Aurora’s POV
Five years laterSammy grinned toothily at me. My little son was the picture of innocence as he said, “What about Simon?”I sighed. “No.”
We both looked through the glass wall of my office, out into the waiting area. Simon wiggled his fingers at me and stood up.
I shook my head at him. With a huff, he sat back down.
“He’s been out there for a long time,” said Sammy, his gaze drifting over to one of my would-be suitors. “He must really want to be my new daddy.”
Laughing, I lifted Sammy onto my lap. “Yeah,” I teased along with him, “that must be it.”
Five years ago, I’d run away from my life. I’d changed everything about myself to stay hidden after faking my own death. I wasn’t Aurora Everhart anymore; now I was Aria Black.
It wasn’t just my outward persona that I’d changed. Along with switching out Aurora for Aria, I’d lost the naïve, trusting parts of myself. I’d had to do whatever I could to survive, cutting ties with family and friends alike just to get away from Ethan.
I’d grown guarded and resilient over the years, and I’d learnt how to stand on my own two feet, too. Every bit of pain I’d suffered through had been worth it, though, because having my son was the best thing that had ever happened to me.
Samuel was incredible. He was smart – super smart – and so sweet that just looking at him gave me toothache. His looks matched his adorable personality, too: dark curls of hair that moved with a life of their own and cheeks that were always rosy and huge, curious eyes. I loved him with my whole heart.
We’d built a life for ourselves, just the two of us. I’d trained as a doctor, wanting to be able to help people after I’d been forced to suffer at Ethan’s hands. If other vulnerable people were in that position, I wanted to be there for them.
I was good at my job. Better than good. In fact, I was now the best doctor in the British werewolf community. Being so well renowned did make me worry that someone would recognise me, but I looked different now. Hell, I even held myself differently.
It really was like Aurora had died.
But I’d been born from her ashes, and I wasn’t reliant on Ethan to make me happy anymore. I’d made my own way in the world with my sweet little Sammy.
I didn’t want a man – but that didn’t stop them from wanting me. Simon wasn’t my only suitor. It didn’t matter who they were, how much they said they loved my son, how much they could offer me. None of them were Ethan.
Even after everything he’d done, he was my mate. There would never be a man like him.
I had Sammy and I had my job. That was all I wanted.
That was all I needed.
Sammy hopped up onto my desk, carefully avoiding my stack of paperwork, and propped his chin up with his little fists. “Mum?”
Something in his tone made my heart drop. “What is it, sweetheart?”
“Why don’t we ever talk about Dad?”
Knowing no man would ever make me feel the way Ethan once had didn’t mean I hated the bastard any less. I didn’t like talking about him. I didn’t want Sammy thinking that he was missing out on anything, either.
And…
I was terrified that if anything happened to expose us, Ethan would take him away. Not only had he been desperate for an heir, he’d won the custody battle too.
Taking Sammy’s chubby little hands in mine, I said softly, “We don’t talk about him because your dad is a bad person. He might take you away, sweetheart.” I swallowed hard, shoving down the wave of pain that always accompanied thoughts of Ethan.
Being rejected didn’t hurt any less five years on. In her own way, the Moon Goddess was just as cruel as the man that had broken my heart.
Sammy frowned. “He is?”
I opened my mouth to reply, but he waved his little fist in the air and declared, “I only want my mum!”
I bit back a smile. “I only want you, darling. We’re a team, right? The two of us against the world?”
He nodded furiously, dark curls of hair bouncing across his forehead. I swept them back and kissed his cheek.
“If you ever want to talk to me about this, you can,” I murmured, pulling him in for a hug. “You can tell me anything.”
“I know,” he mumbled. “Thanks, Mum.”
Someone knocked on the glass window. We both turned to look. We both sighed.
“Simon again,” Sammy huffed, sounding so much like a weathered old man and so little like the five-year-old he was that I snorted.
“I’d better let him in.”
* * *
It didn’t take long for me to send Simon away with idle platitudes and a vague promise to let him take for me dinner, “At some point in the near or far future.”
Sammy’s tutor was off today, so I’d set him up a little workspace in the adjoining room to my office. Once he was settled, I started seeing patients. I lost myself in my work, making sure to check on Sammy and offer him help with the homework his tutor had left him between appointments, and the day flew by without any hiccups.
