Astrid's POV
At that point, the haze in my head cleared.
Alpha Jaxon was the Alpha of the Crimson Moon Pack. The name was nearly as deadly as the deadly infamous pack.
The Crimson Moon pack was one of the biggest packs on this continent. That was because the Alpha of the pack, Alpha Jaxon, kept conquering other packs and adding them to his.
He was rumored to be deadly, bloodthirsty and extremely merciless. Even my former pack shied away from any interaction that involved the Crimson Moon pack instead choosing to send gifts to Alpha Jaxon in hopes of appeasing him to prevent an attack.
This was the man that I had been 'sold' to become his breeder? Just how much drugs had they put in that food?
I just wanted to find my dad, why did it seem like I was going from one trouble to another?
I blinked up at this stranger who told me that he had bought me.
"A surrogate?"
What little I knew of that word was that they carried babies. Would that involve sex? Sex with a bloodthirsty monster?
Fighting my rising nausea, I sat up and reached for the edges of the stranger's jacket.
"Please I never volunteered for this. Please let me go."
The stranger frowned at me.
"What do you mean?"
Maybe if I was able to explain the situation to him. Explain how little I knew of it and how I had been drugged, maybe he would let me go. I held on to him tighter.
"I think I was kidnapped—"
The man brushed off my hold on him, his frown even more pronounced now.
"That doesn't matter to me. You have been purchased. You must perform your duties."
Purchased like I was a commodity or something. I could tell from the easy dominance that he carried that he was a strong wolf.
Even if he wasn't, I wasn't strong. I might have been descended from royalty but my strength had still not shown itself. I couldn't fight him. Even if I did, I had no idea where we were.
I only had one option. One that I was too familiar with after all the years that I had spent in the Moonshadow pack. The submissive life that I thought I had left behind in my former pack.
I folded my hands together feeling tears fall down my cheeks.
"Please, I can't. I can't be a surrogate. Please have mercy on me."
The man didn't seem moved so I scrambled for what to say. "I… I'll pay you back. I'll pay you back whatever you paid the traders."
The man looked intrigued, his brows pulling together slightly. "And what would you possibly have of value?"
I clutched at my chest and neatly wept in relief as I realized that the men had left my necklace on me. It was the gift I had found with my cake at that fake celebration Alpha Finn had thrown me.
And it might just be what saved me.
I unmatched it from my beck and held it out for the man to look at. "Here, take this."
The man held the necklace between his fingers with a sardonic smirk.
"This? Is this a joke?"
My heart sank. Was it not enough to pay for my freedom? Just how much had those men sold me for? How long had I slept for?
"What do you mean?"
The man flung the necklace on the bed. "This is fake gold."
A gasp escaped my lips. "No. It can't be."
I was so stupid. So damn stupid. Stupid for thinking that the Blackwoods would ever be legitimate about anything.
They wanted me for my connection to the Alpha King but they couldn't even be bothered to give me a real necklace. They probably didn't see me as worthy of something that expensive.
The man crossed his arms, seeming amused.
"If it were real, do you think the slavers would have left it on you?"
My cheeks burned, my high completely gone. Of course. People that thought to sell me would definitely not balk at taking my jewelry or any other valuables I had on me.
Valuables. I checked myself and as I suspected, the wallet that I had taken from Xavier's car was gone.
Then my mind caught up with what he just said. "The slavers sold me to you?"
Slavers. Goosebumps covered my skin. They were one of the reasons apart from the rogues that I had stopped for the night.
Technically they were rogue wolves.
Only instead of losing their mind like rogue wolves did, they banded together almost immediately after their banishment, keeping themselves sane and doing anything to keep food on their table without the support of a pack.
They sold wolves, humans, and any supernatural that you could think of. They also sold information, took on bounties and did any dirty jobs asked of them.
So those men had been slavers. I had been so careless. But if he knew they were slavers then he knew that I wasn't here willing.
I latched onto his shirt with renewed vengeance.
"You know they are slavers. You know I didn't volunteer for this so why are you doing this?"
The man began to speak but the air in the room suddenly charged up. And my entire body went still.
"You should be thankful, pet." His voice was cold and clipped. Somehow I just knew that this was the Alpha Jaxon. The Alpha who had bought me to be his surrogate.
