The Alpha That Couldn't Remember

The Alpha That Couldn't Remember

last updateLast Updated : 2023-02-16
By:  Naomi D.Completed
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Mona wakes up, trying to stab Kai and not remembering anything past the age of six. Instead of killing her, Kai rejects Mona as his mate and banishes her. But not before blaming her for the death of the people closets to her. Years later, Mona isn't the girl that couldn't remember. She is now Alpha Moon, the Alpha of the Wolvin pack, a group of former rogue women and a few men. She still can't remember everything from her past and every memory she gains leaves her with more questions. How could she do all these horrible things in a former life? And how can she protect her pack from new threats and old ones?

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Chapter 1

1. Memories

“Mate!” a male voice I didn’t know shouted.

I looked down and saw myself holding a long thin silver knife. Why was I holding this knife? And why was he covered in blood?

“What are you doing?!” the man growled at me.

Did I hurt him?!

He threw me off him and got out of the bed. What! The man was naked. Some part of me liked seeing him naked. He had this body that looked really strong and had a lot of muscles. Like a lot, lot.

I stayed on the cold floor. Making myself as small as possible. I didn’t understand anything.

“Where is my mama?” I asked the man, who was putting some pants on.

“Your mama?! What the hell is going on with you.”

He took the knife from my hand and took a good look at it.

“This. This is the same knife that killed my sister. The same type of knife that killed your mother. It was you?! You killed them all?!” The man roared.

I don’t understand. My mother isn’t dead, I just saw her yesterday? Was it yesterday? She made pancakes for me and tied my hair in bows.

“Stop looking at me like that. There is something really fucking wrong with you," the man said. "You killed them all? I am your fucking mate, why would you want to hurt me?!"

“I’m sorry.” I said, not sure what was happening.

The man grabbed me by my throat and held me up in the air. I couldn’t breathe.

“You’re sorry?!” he growled.

The man was scary, but I wasn’t frightened. Why wasn’t I scared of him, even when he held me like that?

Suddenly more people came into the room and I was carried out by two of them. I think they were soldiers, they looked like it.

I was tied up in chains in a dungeon. My hands were stuck in two large silver shackles that were chained high to the wall. I couldn’t move my arms and they were being pulled up by the chains. My shoulders were so sore and the silver burned me. It was so cold. Why would they do this to me? I was just a girl. Was this because I injured the man? I don’t understand!

A large man came to the dungeon and I immediately wanted to hide. This man was evil, I could just feel it.

“What did you do?! I always knew you were a failure. What did you tell him?!”

I didn’t answer. Too scared to speak.

The evil man grabbed my hair and pulled my head towards him.

“Speak! What did you tell them?”

With a tiny voice I spoke, “I don’t understand. I just want my mom. I didn’t say anything. I just said sorry.”

The evil man growled, “you better pray he kills you or I will.”

The nice looking man was going to kill me?! No, I trusted him. He wouldn’t hurt me. I just wanted my mom.

The evil man hit me against my ribs hard. Again and again until I felt something crack. Why was he hurting me? He kind of looked like someone I used to know. He almost looked like daddy. But dad wasn’t evil.

Dad wouldn’t hurt me.

I spend days in the dungeon. I was so hungry and the chains hurt me. I was so scared someone else would come down here and hurt me again. It was so cold in here and I wasn’t wearing much clothing. Only a short dress.

I had looked down at my body and I didn’t understand it. Why did I look like a woman? I had breasts and long legs. I just had my sixth birthday! Right?

After three days someone came down. I recognized the scent, it was the nice looking man. He smelled like the woods and something else. I wish he would come closer so I could smell him better.

I started sniffing the air, hoping he would come closer. His scent was already my favorite thing and it was so much better than all the other smells in the dungeon. It was fresh bread. Wood and fresh bread and something else. This smoky smell that made my mouth water.

Was I delirious because I hadn’t eaten? I was so hungry. Maybe that’s why he smelled so nice.

“Stop sniffing the air like a psycho.” The good looking man said.

“I’m sorry.” I said softly. “When can I go? I don’t understand why I am here.”

