Chapter 35 - Once again rejected

Lost in an ocean of despair, tears stream down my face like rain. My sore body trembles with every sob, the pathetic sound echoing in my aching head.

“Take me…Alpha…give me your pups…please.”

I wail as memories of my night with Ace replays in my head.

It can't be. I could have sworn it was Alpha Xzen with me that night. I could have sworn I'd never let anyone touch me except him.

I'm so foolish, so blind, shameless desperate omega.

Regret and shame tightly suffocates me, crushing my soul. My mind is trapped in a darkness so profound so that I'm numb to everything else. The world around me fades away, inconsequential.

I curl in on myself as my surrounding blurs into nothing. All I can is this pain so great that my heart bleeds, my self-loathing burns under the weight of my mistake.

If only I wasn't born like this– a shameless omega. I'm slave to my heat. A whore for any Alpha. A shame to any pack I find myself in. A failure…a reject.

My heavy thoughts swirl like a jumbled mess pull