He didn't look like the monster I had always envisioned him to be. He was stacked, his muscles pulling his clothes tight against his body.
Alpha Jaxon's face was like a dream with his defined jawline, high cheekbones and his cool grey eyes.
Relax Astrid. Monsters can also be good-looking.
But my breath still caught at the sight of him and my nipples pebbled beneath my dress.
The man in the room bowed to him, his body language switching up from dominant to subservient before I could blink. "Alpha Jaxon."
Alpha Jaxon barely looked at him before dismissing him with a wave.
"Leave us, Caleb."
Caleb. That meant he was Alpha Jaxon's Beta. No wonder I had felt so much dominance from him.
Caleb bowed once more then left the room. Leaving Alpha Jaxon and I alone. The air in the room thickened and my breath came fast.
Until he threw a poster in my face. A poster of me tagged wanted.
Wanted. I was wanted? There was only one sect of people I could see doing this.
Alpha Jaxon's next words confirmed my suspicions.
"The Moonshadow Pack has listed you as a wanted person. I assume you are a fugitive from there."
So soon? How long had I been out? I had planned to be far away from my pack before they found out that I was missing but being abducted and sold, I had missed my deadline.
If they got me back… I thought of Lyra's car, Xavier's car, and their plans for a fake mating. I was done for.
Alpha Jaxon didn't even look annoyed or amused as his Beta Caleb had been.
No. He spoke to me distantly, keeping a lot of space between us, sounding so unfriendly that I had no problems believing all I had heard about him and imagining that handsome face torturing some unsuspecting soul.
"They are offering as much as half a million dollars for your return."
Shock raced through me. Would they really pay that much money for my return just so that Xavier could get the ring and the Alpha King title?
Alpha Jaxon tilted his head to the side, his gaze unreadable and his face expressionless.
"If I let you go, the slavers will sell you back to them."
Back to that pack. Back to that life as a worthless omega. Back to that life where Lyra and her minions did as they wanted with me.
Now that I had tried escaping, their security would be amplified. I would never leave. They would never let me leave.
Alpha Jaxon leaned in and took my chin making me shiver in fear, want and repulsion.
"I intend to keep you, pet. I don't care about your past or what you want. Only what you can give me. A child."
He let go of me, turning away like the only thing that mattered was what he had to say. Like his opinion was the only thing that mattered.
"Get ready." He said gruffly. "We leave in an hour."
I finally found my voice, as shaky and trembling as it was.
"If i… if I complete the surrogacy, will you let me go?"
Alpha Jaxon's POVI looked back at the woman who would be my surrogate very soon.How dare she question me? She needed to know her place.Leaning in, I grabbed her chin roughly making her gasp out in surprise. So far I had been nice and considerate but I was an Alpha and I didn't accept challenges from anybody."No one questions me, pet." I whispered in her ear, feeling her stiffness against me.My hand shifted to her neck placing just enough pressure to not hurt her but enough to show her that if I wanted to I could."Most especially not you."Astrid's pale green eyes widened with fear and I was surprised that a part of me wanted to take that fear away but I ignored it.It was better for both of us if she was afraid of me. We didn't need this arrangement to be anything other than what it was. A much-needed arrangement.I pulled away from her feeling angry at her, myself and this whole blasted situation."Alpha, the car is ready." My Beta, Caleb said bowing as I exited the apartment b
Astrid's POVI had lost my mind.How did I know that I had lost my mind?Because with Alpha Jaxon looking down at me, his eyes a stormy gray that hinted at annoyance and his dark hair falling slightly over his forehead, all I could think about at this point was how handsome he looked.His scent was undoubtedly the best thing I had smelt. He smelt like cedar, sweet wine and so undeniably male. I could get lost in his eyes and his hair, I was just dying to touch to feel if it was as soft as it looked.I felt a tingle work itself up my body.A growl escaped Alpha Jaxon and his gaze darkened, his arms around me tightening making me gasp out in pain."When I am talking to you, I expect a response."My lips parted. "I…"But what did I have to say? What would I tell him and where would I start from and where would I end?I couldn't tell him about the fact that I left the pack house without telling him why and the last thing I wanted was for him to also find out that I was royalty and try to