Until my fourth patient. Only… he wasn’t even a patient.
He sat awkwardly in the chair opposite my desk, rocking back and forth, scratching at his knees.
“What can I help you with?” I asked, my gaze softening as he met my eyes.
“It’s not me that needs help,” he rasped, tears filling his eyes. He looked even younger than I was. “Please, Doctor Aria. You’re the only one that can help him.”
I frowned. “Help who?”
“My dad.”
“Of course I’ll help him.” I cast a look around my office. Bookshelf, plant, window, rug. No unwell father in sight. “Where is he?”
“He’s not well enough to travel.” He bit his thumb nail. “He’s in Midnight City. But I had to come,” he said, his voice pleading, desperate. I’d heard that tone before, in my own voice, five years ago. “You’re the best werewolf doctor there is. He needs your help. Please.”
My heart beat faster. Midnight City was my old home. I hadn’t been back since…
“I don’t usually travel,” I croaked. My blood rushed in my ears.
I didn’t want to go back there, ever. What if Ethan saw me? What if he recognised me? What if he realised that Sammy was his son? What if he took Sammy away from me?
“I know you don’t, but I’m begging you. My dad will die without your help.”
I sucked in a sharp breath. I had no idea how I’d react, being in that awful place again. It had been my home once, and memories would lurk around every corner. I didn’t want to revisit the past. Not now.
But…
I was a doctor. I’d taken this job to help people.
It was my job to help everyone I could.
“I’ll go,” I said. “Tell me everything I need to know.”
* * *
I hugged Sammy to my side as we got off the plane. He clung to me as we walked through the airport. It was crowded, busier than any place I’d been in years, and I held onto him just as tightly.
“You stay close, okay, sweetheart?” I murmured, guiding him towards the exit.
“I will, Mummy,” he murmured back, squeezing my hand.
“You remember the plan?”
He nodded. “I remember it.”
I smiled at him. “Well done, angel. Let’s go find–”
Shock silenced me. I sucked in a sharp breath.
Ethan and Selene were walking towards passport control. They were headed straight for me. I stared at them, my heart thundering in my chest.
Sammy tugged on my hand. “Mummy?”
I swallowed hard. “Keep your head down and keep walking,” I whispered.
The pair of them were as dazzling as ever. Selene was practically glowing. And…
And she was holding an adorable little girl in her arms. The girl beamed up at Selene, snuggling in closer and yawning widely.
They were picture-perfect. They looked happy.
“Alpha Ethan!” someone cried.
“Is it really him?”
“Yes, and Selene Snowfield!”
A crowd gathered around them. They all seemed to admire the couple before them, smiling smugly out at their followers and showing off the girl. My heart twisted. That had to be their daughter.
It made me sick to see just how quickly and thoroughly Ethan had replaced me. I doubted anyone in that crowd knew the truth about him, or his ex-wife who’d been forced to fake her own death just to escape him. I shivered.
I hurried Sammy towards the exit. I didn’t want them to see me – or him. My priority was to keep my son safe, and well away from his father.
Zoe was waiting for us in the car park. My chest swelled with emotion at the sight of her. She was utterly unchanged, save for a nose ring glinting under the streetlights and a new, fashionable leather jacket.
She greeted me warmly, but without familiarity. “Doctor Aria.”
I shook her hand. “It’s great to finally meet you, Zoe.”
To avoid exposing my identity, I was pretending to be her personal doctor. Zoe was taking us to stay at her pack.
It was almost impossible to stop myself from grinning at her and pulling her into a hug, but I had to control myself.
Once we were safely in the car, though, we both fell apart. I strapped Sammy into the back seat, slipped into the front, and then hugged her tightly. “Zoe,” I breathed, tears stinging my eyes.
“Rory,” she whispered. She was hugging me so tightly that her long nails dug into my back. “I can’t believe you’re back! You look so different.”
“I know.”
I’d had to change my appearance entirely. I’d been to get that cursed beauty mark removed as soon as I’d left Midnight City. Combined with a hair cut and colour, and the confidence and maturity that made me stand a lot taller than I’d used to, I was sure nobody would recognise me. Even without makeup, I looked drastically different to the young woman who’d run away from this place.
