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I wake up next to Wren. I promised her last night I would stay with her through the night. I know her heat makes her vulnerable. I didn’t want to leave her. Addimidtly I don’t think I couldn’t have left her last night. I slept two nights with Wren, and I don’t want to sleep without her. However, I miss my own bed. With going away to Alpha Ian’s pack, I want to spend the nights leading up to the trip in my bed. The problem is I can’t trust that Wren won’t run. It’s harder for her to sneak out in the den because while I can’t lock the door, I can activate the alarm on the door. The alarm would wake me up. Wren doesn’t know I have an alarm on the door. I know Wren doesn’t trust me. I can’t blame her. I’ve given her no reason to trust me, and with how omegas are treated, why should she believe that I would keep to my word? While I still don’t know if I can fully embrace Wren as my mate, I am going to try. I know I shouldn’t care that she is an omega. However, it’s hard not to move past i
Today we leave for Alpha Ian’s pack. I’m excited to leave the pack territory for the first time. Most omega’s never get a chance to leave their pack. I’m a little nervous that on how I’ll be presented and how the pack will look at me. Alpha Valen says they have a better view of omegas than most packs, but that doesn’t mean that they will accept me as an Alpha Supremes fated mate. I’m still not sure about this whole fated mate business. I don’t trust Alpha Valen that he will keep me. I still feel more like his breeder than his fated mate. After I was done with my heat, it went back to business as usual. I’m back to being locked in the den most of the day except for dinner time. Alpha Valen only spent two nights with me while I was in my heat. Now, he’s back to sleeping in his bed. While he hasn’t been around that Lorna bitch, he’s still made no commitment to me. I’m still unmarked, he hasn’t helped with practice shifting like he promised, and he’s fairly distant with me. I’m upset by
After dinner, Wren and I head to our room. Dinner was nice, and I forgot that I do enjoy getting away from the stress of running a pack. We enter our room, and I find our suitcase already in the room. Wren goes to it and starts unpacking our clothes, putting them away in the dresser. I feel bad that she only has omega dresses. I should have bought her some clothes to wear while we were here. Good thing I’m sending her shopping tomorrow with Luna Rani and Laura. “We should get some sleep. We both have big days tomorrow.” I state.“Am I sleeping in here with you?” Wren asks, looking confused. “Yes, you are my mate.” “I thought I would be sleeping tight the other omegas unless Alpha Ian doesn’t have an omega house.” Why would she think I’d make her sleep with the other omegas?“He does, but you won’t be sleeping there. You will be sharing a room with me. Is everything okay?”“Yeah, I’m fine,” Wren replies, but I don’t believe her. Something is off. Maybe she feels off since this is he
I felt weird being in my omega dress. I knew I was about to go shopping for nicer clothes. Still, I couldn’t help but feel like I was dress for my station. A reminder that I might be a fated mate of an Alpha Supreme, but I’m still just an omega. Breakfast was just as awkward as dinner, but it was less formal, which I was thankful for. I wasn’t sure how I was going to spend an entire day shopping with two sophisticated high-ranking wolves. Luna Rani was dressed in a nice jeans and beautiful floral button down top with black pumps. Laura is dressed in blue and white pinstripe casual pants paired with a flowy white top and nude pumps. Even their so called causal dress was fancy. After breakfast, the three of us have a car waiting for us. Both Alpha Ian and Beta Own kiss their females on the lip goodbye while Alpha Valen simply hands me his credit card and tells me there is no limit on how much I spend. No affection whatsoever, just complete and total distance. It was one thing for him
Alpha Ian, Beta Own, and I spend the day around the city. They help me come up with some ways to integrate their pack policies into my own. First, I have to get Graven on my side, which might not be easy, and it will take a lot of convincing, but I think I will be able to win him over.I have to admit it’s nice being so open about Wren being my fated mate and not worrying about being judged for it. It’s also been nice being able to be out in the open with Wren and not worry about what people think. I know my pack will judge her. They might even blame her for some of the changes that I want to implement. None of what I want to do will happen overnight. Besides, the slow changes will allow Wren and I to work on our relationship. I know I’m still being so distant with her, but right now, I’m focused on learning everything I can about how to change my pack. I still have to investigate things. Unfortunately, Alpha Ian didn’t have more information on fated mates. He’s still doing his own r
It’s been a few days since Wren ran away. All we have been able to find is that she got on a train, but we haven’t been able to locate what stop she got off at. We have been skimming through security footage from the various stations that the train stopped at, but no luck with finding wren. I stalled going back to my pack for a few days in hopes that we would be able to find Wren and I’d be able to bring her back home with me. Unforutnallfy, I can’t delay going back any longer, and I’m on my way home now. I’m furious I’m going back alone. I have no fucking idea how to handle this with the pack. Thankfully, only Graven knew I was taken Wren with me, and I told him to keep quiet about it. As far as anyone else is concerned, Wren is locked in her den. I guess it’s time I break the news to Graven anyway about Wren if I plan on getting him on my side about changing things within the pack. Although, Wren running away will make it harder to convince him that we should make changes. I can’t
