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The Alpha's Catalyst FAILED BEFORE WE STARTED
MARCUS P.O.V“What am I thinking?” I whispered to myself, running my hand through my hair. I looked around the living room like someone who was lost and just then I felt the heaviness in my chest.Why did I tell her my perception about Katherine? Ever since we got married all I have ever done is cause her pain. I should not have said what I did; I should have kept it to myself. What have I done?I was still in grief when I heard a shattering sound behind me. I looked and unfortunately it was Alicia. Her eyes were already covered in tears as she staggered on to the dining table. Her stare was like that of someone who was already broken.My mind ran through the possibilities of everything that could put her in this shape and the only reasonable answer was that she must have discovered another of my many secrets. My heart ached at her sudden appearance and broken look and it was at this moment I realized that I had made a terrible mistake in bringing her into my life. Things might have t
The Alpha's Catalyst ALONE
MARCUS P.O.VWhen Alicia left with Travis and Emily, I phoned Silas demanding that we meet up at the football field. That place had become my favourite meeting point with him because the setting was perfect to keep our conversation confidential and less suspicious.I arrived at the field at twelve o’clock noon that day; luckily the cloud was moist but despite that fact the games were still ongoing. Upon my arrival I spotted Silas seated on a swing just a few meters away from the youths who were playing football.“Silas,” I said when I got to where he was seated.He made the same irritated look when he saw me. I knew that we would never get used to our smell. “Marcus, why have you called me?” he asked.“Yesterday, when I asked you to hypnotize Kelvin, did you do it?”“Yes, I did,” he replied.“No you didn’t,” I interrupted him. “If you took away the memories of that night from him then how is it that he still knows about it?”The expression on his face showed that he was also shocked a
The Alpha's Catalyst RESTLESS
MARCUS P.O.VI watched him shiver and dread at my sight, the shock thrust him backward to the floor, I read the traces of fright in his eyes, I saw how badly he wanted to move, I saw how badly he wanted to disappear but his legs betrayed him.He hopped off the floor, taking a few quick steps which landed him back on the ground and afterwards his feet were steadied as he fled from my presence. His wails resounded in the forest like that of a night bird as he went on and on.I was glad that I had brought him this far from home else it would have been a complete disaster. His reaction was not unexpected so I pursued after him. I tracked him from afar to make sure that I didn’t startle him so much, I did it in hopes that after a while his strength will fail and when he is at my mercy he will have no other choice than to listen to me.I followed him miles into the forest as he kept staggering and falling until finally he staggered on to a tree. Resting his back on the tree he took a wood f
The Alpha's Catalyst FIGURE UNDER THE MOONLIGHT
ALICIA P.O.V“Catalyst, Catalyst!” The vehement whisper woke me up in the middle of the night. I felt my bones shake at the fearful feeling that grasped my ribs; I quickly put on the lamp as I looked around the room but there was no one there. After a while I dropped the lamp and about to go back to bed I heard the same whisper but this time I could tell that it was coming from outside the bedroom door.I pulled my weight off the bed as I approached the door carefully with my hand clinging to the lamp. Taking a deep breath I opened the door swiftly drifting the lamb to the sides but there was still no one present.“Zoey…” I called but there was still no response. I waited for a while and then the sound came again. Driven with curiosity I followed the sound past the sitting room until I arrived outside and then it vanished.It was freezing outside and the weather wasn’t good for my health, the entire condition gave me a bad impression but whatever was the reason I remained outside rema
The Alpha's Catalyst STRANGE ORPHANS
MARCUS P.O.VI walked into one of the largest eatery in the city that night as I settled down on a chair. The place was comforting and the ambient music served as a distraction to the worries that filled my mind. There were a lot of persons present than I had expected because the current status of California will not support this setting, at least not with the mass terror that is ongoing in the city.“Excuse me sir,” a waiter said as I lifted my gaze to meet her cheerful smile.“Yes.”“Is there anything you would like to be offered?” she asked.“A glass of wine will do,” I answered and immediately after my comment she left. As soon as she moved away I spotted a young man walk in with a fair young lady. They both looked wealthy but what caught my attention wasn’t their uniqueness rather it was the strange atmosphere I felt at their presence. I could tell immediately that they weren’t human but I was not able to tell whether they were vampires, werewolves or witches.I held my gaze on t
The Alpha's Catalyst STRANGEST PLACE
ALICIA'S P.O.VI was greeted by the morning sun the moment I stepped out of the cabin. This morning I will be leaving with Morgan to seek help for myself and my unborn child but I wasn't sure I was prepared for it. I have no idea where he would take me, that alone was enough reason to be scared, however I had to be strong, even if it was not for myself but for my child."You look gorgeous This morning," Travis said, walking out of the cabin with a cheerful smile on his face."I can tell you're teasing me. I know I look hideous," I replied, giving him a frown in return. I saw my reflection in the mirror this morning and I almost didn't recognise myself. I was looking skinny and even right now I could feel my flesh cling tightly to my bones. My joints felt like they were about to be torn apart and my ribcage hurt badly."It's time to go Alicia," Morgan called from beside the vehicle they had hired and I approached Travis, Emily and Zoey who were also with him.When I arrived there Zoey
