18

Elarian

I was back to being locked up in my room and spending the nights alone without any sign of him. He must have been keeping himself busy with the blonde.

That’s the only explanation for this.

I hissed loudly and smashed the cup I was holding into the wall. The pieces scattered across the room but I didn’t care about it at all. I was so pissed at myself that I didn’t even have the appetite to eat my dinner.

He is just like Corey. He is selfish and thinks of nothing other than himself. I am just something he intends to use and discard yet I cannot believe I still cared about someone like him.

What is it with me and liking men that do not love me in return? Am I cursed or something?

I groaned out loud in frustration. I should not let whatever he has with the blonde get to me, I felt so pathetic for letting him get to me this way.

He should be the one craving me, not the other way around.

“Get it together, Elarian! Get it together,” I whispered to myself.

When I said I was leaving t