NeerahThe way he held me, so close and personal, makes the entire situation deeply etched into my mind. I wanted so badly to kiss him back but…The near kiss, perhaps, was the catalyst for my fear because I was suddenly feeling so scared from too many emotions. Need..embarrassment…confusion…I thought we were going to draw a line! I don't care why he was trying to act like we were an item but I don't need to care. His contract ensured that!I bolt away like he just electrocuted me!He holds me in place though, pulling me closer by holding me by my waistline. His hands went around me completely caging me in. His eyes are hard, as if warning me to just go along with it. I am so confused. What the heck am I going along with?!“Cuan!” a rich feminine voice floats into our ears.Another woman who called him by name! Weren’t werewolves so strict on hierarchy? “June!” Alpha Cuan states, looking away from me to face the female Alpha. He pulls me by his side and snakes a hand around my wais
Alpha CuanA scream tore through the air and I knew instinctively that this had to be Neerah.It is nearing morning now and I haven't slept a wink. In fact, I had to digest the information on Rayah after confronting Chase.I rushed out of my office to run upstairs towards her room.Her door is open so the moment I turned the handle, it opened up freely to expose Neerah thrashing wildly on her bed screaming at the top of her lungs hitting the matress with her fisted hands.‘Stop choking me! Stop! Stop! Mom!!!’ She has her hands to her neck trying to break invisible chains.‘No…mom…mom…please…!’She wouldn't say anything else but that is what she wouldn't stop repeating. The three words interchange to describe her inner demons.I tried waking her up but she wouldn't. I held her hands but then she subconsciously thought of it as an attack and started to fight back desperately against me until I held her entire body captive so she wouldn't hurt herself.It didn't take long for her to go l
NeerahI can't believe I am letting him kiss me. I was like ‘Is this some kind of game to him?’ But he is looking at me with so much softness. I can see his total fascination which strangely doesn't seem like just fanciful attraction. It called to me.I felt like I was all he needed at the time. That the situation wasn't wrong. That the time isn't bad. That we are just two individuals burning for each other. I am helpless against the force of my reaction to him. I wanted the connection to last a long long time. He has this aura about him that makes me feel weak in the knees. The serious set of his eyes when they cloud over with feeling. It speaks to my inner heart. I just want to give him everything he wanted then. But I know that I couldn't. “If it is your beauty that calls to me, Neerah, I would include sex in our marriage contract” he whispered, his lips hovering above mine so that I could feel the warmth of his breath as he spoke. I can also see the vibrance of his eyes up clo
Alpha CuanHow well do you know Neerah?Oh, she is my neighbor's only daughter! They have lived here for more than ten years. I guess I know her more than a little. Was she always given to mood Swings?I remember once. she got kicked out. Poor girl was only sixteen. I took her in for a couple of days before her mother's boyfriend left. She wouldnt look at us or speak for nearly one week. Was she alright afterwards?My daughter brought her child over for a few hours and she took a liking to the baby. She would speak to the baby girl when she thought that no one was looking. After the baby is gone?Oh she went home. A couple of days later, she was smiling and hyper as usual. She thanked me for my help, that's all.Was she always so strange?I know this will sound spooky but sometimes, when her mother was shouting all over the house, she would scream at the top of her lungs saying things like ‘I beat you? I beat you? You beat me you fucking monster!’ So, she blames her for the beatin
NeerahThe smell of books really calms my mind these days. And today, it is not just any book that I am reading. I am going to read the book titled ‘Soulful bond’ by a writer who calls himself ‘Gee Wolf’I am finally going to find out if I can explain the first two days I spent at the pack house. Every one of the teachers I asked in school said that this book is like the textbook to every tiny explanation you need about werewolf connections. Their connection with their mates, their wolves, their pack members…“That is the book I am looking for” Fero's voice reaches my ears. I stare at the spot the book was earlier before she snatched it out of my grasp and wondered why Raya has her tailing me.Is she insecure in her relationship with the Alpha? Why was she doing everything possible to make me react?!What would make her understand that I don't have the energy to fight for something so senseless?The Alpha will always choose her. What else does she want?!Despite my deep rooted desi
RayahAlpha Cuan has a rule about intimacy. Back then, he wanted to wait until we were both eighteen to find out if we are made for each other. Then we can commit to each other as much as we want. He has a great sense of responsibility. He just never liked half of anything. IIt's either all or nothing. I tried everything i could think of that could work. With his strobg sebse of responsibility, he would not leave me even if he met his mate knowing he would hurt me badly in the process. I sneaked into his room most nights but all he did was state clearly that it was not time yet. There are times he was so close to crossing the line and it pissed him off so much he stopped talking to me for an entire week. He just stopped reacting to anything I did. It was almost like, he stopped caring at all, putting the required distance between us to keep him safe from my advances.I knew that I couldn't manipulate him with our physical relationship if it turns out we weren't mates. This is some
RayaAlpha June was never intimidated by our relationship. She always kind of expressed that she would wait to find out if we are mates. It was another big hurdle I wanted to pass. Sometimes, she would joke about letting him keep me for my house management skills. I hate that bitch!After I returned, I heard that Alpha Cuan actually kissed Neerah at a boutique of all places! People said he did it to show Alpha June that he was interested in someone. What I think he did was send a direct message that he found his mate. It was a respectful announcement to Alpha June to let her know that her hopes would never be fulfilled. He has never dissuaded her before and often found it funny and cute that despite her bulldozing into things, she actually has a feminine side. I used to be livid about It but he never took it seriously. He always just thought that if we are meant for each other, then no one else would matter anyways. i personally think he kept her as an option for when his efforts
Rayah“Neerah beat her up!” Nina cringed at the reminder.“A wolfless human beat Fero up. Be more believable please!” I refuse to take them seriously. Nah! That cannot be true. Come on!“It is true though. Her eyes were silver. I have never seen anything like it. Maybe she is lying and she does have a wolf” Nina explains. “She was so strong, it took four werewolves to bind her arms. Everyone In the library saw it. Mrs Sofia was so shocked that she did not remember to bring us to order and remind us that this is the sacred library until Neerah left and she could speak again” another pack member states.I literally feel chills run down my spine. The elders talk about Alphas getting ridiculously stronger when their mates are special. I heard that Cuan experuenced the 'wolf cry' when he went to the Luna Moon pack. I did not want to attach meaning to it but it could make sense if it happened when he met his mate.Neerah.I don't have time. I am not sure why they drifted apart after my ret