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Chapter 32- Talk to me
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The Alpha's Reject: Finding True Love Chapter 33- I don't want to hurt you
I'm curled up on my bed, shivering uncontrollably, my body on fire as waves of heat crashes over me. Cold sweat drips down my red face and my aching body trembles with a strong intensity. My heart burns, my senses too alert. It's an undeniable fact that I'm overwhelmed by the sudden onset of my heat. I wasn't expecting this. I wasn't taught how to manage it. It seems to be double the pain of last time.My eyes well up as the memory of Alpha Xzen's rejection still lingers. But then my body's urgent needs push aside any emotional pain. I'm consumed by an uncontrollable longing for physical connection, for the touch of an Alpha to soothe my feverishly sensitive flesh.Goddess, my skin feels like it's on fire, my core throbbing with a deep, aching hunger. I toss and turn, seeking relief from the demonic heat coursing through my veins.Sadly, all I can think of is my Alpha, Xzen. My instincts scream for him, my body craves his presence, his firm yet tender touch, goddess! His mark. But
The Alpha's Reject: Finding True Love Chapter 34- I want him dead!
Xzen's POVI was too harsh with her and now I can't concentrate on anything aside Aura's tear-stricken face. With a sigh I leave my bedroom which is on the other wing of the pack house, deciding to amend things. I've avoided my study room for long enough. I need Aura. She's like the calm to my storm. I'll apologize, set things straight. I pace slowly towards my study, lost in thought. Aura's face lingers in my mind, her piercing gaze boldly tormenting me. I've tried to deny this, but the truth gnaws at me - I love her. So much so that the thought of her with another man sears my mind like acid, refusing to be purged.I can't let her go…I won't. But as I get closer to Aura's room, a sense of unease settles in my chest. Something feels off. Jack, the guard who's usually stationed outside her door is nowhere to be seen. I frown as a prickle of unease creeps up my spine.Slowing down my pace I keep my senses on high alert. The air around me thickens, heavy with an unmistakable scent
The Alpha's Reject: Finding True Love Chapter 35 - Once again rejected
Lost in an ocean of despair, tears stream down my face like rain. My sore body trembles with every sob, the pathetic sound echoing in my aching head. “Take me…Alpha…give me your pups…please.” I wail as memories of my night with Ace replays in my head. It can't be. I could have sworn it was Alpha Xzen with me that night. I could have sworn I'd never let anyone touch me except him. I'm so foolish, so blind, shameless desperate omega.Regret and shame tightly suffocates me, crushing my soul. My mind is trapped in a darkness so profound so that I'm numb to everything else. The world around me fades away, inconsequential.I curl in on myself as my surrounding blurs into nothing. All I can is this pain so great that my heart bleeds, my self-loathing burns under the weight of my mistake.If only I wasn't born like this– a shameless omega. I'm slave to my heat. A whore for any Alpha. A shame to any pack I find myself in. A failure…a reject.My heavy thoughts swirl like a jumbled mess pull
The Alpha's Reject: Finding True Love Chapter 36- I'm not that sick
Dust rises as the surface of the dry earth is pounded with my small paws. In my wolf form I devour the distance. Two moons have passed since I fled Blackvine. I've been careful, using my sharp nose to detect areas possibly taken by rogues and being careful not to trespass into another pack. Thanks to my previous hikes with my dad, I know how to survive in the wild. But the further away I am from the pack the tougher it gets to survive. I've got to avoid multiple traps and keep my ears up. One mistake can cost me my life. But I won't stop running until I'm sure I'm safe. The forest envelops me in its serene embrace - towering ancient trees stretch towards the sky, their green leaves rustling softly in the gentle afternoon breeze. Last night, I hid in a thicket. My senses had been on high alert for any sign of pursuit. At night the darkness serves as my shield, and I don't move until dawn's warmth creeps over the horizon. I press deeper into the soil, my paws silenced by grass and
