Mildred POVI could not describe the relief that washed over my entire body like a cool relaxing shower when I finally had a bed to lie on. I didn't realize that Arnold was staring at me strangely until I rolled on the bed and my eyes came over to him, looking over with a mixture of confusion and perplexity.Even if I had been walking a long way so that way he had carried me halfway back, it was not enough reason for me to act like that after seeing a bed.Before I could even get the chance to think of a good excuse, he came over scooting on the bed, and then, with a hard gaze fixed on me, he asked me."Millie, can you tell me what was happening to you when I was asleep?"I sat up feeling hesitant to talk about my experiences with him. I just wanted to push it into the past because it was so terrible, and I didn't want him to feel guilty that he had not been there for me, since it was basically my fault that I had injured him.He kept on pressing for the truth and so, eventually, I ha
Mildred POV"Mil!"I held out my hand with joy as my best friend ran into them.My husband and I had been waiting several minutes for her plane to finally land and I was so excited. Behind her was the guard that my husband had left to take care of her coming out, calling out that she should not run so fast. She rolled her eyes back, looking at him."You are always treating me like a child!" She said defensively, crossing her hands and with a sigh."... That's because you act like one sometimes, "He responded.After saying that, he looked over to me and my husband and greeted us with a slight bow and also recognized the baby that was cradled in my husband's hand."Oh my gosh, he's so cute!..., oh now I want one so badly." She said, gushing over the baby, and then her bodyguard hovered over her with a worried expression."Children aren't supposed to take care of children," he said without missing a beat, and she turned around."Besides…where are you going to find a guy that can handle a
I have been so busy for some days now, preparing for my mating rituals with Tanya Gates, the daughter of Alpha Colin Gates the second alpha in command after me in the twelve packs of the white moon realm.I have been so busy that I couldn't get enough sleep. I was stressed out and needed to take a break, but I couldn't since it'll be over soon.It wasn't like I didn't have the people to do those things for me, but I believe in doing things myself for better results, I learned that from my late father.My mating rituals and marriage ceremony with Tanya Gates is tomorrow at the pack's event center. I wanted it to be elaborate as I was expecting dignitaries so I went through a lot of stress to pull it through.I never intended to marry Tanya, because I didn't love her and she wasn't my fated mate, but I had no choice as I was almost going feral for staying too long without a mate.The Alphas' council of the twelve packs of the white moon realm and all the elders in my pack unanimously pi
Mildred Paige"Arghhh!!!" I screamed as I opened my eyes. It was already morning, I yawned, stretching simultaneously. Damn, it was another nightmare.I was used to having those nightmares I couldn't remember when I wake up, but it wasn't my problem, it's midweek and I have a lot of jobs to catch up with, especially my job at the 'FEEL IT GYM CLUB.'I started working at the gym house about four months ago and it was the best decision I made in my life. There I have good boss, colleagues and customers, unlike some other places I work.Looking at my alarm clock, it was almost six thirty am and was running late, so I rushed to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, had a cold bath put on my uniform for the first job of the day, scheduled for 07-10 am which was a delivery job.I went to the magazine company to get the magazines, after which I went to deliver them one after the other, with the company bike. It was fun riding through the beautiful streets of Canada on a power bike with my helmet o
Alpha Arnold McLeanSeeing my fated mate in the human realm was never what I dreamt of, but I guess that was the goddess of the moon trying to comfort me.Besides, the moon goddess did a great job by joining me with the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my lifetime..................After Ted's explanation that day, I couldn't concentrate or do anything properly, because I felt like I wasn't good enough. I felt used and betrayed by everyone including the moon goddess.The next thought that came to my mind was quitting my Alpha position, but, how will I tell my father and his fathers that I threw away the reason they worked hard over the centuries and millenniums because of a woman?Besides, Alpha Colin Gates will laugh at me and take my position without hesitation.I isolated myself for days without eating, sleeping or bathing, thinking what I should do to heal my heart.After about three days of maltreating myself, I heard a knock on my door."Who?" I growled angrily."Ted." Ca
MildredI lost myself in the arms of a stranger, kissing and removing his clothes thoughtlessly like an idiot.I was only distracted by Jake's call.In as much as I was mad at Jade, for calling me at that time of the night in spite of all my warnings, I was grateful to him for distracting me from the strange man.After reminding him who he is and will ever be, I ended the call and threw my clothes on."I want to go." I said to the stranger who called himself Arnold McLean.He jerked in surprise. I guessed he was lost in thoughts for a moment, but what do I care?"It's late." He finally voiced out.I know, but I have to go, besides who is he to tell me what to do? He's a freaking stranger."I can't allow you leave here at this time of the night." He said possessively."Why?" I furrowed my brows."Just because...""Just because? Just because of what?" I fumed."Because you are my mate!" He grumbled and I scoffed."Your what?" I laughed hard.How could he say we are mates? What does he e
