I and blade are both sitting next to each other while his parents are in front of us, there's a deafening silence between us, no one even tried opening their mouth. Even I don't want to start breaking the silence for I don't even know what to say. I'm not that close with them plus the fact that we had an awkward conversation a while ago made me mute myself.
All of the servers are ordered not to go here nor invade our talks for things to be clear on us but how can it be if no one was talking? I want this to be fixed already, it's also hard for me to see Blade that way, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have ever wanted to see them, but of course, I should change my perspective now. I should include Blade in my every plan and I'll start with his parents. I'm not pushing him to do it, I just want him to want to do it.
"Mam-" I was cut off by Blade's mom when I was about to speak. I just decided to break the silence instead of staying in an awkw
"No! You're not my mother! Leave now, please! You're just causing us trouble and you won't like to continue this because I will definitely hate you to hell once something happened to my mate. You will never like me to be angry at all of you!" I shouted at her, not minding what she'll feel. Don't tell me that I shouldn't treat her that way just because she's my mother because I'm the one who has been devasted more than they had. I will never believe anything that she says, she shouldn't be trusted. I should never trust a person who can't even save her daughter from misery.I saw how pain trailed in her eyes as it started to pool in tears. No... She's not my mother. She never made me feel that I have one so what's her use? Why is did she just found me now that I don't need her anymore? I'm not even asking for her presence nor affection as my mother anymore. I just want to see them to make them see that I don't need them to live but I never planned on going back to them and livi
"Lil sis? Why did you call me that?" I asked him puzzled, there's something fishy going on in here. Blade also told me to treat him like a brother a while ago and that's really weird for him to tell me that when they were always having a war every time they'll see each other. Isn't that weird? Was it just a coincidence or what? Am I just overthinking or there really is something fishy going on with them? Because I'm sure that it won't happen that fast if there's nothing important that needs them to be fine with each other. Is it about Blade's parents? Are they afraid that they might find out that the pack's beta and alpha are fighting with each other? Maybe.I heated him cleared his throat before answering me. "Nothing, you just misheard it, milady" I just shrugged, maybe I just really misheard it, I shouldn't put meaning to simple things like that. I think he has no family with him and the least I could do is to treat him as my older brother and treat him
"Blade... Is she a-" I heard two voices talking inside our room when I was about to go in. It was Blade and his mother. They seem to be arguing over something that I don't know. I didn't mean to overhear their conversation. I didn't even know that his mother is here in the first place. I just wanted to rest, nothing more but I guess there's something that I need to know. There's this thing who's urging me to stay and listen to them even though I know it's not good for me to do this.I heard Blade cleared his throat before talking. "Yes, mom, but that's none of your business anymore" I peeked through the door because it is halfway open, is it me that they're talking about, or am I just really assuming things? I'm not that important to be a topic in a serious situation like this. Or is it because she doesn't like me for Blade? No... That should not happen and that will not happen. I know that. Blade already assured me things."But
We are having a meal quiet but I can't even eat a thing because of how Blade's parents stare at me. It was somehow intimidating and awkward but I guess I have to deal with it from now on even though I hate stares like this. I should be the one to adjust since I'm not really the ideal woman for their son. They were looking at me like I am the weirdest human being of all. Is there something on my face? A dirt to be exact? Because they were looking at me for already five minutes and I'm being so conscious of how I look like.I even want to ask Blade if we can already just leave and stay in our room because I am not that comfortable with his parents acting this strange since yesterday. I don't even want to ask them what the problem is I don't have the bravery to tell them to stop acting that way. I don't want to get myself into trouble with them.I mean I know that they are both kind and approachable, I've witnessed it myself but it
"Is Dash your son?" I asked just enough for all of us to hear. I just can't help it no matter how hard I tried to stop myself from uttering a word for me not to interrupt them. They all turned their eyes on me with a weird look, like telling me that I just asked them the most obvious thing that it's even impossible for me not to know that. What? Is it my fault that I know nothing about their relationship with Dash? Because that's the truth I even have no idea who he is to them. All I know is that he's a beta. Nothing more, nothing less and I'm not really that interested to know him more if not for this weird interaction.I mean I really know nothing if it weren't for Blade and I thought it's not that important. All I know is that Blade is their only child and I'm not expecting that that fact will bring me in a situation like this. I don't even have a single idea about his relatives- if he has some. Not that I'm not interested in him but because I thought I
"Why didn't you told me that Dash is your brother?" I asked him while my arms are wrapped around him. My head is on his chest while I am hugging him and making him feel my body's heat. We both are still naked and letting ourselves rest after many hours of lovemaking but I still can't help but ask that.I've been curious about his reason for not telling me that and I just put it into words now because I'm moaning in pleasure a while ago and it's impossible for me to ask him in a situation like that. I might end up moaning instead of asking him and make him more insatiable than he is. I don't want us to last a whole day in making love. I really planned to talk to him about it but it's just that we've let ourselves be insane by each other's touch first and we both know that we can't help it whatever we do- I mean HE can't help it. I don't even know if I can still stop him with that. He's such a hungry alpha but that's part of what I love about him, of course.