It was my son’s appearance that worried me more than anything. His eyes and nose were the exact same as his dad’s. If not for his father’s cold and distant personality, Sammy could be a miniature version of him. Luckily for me, though, the two were alike in looks alone. Sammy was a ray of sunshine; he lit up every room he entered.
Worried or not, I knew my plan to fake my own death had been flawless. Zoe had told me that Ethan hadn’t even bothered going to see the dummy body I’d left behind, so surely he wouldn’t suspect a thing.
“And who’s this?” Zoe cooed, leaning into the back seat to greet my son.
“My name is Samuel Black,” he said, holding out a hand for her to shake. “But most people call me Sammy.”
“Oh. My. God!” Zoe cried. “You are just too cute.”
He blushed and ducked his dead. “Thank you. Mummy’s told me a lot about you.”
She laughed. “Only bad things, I hope.”
“Oh, no! All good things.”
Zoe nudged me with her elbow. “He’s adorable,” she whispered. “You should be so proud of yourself, Rory.”
I smiled at her. “I am.”
* * *
We chatted non-stop the whole drive – but my good mood soured the moment we arrived.“Shit.” Zoe went pale.
“What is it?”
“That’s Ethan’s car. He’s here.”
Ethan’s POVThe drive from the airport to the Eternal Bonds Pack was a breath of fresh air, figuratively and literally. I rolled down the windows and let the crisp, autumnal air buffet me as I put my foot down. The tension in my shoulders had drifted away the second I’d waved goodbye to Selene and Serena, dropping away fully as I’d watched their plane take off. Goodbye, stress. Goodbye pretending and preening and primping. Hello… I didn’t know what I was about to walk into, actually.As much as I needed to be alone – so much so that I’d told my usual driver to take some time off while I was visiting Eternal Bonds, despite his stern frown at the thought of me driving myself around while I was there – it brought with it other complications. Not having my wife bleating at me meant that feelings I normally kept squashed rose, unbidden, to the surface.I loved Selene. At least, I thought I did.She was the only woman who’d ever shown me kindness. True kindness, anyway – not like the fake
Aurora’s POVMy heart pounded as I hurried inside. When I’d seen Ethan’s car, I’d been worried I’d bump into him – but I hadn’t thought I would so soon, and so literally. I sat down heavily on the edge of the bed and let my head fall into my hands. I sucked in shuddering deep breaths, trying to calm myself down enough to think clearly.Because all I could do right now was panic.He’d recognised me. It was the only explanation for his behaviour. He’d looked into my eyes, my green eyes, eyes I should’ve bought contacts for. The rest of me looked different, but this was my mate, my ex-husband. We’d spent hours gazing into each other’s eyes. He knew mine better than anyone.Even in the shadows of the porch, his eyes looked exactly the same. All of him did, from his carefully dishevelled head of dark hair to his brown eyes, such a dark brown they almost looked black. He was maybe more muscular; his biceps had strained against his shirt.Why had I even noticed that? This man was evil incar
Aurora’s POVHis knock was a death knoll. It made my knees shake. Panic consumed me.Should I hide? Should I run? I could go away again, change my name, dye my hair, get contacts this time–But he’d already seen me. He knew I was in here and, the longer I delayed, the more suspicious I’d become. Gritting my teeth, I edged my way over to the front door.His brow was tight with concern as he eyed me, and then the broken glass scattered across the floor. “Are you all right?” “Fine.” My voice came out all high-pitched and weird sounding. I coughed. “I’m fine. I’m sorry if I disturbed you.”“No, you didn’t.” He looked at me expectantly, but hell was more likely to freeze over than I was to invite him in. His shoulders sagged. “I just wanted to make sure you were okay.”“Well, I am.”He lingered. “The glass didn’t cut you, did it?”I shook my head.“What happened?” He toed his boot towards my foot, angling his body towards the open door behind me.I crossed my arms. “I tripped. Anyway, it’
