I took a long look at the second man who had appeared as the alpha’s backup, recognising him as the golden wolf from the night before; his golden hair and brown eyes betrayed him so obviously. The Beta. His second in command would ensure I was no threat towards his alpha. Maybe I should’ve felt flattered he felt the need for assistance.
“Thank you, Christian,” Alpha Jackson said, his smirk still prevalent on his face.
Turning to me, his expression finally shifted to one that was cold and calculating, “now to business. Who are you?”
After a moment of silence, looking between the alpha and his beta, I finally answered, “Elise.”
“Elise what?”
“Clares.”
“And you were a part of the New Moon pack, is that correct?”
I looked at Christian with that look that asked is he slow? Before answering properly, “duh.”
The alpha looked at me with disdain and I fought back the smile that tugged at my lip, ‘Why bother asking? You’re just going to kill me anyway,” I retorted to that glare, not particularly wanting to reveal all my deepest darkest secrets to my jailer.
“Kill you?” Alpha Jackson barked out a laugh that didn’t reach his eyes, “Now why would I do that when killing you would be a mercy?” He growled. He either hated the New Moon pack so much it extended to me, or I had done something personally towards him.
The growl in his voice made me want to bow my head, to offer up submission to the alpha, but I held strong, holding his glare despite my fear. He could go to hell.
“Why trust a word ‘the likes of me’ would say then?” I spat at his feet, not planning to make this easy for him.
Alpha Jackson snarled at the action, but the beta stepped forward, surveying me, “Why were they chasing you? What law did you break?”
I let out a sharp growl at the question, at the assumption that it was I who did something to them and not the other way around. What law did I break? I hadn't murdered members of my pack. I hadn’t doused them with silver and wolfsbane to weaken them. I hadn’t killed their pups in their beds!
“I broke no law.”
“But you did not lawfully break from your pack.” The alpha chimed in with that statement, “You’re a rogue.”
Rolling my eyes I lay back on my cot, feigning some sense of ignorance as I tried to douse the anger that was growing inside of me. I clenched my hands together, hoping that would calm the shaking rage that was going to burst from me. I began counting the cracks in the ceiling. He was talking about the ‘separation’ ceremony to legally and respectfully leave the pack. There were vows about betrayal and sacrifice, duty and home, most people found it touching and typically didn’t break from their pack willingly, but an alpha could not force someone leaving to stay… Not unless they killed them.
“They wouldn’t have let me leave if I had.” My parents’ deaths were evidence of that. Alpha Fredrick hadn’t appreciated my father’s refusal of his proposals. He certainly wouldn’t have accepted them trying to crawl out from under his control.
“Why?” Alpha Jackson chimed back in.
I kept my mouth shut. Like hell I was going to give this asshole any insight into my life, my weaknesses, my family. I stayed looking up at the ceiling, even as a growl erupted from his throat. Twelve, twelve cracks so far.
“Why didn’t you shift?”
Still nothing.
He was getting angry now, and I didn’t hate to admit that I found it slightly funny. The big bad alpha, frustrated because a little rogue wolf wouldn’t answer his questions.
“Do you want to rot in this cell forever!” He almost yelled, losing his composure and Beta Christian placed a hand on his shoulder. Alpha Fredrick would’ve ripped the arm off of anyone who thought to control him. Alpha Jackson, however, seemed to welcome it, taking a deep breath and changing tactics.
“It must’ve been scary, at night, running with no wolf? I’m just trying to figure out that if you were so desperate to get away, why didn’t you shift?”
He wasn’t going to stop looking for an answer and who knows how quickly this good cop act would change? It might go from this to torture. My body shuddered thinking of my father, a supposed traitor to the pack, tortured with silver weapons and wolfsbane infused in his cell.
“Two words, Elise, and this will end.” Alpha Fredrick had purred into my ear, stroking my hair like a lover, but it just made me shudder, ‘two words. I can’t exactly torture my in-laws can I?”
“Wolfsbane,” I mumbled quietly, hoping that the answer would be enough. It was the only thing I could think of.
Along with silver, the purple plant was the only way to shackle a wolf. The flower could be ground into a paste to be put in food, injected into the blood or burned as steam to fill the air. It wasn’t easy to get your hands on it, but powerful wolves with witches on their hands could gather it with no problem. It was particularly cruel, not only to force the wolf down but to poison the human too.