Astrid's POVWhen I got to the Crimson Moon pack hospital with Beta Nathan, I was more than confused.What exactly had Alpha Jaxon meant by the list and why did he want a doctor to see me?The injury on my cheek was already healed. I might not have a wolf but I could heal even though it was way slower than a regular wolf's.The doctor seemed pleasant at least."I am Rachel and in your time here as your time here as a surrogate, I will be your guide and confidante."I looked at the smiling doctor with cropped blond hair and almost angelic blue eyes. My supposed confidante. She was from the Crimson Moon Pack and ultimately one of Alpha Jaxon's people. I couldn't trust anyone but myself here.She turned to face Beta Nathan who seemed to stand straighter under her gaze."Wait outside the clinic and give this to the Alpha."Rachel handed him an envelope. Beta Nathan accepted it and gave me what I assumed was a don't misbehave look before walking away.I turned back to you the doctor. Had s
Astrid's POVIt was surprisingly cool to be a surrogate.Imagine that. It was cooler being a person who sold their body for money rather than being a powerless omega.I was given a big room on the top floor with windows that had a magnificent view of everything.No one disturbed me and Alpha Jaxon didn't come to force himself on me or anything else like I feared. In fact, I would have thought that they had forgotten I was in the house if not for the servants that attended to me.Yes. I now had servants. Servants that brought me whatever I wanted, cleaned up my room, styled my hair even though I was going nowhere and dressed me up.They attempted to bathe me as well but I drew the line there. I wasn't a child.I wasn't allowed to work hard - so as not to strain myself and affect my conception - so I always had a maid on hand in case I wanted to change or do anything strenuous.I slept well for the first time in a long time.I ate and gorged.And I grew bored.I know what you are thinki
Alpha Jaxon's POVI saw the shock spread across their faces as they processed my presence.The man who held Astrid in his arms let go of her slightly, probably from the shock but that was all she needed to pull away and race away from him to hide behind me.This close, I could perceive his scent on her and it enraged me. How dare this man touch what wasn't his?If not for my need to check up on Astrid after the librarian had informed me via the pack link of her leaving Astrid alone in the library, I would have never known.This rage I was feeling was unfamiliar.I didn't even know Astrid all that well but I was bothered. Bothered was an understatement. I felt undeniably possessive about her.She was mine. I had bought her straight and clear and she had also agreed to our bargain.The man in front of me looked and smelled strangely familiar and there was the look he had been giving Astrid.I was willing to bet that this was her former mate who had been stupid enough to let go of someon
Astrid's POVIt was my birthday.Well, it was going to be my birthday in exactly ten minutes.How did I know this? I put a timer on it.One wonders why I was going through the effort of timing the exact moment I turned eighteen.It was because I was turning eighteen. That magical birthday when wolves found their mates and everything finally slid into place in their world.I lit the last candle and looked down on the beautiful game Darryl from the kitchens where I often cleaned had gifted me with.It was small but it was probably the nicest thing anyone had done for an orphan like me in this big pack."I can't take this.""You will," She'd harrumphed. "I know you don't like showy stuff but it's your birthday. You should have a cake at least."I smiled at the memory of her unwillingness to let me feel alone even for a second.The timer was already counting down and I felt butterflies in my belly at the thought of finally meeting my mate.I was about to sit down when the door of my room
Astrid's POVThe pain of my mate rejecting me slammed into me making me gasp as I rocked back, my body shaking and vibrating.l had heard of people rejecting their true mate yet I had never thought that it would happen to me.Somehow I had thought surely the moon goddess wouldn't be so cruel as to give me a mate that wouldn't care for me in addition to all my troubles.I had been wrong. I didn't even know how it was possible for a wolfless omega like me to have a mate like Xavier. I wasn't as strong as Lyra so why me?What I knew was that I was in a world of pain. To think that if I had a wolf the pain would have been twofold of what I was feeling now. Guess there was a good side to being a wolfless omega after all.Xavier wrapped his arm around Lyra and the stab of pain in my chest made my knees weak beneath me.I wanted to crawl under my covers and hide.But I had been doing that my whole life.Hiding because I was a powerless omega, hiding to avoid the people who would hurt me.Hid