The man sighed, “I was sent down here to kill you. And I don’t understand why the fuck I am unable to do it. You deserve to die for what you did.”

I started to cry. I didn’t want to die. I just wanted to go to my mom.

“Stop crying. Stop these fake fucking crocodile tears. I am not going to kill you." the man said. He took a deep breath and continued. "I, Raider Kaito Remington reject you, Mona Azelea Solace as my mate.”

Why did that hurt so much?! It felt like someone punched me in the chest. I could hardly breath. But that name, I recognized the name.

“Kai? It’s you?”

Kai slapped me across the face. “Don’t you ever say that name again!”

Why would he hurt me? This was Kai. He looked so much older, but I knew him! We used to play together.

I was his sisters best friend. O no, he said I killed his sister, Kimiko. I didn't kill Kimmy! I loved her.

He growled and pulled the chains that held me off the wall. He held on to the chains, the silver burning his hands. He pulled on them so hard, that he ripped the chains off the wall. I could hear the sound of skin burning and smelled it too. I didn’t want him to hurt himself.

I fell down on the floor, my legs were too weak to walk.

Kai dragged me across the floor, using the chains. The floor scratched my skin open and I tried to walk, but he was going too fast. He dragged me up the stairs and each stone step hurt my body.

“Please. Please, let me walk. This hurts.” I said, crying out in pain.

Kai stopped and looked at me as if I was something dirty and bad.

“Shut your mouth, before they hear you.”

Who were they? I tried to be quiet, but my body was in so much pain. Finally Kai had enough and he lifted me up in his arm. I tried not to touch him, because it felt weird touching him. Everywhere his skin touched mine, there was this weird goosebump feeling. It felt like electricity almost. It was a nice feeling, but it felt so strange to me. Where these the sparks that mom always talked about when you meet your mate?

Kai walked to his car with me in his hand and he threw me in the backseat. He put a blanket on top.

“Stay under there and be quiet.”

He started to drive and I stayed under the dark blanket. I have no idea how long we drove. I think I fell asleep. I woke up when the blanket was pulled away from me.

“Go. And never come back here.” Kai said and he threw the blanket on the ground.

He got inside his car and drove off.