The Alpha's Catalyst TALE OF MICAH MACDONALD; THE FIRST EXISTING CATALYST
ALICIA'S P.O.VShe led us to a discrete room and there we found a staircase leading down into a basement. I followed her curiously to know who this individual is and why they had to keep him in a place like that. We arrived before an iron door as she opened a little spot for us to have a look. Through the rectangle hole I saw a man seated down on an iron bench with his face on the floor.“His name is Alaric and he also has a rare condition. The previous person with a similar condition like his didn’t survive,” Helen said as I could tell from her tone how sorry she was.“What exactly is wrong with him?” Travis asked.“He developed a rare DNA which causes his body to build up so much heat. At times it gets so critical that he is caught up in flames but what is most unlikely is that the fire never consumes him,” Helen explained. “This is the second most critical condition we have been presented with so far,”“What are the problems of the other patients?” I asked.“Most of them have abnor
The Alpha's Catalyst A RISK WORTH TAKING
ALICIA'S P.O.VI created vivid images of all the incidents from Helen's tale about Micah Macdonald and even the end of her narration left me curious as I drifted my gaze from the statue to her. "So you are saying that the princess was also a catalyst.”"Yes, she was the second catalyst which existed," Helen answered. "All the Catalysts that had ever existed lived their lifetime running away from the fate of mating a werewolf, they lived their lives in fear which is why I see you as a young lady with so much nerve. If I may ask, why did you choose to do it?""I can't live knowing that my child with a human will be left to bear this burden. Someone had to end it no matter the cost," I answered.She mused for a while and I could tell that she was astonished by my response. "Apart from you wanting this, your mate must love you so much to spare your life," Helen said intensely."How can you tell?" I asked.“Any werewolf could kill his own mate if she happened to be the mortal catalyst so c
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The Alpha's Catalyst THE PERFECT LIFE
MARCUS P.O.V"You are already engaged?" Emily said in surprise."Yes, mom, but you have nothing to worry about. We have already fixed a date to come visit you in person," She said."That's great news," I said."What about you, Maxwell? Do you have any charming Princess you would like to tell us about?" Zoey asked."No, I haven't really thought about it lately," he replied."Hold on, are you…" "Don't even complete that statement," Maxwell interrupted Zoey. "I've been occupied with other things and I am sure the right time will come." The place was silent for a while. "I'm sorry, I almost forgot how hard it is when viewing the world from your eyes. It must have been dark," Zoey said."It was, but thanks to my parents who gleamed light on me," Maxwell replied. "We haven't told you yet but finding a partner for Maxwell isn't as easy as it is for you if not he would have found one by now," I said. "For humans they get to choose who they want to be with but for werewolves, there can be o
The Alpha's Catalyst INHERITANCE
MARCUS P.O.VIt took us thirty minutes to arrive at the main city and as soon as we arrived at the hotel someone was already waiting for us by the door.“You must be Marcus Dominick,” the man said.“Yes I am,” I replied.“Mr. Lucas, is inside, he has been waiting for you, please come with me,” the man said and I followed him inside. Alicia, Maxwell and Stiles were also with me.We went upstairs as we walked through a fancy door which opened up to a large and furnished room. There was a large round table at the center of the room and an elderly man was seated on one of the chairs.“Mr. Lucas, your guests have arrived,” the man who brought us in announced.Lucas’ eyes lit the moment he saw us. “Oh, please take a seat,” he said with a cheerful smile on his face and we all did. “This must be your beautiful wife Alicia Lindsey.”“Yes, she is,” I replied then furrowed my eyebrows in uncertainty. “How did you know?” I asked.He lifts his eyebrows. “Well, news flies these days, especially giv
The Alpha's Catalyst BLOOD MOON; THE LAST TRY
ALICIA P.O.VIt hurts so much to think I was wrong but it hurts even more to give up trying. I had always fought to have even if it was a moment with my son but now at the verge of losing everything I realized I had made a terrible mistake.I saw his deadly fangs above me; they were ready to rip off my bones. His claws were more painful than anything I had ever felt. I had lost him to the darkness. All these could have been avoided if not for my greed. If I had sacrificed him earlier, I would have been able to save everyone.I was about to take my last breath when I heard a clash. I opened my eyes and Maxwell was off me. I looked sideways to see Marcus struggling to hold him back from getting to me.‘No,’ I thought to myself as I transformed into a human. I struggled on my feet. If anyone had to die while trying to stop him then it would be me.“Maxwell, stop please,” I yelled but my voice ended in a whisper. While approaching, I watched Maxwell hit Marcus severally until he returned
The Alpha's Catalyst BLOOD MOON; THE DAY WE FEARED
