystal clear and directed to the wolf who held me tight enough in his clutches that my arm would have an added bruise by the morning.
No one moved or seemed to breathe as both packs waited for my decision. If I declared for New Moon, it was likely Alpha Jackson would hand me over easily and without pain, but returning there… Returning there was not an option.
Lifting my head, I straightened my back and looked at Melanie, only rage and hate lighting up my eyes and fueling my courage as I announced, “I am a rogue. I denounce the New Moon pack as my home, my protection and my fam… family.” I stumbled on the last word, that mention of family. The mother, father and brother I would never see again.
Once again, Alpha Jackson’s eyes bore into mine, like he was searching for something. Maybe he was watching my resolve, maybe he was testing my courage, but I didn’t betray the determination inside of me as I bared my teeth with a snarl, “I will not go back.” I’d rather die, fighting against two packs than go back to that hell hole.
“You heard her.”
The words broke me and I almost sagged to the floor in relief. I had built up these pessimistic fantasies of pain and hopelessness that I hadn’t even let myself consider that there was the possibility for something better. For someone to defend me.
“Alpha Jackson-”
The alpha let out a snarl, and Marcus moved towards Melaine, stepping in front of her as warriors from New Moon closed in.
“She is a rogue, she is on my territory. She. Is. Mine. If you and your mutts don’t get off my territory, I will consider this an act of war.”
When the New Moon wolves made no attempt to leave, Alpha Jackson let out a roaring “leave”, shaking the forest around him. Trees shook as birds fled from their homes, squirrels hurried un the bark and rabbits burrowed to safety. His wolves moved closer, more and more of them emerging from their hiding spots, outnumbering the few warriors and trackers.
Marcus growled and shifted, his wolf a chestnut brown, scarred from his years of service to Alpha Fredrick. I could feel the fury of his glare as he lowered himself, permitting Melanie to mount.
Melanie gave me a wicked smile, one filled with promise, “he will not let you go so easily, pup.” She spoke before she moved atop Marcus, and the wolves from New Moon fled, howling in their rage.
A sliver of guilt ran through me as I thought of what their failure to Alpha Fredrick might mean. To return home, empty-handed, especially as their target in question had only humanity to rely on… I couldn’t imagine the consequences to be pretty. I wasn’t sorry enough to go after them. They had made their choice just as I had made mine.
After a moment's peace to ensure they were gone, I mumbled, “Thank you, alpha,” as I made a move to leave. But he hadn’t released his grip yet, and seeing the murderous glare directed towards me, I had the sinking feeling he had no intention to.
“Do not delude yourself into thinking me so naive.”
His grip tightened and my legs gave way. My knees squelched into the mood and with the alpha still holding my wrist, I had no choice but to look up at him, glowering down on me like a vengeful god.
“You will be kept on my territory until I say otherwise. You have broken many laws tonight rogue.”
“Why not let me go? You’ll never hear from me or them ever again!” I snapped, my anger had built, and my fear subsided. I’d had enough. I was not going to be imprisoned by another cruel alpha when I had barely escaped the clutches of the first. I was not going to be made to feel like a criminal for wanting that freedom.
He smirked darkly, leaning closer to my face, “Because I am the alpha. And you’re in my territory, sweetheart.”
Before I could argue or strike at him, a pain shot against my nape, ricocheting throughout my body as I grew limp, the damp floor meeting my cheek. I closed my eyes, and everything went numb.