It’s been two months since I ran away from Valen. I still can’t believe I had the courage to run. I got off on a random stop in a neutral city. A few weeks into the city, I found a group of female omega rogues who have all run from packs because they didn’t want to be breeders or sex slaves. They gave me a safe place to stay and set me up with a job as a maid in a hotel so I can earn my own money. It feels good to be on my own, earning my own money, and having freedom. I can make my own choices and do as I please. It’s something I’ve always wanted for myself, to have independence, and I finally have it even if I miss my mate. The leader of the group, Emma, knows about my situation. Emma told me about denouncing my pack, but I can’t bring myself to do it. Crimson is struggling to let go our of her mate. I have to admit it is hard, but I know this is for the best. I didn’t think I’d miss Valen so much, but he didn’t want me. I don’t even know why he bothered with that trip to Alpha Ia
I watch Wren’s eyes flutter close as she succumbs to the power of being marked by an Alpha Supreme. When omegas are marked, the intense bond that is formed tends to temporarily weaken them, but I’m an Alpha Supeprem, which makes my mark that much more intense. I scop Wren up bridal style and begin to walk to the elevator. No one will question an Alpha Supreme carrying an omega. I mind link Graven to bring the car to the front of the hotel so I can load her in the car quickly. I want to get the fuck out of her and back home. It’s taken me two fucking months to find her. I don’t know how the hell she hid so damn well, but she did. She even fucking changed her name, which was clever. I certainly wasn’t looking for no fucking Wendy. Graven is waiting out front of the hotel in the pick lane. He quickly gets out of the car and goes to open the door when he spots the fresh mark on her neck that is slowly healing. “You marker her, and she let you?”“I didn’t fucking give her a choice.” I sn
Ten years have passed since I’ve become Luna to the Blue Moon Pack. Dadian is a smart ass, trouble maker like his father, but damn, I love him. Valen and I wasted no time trying for a girl. We didn’t get our daughter until the fourth try. After that, I was done with pups until the moon goddess blessed us with surprise twins. I’m definitely done now. Candy, Anisa, and Graven have Cali and two boys of their own. Ian and Rani had one more pup after their son. Our pups are all close. I’m hoping Cali and Dadian end up fated mates. Fated mates are back in the picture. Ten years later, and we still aren’t fully sure why or how fated mates became a myth when they weren’t. Since we struggled to find the truth, we started recording our own records of fated mates. Every time a fated mate couple is discovered, it’s recorded. It happens more often than not and has become more of an occurrence of the years. Becca and many of the other rogue omegas from Emma’s army are thriving in pack life. Be
Entering the cabin, I don’t find anything normal. The small cabin is one room combine with a stove, fireplace, and a bed. My dad is on the floor, clutching his chest with a pained expression on his face. Emma is on the bed in the same position as my father. It doesn’t look like they killed one another, but some supernatural force or maybe poison. There are dairies scattered everywhere. It makes no sense. I instruct warriors to pack up the diaries and for their bodies to be burned along with the cabin. The entire place gives me the creeps. I’m curious about the diaries. I transform, and one of the warriors sticks the bag of diaries in my mouth. I take off, heading back home. It’s late, and I don’t want to leave Wren and Dadian on their own for too long. While I know they are safe, I like to have them close by. They are so important to me. When I get home I transform and tekn tWren is asleep in the recliner in the living room. Dadian is passed out in his swing. I smile at them before
It’s been several months since I released Emma and my father. No a word, not a sighting, absolutely nothing. I don’t know if that should concern us or not. I thought by now one of them would have made a move against the pack. We never stopped with our changes. If anything the changes we have made should have pissed them off enough to come out of whatever hole they have crawled into. My biggest concern is they have teamed up and are waiting to strike. If they are waiting in the shadows to strike, it makes me nervous. I truly thought they wouldn’t be a problem by now. Wren is being my rock with this. She is somehow cool as a cucumber. She is trusting the moon goddess, and while I do trust the moon goddess I still can’t help but feel concern until I know where they are. Moving on with our changes is a great distraction. We recently had a meeting with dozens of packs to implement our changes from our pack within other packs. Ian has been helping. He should be getting more credit than me