Ethan’s POVFor the second time in less than eight hours, I found myself staring longingly at Doctor Aria as she walked away.I needed to pull myself together.I leant back against the front door, its maple-leaf wreath jabbing me in the back, and watched as she hurried towards the car park with her son. She slowed, glanced around, and, when she thought nobody could see, she dropped the coffee I’d bought her in the bin.But why? She had no reason to hate me, and yet it seemed like she did. Maybe she was in a relationship with someone, and saw my friendliness as unwanted advances. My chest pinched at the idea of her with another man, which was even crazier than the fact I’d got up before the dawn to get her a coffee.What was wrong with me?Sterling coughed out a laugh. ‘Where do I even start?’I groaned. ‘Not now. I need to think.’‘What, about how that beautiful woman wants nothing to do with you?’Pinching the bridge of my nose, I said, ‘Why wouldn’t she drink the coffee?’‘Why did y
Aurora’s POV“Mummy, what’s going on?” Sammy asked as I bundled him into his car seat.As promised, Zoe had arranged for an Omega to park a rental out here for me. She’d given me the key last night before she’d left. I’d barely glanced at it, and it was a shock to me to see that my borrowed car was a sleek, matte grey G Wagon. It was practical for Sammy and I, sturdy enough to traverse the country roads surrounding the Eternal Bonds Pack yet not too big for driving around Midnight City, but it was more expensive than every car I’d ever had combined.There was no doubt that it was for me, though. Someone had stuck a note under the windscreen wiper, with my fake name written in fancy script across it; inside was a quick introduction to the car, telling me where the fuel cap was, the start button, and a reminder to keep any gas receipts as the pack would reimburse me for my petrol costs. “I just think it would be better if you came to work with me today,” I said, worrying my bottom lip
Aurora’s POVI raced back to the Eternal Bonds Pack, my heart pounding, blood rushing in my ears. I could barely breathe; my thoughts whirred. Selene’s face was imprinted on my mind’s eye.Sammy tried to talk to me, but I couldn’t hear him over the static muffling my ears. I’d been so stupid to come back here, let alone with my son.“We’re going home,” I told Sammy, my eyes fixed on the road, still unsure what he’d said to me. “We’re going to get our things, and then we’re going to leave.”“But we only just got here.”“I know, sweetheart.”“Who was that lady?”My lip curled. “Selene Snowfield.”“I think I’ve heard her name before. Who is she?”“She’s not a very nice person. She…”In the rear-view mirror, I saw Sammy’s face scrunch up. “She was mean to you, wasn’t she?”“She was.” I nodded. “I didn’t want to talk to her. I’m sorry for rushing you out of there.” I met his eyes in the mirror, then flicked my gaze back to the road. “If you don’t like her, I don’t like her either,” he dec
Aurora’s POV“Maybe,” Zoe said, looking at me with so much worry in her familiar eyes that I couldn’t believe she’d ever deceive me, “you’re exhausted, worried, and seeing things that aren’t really there. You’re terrified of bumping into Selene. That fear, combined with your late night, travelling here, seeing Ethan…” She trailed off, but she didn’t need to keep listing my worries. “I get it. You think I’m hallucinating.”“Not exactly. I think you did probably see a blonde woman, maybe even one with green eyes, but not Selene. I mean, she’s not in Midnight City.” She shrugged, and then she looked at me, really looked at me, and her arms went limp at her sides. “Are you okay, Rory?” she whispered.My skin prickled. I wanted to just come out and ask her for the truth. It felt wrong, keeping secrets from her – even if I was sure she was keeping more than a vague, creeping suspicion from me.She took a half-step towards me, the movement more timid than any I’d ever seen from her before,
Aurora’s POVEthan raised an eyebrow at me. I swallowed noisily, terrified to hold his gaze, terrified to break it.But he wasn’t shouting, or calling guards over, or outing me publicly. He almost looked amused by my snooping. I pulled myself up to my full height, steeling myself for whatever he was about to say or do next. So far, his behaviour had been the opposite of everything I’d expected.He leant in close, his lips brushing the shell of my ear. I shivered. “Should I ask what you’re up to, Doctor?”What did he mean, saying my title like that? Was my true identity some in-joke to him? Was he here to tease me? To push me and push me until I caved? Until I flew off the handle and outed myself?Well, screw that.I pasted on a look of confusion – which wasn’t hard, given the situation – and said, “I got lost. Then I found signs to Zoe’s office,” I nodded to the stairwell, “and thought I’d see if she could take me back to the guest quarters.”‘You’re getting better at lying,’ Violet s
