Alpha Jaxon's POV
I looked back at the woman who would be my surrogate very soon.
How dare she question me? She needed to know her place.
Leaning in, I grabbed her chin roughly making her gasp out in surprise. So far I had been nice and considerate but I was an Alpha and I didn't accept challenges from anybody.
"No one questions me, pet." I whispered in her ear, feeling her stiffness against me.
My hand shifted to her neck placing just enough pressure to not hurt her but enough to show her that if I wanted to I could.
"Most especially not you."
Astrid's pale green eyes widened with fear and I was surprised that a part of me wanted to take that fear away but I ignored it.
It was better for both of us if she was afraid of me. We didn't need this arrangement to be anything other than what it was. A much-needed arrangement.
I pulled away from her feeling angry at her, myself and this whole blasted situation.
"Alpha, the car is ready." My Beta, Caleb said bowing as I exited the apartment building and approached the car.
"Could you have gotten a more submissive one?"
My voice was a guttural sound and barely audible beneath the trial of my wolf that had been agitated since I saw Astrid.
Caleb stood straighter, his tone full of apology
"She was the best they had to offer and you know what she said—"
Caleb's words were cut off by my hands wrapping around his throat as my wolf began to wrest control from me at the mention of the woman who had sent us here to start with.
"I know what she said," I growled at him.
How could I forget when my entire life was dependent on this?
I released him and Caleb bowed even lower waiting for my judgment.
It wasn't a stretch to say that I never forgave a misstep so he was right to be afraid. But today, he was not the one at fault but me.
I didn't want to take my anger out on one of my most trusted people.
"I will spare your life because you are my Beta. You know I have a lot riding in this. You will prepare her for this journey. If she will not be cut out for it then dispose of her and get me a new surrogate."
Caleb raised his head sharply at my words, he knew what that meant. If she was going to be problematic, the decision would need to be made quickly.
Or the witch would have to find someone else.
Caleb lowered his head once more.
"Yes, Alpha."
One might say that I was ruthless but I would never deny it. As long as I got what I wanted in the end.
As I sat in the car waiting, the phone call came in.
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Astrid's POV
I touched my neck still feeling the pain of Alpha Jaxon choking me.
He has confirmed that all the rumors about him had been true. Earlier when he had laid out his cards for me, I had the hope that maybe he was reasonable and maybe I could even do this.
Just until I gave him a child but now I was no longer sure. He refused to clarify whether or not he would let me go.
What if I became his surrogate but he still kept me? What would I do then?
The door to the room opened and Beta Caleb walked in. He looked flustered or maybe it was just because his face was red now.
He glared at me.
"Why aren't you dressed yet?"
Beta Caleb didn't wait for me to respond before reaching for some arranged clothes that were on top of the dresser that I was just noticing. He threw them at me.
"Put them on."
If I agreed to do this now, the goddess knew what they would force me to do next. I couldn't cave to their wishes.
My hands were free and so were my legs. Even if I couldn't win a fight against a full-grown wolf, I would try my best to defend myself.
"No."
Beta Caleb paused at the intensity of my voice and I found the courage to keep speaking.
I wrapped the bedding around my torn clothes and stood facing him.
"You already know I was kidnapped. How can you expect me to just accept whatever you say without a guarantee—"
He didn't let me finish before grabbing my arm roughly.
"Look silly girl, you don't have anything. No clothes, no money, nothing." I swallowed thickly at the rage in his eyes. "Even if we were to leave you here, you have nowhere to go so stop being so fucking difficult! If you keep fighting like this, you will die."
I froze at his words. What did he mean I would die if I kept fighting?
He seemed to notice that I was listening to him now and the pressure of his grasp on my arm eased slightly, something akin to mercy but not quite mercy in his eyes.
He spoke finally. "Alpha Jaxon has a short fuse,"
I recalled earlier when he had been cool one minute and violent the next.
"If you want to keep your neck, you will follow me quietly." Beta Caleb said finally as though it wasn't a threat but an eventuality.
I sagged, all my strength leaving me.
"I…I just want to know if after I am done being his surrogate, he'll let me go. I have a life to live."