It was dark and I was running again. Running through the forest with its sharp branches and stones and unforgiving cold. Someone was calling my name, over and over, singing it like a song. The further away I got, the louder it became and the singing turned into screaming into screeching. With my lungs heaving and sweat trickling from my forehead, I turned to try to see just what was following me. But that was a mistake. I lost my footing on something, maybe a stone or an exposed root, but I started tumbling. I waited for the blow of the ground, preparing myself for the pain and to get up again, but nothing came. It was like I was thrown into an endless void of darkness. Was I standing up? Was I upside down? Was I awake? Was I dead? The screeching got louder.“Elise!”The voice was familiar, so familiar that it hurt my heart to listen to it, my mother's voice calling for me.“Elise come home!” “Moth-”My call to her was cut off and my father suddenly appeared before me. His body was
I took a long look at the second man who had appeared as the alpha’s backup, recognising him as the golden wolf from the night before; his golden hair and brown eyes betrayed him so obviously. The Beta. His second in command would ensure I was no threat towards his alpha. Maybe I should’ve felt flattered he felt the need for assistance.“Thank you, Christian,” Alpha Jackson said, his smirk still prevalent on his face.Turning to me, his expression finally shifted to one that was cold and calculating, “now to business. Who are you?”After a moment of silence, looking between the alpha and his beta, I finally answered, “Elise.”“Elise what?”“Clares.”“And you were a part of the New Moon pack, is that correct?”I looked at Christian with that look that asked is he slow? Before answering properly, “duh.”The alpha looked at me with disdain and I fought back the smile that tugged at my lip, ‘Why bother asking? You’re just going to kill me anyway,” I retorted to that glare, not particularl
“Yes, wolfsbane…” It was all the answer I was willing to give him. “They knew you would run.” A dark chuckle escaped me as I remembered my mother’s body from my hiding place, as I pictured my brother’s life leaving his body in front of me, “after what they did? Yes, they knew.” “So that would be why her wounds took longer than usual to heal,” Christian commented, aiding my story with that added detail. Alpha Jackson looked at him and nodded. I shifted uncomfortably, my hand moving to the wounds on my side, only bruises at this point, like I hadn’t run for my life half blind and half frozen. “I think so. Can’t say I’m in the habit of drugging myself with it.” Without a wolf, my body was practically human with a few small perks: I was faster than the average human, my senses were heightened and I had a bit of added strength, but healing? My healing was human, and I had to be careful, like a human. “What do you think, Christian?” Alpha Jackson asked, not taking his eyes off of me
Beta Christian didn’t think it was necessary to have me bound as we walked out of the dungeon and into the sunlit pack grounds, the only restraint being my anklet. At the very least he didn’t think I was going to leap away and rip everyone to shreds. I wouldn’t have been able to do that even if I wanted to. I also have more self-preservation than to take on an entire pack by myself. There were many reasons I wouldn’t have done it… I just didn’t want innocent blood on my hands. Christian had taken me on a tour of the pack grounds: the school for young pups, the shopping areas and a monument to the previous Alpha and Luna; Alpha Jackson’s parents. Finally, we arrived at the mess hall. It was a big building shaped like a Greek temple with pillars and triangles but solidified with wooden walls to keep out the rain. It looked like it could hold the whole pack at once which made it slightly intimidating. The New Moon pack never ate together because it was a dog-eat-dog pack, no one but fa
We stepped into the building and I found it almost ridiculous how many people were working together to provide for the others. Endless sounds were coming from the kitchen with more people setting tables and laughing with each other, cleaning plates and serving food. A wolf clad in a tracker’s gear had dropped off some meat and gave a young girl and elderly woman pecks on the forehead before waving and leaving the hall. “That’s Harry, his mother and daughter are eating,” Christian explained to them as I watched with a pang in my stomach. The family was happy. They were safe. Christian sat me at a corner, gesturing for one of the servers to come over with food. The young man didn’t question the order or even look frustrated as he smiled and placed the food on the table before hurrying away for his next task. The food smelled heavenly and I had to resist the urge to grab my fork and stab the slab of meat on my plate. I looked towards Christian, “Are you not going to eat?” Shaking his
Finally, after a few more minutes of walking in silence, Christian brought me to the almost outskirts of the pack where a few small, dingy buildings were clustered together. They didn’t look well cared for, but they were stable and from what I had hoped, secure. We walked a little bit closer and stepped up to the door. I placed my hand on the door knob and tried to pull it open but it wouldn’t budge. Maybe it was a push door? No, that didn’t work either. Christian smiled with that stupid smirk on his face and fished around his pocket when something jingled. In his now outstretched palm was a bronze key with a small grey wolf keyring attached to it, "We wouldn’t just leave these houses unlocked for the taking you know?"He nudged his hand, urging me to take it, and tentatively, I did. The metal felt warm in my hand and I let my stomach stir for a minute as I realised what I was holding; some kind of security and stability. "Would you do the honours?"I turned to look towards the door
