The world toppled over around me and a deafening crack echoed throughout my head, almost distracting me from the sharp pain ripping through my skull. It was hard to breathe, and at first, I thought it was because of the impact, maybe part of it was, but the huge crushing weight of the dark grey wolf didn’t help.
“Ow,” a whimper I didn’t mean to make left my throat.
The wolf didn’t seem to care, baring its fangs at my neck, so close that if I moved an inch it would slice my neck like scissors to paper. I tried not to flinch, but saliva dripped down its mouth, splattering on my face, and another whimper formed. I could’ve sworn the wolf smirked at my fear. Its paws crushed one of my arms with such strength I was sure it was going to break. Another paw was pressed firmly on my chest, I wasn’t going anywhere. Opening my mouth, I tried to speak, maybe it would’ve been a threat or a beg, but as I did so, the sour taste of iron coated my tongue from where my teeth had torn my gum and instead I spat. The blood landed on his coat, and those satisfaction-filled eyes became malicious as he lurched for my neck.
His razor-like teeth were mere centimetres from my neck, his hot breath making me writhe with disgust and fear.
Suddenly, he let out a menacing howl and within seconds, more followed. A pack howl. The rest of the warriors would soon emerge from the inky black of the night and I’d be overrun. My free hand searched the floor desperately for anything that would help me: a stone, a twig, a convenient knife hidden under the mud and leaves. My hand closed around a small, sharp stone that barely sat in my hand. I ran a finger down the edges of it, feeling for the razor side that I hoped would do the most damage.
The grey wolf howled again, his head preening to the sky. The second he looked down again with that wolfish grin that was beginning to piss me off, I slammed the rock into his eyes, a sickening squelch drowning the sound of the impact as blood spurted from whatever exit it could find. Surprised and injured, the wolf baulked from me and despite the pain in my head and the blood in my mouth and the ache of my body, I was running again.
The menacing snarl of the wolf followed behind me like his breath was against my neck. I just needed to take a few more steps, just a few more.
“Who are you?” A voice growled, causing me to flinch and almost trip. A man stood just a few feet ahead of me and I immediately knew; this man was an alpha. Even in the darkened light and remnants of rain, he radiated that importance and dominance required in all alphas. His dark hair was slicked back from the rain, the light beard of his chin dripping and his clothes sticking to his toned body.
“I-”
Arms encircled me, holding me with crushing strength, practically lifting me off of my feet. I tried to thrash my way out of the confinement, but the arms tightened around me. I whimpered from the pain, my thrashing ceasing.
“Got you, bitch,”
I think I stopped breathing hearing that voice, it wasn’t one I would forget. This was Marcus, the leader of the New Moon pack’s warriors. He was sadistic, violent and didn’t know when enough was enough. I’d seen his handy work plenty of times during pack training sessions and the weekly fights for power. Marcus won every time. I could feel that cruel smile burrowing into the back of my head.
“Do you know how long we’ve been tracking you for?” He asked viciously, taking a deep inhale of my hair. My lips curled in disgust; there was no way in hell this man was taking me back.
“Fuck you,” I bit back.
I swung my head backwards, right where his nose was pressed against my hair, hearing the harsh crack of his cartilage splattering against his skull. His grip on me loosened and I brought his hand up to my mouth, biting down hard enough to draw blood. Marcus cursed, swiping his hand back before he could think about it and I took the chance to leap out of his reach.
With a shout, he reached towards me again, blood trailing from my teeth marks as he did so, but before I knew it, a figure was in front of me. The alpha from earlier, his back towards me, radiating anger.
“Do you understand you have illegally crossed into my territory?” The alpha asked coldly. He didn’t need to growl or shout or snarl for the threat laced in his words to be loud and clear.
At his voice, more wolves appeared, both from the New Moon and from this new pack. The grey wolf from earlier was still bleeding from his eyes, a vengeful glower on his face as he spotted me. A blondish wolf stood beside the alpha, alert and aware of any threats towards his leader.
Marcus straightened, ignoring his bloodied nose as he smiled, the red coating making him look more menacing.
“Forgive us, Alpha Jackson,” Marcus began with an insincere level of respect and politeness, “one of our pups seems to have gotten lost. She forgets her place, you see?”
Alpha Jackson turned to look at me, his eyes running up and down my body so quickly before addressing Marcus again, “She does not seem much of a pup. How old are you, wolf?”
“I am nineteen, alpha,” I bowed my head in respect.
Marcus chuckled darkly, the blood staining his teeth but still he made no attempt to wipe or stop it, "well, she behaves as one. Our Alpha Fredrick has requested her return.”
Unconsciously, I took a step back and was only aware of it when Alpha Jackson’s arm shot out, without him having to turn around, grip like a vice to keep me in place. The wolves behind me growled in a warning: One wrong move against their alpha and they’d rip me to shreds.
