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42. Try
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2022-11-09 23:53:51
Naomi D.You don't even know how long this took to write. i normally write a chapter in one or two hours, but i was busy all day and they haven't even begun fighting yet! Luckily I have more time to write tonight, hopefully the house will be quiete enough for me to be able to concentrate. I love hearing
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Kai’s pov Could there actually be a chance for Moon and me to move on? Could there be a future? “As much as I like your way of thinking right now, we need to focus on this fight!” Ronin growled. Moon’s wolf Angela was leading our group as we ran passed the other wolves fighting. The closer I got to the Crimson Moon pack, the more I could feel my packmembers again and I kind of wish I didn’t, because there were a lot of packlinks breaking in a short amount of time. Helena had turned the soldiers of my pack into feral wolves, killing anyone on sight. They fought without fear and it looked like they weren't even feeling pain. There was no way to hold them back, without killing them or at least almost killing them. They just kept going until they couldn't move anymore or were dead. Alpha Malcom’s soldiers were fighting them off on one side, the Wolvin pack was attacking the rest together with Alpha Boden and his soldiers. We had the numbers to beat them, at least we should have, but t
Last Updated : 2022-11-10The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 44. Fire
Moon’s pov I ran ahead, my eyes focused on where I needed to go. I knew if I saw any of my packmembers in pain, that my instinct would make me run towards them and help. But we had a mission. I had to think of the bigger picture. We needed to kill Helena and Norman. Helena first, because even while not looking at the battle around me, I could tell her magic was influencing our people and hers. Yes, hers. Because they were no longer the Crimson Moon pack’s people, they were mindless zombies killing anyone on sight. Even though we had pulled a lot of the soldiers away from the border, we still ran into some resistance. I fought with Alpha Magnus and his wolves, pushing passed them to get to our goal. Kai seemed hesitant to fight, maybe he was still unsure of his strength. I knew that if he had both his hands, things would be different. The closer we got to the border, the crazier people were becoming. I couldn’t tell who was who. Someone grabbed me, slicing their claws through my ski
Last Updated : 2022-11-11The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 45. Black
Kai’s pov I chased after Alpha Magnus and Helena’s scent. Helena’s scent was easier to follow, I knew that scent well. I smelled it in every nightmare. Her scent lingered in that cave for hours, while I was stuck there. I shuddered when I thought back to it. Norman had confessed everything to me and then they killed me. I could stay, tried to kill me, but they had actually succesed in fucking killing me for a few minutes and I would still be dead, if it wasn’t for Moon. Moon knew instinctively that I wanted to know if my mother was still alive. She was the only family I had left. “You called her yours again,” Ronin said. “I don’t think so.” I replied, but even I knew I was lying. She was my moon, my stars. She was everything to me, now. Me marking her, had made me realize that my feelings for her hadn’t disappeared. Even when I hated her, I loved her. That’s why I couldn’t kill Moon back then. My Moon. She had captured my heart, my respect, my body and soul. Fuck, I sound like a
Last Updated : 2022-11-12The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 46. Heart
Moon’s pov “Daddy, I’m home!” A loud growl came from somewhere in the packhouse. Would he come here or would he hide like the coward he I and attack me when I least expected it. “Come out, come out.” I taunted, “your long lost daughter is here for a reunion. Don’t you want to see your “little helper” before you die?” He ran down the stairs and stood in front of me, a look of disgust on his face. “A little cockroach would be a better name, you just won’t die.” He spat out. Evil man, I had called him. And he was, evil. But I wasn’t scared like I used to be. When I looked at the man I thought was my father for all these years, I felt disgusted, disappointed and anger. He wasn’t as scary anymore now that he couldn’t control me. Norman looked at the freshly healed mark on my neck. “To be tied to a murderous crazy bitch like you, Raider must have been so desperate.” “You did that, not me. You forced me to kill.” I growled. Norman laughed, an evil laugh that boomed through the hallw
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Kai’s pov Alpha Magnus and I ran to the packhouse, when I got mindlinked by Moon. “Your mother is here, she is still alive.” “I’m on my way!” I shouted. My mom. She is alive! I mindlinked her immediately, hoping it would work, now that Helena was dead. “Mom?” “Kaito! So it is true. You are alive.” She replied, sounding weak. “I am on my way mom.” “No, Kaito. Stay there. Mona can handle it.” “No, I’m coming.” I growled. I shifted and ran off, leaving Alpha Marcus behind to catch up. “Norman poisoned them. Clara liked to drink tea with your father and she drank from the same pot. I found them both, so Norman kept me locked up.” Mom suddenly said. Esme too? Fuck, I should have never brought her here! She was sweet and now I got her killed. I should have ended it. She had asked me about the tea. Fuck! “You should have never started a relationship with Clara,” Ronin growled. He was right. I had ruined her life. I was close now, I tried to get in the front door, but it was blo
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Moon’s pov My father took me to my granddad’s body. He warned me about it, but actually seeing it, was something else. There was hardly anything to recognize that he was a human being. It was as if someone had made a statue out of my granddad. A bloody, black, statue. I sat near his body, crying. Blaming myself. Then something unexpected happened. I honestly thought I had remembered everything in my life of importance, but now that the symbols on my back had disappeared, more were coming up. They were flooding my mind. I remembered things from when I was really young in so much detail. “Do I have like an eidetic memory or something?” I asked Angela. Or maybe it was because I got it all back at once? I closed my eyes, because it was overwhelming to the point that I couldn’t focus on anything else. One by one the memories faded and one in particular came to me. . . . “Why are you here today, Freya?” the packdoctor asked. Mom looked at me. “Honey, go play in the corner okay?”