Ethan’s POVI couldn’t stop staring at Sammy. I’d been pummelled by revelations today - Aurora was alive, and here, and she was willing to forgive me - and, perhaps even more incredible than that…I had a son. We had a son.The woman I had pined for was here, her warm body pressed to mine, our son slumped against us, asleep, and I couldn’t believe it. My life had been turned upside down. That didn’t mean I wasn’t angry. Damn it, I was furious. She’d kept my boy from me. ‘You can’t blame her for that,’ sighed Sterling. ‘I know. Don’t make me remember,’ I replied, but it was too late. My mind was spinning down the one path I wanted to always avoid.I’d been swayed by idiocy and left my mate out in the cold. The fact she’d lost our other baby because of me…I wasn’t the same man I’d been then. I couldn’t believe I’d treated her like that.But I had.I’d pushed her to make those crazy choices. She’d gone to extremes to keep herself, and our child, safe from me. It made my throat fill
Aurora’s POVThe words lingered in the air between us. I could’ve reached out and plucked them with my fingertips. They were a palpable thing - a curse I wished I could recall.Then Ethan let out a single, sharp breath.My chest squeezed as I watched the emotions racing across his handsome, chiselled face. His jaw tensed, then relaxed, then tensed again.I waited on tenterhooks for him to speak.“I knew it,” he said eventually, the words rough around the edges. “Not for sure, but… I felt a connection to him. And, damn it, Aurora, he looks just like me.” His brow creased; he refused to meet my eyes. “I wondered why I wanted to be close to him. Separate from wanting to be close to you, I mean. I-“ He cut himself off and dragged a shaking hand through his dark hair. I had so much to say, but I held my tongue. He needed to process this. He finally looked at me. “You kept my son from me.” It wasn’t an accusation. It was simply a fact. A cruel, horrible, awful fact.“I had no choice. I wo
Aurora’s POV Ethan spent the night. Not in the way I’d anticipated or even hoped - and yet it was infinitely better. I longed to share a bed with him, skin on skin, a melding of bodies and minds as we kissed and talked and made love… But instead he was here, taking care of us. I had a front row seat to watch my son’s relationship with his father bloom. Before everything had happened, I’d dreamt about bringing up a child with Ethan. Then I’d feared him ever finding out the truth. Now, telling him the truth felt like the most natural thing in the world. How he hadn’t seen it for himself I didn’t know. They looked so alike, sat together on the sofa, heads bowed as they spoke. Ethan ruffled Sammy’s hair; my heart squeezed painfully. ‘It’s only a matter of time until he works it out,’ Violet said. ‘He knows who you are now, and he knows how old Sammy is. It wouldn’t take a genius to put two and two together.’ I bit my lip. ‘I hadn’t thought of that. I’ve had so much else to think
Aurora’s POV I glanced back at Ethan. He nodded, his jaw set. He stepped closer to me, a silent promise that he - quite literally - had my back, no matter what I opened the door to reveal. I opened it. Sammy lay crumpled on the floor. I dropped to my knees with a cry. “Sammy, sweetheart, look at me,” I pleaded with him. He mumbled something incoherent. I scooped him into my arms; Ethan held the door open for me so I could bring him inside. His eyelids flickered as I laid him down on the sofa. “Sammy?” I whispered, pushing a lock of dark hair off his forehead. He looked so pale, but I could see the steady rise and fall of his chest and hear the soft intake of his breaths. “Shit,” Ethan cursed, running both hands through his hair. He looked between me and the still-open door. “They only just knocked. Whoever took him has to still be close, Aur. I can go after them, or I can stay here with you and Sammy.” I cradled Sammy’s icy cheek. I wanted him to stay, to comfort
