‘Come on, Magnus, please play hide and seek with me,’ Nina begs me with her large, brown, doe-like eyes.
I walk towards her with abrupt haste. She steps back until she feels the bluestone wall against her back. I tower over her with ease. My mother, Astrid, the Luna of Shadow Crest, always reminds me that when I was born, I was double the size of a regular wolf baby and almost a foot taller and much broader than any other ten-year-old. She says I may even become the mightiest Alpha of all one day.
Glaring down into Nina’s eyes, I huff, ‘I’m still mad at you for tricking me into putting salt on my cereal this morning instead of sugar.’
Nina’s face lights up with a smile. ‘The look on your face when you ate it, though, was so worth it,’ she giggles.
Why do you always enjoy making me the laughingstock of the family? Do you hate me that much?’
‘It’s not like that, Magnus. You’re my best friend, always and forever. We are just having fun,’
‘Fun! You’re not the one who gets into trouble for your little pranks and silly games. No one will take me seriously when I become the Alpha.’
‘Of course, everyone will take you seriously, Magnus. You’re overthinking it. Look, I’m sorry about this morning. Please play hide and seek with me?’ she says, batting her eyelids at me.
I’m struggling to say no and instead sigh, ‘Fine,’
‘Yay!’ She grabs my hand and pulls me along towards the large walled dam. ‘Now, last time was boring though, so this time I brought this.’ She removes a blindfold from her pocket and waves it like a flag in front of my face.
‘A blindfold?’
‘Yes, I’ll blindfold you, and you count to a hundred because I know you have been peeking, and that’s how you find me so easily.’
She isn’t lying. I never fully close my eyes to see which direction she goes. Because she is so tiny and petite compared to me, I kneel so she can tie the blindfold around my eyes.
Holding my hand, she guides me to a nearby area. ‘Okay, you can start counting now,’ she lets out a mischievous giggle.
‘Nina, this better not be another prank,’ I yell out as she runs away, but she doesn’t reply. Sighing, I start to count. As soon as I reach twenty, I feel a stronger vibration with each second. Following my gut instincts, I remove the blindfold to see I’m standing in the empty creek that leads water from the dam down to the river. I’m roughly fifty meters from the dam’s gate. Warriors open the gate to release water from the dam when it’s close to overflowing, which is right now. Water rushes down the creek, washing me away in the rapids. Nina runs alongside the stream giggling as I’m flung around in the water.
‘Nina!’ I yell and spit water out that has entered my mouth.
‘Enjoying your bath?’ she yells.
I grab a branch and pull myself out of the creek
‘Nina!’
‘Oh, don’t be so mad, Magnus. You looked like you were having fun,’ she giggles. Then, she turns and runs towards Shady Crest’s packhouse as soon as she sees me stomping towards her with a furious look on my face.
‘I will get you back one of these days, Nina!’ I yell and chase after her. She beats me back to the packhouse with great speed. She has always been very swift in her movements and known to be the fastest runner in our pack and can even outrun the warriors.
Entering the packhouse, I am met with my very unimpressed mother.
‘Magnus! You are wet and muddy. What on Earth have you been up to?’ She growls.
‘It was Nina’s fault,’ I say, pointing at her as she sits like a proper lady at the table, looking oblivious to my words.
My mother stares at Nina, then back at me with a frown.
‘Nina is as fresh as a daisy, as usual, Magnus. You are going to be Alpha one day. You need to take responsibility for yourself. Now I suggest you go upstairs and have a proper bath.’
‘But…’
‘No buts Magnus, now!’ she points to the staircase, and I glare at Nina. She is trying to contain a laugh behind her hand.
Storming upstairs, I run a bath and struggle to remove the clothes clinging to my body and slip over. I lay there staring out the window at the overcast grey sky.
‘Damn you, Nina, I wish if the Moon Goddess herself would curse you and not give you your wolf on your eighteenth birthday and remove your mate bond until the day I fall in love,’ I say out loud.
A flash of lightning suddenly hits the roof of the packhouse, and thunder roars in the sky. I stand up in surprise at the timing of the thunder and lightning, wondering if it was a sign from the Moon Goddess. Nah.
I sit in the bath of bubbles and think of all the times I played with Nina. Chasing her across a field, she quickly leaps as I fall into a deep hole. She had, of course, led me to fall into the hole. I think about last year when it was my tenth birthday, and she pushed my face into my cake as I went to blow out the candles. Everyone, especially her, thought it was hilarious. Me, not so much.
Just like the time she put the itchy powder in my clothes. I spent half the day scratching myself silly and tearing my clothes throughout the day in agony. The entire pack laughed. I always felt humiliated, as if I was the family's joke. How am I supposed to be the future Alpha when no one takes me seriously because of Nina?