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Kai’s pov I carried my mother’s body to Elder Benjamin and placed it on a large table. “I will take care of Luna Asuka,” he said. “I’m glad the Remington-line lives on in you. You will make an excellent Alpha, like your father.” I growled, “no, because unlike my father, I won’t trust a monster like Norman to be my Beta. I won’t trust anyone to lead this pack with me.” Moon stood behind me in silence. Elder Benjamin nodded, “I understand, Alpha Raider, but I do hope that you’ll find someone to assist you. It can be lonely at the top.” “I didn’t ask your advice, Elder Benjamin. Please, just take care of my mother.” I walked out, scared I would take my anger out on Elder Benjamin if I didn’t leave. Who was he to tell me how to run my pack? I had just gotten it back. “Well, maybe start by actually leading it. You’ve spent the day mourning your mother, but the pack awaits your response to the attack. Some might not even know you’re alive yet.” Ronin said. He was right, I needed to
Last Updated : 2022-11-16The Alpha That Couldn't Remember Ronin's pov
So, I felt bad, for once again messing up names. So you get a free chapter. I'll pay more attention to it in the future. I just have a lot of stuff going on and sometimes I have trouble with names. But I hate it, just as much as you do. Or even more. Hope you like this chapter. It's from Ronin's pov and it gives you a brief summary of why Moon was just sitting there. Ronin’s pov Fucking Raider Kaito Remington. I know he has gone through a lot, hell, I was here for most of it. But he is being selfish and pushing everyone away. It shouldn’t be this hard. Angela and I finally are able to talk, now that they’ve marked each other. But even before we could talk, we loved each other. We are two half of a whole and I don’t get why humans have to make it so damn difficult all the time. Pack politics, lies? Just kill whoever is bothering you and go live your stupid lives. Let me have my love. Angela is amazing. She is smart, strong and one hell of a fighter. And her white fur? It’s fucking
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The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 96. Breathe
Moon’s pov"Breathe, breathe through the contractions." The midwife said."You fucking breathe." I replied, getting sick of hearing her voice."I’m sorry." Kai said to the midwife, "She didn’t mean it like that."The hell I didn’t.The midwife smiled at us, "don’t worry, I’ve been told worse.""You know, I read somewhere that an orgasm can help with the pain." Kai suggested."An orgasm? You’re thinking about sex right now? That’s the thing that got me into this situation in the first place.""No, I didn't mean it that way, I,-""Just go hang out in the other room with Diego," I yelled, "I need to focus, and Mary will call you when the baby is almost out."Kai nodded and left the room, looking defeated."Maybe I shouldn’t try to have a baby?" Mary joked. "It looks painful, and it turns the future mother into this scary beast that even drives away alpha males.""You want out too?"Mary laughed. She wasn’t scared of me. "No, I can handle scary Moon.""So you’ve been trying to make a baby?