That was the entire reason that I had left the Moonshadow pack. So that for the first time in my life, I would be able to breathe.
So that I would find my father. But even that was denied to me, knowing my fate was the least I deserved.
Beta Caleb let go of me.
"You don't have to worry about that, he will. He will even pay you 50,000 USD as compensation for your troubles."
I blinked at him, certain that I had misheard.
"Really?"
Beta Caleb didn't look like he was. joking as he regarded me seriously.
"I would not lie about something like this. You just have to keep a smile on your face instead of talking so much and spread your legs for him."
My cheeks burned at his words and I felt instantly mortified. It would be like selling my body but the difference was that I had already been sold to them already.
They could just force this on me anyway without giving me anything but they hadn't done that. That amount of money would be more than enough money for me to travel to the Capital City to find my father.
Enough to keep me afloat for a long time during the search.
Beta Caleb gave me an impersonal once-over as though confirming what he already knew.
"You are beautiful as well so that should help you as long as you don't ruin it."
I felt like a piece of meat or possession being objectified like that. If he was telling the truth then I would at least get something out of this.
I looked away from him disheartened by my impossible situation.
"Alright. Please excuse me so I can change."
He turned to go but he paused at the door turning back to look at me.
"I know this is not the life you want and conceiving might be harder than you think but I think you are the best fit for this."
I was surprised by his somewhat warm words. Beta Caleb had been cold since, what had changed?
"Why do you say that?"
He shrugged. "You are a fugitive and the Crimson Pack is deadly. Stay with Alpha Jaxon and no one will dare touch you."
I had not really thought about that even if Alpha Jaxon had mentioned something along the lines of that as well.
"Thank you."
Beta Caleb's face hardened again. "Get dressed. You have two minutes."
Then he left me alone and I washed my face in the bathroom, rinsed my mouth and began to dress up. As I dressed, my mind whirled.
If I let the bounty hunters catch me and end up in the hands of the Moonshadow pack, I would return to my life of being a helpless omega.
I didn't want that. Alpha Jaxon might have shifty moods, be volatile and want to use me but I would also be using him in return.
Pulling on the oversized shirt, I headed to the car.
I had to sit next to Alpha Jaxon in the back seat. The moment I entered, the car was off. I thought that I would at least be able to get my bearings on where we were but the windows were tinted and there was a divider between the front and back seats so that we couldn't see into the front and they couldn't see us in the back.
Before I could blink, Alpha Jaxon had my back pushed up against the locked car door, his arms caging me in on all sides and his eyes dark.
"Why is the Moonshadow pack after you? What is your relationship with Xavier?"
Astrid's POVI had lost my mind.How did I know that I had lost my mind?Because with Alpha Jaxon looking down at me, his eyes a stormy gray that hinted at annoyance and his dark hair falling slightly over his forehead, all I could think about at this point was how handsome he looked.His scent was undoubtedly the best thing I had smelt. He smelt like cedar, sweet wine and so undeniably male. I could get lost in his eyes and his hair, I was just dying to touch to feel if it was as soft as it looked.I felt a tingle work itself up my body.A growl escaped Alpha Jaxon and his gaze darkened, his arms around me tightening making me gasp out in pain."When I am talking to you, I expect a response."My lips parted. "I…"But what did I have to say? What would I tell him and where would I start from and where would I end?I couldn't tell him about the fact that I left the pack house without telling him why and the last thing I wanted was for him to also find out that I was royalty and try to
Astrid's POVWhen I got to the Crimson Moon pack hospital with Beta Nathan, I was more than confused.What exactly had Alpha Jaxon meant by the list and why did he want a doctor to see me?The injury on my cheek was already healed. I might not have a wolf but I could heal even though it was way slower than a regular wolf's.The doctor seemed pleasant at least."I am Rachel and in your time here as your time here as a surrogate, I will be your guide and confidante."I looked at the smiling doctor with cropped blond hair and almost angelic blue eyes. My supposed confidante. She was from the Crimson Moon Pack and ultimately one of Alpha Jaxon's people. I couldn't trust anyone but myself here.She turned to face Beta Nathan who seemed to stand straighter under her gaze."Wait outside the clinic and give this to the Alpha."Rachel handed him an envelope. Beta Nathan accepted it and gave me what I assumed was a don't misbehave look before walking away.I turned back to you the doctor. Had s