Maybe if I completely ignore her and keep my distance, my family won’t see me as a joke anymore? I need my family to know I will take my role seriously as Alpha, and the only way to do that is without Nina in my life.
Content with my plan, I dry and dress and join the packhouse downstairs for dinner. First, my dad Alpha Ryker sits at the head of the table, then it’s my mother next to him, but I have never seen her sit in her chair. Instead, she sits on my dad’s lap, and he wouldn’t have it any other way.
Next to my mother’s vacant seat is my brother Flint, then my sister Josie, the youngest. Being the next Alpha in line, I sit next to dad on the other side of the table. Then we have my dad’s beta Seth with his wife Mia and their son Zak, then Gamma Kane and his wife Hayley with their daughter Trixie. Last but not least, at the other end is Leon, who is in charge of the pack warriors and his wife Amelia with their two daughters May and, of cour, Nina.
Ignoring Nina, I smile at May, who blushes, then I acknowledge my brother, sister, and the others. We eat our meals in silence, but Flint and Josie snigger and elbow each other.
‘Care to share with the table what seems to be so funny?’ Alpha Ryker asks them.
‘We were just talking about how Magnus went for a swim today and got washed away and that it’s probably the cleanest he has ever been,’ Josie says and bursts into laughter along with Zak and May. I slam my fork down and cross my arms. I want to glare at Nina but remind myself to never look at her ever again.
‘Kids, that is enough. Eat your dinner, or you can go without food. Your choice,’ Mother says with a firm voice.
As we quietly eat our meals, my dad talks about Vanessa and Alice, who fled from Shady Crest when I was born.
‘The emerald pack caught sight of two female rogues and a young boy rogue in their territory and are certain the females were Vanessa and Alice. They followed them to another pack that is not on record and think it may be a bunch of rogues creating their official pack.’
‘Shall I send warriors after them, Alpha Ryker?’ Leon asks.
‘It’s been ten years since they fled, and they haven’t seemed to have caused any more trouble. Ten years on the run is already quite the punishment,’
‘Well, if they are farther south and keeping to themselves, I don’t see the need to pursue them,’ Mother says.
Dad kisses her hand and nods in agreement.
The next day I walk straight past Nina and ask May if she wants to climb some trees with Zak and me. I can see Nina's eyebrows crease in confusion out the corner of my eyes as May and I have rarely ever spoken to each other, nor have we ever played together.‘Sure,’ she smiles.‘Okay, let’s go.’ I smile and wave for her to follow.Nina stands there watching us, then runs after us. ‘Hey, I want to climb trees too, you know!’I stop and face her. ‘No, only my friends can join,’ ‘What are you talking about, Magnus? I’m your best friend?’‘You were never my friend,’ I growl and regroup with others.Nina’s face turns sombre, with a hint of confusion.‘That’s harsh, don’t you think, Magnus? You and Nina have been the best of friends since you were both babies,’ Flint says.‘No, they forced us to be friends, our mother’s planning constant playdates every day, and if she were my best friend, she wouldn’t be getting me into trouble every day. Nina no longer exists to me,’ I snarl.Flint and J
After a couple of months had passed, Nina stopped greeting me each day, knowing I would not respond. Now in high school, she had become a loner. Keeping to herself in class and went to the library at recess and lunch. May would elbow me and glare if she caught me staring at Nina, but she would always get jealous and cranky at any girl I glanced at. ‘Stop elbowing me, May,’ I growl.‘Stop staring at Nina then. You haven’t spoken to her in seven years, yet you are always staring at her. Besides, you should just be focusing your attention on me. Everyone knows we will be mates,’ she beams.‘Not if I can help it.’‘Your such an ass Magnus,’ she growls‘Yes, I’m told daily by many girls I have a nice ass,’ I smirk.‘Who is telling you that? I demand to know their names right now,’ she says, glaring at every female in the classroom.‘May, you need to get over it.’‘No, you need to get over Nina!’I glare at May, making her cower back in her seat.‘I can’t get over someone I was never into
‘Magnus, nice of you to join the class. Just because you are the future Alpha does not mean you get special privileges. Now take your seat before you get yourself detention,’I growl under my breath, ‘Yes, Mr Thomson,’ and plonk my books onto the table and sit next to Nina.Nina stiffens in surprise as I sit beside her. She looks at me and is trying to contain a smile. I try to tune her presence out and tune into Mr Thompson. He talks about different types of soil that are low in nutrients and high in nutrients. Nina’s pen flicks back and forth as she listens to Mr Thomson. Her hands are small and dainty, and her nails have been freshly manicured and painted with a very light, subtle pink. Her long brown hair drape down her arms. I watch as she tucks her hair behind her ear, revealing a gold earring and exposing her nape. My eyes focus on the nape of her neck. I feel my heart racing. I break out into a sweat and feel my heartbeat pounding erratically through my chest.‘Magnus… Magnus!