MARCUS P.O.VFinally it’s time, the dark clouds had covered the sky and it was only thirty minutes before the blood moon rises. We were all in the woods, far deep into the island and as far away as possible from the main city.There were a lot of us. Alicia and I were only standing about ten feet away from Maxwell while Ronald, Wilfred and Flynn were chaining him to the trees. We found the best spot in the forest with the largest trees and we also used multiple large iron chains in hopes that they will be able to hold him until his transformation is complete.I could already see Maxwell’s beastly eyes as he kept glaring at us.“Ronald, hurry up,” I said.“It’s almost ready,” he answered and after a while they both returned to where I was standing.“Max, you have to stay calm, you can do this,” Alicia said.“No, I can’t,” Maxwell replied. “Save me, please… Mom,” he called out.I held her back when she was about to take a step. She looked at me and I wagged my head gently."Dad, why are
The Alpha's Catalyst EXTREME PREPARATION
MARCUS P.O.VNo one has ever done this before and I won't be doing either if the matters at hand were not delicate. Thus time Aracely won't be the one coming to me, I would be meeting her myself."Aracely!" I called as soon as I arrived at her secret grounds."Marcus," I heard her voice behind and I turned to see her standing just three feet away. "What are you doing, you should not be here." "I need answers, Aracely. Enough of the preamble… tell me what I should expect tomorrow," I said."I have already told you everything you have to know. Tomorrow will crown his fate and the chance he will be good is slim, it might not work so you must be prepared," She replied."No, let me look at it myself," I said."That has never happened since the history of Alpha’s, you cannot use that sacred tool," She said.“It doesn’t matter now. If my son falls into the darkness he will destroy you and burn down this place and there will be nothing left…”“Enough! Marcus,” she interrupted me. “You have a
The Alpha's Catalyst TURNING EIGHTEEN; PART THREE
MARCUS P.O.V“Hi everyone, my name is Maxwell Dominick and I am only doing a reintroduction in case of those of you that might have heard of me but never seen me in person. As we all know today is my birthday and I am entirely grateful to all of you for being here but most especially to my awesome parents Mr and Mrs Dominick. They have always stood by me all through, most especially my mother Alicia Dominick…”I heaved a sigh as I closed my eyes in disappointment at the last sentence he made. I looked at Alicia and I could see the huge smile over her face. I could tell that she was enjoying it. I thought I was Maxwell’s favourite but it ended up being her.“Most especially your mother, huh,” I chuckled, then looked back at the stage.“I am grateful that despite the challenges she was tough enough to face it and determined to hold on to me until the end, even if it could have killed her. When everyone gave up on me she persisted. I love you so much mom and I will love you until the end
The Alpha's Catalyst TURNING EIGHTEEN; PART TWO
MARCUS P.O.VI walked inside the building while holding Alicia’s hand. The hall was filled up with both humans and werewolves as rock music filled the air. There was no strange pack present; I made sure that the sentinels never allowed any werewolf from another tribe to venture into the island.Everything was coordinated just like it should be and I trusted my pack to be great at blending in with the humans without causing any arousal, and that was all thanks to my late parents who taught them well.“Marcus, look who showed up,” Alicia said. I looked only to see that it was Katherine. I saw the excitement over Alicia’s face.“Will she be a burden to you?” I asked.“Are you kidding me,” Alicia said with a frown on her face.“Sorry, I was only joking, go on, go and have fun with your friend, I will keep an eye on things,” I said to her.“Okay, please watch Max but don’t spy on him,” she said.“Yes ma’am, but you know that they both mean the same thing…” I was yet to complete my statemen
The Alpha's Catalyst TURNING EIGHTEEN; PART ONE
ALICIA'S P.O.VSix years passed after we reconciled with Meredith and her son Daniel. Even after these six years Marcus had not retrieved the briefcase from Lucas. However, he Still assumed his position as the Alpha of his father's pack.He wasn't the only ruler of the pack since I was ruling beside him. To me it all seemed like a dream. And when speaking of a dream I am talking about the story of a feeble human who fell in love with a charming beast, a mortal chased and hunted by a pack for years was now ruling as Luna of the same pack that tried to kill her.Now the feeble mortal is known as the most revered Luna since the history of the Dominik's pack. And not just that, but far stronger than any Luna who had ever ruled beside the Alpha.Looking back from where I am I was grateful for everything that I had gone through. All my efforts were worth it and even my son, the one they say will doom the world had the most charms than anyone else.I was not only glad to have him but I am al
The Alpha's Catalyst RESOLVING GUILT; RECONCILIATION
ALICIA’S P.O.VThe pain of losing a child was terrible and it wasn’t something a parent would wish for. I couldn’t understand the level of pain the old lady was going through but could only imagine it. Even right now I feel sorry and indebted to her.The dark cloud had already covered the sky when Meredith escorted us out of the house. She wrapped her blanket around her body to protect her from the cold breeze and by the time we arrived at our car she looked down at Maxwell. “Thank you for showing me what you showed me earlier. It felt good to see her face again,” she said to him.“You are welcome ma’am. I know you needed it,” Maxwell replied.Hearing that got me curious but I guessed it was best that I don’t ask. I was okay as long as whatever he showed Meredith made her see things differently.“Guys, I think we have company,” Ronald alarmed us. I looked to see who he was speaking of and from the distance I saw a young man approaching with a bottle of drink in his hand.“Daniel... Ma