Astrid's POVIt was surprisingly cool to be a surrogate.Imagine that. It was cooler being a person who sold their body for money rather than being a powerless omega.I was given a big room on the top floor with windows that had a magnificent view of everything.No one disturbed me and Alpha Jaxon didn't come to force himself on me or anything else like I feared. In fact, I would have thought that they had forgotten I was in the house if not for the servants that attended to me.Yes. I now had servants. Servants that brought me whatever I wanted, cleaned up my room, styled my hair even though I was going nowhere and dressed me up.They attempted to bathe me as well but I drew the line there. I wasn't a child.I wasn't allowed to work hard - so as not to strain myself and affect my conception - so I always had a maid on hand in case I wanted to change or do anything strenuous.I slept well for the first time in a long time.I ate and gorged.And I grew bored.I know what you are thinki
Alpha Jaxon's POVI saw the shock spread across their faces as they processed my presence.The man who held Astrid in his arms let go of her slightly, probably from the shock but that was all she needed to pull away and race away from him to hide behind me.This close, I could perceive his scent on her and it enraged me. How dare this man touch what wasn't his?If not for my need to check up on Astrid after the librarian had informed me via the pack link of her leaving Astrid alone in the library, I would have never known.This rage I was feeling was unfamiliar.I didn't even know Astrid all that well but I was bothered. Bothered was an understatement. I felt undeniably possessive about her.She was mine. I had bought her straight and clear and she had also agreed to our bargain.The man in front of me looked and smelled strangely familiar and there was the look he had been giving Astrid.I was willing to bet that this was her former mate who had been stupid enough to let go of someon
Astrid's POVIt was my birthday.Well, it was going to be my birthday in exactly ten minutes.How did I know this? I put a timer on it.One wonders why I was going through the effort of timing the exact moment I turned eighteen.It was because I was turning eighteen. That magical birthday when wolves found their mates and everything finally slid into place in their world.I lit the last candle and looked down on the beautiful game Darryl from the kitchens where I often cleaned had gifted me with.It was small but it was probably the nicest thing anyone had done for an orphan like me in this big pack."I can't take this.""You will," She'd harrumphed. "I know you don't like showy stuff but it's your birthday. You should have a cake at least."I smiled at the memory of her unwillingness to let me feel alone even for a second.The timer was already counting down and I felt butterflies in my belly at the thought of finally meeting my mate.I was about to sit down when the door of my room
Astrid's POVThe pain of my mate rejecting me slammed into me making me gasp as I rocked back, my body shaking and vibrating.l had heard of people rejecting their true mate yet I had never thought that it would happen to me.Somehow I had thought surely the moon goddess wouldn't be so cruel as to give me a mate that wouldn't care for me in addition to all my troubles.I had been wrong. I didn't even know how it was possible for a wolfless omega like me to have a mate like Xavier. I wasn't as strong as Lyra so why me?What I knew was that I was in a world of pain. To think that if I had a wolf the pain would have been twofold of what I was feeling now. Guess there was a good side to being a wolfless omega after all.Xavier wrapped his arm around Lyra and the stab of pain in my chest made my knees weak beneath me.I wanted to crawl under my covers and hide.But I had been doing that my whole life.Hiding because I was a powerless omega, hiding to avoid the people who would hurt me.Hid
Astrid's POVMaybe I should have followed them.But I didn't. It was one thing to eavesdrop on them from my room and another entirely to go to the Alpha quarters out of bounds for omegas just to listen in on their conversations.So I went to the gardens instead. All the way there, I thought of how unreal all of this was. Me, an omega mated to an Alpha. How exactly did that work?I also thought of all the things that Xavier had done to me over the years. Could I really forgive him for all of that just because of the mate bond?But I was already worried about what his father would do to him.No, Astrid. You will not let your conflicted feelings because of the mate bond affect you.I reached the gardens that were decorated with strings of light, music -that I couldn't tell where it was coming from- and an adorned table that held a much larger cake, gifts and a box that revealed a gold and diamond necklace.There was no one here just yet but I could see the platters of food for people.It