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 95. Bebe
Mary’s povKnowing Moon would give birth in a few months sped up the whole house's construction. Alpha Raider even jumped in to help, and Moon sent some people from our pack to assist as well.It also meant that once the house was done, which would be in a few weeks, Diego and I would start living together.I looked forward to it and was anxious at the same time. I was used to having my own room, my own space, and not having to think about another person. But falling asleep next to Diego and waking up next to him every morning would be wonderful. Knowing I could snuggle in those big, hairy arms of his would be worth giving up some of my personal space."Moon and Raider would have no issue with giving you another room. The house is big enough." Beth, my wolf, said.I didn’t need another room. Diego and I wouldn’t be spending most days together, so this would be just evenings, nights, and mornings. And days off."So plenty of time," Beth joked.I had grown a lot more comfortable around D
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 94. Family
Kai's pov"So are you and Maria planning on moving to our new packhouse too?" I asked Diego.He looked unsure."I mean, Mary and Moon are friends, so I kind of assumed it would have come up." I said, "You don’t fucking have to. I mean, it’s just a question.""Maria is her best friend, and soy tu mejor amigo?" said Diego, laughing.I knew what Amigo meant. "I am not your fucking best friend. We’re not in high school."He nodded his head with a stupid smirk on his face, "did you learn Spanish for your amigo?"I growled, "never fucking mind, Diego. You’re getting way too familiar anyway; I wouldn’t want to live with you again."He smiled at me despite my anger, "Maria and I would love to live in the house with you, Alpha Raider. We also talked about perhaps building our own casa in the future.""Well, mi casa es su casa, right? You and Mary are welcome to stay at the packhouse." I said, "for Moon of course. She would love it. I don't fucking care either way."Diego laughed as he walked ou
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 93. Siempre
Diego’s povI knew Maria could handle herself, but I felt this strong urge to protect her and make sure she was okay. Maria was the strongest person I know, but I felt like sometimes she tried to be even stronger and wouldn’t admit when something was wrong.I had felt nothing during our bond because I was most likely sleeping. But I did have this vivid dream of fighting people, which must have been because of Mary.Now that we’re both marked, we feel everything the other feels, and although I already knew Maria was a lot more sensitive than she looked, I hadn’t suspected to feel so much from her. She felt deeply, just like I did, but she kept them hidden by acting though."So, you want to check up on Mary, huh?" Alpha Moon teased."Por supuesto [of course], just like you went with Alpha Raider, no?"Alpha Moon laughed, "yeah. But Mary was doing her job, and my mate was being a reckless idiot. Going in alone could have gone so terribly wrong.""He was doing his job también [as well]. He
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 92. Punished
Kai’s povA loud scream tore through the packhouse, and then there was silence. We walked down to see Luna Suzanne and Darius in the living room, hugging each other."It hurts, honey, but I’ll be okay. You matter more to me." Suzanne said to her son. We weren't needed here anymore. I wouldn't want to hang around with the person who killed my mate just a few seconds ago.I looked at Darius, and he nodded his head. I could feel his alpha aura now; the transfer was complete.We left the packhouse and walked to the car. We weren’t stopped by any guards, and the gates opened for us to pass through. Darius, sorry Alpha Darius must have told them to let us pass.Ten minutes into our ride home, Moon sighed."Kai…""I know, I’m fucking sorry.""You can’t just do these things, what if something happened?"I shrugged my shoulders, "it didn’t.""And you can’t just talk for me. That was not your secret to tell. I am a damn Alpha; I can handle my own problems. I don’t need a knight on a white horse
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 91. Wolfsbane
Moon’s pov"So you’re going to Alpha Paul now to pay him back?" I mindlinked Kai."No, well, I wanted to kill him, but I will try another way first.""And you’re taking Darius with you?" I asked."Yes, my Moon.""The same guy that tried to kill you literally an hour ago?"Kai laughed, "the same fucking guy. I trust him. I don’t know why, but let’s just say it’s a gut thing.""Well, I have a gut feeling too, and it says that you’re being reckless. Going inside Alpha Paul’s territory with his son. If he does kill you, it looks like you provoked it." "Alpha Paul isn’t strong or brave enough, that’s why he sent his pup to do his nasty work." Kai growled. "I’ll be fine.""Yes, you will.""What’s that supposed to mean, -" And Kai stopped as soon as he spotted Angela beside the road."I'm coming with," I mindlinked and switched back, naked beside the road.I'd been waiting for a car for about ten minutes. No one would travel this road this late at night, so I wasn’t worried someone else migh
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 90. Pinky Finger
Kai’s povThe first few days were just the fucker following me around. He didn’t say much, and I was grateful; I already had a beta and a gamma who wouldn’t shut up. Diego in particular, goddess, did he even have a filter? It was like every thought he had needed to be said out loud. Even if no one could fucking understand him anyway.I showed Darius around; he watched Hudson handle the books without seeing all of our finances, and Darius watched Diego train his soldiers. I had no fucking clue what we were doing. Is this how you train a future Alpha? Or do I need to put him to work too?Alpha Paul didn’t find shit in the ground, just like we expected, but he wasn’t finished yet. He still had a few days left, and he wanted to use them all. I think he was just stalling, so we couldn’t start building yet.Or it was because on the fifth night of the idiot staying here, while I was trying to sleep, little Darius secretly snuck out of his room and into the hallway.Did the fucker really think
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 89. Darius
Kai’s pov"So, you followed my advice?" Moon said, looking at Mary’s mark during breakfast.If Mary could blush, she would. Goddess, she looked mortified, but it was fucking funny to see that face of hers. I wondered if they finally had sex or tried he other stuff Moon told me about. I mean, I wouldn’t fucking mind seeing my mate touch herself.I looked at Diego, "now we really need to get that land."Diego nodded, "Si."Okay, chatty catty wasn’t really in the mood to talk this morning. He would probably tell me and Hudson everything later.Diego kissed Mary, and I gave Moon a good kiss before they left.Diego sighed, "I want Maria here, todo el tiemp [all the time]. Alfa Raider, cómo se hace esto? [Alpha Raider, how do you do this?]"I didn’t really understand that last part because it was in fucking Spanish, but I did know how he felt. "It’s fucking hard being away from Moon."Beta Hudson and his family came down for breakfast after Moon and Mary left, and it made me realize even mor