“So she is part of your pack?”
“Yes.”
“No!”
Marcus and I shouted at the same time, glaring at one another with a hatred I could barely describe.
“Oh Elise,” the mothering voice from earlier murmured softly and sympathetically. I cursed myself for not having recognised it before and for not having thought of the possibility that she might have been tracking me too. With dark auburn hair, braided and flowing down her back, and blue eyes glazed with a cold and calculating light, the New Moon’s witch, Melanie, dismounted from a wolf and began her steps towards them.
Melanie.So this was how they were able to track me so easily, despite the mud and the rain and the streams. I spotted one of my shirts in her hand and runes splattered in blood across it. A tracking spell. Everything had been against me tonight, the rain, my lack of a wolf, and now a tracking spell. I glared at the witch, promising to make her pay for standing in the way of my freedom.“Forgive her, Alpha Jackson, A slight misunderstanding between the girl and our alpha. We would never dare to intrude-”“And yet here you are, witch. You have brought an army into my territory, some may say this is an act of war.”Melanie raised her head, a paragon of proprietary and politeness, “I assure you alpha, we are only here to reclaim the girl. It was an oversight that we-”“Oversight?’ He cut her off again, eyes blazing with a dark fury, “My territory, was an oversight?”Melanie bowed her head again, out of fear or respect I wasn’t sure. The forest was still and silent, tension lurking in the
It was dark and I was running again. Running through the forest with its sharp branches and stones and unforgiving cold. Someone was calling my name, over and over, singing it like a song. The further away I got, the louder it became and the singing turned into screaming into screeching. With my lungs heaving and sweat trickling from my forehead, I turned to try to see just what was following me. But that was a mistake. I lost my footing on something, maybe a stone or an exposed root, but I started tumbling. I waited for the blow of the ground, preparing myself for the pain and to get up again, but nothing came. It was like I was thrown into an endless void of darkness. Was I standing up? Was I upside down? Was I awake? Was I dead? The screeching got louder.“Elise!”The voice was familiar, so familiar that it hurt my heart to listen to it, my mother's voice calling for me.“Elise come home!” “Moth-”My call to her was cut off and my father suddenly appeared before me. His body was
I took a long look at the second man who had appeared as the alpha’s backup, recognising him as the golden wolf from the night before; his golden hair and brown eyes betrayed him so obviously. The Beta. His second in command would ensure I was no threat towards his alpha. Maybe I should’ve felt flattered he felt the need for assistance.“Thank you, Christian,” Alpha Jackson said, his smirk still prevalent on his face.Turning to me, his expression finally shifted to one that was cold and calculating, “now to business. Who are you?”After a moment of silence, looking between the alpha and his beta, I finally answered, “Elise.”“Elise what?”“Clares.”“And you were a part of the New Moon pack, is that correct?”I looked at Christian with that look that asked is he slow? Before answering properly, “duh.”The alpha looked at me with disdain and I fought back the smile that tugged at my lip, ‘Why bother asking? You’re just going to kill me anyway,” I retorted to that glare, not particularl
“Yes, wolfsbane…” It was all the answer I was willing to give him. “They knew you would run.” A dark chuckle escaped me as I remembered my mother’s body from my hiding place, as I pictured my brother’s life leaving his body in front of me, “after what they did? Yes, they knew.” “So that would be why her wounds took longer than usual to heal,” Christian commented, aiding my story with that added detail. Alpha Jackson looked at him and nodded. I shifted uncomfortably, my hand moving to the wounds on my side, only bruises at this point, like I hadn’t run for my life half blind and half frozen. “I think so. Can’t say I’m in the habit of drugging myself with it.” Without a wolf, my body was practically human with a few small perks: I was faster than the average human, my senses were heightened and I had a bit of added strength, but healing? My healing was human, and I had to be careful, like a human. “What do you think, Christian?” Alpha Jackson asked, not taking his eyes off of me
Beta Christian didn’t think it was necessary to have me bound as we walked out of the dungeon and into the sunlit pack grounds, the only restraint being my anklet. At the very least he didn’t think I was going to leap away and rip everyone to shreds. I wouldn’t have been able to do that even if I wanted to. I also have more self-preservation than to take on an entire pack by myself. There were many reasons I wouldn’t have done it… I just didn’t want innocent blood on my hands. Christian had taken me on a tour of the pack grounds: the school for young pups, the shopping areas and a monument to the previous Alpha and Luna; Alpha Jackson’s parents. Finally, we arrived at the mess hall. It was a big building shaped like a Greek temple with pillars and triangles but solidified with wooden walls to keep out the rain. It looked like it could hold the whole pack at once which made it slightly intimidating. The New Moon pack never ate together because it was a dog-eat-dog pack, no one but fa