Mildred's POVI tossed and turned sleepily on the bed, trying to touch the person I spent the night with, but the bed was empty.I became agitated when I looked around and didn't see his clothes on the ground they were lying last night. I quickly rushed to the bathroom, but he wasn't there.I thought as much, Mildred, you're just a fool.I sat down and placed my two hands on my face, allowing tears to flow freely down my face.Where could he be, where has he gone to? What came over me last night, why did I give in to a total stranger?So many questions were running through my mind, and a call on my phone brought me back.I rushed to get the phone, hoping he was the one calling to say he was sorry for leaving.I picked up my phone to see that it was already past eight-forty and it was my boss from the magazine company that was calling.Oh my God!First of all, I met and slept with a total stranger, the same day I met him. Secondly, I drank to stupor for the first time in my life. Third
Mildred's POVI walked out on him, hoping and praying that he'd follow me, but to my disappointment he stayed back watching me leave. I could feel how hurting my words were to him.I tried to forget about it and move on, but I kept seeing his pleading face. I went home, prepared and was on my way to my job at the gym when I saw someone standing at the front of my door.Mr. Martin!"Go.. goo.. good morning sir." I stuttered, trying my best not to show fear for the person standing in front of me.It was my boss from the newspaper company. He looked like he came for war and was ready to detach my head from my body."I.." I swallowed hard. "I woke up sick, and decided to go and get drugs. I didn't go with my phone, I was so weak that I forgot it, but I think I'm better now." I explained, but he was looking at me all the while like he lost his hearing abilities.The truth is, Mr. Martin had been making advances at me, doing everything within his reach to get me in his bed, but I kept turni
Mildred POV"Mil!"I held out my hand with joy as my best friend ran into them.My husband and I had been waiting several minutes for her plane to finally land and I was so excited. Behind her was the guard that my husband had left to take care of her coming out, calling out that she should not run so fast. She rolled her eyes back, looking at him."You are always treating me like a child!" She said defensively, crossing her hands and with a sigh."... That's because you act like one sometimes, "He responded.After saying that, he looked over to me and my husband and greeted us with a slight bow and also recognized the baby that was cradled in my husband's hand."Oh my gosh, he's so cute!..., oh now I want one so badly." She said, gushing over the baby, and then her bodyguard hovered over her with a worried expression."Children aren't supposed to take care of children," he said without missing a beat, and she turned around."Besides…where are you going to find a guy that can handle a
Mildred POVI could not describe the relief that washed over my entire body like a cool relaxing shower when I finally had a bed to lie on. I didn't realize that Arnold was staring at me strangely until I rolled on the bed and my eyes came over to him, looking over with a mixture of confusion and perplexity.Even if I had been walking a long way so that way he had carried me halfway back, it was not enough reason for me to act like that after seeing a bed.Before I could even get the chance to think of a good excuse, he came over scooting on the bed, and then, with a hard gaze fixed on me, he asked me."Millie, can you tell me what was happening to you when I was asleep?"I sat up feeling hesitant to talk about my experiences with him. I just wanted to push it into the past because it was so terrible, and I didn't want him to feel guilty that he had not been there for me, since it was basically my fault that I had injured him.He kept on pressing for the truth and so, eventually, I ha
Arnold POVMy heart was beating hard against my chest as we were making our way through the woods I had left some markings on the trees quickly as I was rushing here, from time to time my mate would casually point out a deformed tree that had one of the two branches torn off.I would just soothingly her head, telling her not to bother about it when deep down inside I knew that it was because of how madly I had been running when I knew what was about to happen to her.".... Arnold…" she called my name in a weak voice as she clung to me I looked at her asking her she needed to rest a bit giving her the offer of carrying her again but she looked at my hand that was still tearing and shook her head to that invitation saying that she could be here for a little longer until my hands were better.My heart clenched when she said this even when she was in this situation she was still thinking of me and my own well-being and she was pregnant just going through such a traumatic experience that w
