Chapter 3

Chapter 3.

My jaw almost dropped with his answer. That's not gonna happen, I won't stay with him for a long time, I'm sure of that.

I don't trust a guy like him. He may be an alpha but he can't make me do what he wants even though he's hot.

I decided to roam around his library, I actually don't like reading books but I need a better excuse to avoid him.

A book suddenly got my attention, the title was written in a different language that's why I can't understand it but its content is written in English.

I don't know why this book got me, the cover is just a plain black but it really feels different, like I need to read this.

The most powerful creature, that's the words that are written in the first page.

Vaewolfves, a werewolf-vampires hybrid. Pale skin, red lips, and has an ability to change its appearance in either vampire, werewolf, or human. It often doesn't show in an early age, the creature will stay in a human like appearance until twenty- five, where they discover themselves in a blood moon.

They are four times powerful than alphas or vampire royalties. If a vampire can only have one power, vaewolves can have two or more of them.

Is that even possible? If it is, then it's amazing but also deadly. It is written in this book that they are the most dangerous and powerful creature that the world ha.

I flipped it in the next page but I only saw a blank page, all of the pages were now pure white like nothing is really written in there.

"What are you doing?" I almost jumped in surprise after hearing a voice beside me.

"Nothing," I answered and closed the book. His eyes widen just by looking at the cover of it.

"Have you seen something in that book?"

"Just the first page" I answered but he seemed so shocked by my answer.

"First page?" He asked like I just did the most imposable thing in the world.

"Yeah, this one." I flipped the book to the first page but it became blank suddenly. I just saw it a while ago! How did it happen? I checked all of the pages thinking that it must be in somewhere else but there's nothing.

"Where did it go? I just read it before you came."

“What have you read? Tell me!" He grabbed my arms while shouting the words tell me.

"Get off of me, you jerk!" What's so important with that book for him to be this desperate?

"Tell me first what you saw?!" Is he just curious or there's something else?

"I will tell you nothing!" I kicked him on his balls and ran towards my room as fast as I can. Good thing, he didn't run after me because if he did, I'm sure he'll get me easily.

I shut the door but that scene left me puzzled. How did it happen? I mean, the book, I'm hundred percent sure that the first page ain't blank.

Does that mean that I'm the only one who read it? Argh!!! His house was so mysterious just like him.

What was that word again? Vaewolfves. I never thought that that creatures exists. A two powerful creature combined. Then it's so dangerous.

"Open the door, Young lady." I literally stopped when I heard a voice in my mind

Am I crazy or there is really someone talking in my mind? Shit! Did the book caused this? Oh hell! I think I'm gonna need to see a doctor or I'll get insane here.

"It's me, Blade. Open the door or I will break it." Bade? How can he do that?

I ran towards the door and opened it immediately. I saw him waiting outside, he seems like he lost his patience.

"What are you doing? I kept on knocking at the door but you won't open it till I use our connection!"

"Connection? How did you do that? Are you inside my brain to talk there? Oh, hell this is weird! Everything in here is totally weird."

"It's a mate thing, okay?" Oh, yeah. I heard of it back then but it really feels different when it's you who's experiencing it.

“O-Okay. Now what do you need?"

"Nothing," he said then closed the door making me dumbfounded. After wanting to go in, he'll just shut the door and leave like that? I'll say this for the nth time but he's really weird.

I laughed at myself with what just happened. I just slept, I haven't slept last night so I have to regain myself right now by sleeping.

Wait…I remembered, now that I know who he is, then I should find out what was happening in the upper floor when that happens again because I'll surely die if I won't feed my curiosity.

I think that's okay though, nothing will be much worse than what had happened already.

I just closed my eyes. It's my birthday next month, my twenty-fifth birthday. I don't celebrate birthdays that much. That ain't important to me.

I stood in the veranda, and the nature made me so in love with it. There are so many trees, and birds are flying around the vicinity.

I would love to stay here but without him. Well, I'm not that bitter in love. I just know my worth and when I know that I'll go through with so much pain, I'd rather stay alone for the rest of my life.

Am I selfish for that? Am I selfish for doing what's good for me? Well if yes, then I am.

If destiny lead me to him in the middle of running far from anyone else. Then it can also lead me to a different way where pain is included.

I don't actually become like this just because I want to. I just want to escape pain because I've been there all my life, I've experienced so much pain and it broke me every day.

I never had a beautiful childhood because instead of playing just like every other child did, I am in a torture room, desperately crying for my life. Wanting to live and at the same time die to end my pain.

Every day, I'm being punished even though I've never been a bad girl. How can a seven years old little girl deserve that? How can a sweet ang caring girl be a slave instead of being a princess?

Can you imagine a little girl tied in the basement where the torture room was, while crying? I just wanted to be happy but happiness is always running away from me....

Yes, I'm broke, inside and out. No one can fix me, and pain was the last thing that I'll welcome in my life.

Now tell me, how am I selfish with that?