I'm here again, on the night of the full moon. The night when all of my misery happens and this time, I'm afraid that something might mess up again this time and I don't want that to happen. Instead of being happy every time the full moon will rise, I'm hiding to the problem that might chase me again and to the curse that might hunt me even in my sleep. They're waiting for this night to come yet I'm hiding from it like a coward- a kitten that's so afraid of monsters and tigers. I am a self-proclaimed tigress yet I'm being such a pussy just because of a damn full moon.I just hope that there will be a time where everything will be normal for me. Where I won't hide anymore because I'm safe and I won't be afraid anymore because I can already protect myself from any curse that was meant for me. I know that's impossible. I totally know that yet I am still hoping for that to happen and for this nightmare to stop.Blade... Yes, he's mak
"Yes, I'm accepting you to be my king, Blade," I answered while looking right at his eyes, making him see how genuine I am and how I badly want to marry him before I saw him stood up and kissed me passionately. It's was not that long when I felt something on my wrist. It wasn't painful like what happened to me when I found out that I'm a vaewolf, instead, it's bringing a tingling sensation down my spine. It's making me feel so fulfilled like I've been longing for this moment to come. I don't know how to react nor how to move. This feeling instantly made me quiet yet my heart is so full of emotions that it's even exploding because of it and I know that he can also feel what I'm feeling.I distanced my face from him to look at my wrist that's now glowing. It seems like the moonlight is connected to it and it was so overwhelming that I didn't even know if I'll be afraid of what happening or if I should be happy and amazed by it. I can't even explain what I'm
I just get back home immediately thinking that I was able to wipe them all out but then I found out that there are still those people that I missed out and instead of going back, I called my men to kill them all. I kept on talking to them even though I know that Aze is listening for I can feel her presence just behind the door. She can never hide herself from me because I can feel and hear even her heartbeat. I found her there and just as I expected, she really listening to whoever I'm talking to but to my surprise, I saw her with tears falling down her cheeks and found out that she's jealous because she assumed that I'm pertaining to some woman. How the hell will I even cheat if I'm already head over heels on her? So I did what I can do to make her feel better and that night, everything happened. I marked her as mine- I marked her body as my property and so as confessed my love to her which she answered that she's feeling the same way. &nb
Blade"Daddy! Come on! I want a baby brother already!" Avi kept on saying that to me while posting her lips. She's such a cutie and I know she got that from her mother.I just scratched the back of my head for I don't know how to answer it. I mean she's still my princess and I don't know how to explain her adult things but I also don't wanna lie to her so might as well keep my mouth shut. She's an innocent little princess. I looked at my wife to ask for help for I know that she can explain it to our daughter in a good way but she just rolled her eyes at me like she's telling me that I should deal with this for this is my fault. Oh damn."Sure baby, I can give you a baby brother only if you're mommy will agree," I said while sitting in front of her for our height to be just the same and making her sit on my lap and that way, it'll be Aze who'll need to answer her this time. That's a great idea, right? I'm such
It's been a week since he explained everything to me. At first, it was hard for me to believe him. I mean how will I even believe him if all these years, I thought he just fooled me? He can't even blame me for my trust issues but I guess it was still partly my fault for my trust in him was weak enough for me not to hold on to him on those times where waves and waves of problems are trying how strong our relationship is. It wasn't easy for us, I know that and we should have trusted each other instead of leaving without even letting the other one explain. That's where I was wrong but he should have also told me that part of him. I could have accepted him if he didn't wait for someone to tell it to me in a way where I'll hate and disgust him.I just couldn't contain it anymore because pain already took over me that I don't even have any strength to hear him out. Everything just drained me. I was so exhausted with too much emotion I felt that day that made me
"A-are you planning to kill me?" I asked him again after hearing the door screech and I'm assuming that it's him. Of course, who else will visit me here? Is he checking if this time is the best time to kill me? Pathetic, but I can't even shout at him because I know that if I did, it will be the end of me. I'm expecting that to happen. He can even make me his dartboard just for him to enjoy and that's what terrified me not because I'm afraid of him but because I'm afraid to die if that means I'll leave my daughter alone and he'll surely have a way to get her the moment he found the truth out. He can easily get her the moment I die and my poor baby will just experience hell with him. That will never happen. I will protect my daughter from him because he doesn't deserve her in the first place. I'm glad he still doesn't know a thing about her.I don't want him to know for I know that he'll take my daughter away from me and hurt her just like what he did to me.