Astrid's POVI wish I could say that I left immediately, found my Dad and began to live the life that I was destined for.My life simply couldn't be that easy.Fighting the urge from the mate bond to return to Xavier, I made my way back to my room to pack my essentials.I didn't know where exactly my father the Alpha King was but I knew that my search would have to start at the capital city. The Werewolf Capital City was the pack managed by the Alpha King that lay at the heart of our continent.It was also where he resided. At least until he disappeared. My current pack was such a long distance away from the capital that I wondered what exactly my mother had been running from to run this far.I would find out when I reached my father. I would find him. I wasn't sure how but I worried that if I thought too long about this plan then I would back out completely.I needed to leave now. And I couldn't get caught.I finished tossing whatever little property I had left into the bag and proce
Alpha Jaxon's POVI saw the shock spread across their faces as they processed my presence.The man who held Astrid in his arms let go of her slightly, probably from the shock but that was all she needed to pull away and race away from him to hide behind me.This close, I could perceive his scent on her and it enraged me. How dare this man touch what wasn't his?If not for my need to check up on Astrid after the librarian had informed me via the pack link of her leaving Astrid alone in the library, I would have never known.This rage I was feeling was unfamiliar.I didn't even know Astrid all that well but I was bothered. Bothered was an understatement. I felt undeniably possessive about her.She was mine. I had bought her straight and clear and she had also agreed to our bargain.The man in front of me looked and smelled strangely familiar and there was the look he had been giving Astrid.I was willing to bet that this was her former mate who had been stupid enough to let go of someon
Astrid's POVIt was surprisingly cool to be a surrogate.Imagine that. It was cooler being a person who sold their body for money rather than being a powerless omega.I was given a big room on the top floor with windows that had a magnificent view of everything.No one disturbed me and Alpha Jaxon didn't come to force himself on me or anything else like I feared. In fact, I would have thought that they had forgotten I was in the house if not for the servants that attended to me.Yes. I now had servants. Servants that brought me whatever I wanted, cleaned up my room, styled my hair even though I was going nowhere and dressed me up.They attempted to bathe me as well but I drew the line there. I wasn't a child.I wasn't allowed to work hard - so as not to strain myself and affect my conception - so I always had a maid on hand in case I wanted to change or do anything strenuous.I slept well for the first time in a long time.I ate and gorged.And I grew bored.I know what you are thinki
Astrid's POVWhen I got to the Crimson Moon pack hospital with Beta Nathan, I was more than confused.What exactly had Alpha Jaxon meant by the list and why did he want a doctor to see me?The injury on my cheek was already healed. I might not have a wolf but I could heal even though it was way slower than a regular wolf's.The doctor seemed pleasant at least."I am Rachel and in your time here as your time here as a surrogate, I will be your guide and confidante."I looked at the smiling doctor with cropped blond hair and almost angelic blue eyes. My supposed confidante. She was from the Crimson Moon Pack and ultimately one of Alpha Jaxon's people. I couldn't trust anyone but myself here.She turned to face Beta Nathan who seemed to stand straighter under her gaze."Wait outside the clinic and give this to the Alpha."Rachel handed him an envelope. Beta Nathan accepted it and gave me what I assumed was a don't misbehave look before walking away.I turned back to you the doctor. Had s
Astrid's POVI had lost my mind.How did I know that I had lost my mind?Because with Alpha Jaxon looking down at me, his eyes a stormy gray that hinted at annoyance and his dark hair falling slightly over his forehead, all I could think about at this point was how handsome he looked.His scent was undoubtedly the best thing I had smelt. He smelt like cedar, sweet wine and so undeniably male. I could get lost in his eyes and his hair, I was just dying to touch to feel if it was as soft as it looked.I felt a tingle work itself up my body.A growl escaped Alpha Jaxon and his gaze darkened, his arms around me tightening making me gasp out in pain."When I am talking to you, I expect a response."My lips parted. "I…"But what did I have to say? What would I tell him and where would I start from and where would I end?I couldn't tell him about the fact that I left the pack house without telling him why and the last thing I wanted was for him to also find out that I was royalty and try to