The Alpha's Reject: Finding True Love Chapter 37- I should never have left Blackvine
I shake my head, my body too stiff to move along with her. "No, I can't be pregnant. It's not possible." I whisper, my tone stricken with fear. How can I care for my child when I can barely find any food out here. I'm good at running, not hunting. Maybe I should return. Maybe I should beg and take whatever I can get from Blackvine. But my child will grow up to be rejected, an unwanted member in the pack just like their mother. I can't allow them face such shame. I can't be pregnant.Sarah's expression remains calm and relaxed. "Have you ever had sex with a man, child?"I hesitate but she nods all the same, her eyes filled with understanding. "Then you can be pregnant. Once is all it takes, child. And your symptoms, the vomiting, weakness - they all point to pregnancy."I find it hard to swallow, feeling like I've been punched in the gut. I'm not ready to be a mother. I can't do it. The old woman watches my stomach for a while before she glances back up at me. “You are lucky you a
The Alpha's Reject: Finding True Love Chapter 38- Just like that, I like to hear you beg
Xzen's POVI slump forward, head in hands, trying to process the chaos within still brewing within me. "Summon Hanna," I order, my voice barely above a whisper.I'm still angry but I'm more hurt than mad now. No matter how hard I try to ignore this feeling within me, I sadly can't ignore the desire to ensure she's fine. I've not had the chance to talk things out with her. After mom slumped two nights ago I've been so occupied. I've had no room to accommodate the hurt I know might come from Aura's explanation. Why hadn't she come to me? Why did she choose to hurt me so deeply. Hanna enters, guilt and fear etched on her face. "Alpha Xzen?"I lift my head, eyes searching hers. "How's she?" I ask, trying to keep my emotions in check. Hanna hesitates, "I...don't know, Alpha."My brows furrow as my frown deepens, incredulous. "You were ordered to stay with her. What do you mean you don't know?!"Hanna takes a frightened step back, "Aura's been missing, Alpha. Two moons ago, she…she van
The Alpha's Reject: Finding True Love Chapter 39- Did I really push her this far?
Xzen's POVI just might have made the biggest mistake of my life. I'm such an idiot. How did I not notice? How on earth did I not notice the one person who owns my heart was missing. I've been so blinded by rage. “I'm so sorry. Aura, I'm so sorry.” I think to myself as I trudge through the dense underbrush. My wolf eyes scan the east side of the north border for any sign of Aura. My Omega. Alone, defenseless. I'm such a fool!The sun beats down on my back, frying through my fur and beneath my skin. The discomfort it gives me is barely noticeable, dulled by the turmoil brewing inside of me.We've searched all day, and every step forward feels like two steps back. I pull away from the group of six, Ace included. The mere thought of him infuriates me but I keep my anger on a leash. Too occupied with the troubled thoughts swirling in my head, My senses are on high alert as I move. My nostrils flar with each breath I take in. I'm determined, desperately searching for that familiar s
The Alpha's Reject: Finding True Love Chapter 40- Xzen...please...find me
The midnights cold sinks into my exposed body, limp from fatigue. My chest heaves with exhaustion. My icy hands throb in agony, the rough metal chains biting steadily into my skin like razor-sharp teeth. I tug uselessly at the painful restriction, desperation fueling my struggles.I can barely feel my hands. Thick trails of dried blood lines my arms from the cuts made into my wrist by the chains. Each heartbeat slowly yet surely becomes painful. "Please...let me go," I whisper, my voice cracking.Fear claws at my heart, boldly threatening to consume me. Goddess, don't let me die here. My unborn child relies on me for protection. "I must escape… my precious pup depends on me." After what Sarah did, I'd doubted anything truly was within me but whenever I place my hands on my flat tommy I don't know how but I can feel it. There's a little assurance that I've got a little me in there, somewhere. Right now I want to feel it. I want to assure them I'm still here. To assure myself they
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