Astrid's POVMaybe I should have followed them.But I didn't. It was one thing to eavesdrop on them from my room and another entirely to go to the Alpha quarters out of bounds for omegas just to listen in on their conversations.So I went to the gardens instead. All the way there, I thought of how unreal all of this was. Me, an omega mated to an Alpha. How exactly did that work?I also thought of all the things that Xavier had done to me over the years. Could I really forgive him for all of that just because of the mate bond?But I was already worried about what his father would do to him.No, Astrid. You will not let your conflicted feelings because of the mate bond affect you.I reached the gardens that were decorated with strings of light, music -that I couldn't tell where it was coming from- and an adorned table that held a much larger cake, gifts and a box that revealed a gold and diamond necklace.There was no one here just yet but I could see the platters of food for people.It
Alpha Jaxon's POVI saw the shock spread across their faces as they processed my presence.The man who held Astrid in his arms let go of her slightly, probably from the shock but that was all she needed to pull away and race away from him to hide behind me.This close, I could perceive his scent on her and it enraged me. How dare this man touch what wasn't his?If not for my need to check up on Astrid after the librarian had informed me via the pack link of her leaving Astrid alone in the library, I would have never known.This rage I was feeling was unfamiliar.I didn't even know Astrid all that well but I was bothered. Bothered was an understatement. I felt undeniably possessive about her.She was mine. I had bought her straight and clear and she had also agreed to our bargain.The man in front of me looked and smelled strangely familiar and there was the look he had been giving Astrid.I was willing to bet that this was her former mate who had been stupid enough to let go of someon
Astrid's POVIt was surprisingly cool to be a surrogate.Imagine that. It was cooler being a person who sold their body for money rather than being a powerless omega.I was given a big room on the top floor with windows that had a magnificent view of everything.No one disturbed me and Alpha Jaxon didn't come to force himself on me or anything else like I feared. In fact, I would have thought that they had forgotten I was in the house if not for the servants that attended to me.Yes. I now had servants. Servants that brought me whatever I wanted, cleaned up my room, styled my hair even though I was going nowhere and dressed me up.They attempted to bathe me as well but I drew the line there. I wasn't a child.I wasn't allowed to work hard - so as not to strain myself and affect my conception - so I always had a maid on hand in case I wanted to change or do anything strenuous.I slept well for the first time in a long time.I ate and gorged.And I grew bored.I know what you are thinki
Astrid's POVWhen I got to the Crimson Moon pack hospital with Beta Nathan, I was more than confused.What exactly had Alpha Jaxon meant by the list and why did he want a doctor to see me?The injury on my cheek was already healed. I might not have a wolf but I could heal even though it was way slower than a regular wolf's.The doctor seemed pleasant at least."I am Rachel and in your time here as your time here as a surrogate, I will be your guide and confidante."I looked at the smiling doctor with cropped blond hair and almost angelic blue eyes. My supposed confidante. She was from the Crimson Moon Pack and ultimately one of Alpha Jaxon's people. I couldn't trust anyone but myself here.She turned to face Beta Nathan who seemed to stand straighter under her gaze."Wait outside the clinic and give this to the Alpha."Rachel handed him an envelope. Beta Nathan accepted it and gave me what I assumed was a don't misbehave look before walking away.I turned back to you the doctor. Had s
Astrid's POVI had lost my mind.How did I know that I had lost my mind?Because with Alpha Jaxon looking down at me, his eyes a stormy gray that hinted at annoyance and his dark hair falling slightly over his forehead, all I could think about at this point was how handsome he looked.His scent was undoubtedly the best thing I had smelt. He smelt like cedar, sweet wine and so undeniably male. I could get lost in his eyes and his hair, I was just dying to touch to feel if it was as soft as it looked.I felt a tingle work itself up my body.A growl escaped Alpha Jaxon and his gaze darkened, his arms around me tightening making me gasp out in pain."When I am talking to you, I expect a response."My lips parted. "I…"But what did I have to say? What would I tell him and where would I start from and where would I end?I couldn't tell him about the fact that I left the pack house without telling him why and the last thing I wanted was for him to also find out that I was royalty and try to