Aurora’s POVWith shaking fingers I clicked on the light. The cold white flash burnt my retinas. “Sammy?” I called out softly, still hoping he was in the bed, still hoping he was where he was meant to be. I took a step closer.The duvet had been pulled back. A book had been left abruptly, as if dropped, face-down with its spine groaning. Sammy would never leave a book like that.My gut churned.“Sammy!” I cried, panic flaring in my voice.I tore around the room, flinging back the curtains and opening the wardrobe. There were no thoughts in my head, nothing concrete or sensible that would help me find him. There was just terror, raw and biting.Ethan was drawn into the room by my shout. “Is everything okay?”“Sammy’s gone.” I spun around to face him. My bottom lip wobbled. “He’s not in here.”Ethan nodded, reaching out a hand to comfort me even as his expression hardened. I knew that look; that was the Alpha in him stepping forward, the part of him designed to deal with any crisis. H
Aurora’s POV“What’s wrong?” I asked. He hadn’t pulled back from me, not an inch. Not even a millimetre. “Don’t stop,” I pleaded.If I paused to think about this, I might never get the chance to have it again. Our relationship was too precarious. “I can’t do this out here,” he whispered, pressing tiny, butterfly kisses up my neck until his breath warmed the shell of my ear. “You’re freezing cold. And… it doesn’t feel right, our first time being out in the open.”His lips brushed over my skin with every word. Shivers of pleasure rolled freely down my spine. I was lost to them. I was lost to him.“I don’t care,” I said breathlessly.He laughed, low and sinful, and I dragged his mouth back to mine. Every piece of him felt like unchartered territory; I wanted to map each stretch of muscle and each sharp line of his face with my lips and tongue. I wanted to know him again, with no pretence between us.“You will care, later. I don’t want to stop, but I don’t want to take you like this. Yo
Aurora’s POVMy heart leapt at his words. It felt like my soul surged towards his, that energy buried deep inside me desperate to entwine with his. It wasn’t that everything I hated about our shared past had suddenly vanished; it was simply that my need eclipsed everything else. For a split second, I was no longer the hardened woman I’d become. I let my pain slip away. I let it reveal the vulnerable heart underneath, the one I tried so hard to conceal around him.Oh, Ethan…His gaze flicked from my eyes, dipping lower, caressing my lips. “I still love you,” he rasped, like he was realising it himself for the first time. “You have every right to hate me. I know there’s so much we still need to talk about. But I know how I feel, and I know what I want.” His eyes met mine. “You.”My stomach swooped. There was still so much for us to discuss – but I had to stop kidding myself. I might have set out to get revenge on Ethan, but my feelings for him were still just as real as they’d been a
Aurora’s POV“Let me go,” I whimpered. But, deep down, I knew it was over. “I can’t.” His voice was raw, croaky. “I need answers.”I writhed against his grip. His fingers tightened around my shoulder. “I don’t want to hurt you,” he said softly. “But I can’t let you go.”“You did before.” I struggled against him. My limbs surrendered to the power of my fear and relief, making me weak in his arms.My pulse pounded against my temples. It’s over, it said, again and again and again. It’s over. “I missed you every second that you were gone,” he croaked, and I jolted upright. I sought out his eyes as they met mine. I felt like I could see deep into his soul. “I knew meeting Aria – meeting you again – felt like coming home. I just didn’t know why.” “You hated me,” I whispered. My eyes filled with tears. “You forced me to divorce you. You tried to make me – make me…” I couldn’t say it. The mere memory of what I’d been through was enough to close my throat.Ethan dragged a hand through his
Aurora’s POV“Aria,” Ethan rasped, his voice cloaked in the same shadows as his face. I could see only a ghostly figure beside the Wishing Tree, silver moonlight slicing over the broad cut of his shoulders and narrowly missing his features. But I would know his voice anywhere, even in death.I already had, I supposed. Was this my rebirth? Was this my second chance?Edging closer to him, I tried desperately to make out his eyes. When I did, I realised they were closed. “You wanted to meet me,” I murmured.Violet had been right. It would have been a relief to see Selene standing there instead of him. I hadn’t known what to expect from Ethan, but even so his harsh posture was a surprise. His letter had been so kind, and yet he had not moved an inch towards me.“I did.” I agonised over the emphasis he put on ‘did.’I swallowed hard. “Is everything okay, Ethan?”“It was,” he groaned, suddenly breaking from his stiff posture and dragging both hands through his hair. “When I sent you that l