I’m completely insulted that I’m not a threat. Once again, I’m underminded by a fucking alpha wolf. No one takes omegas seriously. It’s insulting that the higher-ranking wolves believe we are insignfigent and can’t do anything. I’ll prove them wrong. I will kill Viktor and send his head to Valen. After that, I have to rebuild my army. At first, I didn’t believe Valen when he said my omega army was here in his pack. However, the guards took my be the refuge center and I saw my army being taken in and settled. Becca of course was helping them settle. I missjuded her and her ability to be so easily swayed. I thought her fear of higher-ranking wolves would keep her on myside, but fucking Wren must have gotten to her. Wren. I sorely underesitmiated her. I will enjoy killing her. She’s an embaressment to omegas. Everyone admires her because she is now Luna. The first omega Luna and every omega now worships her and looks up to her like some becon of hope. That should be me. I’m the true b
Going with Wren’s plan I head to the dungeons. We spent the last couple of days going over exactly how to do this. I think it will work and if it does, Wren’s a damn genius. I certinally wouldn’t have thought about pitting Emma and my father against each other to let them take one another out for us. Once they are out of the way we can refocus on making the changes that need to be made. Entering the dungeons, I go to see my father first. He’s been locked up longer and I know he is itching to get out. Normally, I hate going to visit my father, but this time I don’t mind it because the look on face when I tell him he’s not worth my time as my biggest problem is going to be priceless. I find my father in cell. He stands up the moment he sees me. “Hello, son.” He greets. “Hi, father. Today is your lucky day because I’m releasing you.” I announce opening the cell door with the key that I grabbed from one of the guards. “You’re releasing me? Praytell, why?” My father asks as curiosit
A couple of weeks have passed since my Luna ceremony. I’ve been training with Valen in our homemade gym. I’m so happy that we turned the den into something productive. Even better that it’s something that is allowing us to bond and further strengthen our relationship. It’s also something that has come in handy for our friends and will come in handy when Dadian is older. Valen hasn’t completed the outdoor training area yet. I was honestly surprised when Valen decided to do everything himself. I guess I assumed as Alpha Supreme he would hire people to do it for him. For some reason, I never pictured Valen as someone who would get his hands dirty to build something for himself. It would seem my Alpha enjoys hard labor as it's a great distraction for our current issues. We have no idea what to do with Emma and Viktor. However, we can’t let them rot in our dungeons forever. That’s why I came up with an idea I’m going to present to Valen and Graven at our weekly meeting today. Once a w
It’s been a couple of days since Wren’s Luna ceremony and Emma showed up. I don’t know how I feel about having two enemies locked up unable to get answers or anywhere with either. My father is even more furious that I actually went through with Wren being Luna. I went to see Emma the next day after Wren was all settled with our son and enjoying our visitors from her ceremony. I got absolutely no where with Emma. She is deranged and delusional. She thinks it’s time for omegas to rule the werewolf world and will ready to kill. I worry about the supposed army of omegas Emma claims she has in her back pocket waiting for her command. I talked to both Becca and Wren about it. Wren didn’t know about an army, but Becca did, so she is trying to get in contact with the other she-wolves she knows to see what information she can find out. On my way from visiting Emma, I stopped by to see my father who is on the opposit side of the dungeons. I don’t need those two teaming up. Although, I don’t s
The morning of my Luna ceremony is chaos between two fussy pups and trying to get ready. We all manage and just as the chaos is slowing down, it’s time for us to leave and head to where my ceremony is being held. My nerves flutter when we arrive at the hotel. There is a big auditorium for the ceremony and then afterward there is a huge event room for the party. Most of our out of pack guests stayed at the hotel to make it easy on themselves. I’m in a back room with Anisa, Rani, Candi, and our pups. Graven and Valen are making sure things are all good safety wise while also ensuring things are ready for the ceremony. I bounce Dadian in my arms as a distraction. All day everyone has been telling me the ceremony will be fine and that I will be great. I know they are right, but that doens’t stop the anxiety eating away at me. It feels like forever before Valen finally comes to get me. Anisa takes Dadian from me and she and the others leave to go take the seats. Valen takes my hand and
Tomorrow I finally become Luna of the Blue Moon Pack. It’s hard to believe it’s actually happening. I know it hasn’t officially happened yet as it’s tomorrow, but it's right upon us. No more thinking it’s in the future or it feeling so far away. It’s here, and I’m not sure how I feel about it. On one hand, I’m thrilled to be taking my place by Valen’s side as his Luna. I feel honored yet a huge responsibility that is being placed on my shoulders. A responsibility I’m definitely not prepared for, but I’m working on it. I’ll be learning as I go and I think everyone understands that. Well, the critics won’t understand, but those are the people who want me to fail and will find fault with anything I do. On the other hand, I feel unprepared and like I’m being set up to fail as if it’s some cruel joke to prove omegas can’t hack it with the higher-ranking wolves. There’s this huge responsibility on my shoulders to prove omegas can be more than breeders and sex slaves. Everyone is looking