“Wolfsbane,” he repeated after me,
“Yes, wolfsbane…” It was all the answer I was willing to give him. “They knew you would run.” A dark chuckle escaped me as I remembered my mother’s body from my hiding place, as I pictured my brother’s life leaving his body in front of me, “after what they did? Yes, they knew.” “So that would be why her wounds took longer than usual to heal,” Christian commented, aiding my story with that added detail. Alpha Jackson looked at him and nodded. I shifted uncomfortably, my hand moving to the wounds on my side, only bruises at this point, like I hadn’t run for my life half blind and half frozen. “I think so. Can’t say I’m in the habit of drugging myself with it.” Without a wolf, my body was practically human with a few small perks: I was faster than the average human, my senses were heightened and I had a bit of added strength, but healing? My healing was human, and I had to be careful, like a human. “What do you think, Christian?” Alpha Jackson asked, not taking his eyes off of me
Beta Christian didn’t think it was necessary to have me bound as we walked out of the dungeon and into the sunlit pack grounds, the only restraint being my anklet. At the very least he didn’t think I was going to leap away and rip everyone to shreds. I wouldn’t have been able to do that even if I wanted to. I also have more self-preservation than to take on an entire pack by myself. There were many reasons I wouldn’t have done it… I just didn’t want innocent blood on my hands. Christian had taken me on a tour of the pack grounds: the school for young pups, the shopping areas and a monument to the previous Alpha and Luna; Alpha Jackson’s parents. Finally, we arrived at the mess hall. It was a big building shaped like a Greek temple with pillars and triangles but solidified with wooden walls to keep out the rain. It looked like it could hold the whole pack at once which made it slightly intimidating. The New Moon pack never ate together because it was a dog-eat-dog pack, no one but fa
We stepped into the building and I found it almost ridiculous how many people were working together to provide for the others. Endless sounds were coming from the kitchen with more people setting tables and laughing with each other, cleaning plates and serving food. A wolf clad in a tracker’s gear had dropped off some meat and gave a young girl and elderly woman pecks on the forehead before waving and leaving the hall. “That’s Harry, his mother and daughter are eating,” Christian explained to them as I watched with a pang in my stomach. The family was happy. They were safe. Christian sat me at a corner, gesturing for one of the servers to come over with food. The young man didn’t question the order or even look frustrated as he smiled and placed the food on the table before hurrying away for his next task. The food smelled heavenly and I had to resist the urge to grab my fork and stab the slab of meat on my plate. I looked towards Christian, “Are you not going to eat?” Shaking his
Finally, after a few more minutes of walking in silence, Christian brought me to the almost outskirts of the pack where a few small, dingy buildings were clustered together. They didn’t look well cared for, but they were stable and from what I had hoped, secure. We walked a little bit closer and stepped up to the door. I placed my hand on the door knob and tried to pull it open but it wouldn’t budge. Maybe it was a push door? No, that didn’t work either. Christian smiled with that stupid smirk on his face and fished around his pocket when something jingled. In his now outstretched palm was a bronze key with a small grey wolf keyring attached to it, "We wouldn’t just leave these houses unlocked for the taking you know?"He nudged his hand, urging me to take it, and tentatively, I did. The metal felt warm in my hand and I let my stomach stir for a minute as I realised what I was holding; some kind of security and stability. "Would you do the honours?"I turned to look towards the door
"You've gotta admit, I am pretty funny though,' I teased, not having forgotten the way Christian had burst out laughing when I almost landed a punch on his alpha. Christian did a dramatic look around before leaning in to stage whisper, "Just don't tell him I agree, I quite like being Beta."We shared a small chuckle before he started speaking again, "As I promised, you will be protected here. This house is your space and it will remain that way."The beta and I could’ve had this back and forth all day of whys, ifs and buts, but a girl came hurling around the corner, bags in hands looking like she was going to trip over herself and be crushed under the avalanche of shopping bags around her. She was young and pretty, looking like she was just over my age with fiery hair like embers and emerald eyes, like a storybook character made real."I’m so sorry I’m late!" She exclaimed as she finally reached us, setting the bags down as softly as she could, still creating quite a rumble as she di
After what felt like hours, I’d unpacked everything that Annabelle had brought and sat down on the sofa. It was nice to have something to distract me and take my mind off of the last couple of days. Annabelle hadn’t just brought food for me, but also toiletries, decorations and bits and bobs to make this house seem a bit more homely. There was something called a ‘gonk’ that sort of creeped me out, I was worried I'd turn around and he'd end up in a different position, so I put him on guard duty at the front door. One, so I didn't have to look at him, but two, maybe if someone opened the door they would get freaked out and it would deter them from doing anything else. I stored the new towels in a cupboard by the bathroom and sorted through some new clothes. Annabelle had gotten all sorts of colours and sizes and styles just to make sure I would have something to my liking and something that would fit. I laid out a shirt and trousers ready for after my shower before I stepped into the s