"You've gotta admit, I am pretty funny though,' I teased, not having forgotten the way Christian had burst out laughing when I almost landed a punch on his alpha. Christian did a dramatic look around before leaning in to stage whisper, "Just don't tell him I agree, I quite like being Beta."We shared a small chuckle before he started speaking again, "As I promised, you will be protected here. This house is your space and it will remain that way."The beta and I could’ve had this back and forth all day of whys, ifs and buts, but a girl came hurling around the corner, bags in hands looking like she was going to trip over herself and be crushed under the avalanche of shopping bags around her. She was young and pretty, looking like she was just over my age with fiery hair like embers and emerald eyes, like a storybook character made real."I’m so sorry I’m late!" She exclaimed as she finally reached us, setting the bags down as softly as she could, still creating quite a rumble as she di
After what felt like hours, I’d unpacked everything that Annabelle had brought and sat down on the sofa. It was nice to have something to distract me and take my mind off of the last couple of days. Annabelle hadn’t just brought food for me, but also toiletries, decorations and bits and bobs to make this house seem a bit more homely. There was something called a ‘gonk’ that sort of creeped me out, I was worried I'd turn around and he'd end up in a different position, so I put him on guard duty at the front door. One, so I didn't have to look at him, but two, maybe if someone opened the door they would get freaked out and it would deter them from doing anything else. I stored the new towels in a cupboard by the bathroom and sorted through some new clothes. Annabelle had gotten all sorts of colours and sizes and styles just to make sure I would have something to my liking and something that would fit. I laid out a shirt and trousers ready for after my shower before I stepped into the s
I had gotten so used to these dreams now that I wasn’t even surprised as I found myself floating in the sky above a familiar forest. I was pulled towards one direction and it felt like it would take forever before I ended up where I needed to be, even as the moon stayed stagnant and bright. Finally, I saw where I had floated towards. It was the New Moon pack. I tried to turn around and fly away, wanting nothing more than to never see this pack again, but there was a pull my body couldn’t ignore no matter how hard I tried.My body lowered itself to the pack house and I was forced to take a step closer towards the door that led me to my father’s fate.This time, I didn’t go down those steps, but rather I went up and some part of me was aware that this was the way to the Alpha’s Room. Frederick had the entire floor to himself and made it so he could access anything he needed. He had his bedroom, meeting room, an en suite and much more on that floor.It was cloaked in a black shadow and
We didn’t say much else after the crying session. We managed to compose ourselves and had a few minutes in silence. It wasn’t an uncomfortable silence but more one that we didn’t need to talk to understand one another.Jackson was the first person to stand up and dust himself off.“I’ll give you some more time with your family,” he said before placing a reassuring hand on my shoulder, “Think about the offer I made you.”I only nodded, offering a small smile, “Thank you.” I didn’t need to add the ‘for everything’ for him to know what I meant. He smiled back at me and turned to go before he remembered something. He knelt again and with a small click, the silver band around my ankle was freed. He pocketed the item and offered another small smile before he headed away, giving me that valuable time with my family.I rubbed at my ankle, the cold air feeling strange against it. It was like the anklet had become another part of me and some weird part of me felt sad that it was now gone. Anoth
I barely said a word when I got back from the Pack House. My mother had only asked one question:“Is your father okay?”I couldn’t stop myself from bursting into tears at the question, wishing I could give her any other answer. But I couldn’t. And soon she pulled me into her arms tearfully, sobbing into my hair before we both sunk to our knees, weak from the stress and sorrow. My brother got angry instead, swearing that he was going to rip Fredrick’s head from his body.It took my mother standing in front of the door, tears streaming down her face to stop my brother from leaving the house. He tried to get past her but she held him tightly, begging him.“If you challenge the alpha you’ll end up just like your father,” She cried, clinging onto him for dear life. “He needs to pay! I’m going to tear him limb from limb,” He screamed.“Please,” My mother whimpered and I’d never heard her voice be so small in my entire life, “Please son. I won’t be able to take losing both of you.”That was