We stepped into the building and I found it almost ridiculous how many people were working together to provide for the others. Endless sounds were coming from the kitchen with more people setting tables and laughing with each other, cleaning plates and serving food. A wolf clad in a tracker’s gear had dropped off some meat and gave a young girl and elderly woman pecks on the forehead before waving and leaving the hall. “That’s Harry, his mother and daughter are eating,” Christian explained to them as I watched with a pang in my stomach. The family was happy. They were safe. Christian sat me at a corner, gesturing for one of the servers to come over with food. The young man didn’t question the order or even look frustrated as he smiled and placed the food on the table before hurrying away for his next task. The food smelled heavenly and I had to resist the urge to grab my fork and stab the slab of meat on my plate. I looked towards Christian, “Are you not going to eat?” Shaking his
Finally, after a few more minutes of walking in silence, Christian brought me to the almost outskirts of the pack where a few small, dingy buildings were clustered together. They didn’t look well cared for, but they were stable and from what I had hoped, secure. We walked a little bit closer and stepped up to the door. I placed my hand on the door knob and tried to pull it open but it wouldn’t budge. Maybe it was a push door? No, that didn’t work either. Christian smiled with that stupid smirk on his face and fished around his pocket when something jingled. In his now outstretched palm was a bronze key with a small grey wolf keyring attached to it, "We wouldn’t just leave these houses unlocked for the taking you know?"He nudged his hand, urging me to take it, and tentatively, I did. The metal felt warm in my hand and I let my stomach stir for a minute as I realised what I was holding; some kind of security and stability. "Would you do the honours?"I turned to look towards the door
"You've gotta admit, I am pretty funny though,' I teased, not having forgotten the way Christian had burst out laughing when I almost landed a punch on his alpha. Christian did a dramatic look around before leaning in to stage whisper, "Just don't tell him I agree, I quite like being Beta."We shared a small chuckle before he started speaking again, "As I promised, you will be protected here. This house is your space and it will remain that way."The beta and I could’ve had this back and forth all day of whys, ifs and buts, but a girl came hurling around the corner, bags in hands looking like she was going to trip over herself and be crushed under the avalanche of shopping bags around her. She was young and pretty, looking like she was just over my age with fiery hair like embers and emerald eyes, like a storybook character made real."I’m so sorry I’m late!" She exclaimed as she finally reached us, setting the bags down as softly as she could, still creating quite a rumble as she di
I had gotten so used to these dreams now that I wasn’t even surprised as I found myself floating in the sky above a familiar forest. I was pulled towards one direction and it felt like it would take forever before I ended up where I needed to be, even as the moon stayed stagnant and bright. Finally, I saw where I had floated towards. It was the New Moon pack. I tried to turn around and fly away, wanting nothing more than to never see this pack again, but there was a pull my body couldn’t ignore no matter how hard I tried.My body lowered itself to the pack house and I was forced to take a step closer towards the door that led me to my father’s fate.This time, I didn’t go down those steps, but rather I went up and some part of me was aware that this was the way to the Alpha’s Room. Frederick had the entire floor to himself and made it so he could access anything he needed. He had his bedroom, meeting room, an en suite and much more on that floor.It was cloaked in a black shadow and
We didn’t say much else after the crying session. We managed to compose ourselves and had a few minutes in silence. It wasn’t an uncomfortable silence but more one that we didn’t need to talk to understand one another.Jackson was the first person to stand up and dust himself off.“I’ll give you some more time with your family,” he said before placing a reassuring hand on my shoulder, “Think about the offer I made you.”I only nodded, offering a small smile, “Thank you.” I didn’t need to add the ‘for everything’ for him to know what I meant. He smiled back at me and turned to go before he remembered something. He knelt again and with a small click, the silver band around my ankle was freed. He pocketed the item and offered another small smile before he headed away, giving me that valuable time with my family.I rubbed at my ankle, the cold air feeling strange against it. It was like the anklet had become another part of me and some weird part of me felt sad that it was now gone. Anoth
I barely said a word when I got back from the Pack House. My mother had only asked one question:“Is your father okay?”I couldn’t stop myself from bursting into tears at the question, wishing I could give her any other answer. But I couldn’t. And soon she pulled me into her arms tearfully, sobbing into my hair before we both sunk to our knees, weak from the stress and sorrow. My brother got angry instead, swearing that he was going to rip Fredrick’s head from his body.It took my mother standing in front of the door, tears streaming down her face to stop my brother from leaving the house. He tried to get past her but she held him tightly, begging him.“If you challenge the alpha you’ll end up just like your father,” She cried, clinging onto him for dear life. “He needs to pay! I’m going to tear him limb from limb,” He screamed.“Please,” My mother whimpered and I’d never heard her voice be so small in my entire life, “Please son. I won’t be able to take losing both of you.”That was
