Mildred POV"Can't you answer or are you deaf now?" She said marching over to me the ex-Beta came forward and grab her by her shoulders pulling her back "Alright Tanya you have had your fun, don't you think that's enough?" She was still glaring at me with a look that was sharp enough to cut through ice but as he was pulling her away and I was able to sit up and regain my voice I called her name and she immediately turned around her eyes burning up with fury but I couldn't care less."Apologize," I said to her in a cold voice that I didn't even recognize as my own. She was just staring at me as I stood up dusting off all this dirt on my body then she spoke facing me."Now did you hit your head too hard when you fell? What the hell I'm apologizing for when you are the one that stole my man?""Apologize for calling my baby a bastard," I said and her eyes went wide then she threw her head back and began to laugh."What if I don't? besides I was only saying the truth there is no way that
Mildred POV"You are going to be sedated for the entire process," the doctor informed me then he was putting on his gloves and my shaking eyes went over to Arnold for assurance.From what he had told me abortions were not exactly common among werewolves, most people would have to have children with their mates and it was always a blessing to them so there was hardly ever any reason for them to worry.Not to mention that there was also a stigma here for anyone who had an abortion especially since it was so uncommon, the doctor had been extremely reluctant before and I could still see some traces of the same reluctance in his eyes but it seems to be overshadowed by the fear he had for the Alpha so he was just doing his job.The sight of a syringe and my heart was thumping hard against my chest but I relaxed a little bit when I felt a little warm fingers enveloping my own he kissed me as the syringe pierced into my skin and after a while, my eyelids became incredibly heavy until I could
Mildred POVI tried to get up but the chains pulled me back reminding me of my current situation and my restricted movement and yet I knew nothing of how I came here, I scratched my hair and traveled through my memory but I couldn't find anything to help me.The only source of answers that I had was this creepy smiling at me with the corners of his lips meeting his ear.He began to sway from side to side with that annoying cheeky smile on his face."Correct me if I'm wrong but it looks like you don't seem very fond of me,"I scoffed at the underestimation of my feelings but that was not the most important thing to me right now I needed to see Arnold desperately too and I needed answers but apparently, his ex-Beta didn't seem to care he was far too busy being amused by my pain so even lift a finger to help."What do you mean when you say I won't be seeing Arnold for a long time?" I asked"Well, you are basically a danger to him not to mention literally everyone else that is why you mus
Mildred POVI curled up in the fetal position, couldn't care less if I was freezing at this point anymore or if my stomach was growling loud enough for the floor above me to hear.Maybe I should disappear?There was no need for the remaining and constantly causing him pain. I was the reason that he had ended up in a coma, as his ex-Beta had said that the fight between the two of us had been quite heated and the chances of who was going to win was on a hairline.While I had been fighting with the clear intention of staining everywhere with his blood, he was trying his best not to hurt me and just to have me subdued. I sunk my fingers into my hair, pulling it hard, I just didn't deserve this man.I don't think I ever did. Maybe I was not supposed to be happy in my life. Things had turned out this way because I had tried to change the natural order and find happiness for myself when maybe I was just cursed to be unhappy forever.Loneliness was the only companion that I had in the night w
Mildred POVI could feel several pairs of eyes burning into my skin as they stared at me intensely. I was extremely uncomfortable but unable to make any complaints apparently, my comfort was not the most important thing right now compared to everything else."So what is my punishment going to be?" I said, looking down at the floor.Slowly I have been recovering memories of that day and all of them were horrific. They all appeared in my nightmares so vividly that it had to be my memory."I didn't do any of those things in my right senses, it's like there's something inside of me…I…""You will speak when you are spoken to!" One of them said and sweat was dripping from his body as he healed, apparently with all the power inside of him. Then he sat back down because he had practically sprinted up to his feet in order to yell that loudly. He wasn't the only one that was angry.Or was it really as bad as I saw flashing in their eyes? I raised my head and mistakenly made eye contact with one
Mildred POVMaybe I should have just allowed them to execute me anyways. I thought to myself three days into living in the condition that had been given to spare my life in order to make sure that I didn't go berserk in the pack.I made it to wear this tight metal bracelet obviously made of the purest silver.And because I was beginning to exhibit some werewolf characteristics, even going as far as transforming into one in an extreme situation, it had some effect on me.It was constantly itchy, but I was not allowed to take it off and so I just took it as a regular discomfort that I would just have to feel.But yet that was not the worst thing that happened to me. My movement was also regularly monitored by the ex beta, I needed to know what I was doing, and when I was doing it I was practically feeling like a child at one point, not like I was even allowed to go to many places, many that I had to stay in the Pack House and it was mostly empty since everybody knew that I was inside. W
Mildred POVHe didn't even give me a chance to complain about the absurd request that he was making before he bullied his way into my room with his pillow strapped under his armpit and then he placed it on the love couch in the bedroom and relaxed as if it was his own.Now I was just staring at him with bewildered eyes because I couldn't believe that he was actually doing that, it was far too insane for me to really grasp."You have to leave…" I said to him in a tight voice and he was busy getting himself comfortable on the couch."Sweetheart, I think you need to be more appreciative of me. If it wasn't for me right now you would probably be dead and, if you don't know I really love having my head attached to the rest of my body, I've gotten used to that…"Guilt was running through my entire body. Arnold was not around. He was the only reason why I was alive and had the chance even to get my baby because of him."Okay, I understand all of that, but why are you on my couch? Why do you
Mildred's POVI had already tolerated so much from him and this was just too much."Take it back to him," I seethed at the maid with burning eyes and she looked at me like a deer in front of headlights."He…he told me that I shouldn't return it, he told me that I would be punished if I did…" She said, her voice shaking with unison to her body, I gritted my teeth as I paced around my room, this was the final straw…I couldn't allow him to turn me into his freaking puppet.He was just far too insufferable he knew that I wouldn't accept the dress and was now using the maid as a pawn I told her that she could drop the dress, all so that she wouldn't end up in trouble and dismissed her for my room.When I was done with my morning routine and my eyes went straight over to the box that was lying on my bed out of sheer curiosity I decided to look at the dress when I wasn't going to wear it no matter how pretty it was.That bastard's intentions towards me were crystal clear to the last thing I