Without greeting Mr Thomson, I enter the science room, place my bag on a table, and sit in silence, avoiding eye contact with Mr Thompson and Nina.‘Late again, Magnus,’ he huffs with his hands-on hip.I shrug my shoulders and look away. Nina is sitting four tables away. It’s obvious she also isn’t happy to be here.‘Well, if you two think you are both going to sit here in silence, then you have another thing coming,’Nina and I turn our attention back to Mr Thomson.‘I have borrowed some tools and a spare tabletop from the woodwork room. You will both spend detention fixing the table you broke,’‘What! But I never broke it,’ Nina protests.‘Do not care, Nina, now come and take this hammer,’ he growls.I abruptly step down from my chair and march to the teacher’s desk, muttering and mumbling in dissatisfaction. Nina takes the nails and hammer, and I carry the tabletop. Nina kneels next to the broken table and assesses it closely. I kneel opposite her and place the tabletop down.Mr Th
And then it happened. It all hits me at once, that dreaded feeling but tenfold. That feeling when a hole in the ground opens up and just swallows you whole. Guilt. What have I done? She didn't make the Pack think I was a joke. It wasn’t her responsible for all the pranks. It was me all along.‘There’s the nest,’ she says, not realising the bombshell she just dropped on my head.Nina hovers over the nest. I climb next to her as fast as I can. She stretches her hands out to put the baby bird back in its nest.‘Careful,’ I say, cupping my hands under hers. Nina looks up at me for a moment, and we lower our hands, gently placing the bird back in its nest.‘There you go, little guy,’ I say and give it another gentle pat on the head.The sun is setting, and the moon is rising. It’s a breathtaking sight. We sit next to each other and watch its beauty in silence, the comfortable silence. We lean back on our hands, and our pinkies touch, but neither of us moves our hand away. I want to apologi
Sitting up, I look at myself in the mirror. My hair is a ragged mess from tossing and turning, and I can see slight bags under my eyes. My back feels okay, just a little tender, but nothing that can stop me from going to school. I shower and dress in jeans and a tight-fitting black shirt showing my muscular physique with my favourite pair of black sneakers. As I comb my hair back, it flings back into the shabby style, giving me the ruggedly handsome look instead of the sleek, pretty boy look I usually go for. I take my seat at the table for breakfast.‘Magnus, darling, how is your back, dear?’ mother asks.‘It’s fine. It wasn’t anything major, to begin with.’‘I’m glad to hear,’ she smiles.I see Nina down the other end of the table, talking to her parents while eating her breakfast. Josie is constantly looking between Nina and me. It’s time to go to school. Nina grabs her bag and races ahead of us. I want to catch up to her, but she is faster than me. We have an assembly this mornin
It’s lunchtime. I race to the cafeteria to ask Nina to sit with us for lunch, losing Claire along the way. All eyes are on me from my loud, eager entrance as I enter the cafeteria. My eyes dart to the corner to see Moss sitting at Nina’s table having a good laugh. I barge back out of the cafeteria, passing Josie, Zak, Flint, and Paul. Claire manages to catch up with me.‘Where are you going, Boo-boo?’‘Anywhere but here,’ I growl.‘What’s his problem?’ Flint asks.They enter the cafeteria, and Josie can see why Magnus is upset. The new and hot, attractive guy is hanging out with Nina and is flirting with her. She frowns at the thought of it all, feeling sorry for Magnus.Not wanting to be in the Cafeteria, I decide to hang out in the library for the first time in my life. I sit myself down at a table with the school nerds. They all gasp and stare at me while I bang my head on the table.‘Stupid, stupid, stupid, I’m so stupid,’ I say.‘Um, Y-you’re putting a dint in the t-table,’ I hea
‘What the hell Claire?’‘What’s wrong, Boo-boo?’ she says and tries to cup my face. I lean back, avoiding her touch.‘You can’t just kiss me like that.’‘Why not?’‘Because you just can’t.’‘Oh, I see, too soon?’‘Yes, too soon, Claire, we haven’t even been on a date yet,’‘I’m sorry, Boo-boo, I’ll hold off until then,’‘I’d appreciate that,’‘Now, are you going to try this shirt on?’I take the shirt and put it on.‘Oh, very smooth, now try this one on.’‘This one is fine, Claire. We have an outfit picked there. It’s time I take you home,’‘So soon?’‘Yeah, I forgot I have an um… assignment.’‘Oh, okay then,’On my way out of the Packhouse, I run into Seth.‘Hey Magnus, where are you off to?’‘Taking Claire home. She lives near the school.’‘I’m about to drive past the school. I can drop Claire home if you like?’‘Oh, could you?’ I say, a little too excited, to Claire’s dismay.‘Sure,’‘Great!’ I take Claire’s hand and help her in the car and shut the door before she can kiss me on t