Mildred POV"Move faster…"I felt a painful jab on my side caused by someone poking me with a stick. Following that was a burst of laughter and a bunch of laughter followed by the group that had been walking behind me for several minutes now.Now that I had finally gotten to see Arnold, I would have to live up to my own part of the deal or rather die for it, so leading the group was traitorous and then behind me were warriors that were mostly loyal to him and in their midst was Tanya, who was desperate to witness my debt even if it meant her not being there to support Arnold in his last moments.Watching her join the group earlier made me scoff below my breath. Despite doing all of this, she would still viciously claim that she was in love with him. It was ridiculous.No, it wasn't satisfying enough to the group that I was about to execute myself while dragging heavy chains across the forest. They decided that they were going to mock me and do petty, ridiculous things like poking me w
Mildred POV"Millie, if it's a boy, are you fine with him having my grandfather's name?""Hmm, I was hoping that we could name him after my father…""Should we flip a coin over it?"This was the conversation that we had before the world fell apart. crackling I'm just crumbling like a world that I thought will stand forever. Suddenly, the world that I thought we had that was so firm was actually as fragile as a stack of cards messily placed on each other. It was just my imagination that it would last forever, but in a brief moment, a small wind came along and set everything to disaster.Back then I thought that we were going to have a happy family, the two of us and our baby and the ones that were to come.And now I had my fingers entangled in his own, from my side, I was strapped down with chains and on his own he was being held down by drips."Arnold, I am so sorry…"I had thought that I would not get the opportunity to see him. That was until I made a proposition, a proposal that no
Mildred POVSometimes I truly wonder if I am not the one that is cursed if my child is actually innocent and I am the problem here. Perhaps that is so and I am just making myself believe otherwise.I woke up feeling the cold concrete floor brushing against my skin as I stood up and then be clicking sound of chains filled my ears as I tried to sit up. The cold wrapped around me like a thick blanket, but despite this, there was an overwhelming heat that embraced my waist and my ankles when I took a closer look.I realized that with the help of the dull naked bulb that was swinging above my head, I was chained there.I bit my bottom lip as I stared at the chains contemplatively as though my eyes had never seen anything like it before. Maybe I was hoping that if I blinked enough times it would fade away, but, I missed and it would all be nothing but a blurry dream that had infiltrated my thoughts. Even after doing so, my eyes went wide like saucepans and I saw that it was nothing more tha
Mildred POVI took a few cautious steps back when I saw the aggressive look on her face and she noticed it."Why are you stepping back…I guess you already know what you did and that is why you are trying to run away now…"A heavy sigh carried my whole chest as I noticed that more and more people were beginning to look at her so I tried to subtly bring it to her attention, but she had a razor-sharp look at me, not minding that so many people were looking at us.Or maybe that was exactly what she wanted."So are you going to confess to what you did or are you going to play dumb and innocent…""I didn't do anything…at least not to you…" I clarified, but she suddenly stepped closer."Last chance…" she hissed."I didn't do anything gosh you people need to stop suffocating me," Then in a burst of emotions, I pushed her…I was so fed up…they watched me like I was a delinquent child and not even an adult with this uncomfortable bracelet on I was basically not even a threat at all and yet…they
Mildred POV"All better, do you think that anyone will notice?"This question was directed at the lady that was helping me to stitch up the dress. Fortunately, I was able to find a maid that was handy with the sewing machine and she had one within her reach to help me. She even added some decorations on top of the dress that made it more palatable to look at and the stitches more intentional, even though it was because of how randomly I had cut the dress.When she was finally done, she handed me the dress and I was standing in front of the mirror, even without all the extra stitches. I had a feeling that it was still meant to be short and revealing and it clung to me like a second skin. I turned around to look at how it was wrapped around my butt.Gosh if I even dropped anything at that worthless party and might as well just leave it on the floor for the rest of the night because there was no way I would be able to pick it up without unveiling myself in front of everyone.From the cor
Mildred's POVI had already tolerated so much from him and this was just too much."Take it back to him," I seethed at the maid with burning eyes and she looked at me like a deer in front of headlights."He…he told me that I shouldn't return it, he told me that I would be punished if I did…" She said, her voice shaking with unison to her body, I gritted my teeth as I paced around my room, this was the final straw…I couldn't allow him to turn me into his freaking puppet.He was just far too insufferable he knew that I wouldn't accept the dress and was now using the maid as a pawn I told her that she could drop the dress, all so that she wouldn't end up in trouble and dismissed her for my room.When I was done with my morning routine and my eyes went straight over to the box that was lying on my bed out of sheer curiosity I decided to look at the dress when I wasn't going to wear it no matter how pretty it was.That bastard's intentions towards me were crystal clear to the last thing I