I wake to Wren in my arms. She’s still sleeping. We stayed in the same position all night. Her warm body against mine feels good as her sweet honey and almond scent surrounds me. I can see why Obsidian has been begging me to let her sleep with us because it was the best night's sleep I’ve had in forever. I do wish we were in bed. This bed is comfortable, but I’m used to my bed. However, I’m not sure I’m ready to let Wren have that type of freedom. If I fall asleep, it gives her free reign of the house and, even worse, the chance to run. I can’t risk her running. I’m not sure she would be foolish enough to run, but she might after the double date fiasco. I know she doesn’t trust me and is skeptical of everything. She was already skeptical, and now she is even more skeptical than before. There has never been much trust between us. Between her breaking one of my pack rules for omegas, her hating how our society is run combined with her lack of trust in the higher ranks, and now this dis
I hop in the shower needing to clean myself up. Between sweating and sex, I stink. Plus, a shower was a way for me to get away from Alpha Valen for a minute before my next wave of heat hits me like a damn freight train. Goddess, is every heat going to be like this from now on? I don’t know how I will run away if my heat is this crazy. Usually, with my heat, I crave any high-ranking male, but now that I’ve been claimed by my fated mate, I only want him. I might have to look into buying pills that will suppress my heat. They are hard to come by, but they do exist. It’s one of those things that once you know where to buy it, you are going to go. I’m surprised Alpha Valen spent the night with me. It’s probably why I slept so well. I can’t deny that his presence and scent are soothing. I’m sure he only stayed in case I was hit with another wave of heat. No doubt he doesn’t want to miss his chance to get me pregnant. I’m sure once I’m done with my heat will be back to sleeping in his own b
I wake up next to Wren. I promised her last night I would stay with her through the night. I know her heat makes her vulnerable. I didn’t want to leave her. Addimidtly I don’t think I couldn’t have left her last night. I slept two nights with Wren, and I don’t want to sleep without her. However, I miss my own bed. With going away to Alpha Ian’s pack, I want to spend the nights leading up to the trip in my bed. The problem is I can’t trust that Wren won’t run. It’s harder for her to sneak out in the den because while I can’t lock the door, I can activate the alarm on the door. The alarm would wake me up. Wren doesn’t know I have an alarm on the door. I know Wren doesn’t trust me. I can’t blame her. I’ve given her no reason to trust me, and with how omegas are treated, why should she believe that I would keep to my word? While I still don’t know if I can fully embrace Wren as my mate, I am going to try. I know I shouldn’t care that she is an omega. However, it’s hard not to move past i
Today we leave for Alpha Ian’s pack. I’m excited to leave the pack territory for the first time. Most omega’s never get a chance to leave their pack. I’m a little nervous that on how I’ll be presented and how the pack will look at me. Alpha Valen says they have a better view of omegas than most packs, but that doesn’t mean that they will accept me as an Alpha Supremes fated mate. I’m still not sure about this whole fated mate business. I don’t trust Alpha Valen that he will keep me. I still feel more like his breeder than his fated mate. After I was done with my heat, it went back to business as usual. I’m back to being locked in the den most of the day except for dinner time. Alpha Valen only spent two nights with me while I was in my heat. Now, he’s back to sleeping in his bed. While he hasn’t been around that Lorna bitch, he’s still made no commitment to me. I’m still unmarked, he hasn’t helped with practice shifting like he promised, and he’s fairly distant with me. I’m upset by
After dinner, Wren and I head to our room. Dinner was nice, and I forgot that I do enjoy getting away from the stress of running a pack. We enter our room, and I find our suitcase already in the room. Wren goes to it and starts unpacking our clothes, putting them away in the dresser. I feel bad that she only has omega dresses. I should have bought her some clothes to wear while we were here. Good thing I’m sending her shopping tomorrow with Luna Rani and Laura. “We should get some sleep. We both have big days tomorrow.” I state.“Am I sleeping in here with you?” Wren asks, looking confused. “Yes, you are my mate.” “I thought I would be sleeping tight the other omegas unless Alpha Ian doesn’t have an omega house.” Why would she think I’d make her sleep with the other omegas?“He does, but you won’t be sleeping there. You will be sharing a room with me. Is everything okay?”“Yeah, I’m fine,” Wren replies, but I don’t believe her. Something is off. Maybe she feels off since this is he
I felt weird being in my omega dress. I knew I was about to go shopping for nicer clothes. Still, I couldn’t help but feel like I was dress for my station. A reminder that I might be a fated mate of an Alpha Supreme, but I’m still just an omega. Breakfast was just as awkward as dinner, but it was less formal, which I was thankful for. I wasn’t sure how I was going to spend an entire day shopping with two sophisticated high-ranking wolves. Luna Rani was dressed in a nice jeans and beautiful floral button down top with black pumps. Laura is dressed in blue and white pinstripe casual pants paired with a flowy white top and nude pumps. Even their so called causal dress was fancy. After breakfast, the three of us have a car waiting for us. Both Alpha Ian and Beta Own kiss their females on the lip goodbye while Alpha Valen simply hands me his credit card and tells me there is no limit on how much I spend. No affection whatsoever, just complete and total distance. It was one thing for him
Alpha Ian, Beta Own, and I spend the day around the city. They help me come up with some ways to integrate their pack policies into my own. First, I have to get Graven on my side, which might not be easy, and it will take a lot of convincing, but I think I will be able to win him over.I have to admit it’s nice being so open about Wren being my fated mate and not worrying about being judged for it. It’s also been nice being able to be out in the open with Wren and not worry about what people think. I know my pack will judge her. They might even blame her for some of the changes that I want to implement. None of what I want to do will happen overnight. Besides, the slow changes will allow Wren and I to work on our relationship. I know I’m still being so distant with her, but right now, I’m focused on learning everything I can about how to change my pack. I still have to investigate things. Unfortunately, Alpha Ian didn’t have more information on fated mates. He’s still doing his own r
It’s been a few days since Wren ran away. All we have been able to find is that she got on a train, but we haven’t been able to locate what stop she got off at. We have been skimming through security footage from the various stations that the train stopped at, but no luck with finding wren. I stalled going back to my pack for a few days in hopes that we would be able to find Wren and I’d be able to bring her back home with me. Unforutnallfy, I can’t delay going back any longer, and I’m on my way home now. I’m furious I’m going back alone. I have no fucking idea how to handle this with the pack. Thankfully, only Graven knew I was taken Wren with me, and I told him to keep quiet about it. As far as anyone else is concerned, Wren is locked in her den. I guess it’s time I break the news to Graven anyway about Wren if I plan on getting him on my side about changing things within the pack. Although, Wren running away will make it harder to convince him that we should make changes. I can’t