I woke up feeling a bit of pain in my temple yet it's still unbearable so I just erase it in my mind and yawn thinking about how good my sleep was but I immediately get up after knowing that I'm in an unknown room and I can hear the wave's tranquil sound that's soothing my ears. But instead of appreciating it, I am bothered. I am at a party last night and then this happened. What the hell! Does that mean I'm with him? Does that mean he again got me? No... This couldn't happen... I don't want this to happen. Why did he take me here and how did he manage to plan all of this when he's not with me and he knows nothing about what's running in my mind? We just saw each other for fuck's sake after years so what is he up to?What the hell is he planning to do with me? I know he has one... It's impossible that he just did this because he saw me and I have a bad feeling about this. And if he managed to manipulate our situation and turn things the other way around, t
I plastered a big smile on my face the moment I entered this familiar place again. This palace... It's been years yet it still brings nostalgia to my whole system like it was just yesterday. I can clearly remember everything I've been through inside it- both happy and worst moments. Nothing changed but the aura surrounding this place- a dark and intimidating one that was actually colorful when I was still here. I guess this palace's true color just showed itself to me.My memories kept on playing over and over again like a broken tape telling me that my life started here. Everything started here, I'm aware of this but it already ended and will never go back to its place because change is the only thing that stays and love isn't included in that. My mind seems to be playing with me, it keeps on reminding me how I've smiled laughed and cried my heart out here but that's already my last because this time, I'm here for an evil plan. A plan that can't be ruined
"Are you sure about this, Aze?" Mom asked me for the nth time today and then again, I just nodded at her as a response. How many times have I heard her ask me this question today? I can't even count it anymore and no matter how many times I'll tell her that my decision is already final, she just kept on sighing deeply, she obviously doesn't want me to leave. She's the one who's stopping me to do this since the day of my training.Yes, I took a training lesson but it's just my brother who teaches me things. I also met someone in the same situation as me- yes, a vaewolf just like me. She teaches me everything she knows. She came from a different pack but she knows almost everything about vaewolves and what we can do. There are still things that she doesn't know but she definitely knows 90% of it and I learned a lot from her.She's a great woman, sadly, both of us experienced different situations but the same pain. She also became a
Time passed so fast just like how fast the wind can pass a place. I can’t still remember hating myself for being pregnant and not wanting to have a baby because I know that he's the father but I didn’t know that it’ll be such a blessing a will save me from everything. I didn't know that this is the one that can complete me and change me into a new Aze who deserves to be called a mother.I was always lost and I didn’t even bother to find myself. I was angry at everyone because I thought they'll all just betray me in the end. I don't even trust myself because I am still capable of hurting myself yet this angel did. This angel found me and save me from my misery. I once thought that being a mother will be hell for me- that I won't be successful in raising a little angel and I'm not capable of doing so but I was wrong. I can’t imagine that I was able to take it- to give birth and raise a child and that’s because of them. Tho
No… This can’t be happening. Oh, God… Please, no. Don’t let our fake love have fruit. Don't let something unwanted happen. I don’t want a memory of him to stay with me for the rest of my life. I can't even imagine looking at a child that reminds me of my heartbreak and betrayal. That will totally be hell for me. That may even seem like the world is punishing me again. Yes, I once wished to have a family with him back then but everything has changed now… Now what? They will give me a child when I already don't want one from him? Goddamn it! Please... Please make this disappear and take this out of my system. I can't... I don't think I'd be able to do this- to become a great mother. I don't want a child hurting just because her mother is hurt. I don't deserve this and I can't handle this now that I already lost everything.I won't be worthy enough to be a mother and I don't know why it is given to me. Is it even a gift