It was worse than any of us had imagined. I smelt it before I saw him as I was encouraged to walk down the thin corridor that led to the basement of the Pack House. I could taste the ash from the candles and smell the burning of skin the second I walked down the first step. Frederick wanted that, to prolong my thoughts and fears of what he’d been doing to my father. I was almost sick from the anxiety, and still we walked. It felt like we would never reach the bottom.The claustrophobic corridor began to open up and the first thing I saw was Fredrick smiling at me with that sadistic smirk on his face that made me flinch. He held out a hand like a groom accepting his bride and I trembled as I took it. He led me to a silver-lined door with bars and inside was my father, bound in silver, lying on the floor, screaming in agony through his gag.I rushed to try to open the door, but Fredrick held me back, firstly by my shoulder, then by encircling his arms around me like a lover’s embrace. I
I don’t know why it affected me so much, him saying those words with a deep sense of promise. He was offering me something I hadn’t had in a long time, a home. Even with Annabelle I had felt so alone because it felt so temporary but now... now I could stay.I thought about it for what felt like forever before I opened my mouth.“I don’t know what it is I want anymore,” I whispered, looking at my family’s grave. They had tried so hard to protect me from one pack only for me to be trapped in another. How would they feel if I gave myself to this pack so easily, as if to forget them? Why was I allowed to move on when they were still stuck there?But didn’t I deserve that? I desreved a chance to start a new life, have a new home and maybe even find someone to love. You weren’t a blessing! I heard my father’s voice from that dream so long ago You were a curse! It made me shudder, immediately making me feel guilty.No… No I didn’t deserve something new, not when it was my fault that they we
This path through the forest was familiar to me. I came here at least once a week to visit the graves of my family and to offer a prayer to the Moon Goddess that their spirits were safe with her. It didn’t surprise me that the alpha knew the way here too considering he’d seen me make them.As we rounded towards the three small mounds that had begun to grow grass on them, I noticed the small daisies placed on top of one another. The small bundles looked new and I was sure they were because I hadn’t seen them before.“What are you trying to do here?” I asked suspiciously, turning towards him. “Nothing bad, I promise. If there’s one thing I respect, it’s mourning,” He replied with sincerity as he moved towards my family’s grave and kneeled just in front of it. I hesitated before I took a deep breath and sat beside him, looking at the dainty flowers on the ground.“Did you do that?” I mumbled, feeling the tiny stem of one of the daisies that was on my mother’s grave. It wasn't much, but
“How would we get it out?” I asked desperately. I had never dreamed that I would be able to meet my wolf in real life. I wondered what her name could be and what she would look like. What would our first conversation be like? Had she seen everything I’d seen but been unable to do anything about it? But never had I truly thought I would be able to meet her.Clarissa thought for a moment, looking at my shoulder once again, “I don’t know how deeply the Blessed Silver is embedded. I would have to make an incision into each scar to find out first. The procedure to extract it will be painful and we’ll need to get help from a healer just in case it.”I bit my lip nervously, “Do… do we need to tell them why?”“Does anyone outside of me and you know about this?” She asked me out of professional curiosity to see who could be trusted with this secret.“No,” I shook my head, “I haven’t told anyone… But I think Doctor Heath suspects.”“Why would he have reason to suspect this?”I remembered the g
That question. That damned question! This was exactly why I didn’t want anything to do with a witch because deep down I knew she would find out! I spun towards her with a fear I hadn’t known before clawing through my body and I shifted away from her, knowing that I was completely at her mercy. Who knows what she would do with that information? Would she tell Alpha Jackson? Would she try to blackmail me? Only my family knew about my lack of a wolf and I trusted them, but I didn’t trust Clarissa, not that much anyway.“Elise,” She said softly, not making any movements to try to get closer to me, “Elise, I’m not going to hurt you, I-”“You’ll just need to tell the Alpha, is that right?” I cut her off harshly, my hands curling around the bedsheets desperately and I tried to look for a way out.The only exit was a door that was shut. Could I get there before the witch stopped me?My mind was a blur of panic as multiple scenarios shot through my head and my chest grew tighter, so tight th
Clarissa let me cry alone for a little while as I bundled myself up on the bed feeling every negative emotion possible: sadness, anger, betrayal, pain. All of it built up into that long, painful crying session. I’d wrapped myself in a blanket so tightly I could barely breathe, or maybe that was just the ache in my chest. I thought we’d gotten past that stage of our hatred and distrust toward one another. I hadn't caused any more problems as far as I was aware and he'd been the one training me. He’d even seen me plant the graves for my family, and I knew it was him who had given me that blanket that night. And yet, he was still blinded by his hatred of rogues and suspicious of me."Miss Clares?" Clarissa knocked at the door before letting herself in, carrying a tray with toast and a cup of tea.Hastily, I wiped away the tears that had left streaks on my cheeks and sat up, the blanket still wrapped around my body as a comfort. I didn’t say anything to her as Clarissa set the tray on t