Alpha Jaxon's POVI looked back at the woman who would be my surrogate very soon.How dare she question me? She needed to know her place.Leaning in, I grabbed her chin roughly making her gasp out in surprise. So far I had been nice and considerate but I was an Alpha and I didn't accept challenges from anybody."No one questions me, pet." I whispered in her ear, feeling her stiffness against me.My hand shifted to her neck placing just enough pressure to not hurt her but enough to show her that if I wanted to I could."Most especially not you."Astrid's pale green eyes widened with fear and I was surprised that a part of me wanted to take that fear away but I ignored it.It was better for both of us if she was afraid of me. We didn't need this arrangement to be anything other than what it was. A much-needed arrangement.I pulled away from her feeling angry at her, myself and this whole blasted situation."Alpha, the car is ready." My Beta, Caleb said bowing as I exited the apartment b
Astrid's POVAt that point, the haze in my head cleared.Alpha Jaxon was the Alpha of the Crimson Moon Pack. The name was nearly as deadly as the deadly infamous pack.The Crimson Moon pack was one of the biggest packs on this continent. That was because the Alpha of the pack, Alpha Jaxon, kept conquering other packs and adding them to his.He was rumored to be deadly, bloodthirsty and extremely merciless. Even my former pack shied away from any interaction that involved the Crimson Moon pack instead choosing to send gifts to Alpha Jaxon in hopes of appeasing him to prevent an attack.This was the man that I had been 'sold' to become his breeder? Just how much drugs had they put in that food?I just wanted to find my dad, why did it seem like I was going from one trouble to another?I blinked up at this stranger who told me that he had bought me."A surrogate?"What little I knew of that word was that they carried babies. Would that involve sex? Sex with a bloodthirsty monster?Fighti
Astrid's POVI wish I could say that I left immediately, found my Dad and began to live the life that I was destined for.My life simply couldn't be that easy.Fighting the urge from the mate bond to return to Xavier, I made my way back to my room to pack my essentials.I didn't know where exactly my father the Alpha King was but I knew that my search would have to start at the capital city. The Werewolf Capital City was the pack managed by the Alpha King that lay at the heart of our continent.It was also where he resided. At least until he disappeared. My current pack was such a long distance away from the capital that I wondered what exactly my mother had been running from to run this far.I would find out when I reached my father. I would find him. I wasn't sure how but I worried that if I thought too long about this plan then I would back out completely.I needed to leave now. And I couldn't get caught.I finished tossing whatever little property I had left into the bag and proce
Astrid's POVMaybe I should have followed them.But I didn't. It was one thing to eavesdrop on them from my room and another entirely to go to the Alpha quarters out of bounds for omegas just to listen in on their conversations.So I went to the gardens instead. All the way there, I thought of how unreal all of this was. Me, an omega mated to an Alpha. How exactly did that work?I also thought of all the things that Xavier had done to me over the years. Could I really forgive him for all of that just because of the mate bond?But I was already worried about what his father would do to him.No, Astrid. You will not let your conflicted feelings because of the mate bond affect you.I reached the gardens that were decorated with strings of light, music -that I couldn't tell where it was coming from- and an adorned table that held a much larger cake, gifts and a box that revealed a gold and diamond necklace.There was no one here just yet but I could see the platters of food for people.It
Astrid's POVThe pain of my mate rejecting me slammed into me making me gasp as I rocked back, my body shaking and vibrating.l had heard of people rejecting their true mate yet I had never thought that it would happen to me.Somehow I had thought surely the moon goddess wouldn't be so cruel as to give me a mate that wouldn't care for me in addition to all my troubles.I had been wrong. I didn't even know how it was possible for a wolfless omega like me to have a mate like Xavier. I wasn't as strong as Lyra so why me?What I knew was that I was in a world of pain. To think that if I had a wolf the pain would have been twofold of what I was feeling now. Guess there was a good side to being a wolfless omega after all.Xavier wrapped his arm around Lyra and the stab of pain in my chest made my knees weak beneath me.I wanted to crawl under my covers and hide.But I had been doing that my whole life.Hiding because I was a powerless omega, hiding to avoid the people who would hurt me.Hid