It was worse than any of us had imagined. I smelt it before I saw him as I was encouraged to walk down the thin corridor that led to the basement of the Pack House. I could taste the ash from the candles and smell the burning of skin the second I walked down the first step. Frederick wanted that, to prolong my thoughts and fears of what he’d been doing to my father. I was almost sick from the anxiety, and still we walked. It felt like we would never reach the bottom.The claustrophobic corridor began to open up and the first thing I saw was Fredrick smiling at me with that sadistic smirk on his face that made me flinch. He held out a hand like a groom accepting his bride and I trembled as I took it. He led me to a silver-lined door with bars and inside was my father, bound in silver, lying on the floor, screaming in agony through his gag.I rushed to try to open the door, but Fredrick held me back, firstly by my shoulder, then by encircling his arms around me like a lover’s embrace. I
I don’t know why it affected me so much, him saying those words with a deep sense of promise. He was offering me something I hadn’t had in a long time, a home. Even with Annabelle I had felt so alone because it felt so temporary but now... now I could stay.I thought about it for what felt like forever before I opened my mouth.“I don’t know what it is I want anymore,” I whispered, looking at my family’s grave. They had tried so hard to protect me from one pack only for me to be trapped in another. How would they feel if I gave myself to this pack so easily, as if to forget them? Why was I allowed to move on when they were still stuck there?But didn’t I deserve that? I desreved a chance to start a new life, have a new home and maybe even find someone to love. You weren’t a blessing! I heard my father’s voice from that dream so long ago You were a curse! It made me shudder, immediately making me feel guilty.No… No I didn’t deserve something new, not when it was my fault that they we
This path through the forest was familiar to me. I came here at least once a week to visit the graves of my family and to offer a prayer to the Moon Goddess that their spirits were safe with her. It didn’t surprise me that the alpha knew the way here too considering he’d seen me make them.As we rounded towards the three small mounds that had begun to grow grass on them, I noticed the small daisies placed on top of one another. The small bundles looked new and I was sure they were because I hadn’t seen them before.“What are you trying to do here?” I asked suspiciously, turning towards him. “Nothing bad, I promise. If there’s one thing I respect, it’s mourning,” He replied with sincerity as he moved towards my family’s grave and kneeled just in front of it. I hesitated before I took a deep breath and sat beside him, looking at the dainty flowers on the ground.“Did you do that?” I mumbled, feeling the tiny stem of one of the daisies that was on my mother’s grave. It wasn't much, but
“How would we get it out?” I asked desperately. I had never dreamed that I would be able to meet my wolf in real life. I wondered what her name could be and what she would look like. What would our first conversation be like? Had she seen everything I’d seen but been unable to do anything about it? But never had I truly thought I would be able to meet her.Clarissa thought for a moment, looking at my shoulder once again, “I don’t know how deeply the Blessed Silver is embedded. I would have to make an incision into each scar to find out first. The procedure to extract it will be painful and we’ll need to get help from a healer just in case it.”I bit my lip nervously, “Do… do we need to tell them why?”“Does anyone outside of me and you know about this?” She asked me out of professional curiosity to see who could be trusted with this secret.“No,” I shook my head, “I haven’t told anyone… But I think Doctor Heath suspects.”“Why would he have reason to suspect this?”I remembered the g
That question. That damned question! This was exactly why I didn’t want anything to do with a witch because deep down I knew she would find out! I spun towards her with a fear I hadn’t known before clawing through my body and I shifted away from her, knowing that I was completely at her mercy. Who knows what she would do with that information? Would she tell Alpha Jackson? Would she try to blackmail me? Only my family knew about my lack of a wolf and I trusted them, but I didn’t trust Clarissa, not that much anyway.“Elise,” She said softly, not making any movements to try to get closer to me, “Elise, I’m not going to hurt you, I-”“You’ll just need to tell the Alpha, is that right?” I cut her off harshly, my hands curling around the bedsheets desperately and I tried to look for a way out.The only exit was a door that was shut. Could I get there before the witch stopped me?My mind was a blur of panic as multiple scenarios shot through my head and my chest grew tighter, so tight th
Clarissa let me cry alone for a little while as I bundled myself up on the bed feeling every negative emotion possible: sadness, anger, betrayal, pain. All of it built up into that long, painful crying session. I’d wrapped myself in a blanket so tightly I could barely breathe, or maybe that was just the ache in my chest. I thought we’d gotten past that stage of our hatred and distrust toward one another. I hadn't caused any more problems as far as I was aware and he'd been the one training me. He’d even seen me plant the graves for my family, and I knew it was him who had given me that blanket that night. And yet, he was still blinded by his hatred of rogues and suspicious of me."Miss Clares?" Clarissa knocked at the door before letting herself in, carrying a tray with toast and a cup of tea.Hastily, I wiped away the tears that had left streaks on my cheeks and sat up, the blanket still wrapped around my body as a comfort. I didn’t say anything to her as Clarissa set the tray on t