Most relationships in the New Moon pack were not arranged out of love, but out of power and alliance. It was almost essential to protect yourself by finding the strongest mate you could. Most would have killed to have the alpha at their door most days, practically begging for their hand in marriage. There were rumours about my supposed engagement to Fredrick, none of them pleasant, especially with my wolfless soul. Some girls my age thought I had seduced him into bed and it led to the boys propositioning me. They were joking for the most part since if there was an inkling that Alpha Fredrick truly wanted me, he wouldn't react to anyone trying to take what was his.My parents were a rare exception and were disowned by their relatives as a result. My mother was engaged to Marcus, and my father was expected to marry the alpha’s cousin, Laura, but the two wanted each other. They weren't fated to be together, but it was a choice and risk they both made. Fated mates were rare under typical
Ah. So that was it. Not only was she the daughter of a Beta, but she was going to be the future Luna of the Full Moon pack. I felt myself growl at the fact. Of course, a girl like her would become a leader of the pack; the worst ones always did. I sucked in a deep breath and stood, offering her a theatrical bow, "Oh my deepest apologies. Had I known better I would have started bowing at your feet the second you walked through the door. Whatever can I do to atone for my impertinence? May I shine your shoes?" I glanced towards Annabelle and stage whispered, "How was that?"If I was being one hundred percent honest, I was a little worried about how Annabelle and Christian would react to that display since I didn't want to make enemies of the only people who had shown me kindness so far and Poppy technically was their future luna. However, since Christian didn't mind me making fun of Alpha Jackson, I took the chance.I let out a smile as Annabelle chuckled softly which had Poppy spinning
We crept out of the infirmary and Jackson held onto my hand tightly, keeping me behind him. He mentioned briefly that his bracelet from Clarissa protected him from being seen so long as his movements didn’t draw anyone’s attention.I had faith in Jackson and in Clarissa so I stood behind him and let him lead us out of the infirmary. I was glad that Clarissa had done what she did, because not only did it mean she was looking out for Jackson but she wanted me back too.Even though he’d explained this to me, I was still shocked when we weren’t immediately attacked by the multiple wolves patrolling the area. It looked like no one had even seen us and I let out a quiet sigh of relief as I stuck close to Jackson.Even when someone walked close to us, they didn't seem to notice us. It gave me more confidence in Clarissa's abilities (not that I had any doubt to begin with).Jackson glanced around too, watching for even the slightest of movements like the warrior he was before he took his fir
Elise's POVI thought I was still in my dream when I opened my eyes. One moment I saw his body, bloody and broken on the floor, the next he was in front of me, touching me so tenderly and looking like he was about to cry. I relished in his touch. It was so warm and gentle and my whole body tingled. I wanted to move and hold him and cry all at the same time, but I couldn’t move, my back was still so sore.But I knew the second I opened my eyes that he was my mate. Jackson was my mate. And I had fallen in love with him all on my own even before that.“I’ve always been yours,” He said to me with a smile that made my heart jump, even as tears began to fall down his face.I pulled one of my hands away from his and stroked that stray tear away, “And I’m yours,” I said, proudly and clearly.Jackson’s smile grew wider and despite the situation we were in, no matter how horrifying or painful, he leaned closer towards me, and kissed me.He was careful not to move me too much, but I kissed him
Jackson's POV I followed Elise’s scent, my mate’s scent. I could hardly believe it; she was my mate. Maybe it was because her wolf had been suppressed before, but even still, the longing and connection I felt for her must’ve been our mating bond trying to slip through the Blessed Silver’s defences.And I had hurt her when we first met. I’d imprisoned her and tried to keep her isolated out of fear of what a rogue could do to my pack.If I knew she was my mate back then would it have made much of a difference? I tried not to think about that. Those mistakes were in the past and I was here for now, I would do anything in my power to protect her.Gradually I made my way through the pack to a dingy-looking building that had a small cross on it, one you’d see at hospitals or on ambulances. I wondered if this was their version of an infirmary. Quietly, I stepped inside, checking to see if anyone was in the room. If they were ‘d have to take them out nice and swiftly otherwise they’d aler