Alpha Jaxon's POVI looked back at the woman who would be my surrogate very soon.How dare she question me? She needed to know her place.Leaning in, I grabbed her chin roughly making her gasp out in surprise. So far I had been nice and considerate but I was an Alpha and I didn't accept challenges from anybody."No one questions me, pet." I whispered in her ear, feeling her stiffness against me.My hand shifted to her neck placing just enough pressure to not hurt her but enough to show her that if I wanted to I could."Most especially not you."Astrid's pale green eyes widened with fear and I was surprised that a part of me wanted to take that fear away but I ignored it.It was better for both of us if she was afraid of me. We didn't need this arrangement to be anything other than what it was. A much-needed arrangement.I pulled away from her feeling angry at her, myself and this whole blasted situation."Alpha, the car is ready." My Beta, Caleb said bowing as I exited the apartment b
Astrid's POVAt that point, the haze in my head cleared.Alpha Jaxon was the Alpha of the Crimson Moon Pack. The name was nearly as deadly as the deadly infamous pack.The Crimson Moon pack was one of the biggest packs on this continent. That was because the Alpha of the pack, Alpha Jaxon, kept conquering other packs and adding them to his.He was rumored to be deadly, bloodthirsty and extremely merciless. Even my former pack shied away from any interaction that involved the Crimson Moon pack instead choosing to send gifts to Alpha Jaxon in hopes of appeasing him to prevent an attack.This was the man that I had been 'sold' to become his breeder? Just how much drugs had they put in that food?I just wanted to find my dad, why did it seem like I was going from one trouble to another?I blinked up at this stranger who told me that he had bought me."A surrogate?"What little I knew of that word was that they carried babies. Would that involve sex? Sex with a bloodthirsty monster?Fighti
Astrid's POVI wish I could say that I left immediately, found my Dad and began to live the life that I was destined for.My life simply couldn't be that easy.Fighting the urge from the mate bond to return to Xavier, I made my way back to my room to pack my essentials.I didn't know where exactly my father the Alpha King was but I knew that my search would have to start at the capital city. The Werewolf Capital City was the pack managed by the Alpha King that lay at the heart of our continent.It was also where he resided. At least until he disappeared. My current pack was such a long distance away from the capital that I wondered what exactly my mother had been running from to run this far.I would find out when I reached my father. I would find him. I wasn't sure how but I worried that if I thought too long about this plan then I would back out completely.I needed to leave now. And I couldn't get caught.I finished tossing whatever little property I had left into the bag and proce
Astrid's POVMaybe I should have followed them.But I didn't. It was one thing to eavesdrop on them from my room and another entirely to go to the Alpha quarters out of bounds for omegas just to listen in on their conversations.So I went to the gardens instead. All the way there, I thought of how unreal all of this was. Me, an omega mated to an Alpha. How exactly did that work?I also thought of all the things that Xavier had done to me over the years. Could I really forgive him for all of that just because of the mate bond?But I was already worried about what his father would do to him.No, Astrid. You will not let your conflicted feelings because of the mate bond affect you.I reached the gardens that were decorated with strings of light, music -that I couldn't tell where it was coming from- and an adorned table that held a much larger cake, gifts and a box that revealed a gold and diamond necklace.There was no one here just yet but I could see the platters of food for people.It
Astrid's POVThe pain of my mate rejecting me slammed into me making me gasp as I rocked back, my body shaking and vibrating.l had heard of people rejecting their true mate yet I had never thought that it would happen to me.Somehow I had thought surely the moon goddess wouldn't be so cruel as to give me a mate that wouldn't care for me in addition to all my troubles.I had been wrong. I didn't even know how it was possible for a wolfless omega like me to have a mate like Xavier. I wasn't as strong as Lyra so why me?What I knew was that I was in a world of pain. To think that if I had a wolf the pain would have been twofold of what I was feeling now. Guess there was a good side to being a wolfless omega after all.Xavier wrapped his arm around Lyra and the stab of pain in my chest made my knees weak beneath me.I wanted to crawl under my covers and hide.But I had been doing that my whole life.Hiding because I was a powerless omega, hiding to avoid the people who would hurt me.Hid