Elise's POVHe wasn’t dead, not yet, but he was close to it. Blood trickled from his forehead and down the corners of his mouth. His breathing was short and shallow and he lifted his head, eyes pained as he slowly realised I was there with him. Jackson made some guttural sound that I’d never heard another person make before as he slowly began to crawl towards me, no matter how broken he was.I could hear his breathing, hoarse like something was blocking it, maybe as if someone had crushed his windpipe. "Elsmmm." Was another sound he made and I was horrified to think that that was my name and he was calling it out so desperately. My heart hurt.I took a step towards him, my body trembling as I took a step forward but no matter how hard I tried to reach him, it was like I was walking in sludge trying to trap me. He was trying so hard to reach me and I wanted to reach him so badly, but I could barely move.Jackson raised his hand, and I wanted nothing more than to grab it and bring him
Elise’s POVI held onto Stella like she was going to disappear once again. I’d spent so long without her, my memory of her had been taken from me. So when this overwhelming feeling of comfort shot through my body it took me by surprise. She was my wolf. She was real. She was here.There was nothing wrong with me after all.I had waited so long, year after year as I watched other kids my age begin to shift for the first time, and whilst I knew I was in a dream, I knew that Stella was real, I knew that she'd finally been freed from the Blessed Silver.I nuzzled my face against her fur and she was just as eager to touch me too as she licked my face and nuzzled me right back. Two halves of the same soul finally reunited.“You’ve been alone for so long,” I whispered to her. Whilst I had my family, Stella was trapped in the pockets of my mind, only able to watch as I grew, was hurt and on my own too after my family died.“But I’m not anymore,” She mumbled in response.I wished she had the c
Jackson’s POVI shifted back to my human form as I got closer to the New Moon pack’s territory. I spied their routes and routines and when I thought it was safe enough, I slipped through, into the territory when I was sure the guards would be changing stations.True to Clarissa’s word, the guards didn’t seem to notice me either from sight or scent as I made my way past them. I was careful not to do anything that would bring attention to myself, even stepping on a twig or tripping over a rock felt too risky.I kept my head low and kept my senses sharp to avoid bumping into anyone and walked with my head bowed towards the centre of the pack territory.Every step I took I anticipated a fight because if even one person spotted me and knew who I was, I’d have the whole pack after me and nothing good would come from that. I needed to do this as quickly and quietly as I could. It helped that the pack members in this territory seemed content with keeping to themselves too, barely greeting or
At first, I thought I was dead, for real this time considering what had just happened. I was floating around in a sea of nothingness when my eyes cracked open and I thought “Well, this must be death”, so I closed my eyes again as if I were going to sleep.Some people say that their lives flash before their eyes right before death, but mine didn't. Mine flashed by like a whirlwind the second I entered whatever world this was. Memories of my family, of my escape, of Jackson and the rest of the friends and loved ones I had.I never had a chance in the world of the living, I'd barely lived.It didn’t feel so bad, being in this weightless world. Everything was peaceful. Nothing hurt, nothing scared me. Maybe death was a good thing, maybe it should’ve happened a long time ago. If I’d have died long ago maybe none of this would’ve ever happened. My family would be alive, Fredrick wouldn't have his hands on the Blessed Silver and the Full Moon pack wouldn't have been attacked just so Fredrick
By the time Melanie and Marcus returned, everything was numb, I could barely see ahead of me or feel my body. It was like I was looking through the eyes of someone else. Poppy had done a number on me, partly out of revenge, partly out of some sadistic streak she'd kept hidden and locked away in the Full Moon pack.“What have you done?” Marcus asked aghast as he looked at me, but I could barely hear him through the light ringing splitting through my skull.The fact that even Marcus was concerned made me smile slightly, at least that’s what I thought I was doing. The three of them were going to be absolutely fucked when Fredrick saw how far they let Poppy take her revenge. “She’s still alive, isn’t she?” Poppy shrugged as she used a cloth to clean her hands, the white material immediately turning bloody red.“Yes but-”“But what? As soon as that last piece of Blessed Silver is out of her body her wolf will heal her.”Marcus and Melanie stood silently, looking at the carnage Poppy had i
Elise’s POVTrue to their word, they didn’t offer me any pain relief during their so-called ‘operation’. There was nothing to numb the pain or distract me as Melanie sliced into my back, searching for the last damned piece of silver.Many times I tried to get out of those restraints that held me, face down against the bed, but the second I would make a movement for one of the scalpels or even to break my own wrist to try to free myself, Marcus was there with his sadistic glance, smiling with a fearsome, toothy smile before knocking my head against the bedframe making me go dizzy.They wouldn’t let me pass out either, any time I looked like my eyes would flutter shut and give me some relief from my pain, they would splash me with icy water and do whatever they could to keep me awake and conscious.“I’m not done yet,” Melanie taunted in her soft, motherly voice, like she was a mother consoling a child, “Keep still before I hurt you more.”She sliced near the bone in my shoulder and I bi