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Crystal Thomson
i absolutely loved this book great story must read
2023-07-18 16:01:39
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Shannon Patten
This book is funny, sad and has a lot of love in it. This is a great read. It shows strength and the power that women has.
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What an amazing book. The story telling grabbed you from the beginning right until the end. Can’t wait to read more of your stories!
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Tychell
This book will take you on a roller coaster ride with its ups and downs, Loved the ending and this author. Her writing gets better with every book.
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Deej
This book is full of action, a great love story, and some really wonderful side characters. Kai and Moon are fantastic. Such a good book!
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Amy Morton
Great book, would recommend everyone give it a try.
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One of the best stories in this app, I can't wait to read more!! Keep the amazing chapters coming!!
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Michael Shelby
Amazing Start... I'll keep reading and leave another review when I get far into the book
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I absolutely love this book so far! I'm constantly checking for updates because I can't wait to read more!
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Loving this book so far! Naomi never lets us down with her writing! I was hooked after the first sentence!
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99 Chapters
1. Memories
“Mate!” a male voice I didn’t know shouted. I looked down and saw myself holding a long thin silver knife. Why was I holding this knife? And why was he covered in blood? “What are you doing?!” the man growled at me. Did I hurt him?! He threw me off him and got out of the bed. What! The man was naked. Some part of me liked seeing him naked. He had this body that looked really strong and had a lot of muscles. Like a lot, lot. I stayed on the cold floor. Making myself as small as possible. I didn’t understand anything. “Where is my mama?” I asked the man, who was putting some pants on. “Your mama?! What the hell is going on with you.” He took the knife from my hand and took a good look at it. “This. This is the same knife that killed my sister. The same type of knife that killed your mother. It was you?! You killed them all?!” The man roared. I don’t understand. My mother isn’t dead, I just saw her yesterday? Was it yesterday? She made pancakes for me and tied my hair in bows.
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2. Witch or Bitch?
Moon's pov “Moon? Alpha Moon? Are you okay? Did you remember something?” I opened my eyes and stretched. “I’m okay, Mary. It was the same memory, from the night I was brought here. Nothing new sadly. Nothing helpful.” “I’m sorry, Alpha. Do you want me to get you some tea?” I nodded, “thank you, Mary. You’re a good friend.” Mary smiled at me, “anything for the woman who saved us all.” I didn’t save them all. I merely took over for Alpha Racheal when she was getting too weak. And I might have led the attack on a group of feral wolves three months ago. This pack was finally becoming something more than just a group of rogue women. I had even allowed a few man in. Mary left and shortly after the tent opened once again. “That’s quick, even for you.” I said. “It’s not Mary, my dear.” Rachael said. “She told me you had another nightmare. You should really stop using these herbs to jog your memories. Maybe they’re buried for a reason.” Racheal was like a mom to me. She had taken me
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3. Mona
Kai’s pov “Come back to bed, Raider.” Clara said looking seductively. She was looking really good, wearing some sexy red lingerie. We had been dating for a year now and she just moved in, but I think she was more invested than I was. Dad had told me I could only become Alpha was if I took a Luna. He thought it might help me and my wolf, Ronin. He also thought it would make me calmer. “He is wrong.” Ronin growled. “I need to check something out, Clara.” I said, kissing her deeply, “but keep that on, I will wake you up when I come back.” A rogue was captured near our border. Dad and Beta Norman were letting him rot in the dungeon for a bit, until they would interrogate him. I would give it a shot myself, I needed to let go of some of the anger I felt today. It was exactually seven years since Kimiko died. No, since Kimiko was murdered by Mona. Mona hadn’t just taken my sister, she had taken so much more from me. My relationship with Ronin was absolute crap, my dad refused to make
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4. Make Me Forget
Moon’s pov Shit, I shouldn’t have done this. I was the Alpha of this pack and I had a responsibility to them. Right now, I just wanted to crawl into bed, cry and never come out. “Get yourself together!” I shouted at myself inside my head. Angela shushed me, “don’t be so hard on yourself. You think Alpha’s can’t feel things? Can’t have hard days? That’s why you have a Beta and other packmembers to help you.” My Beta Jeanne was currently busy making sure the border was save and I didn’t want to bother her. I was already bothering Mary and Racheal with this. “They’re your family. They don’t mind.” Angela reassured me. But I didn’t feel reassured at all. If I could have killed Kimiko, maybe Kai was right and I did kill my own mother. And if I could kill her, the woman I had loved more than anything?! Then I must be evil. “You want to rest a bit?” Racheal asked me “I think I will just shift and hunt.” I said, needing to release some of this stress Would the memories hunt my dreams
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5. Visitors
Moon's pov Andres kissed me, while Lukas touched my breasts. Andres hands went lower, his fingers finding my nub in between my folds and he started rubbing it, while Lukas kissed my breasts. We moved to the bed, while their hands and mouths stayed on me. Lukas kept touching my breasts, while Andres put his head between my legs and started sucking and licking me. I moaned and arched my back when Lukas softly bit my nipple. Andres kept going, while Lukas explored my breasts. I didn’t touch the men. They were here to please me. Andres really knew what he was doing and when he inserted a finger and started moving it inside and out me, faster, I shuddered and came. I pulled Andres up and placed him on his back. I grabbed a condom from my nightstand and put it on him, getting some other things out for later. I placed the condom on his erection and I lowered myself onto him. I sat up straight, riding Andres who held my breast in his hands. I wanted to be in control of my body, because
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6. Freshly Baked Bread
Moon's pov How could it be Kai. I didn’t even remember him being the son of the Alpha. Or was he the Alpha now? What was his dad's name? Talon! Alpha Talon. His dad was named Alpha Talon, his mom Luna Asuka and he was the Alpha next in line. Would that have made me his Luna? I got pulled out of my thoughts when Kai growled loudly. “I told you to never call me that again, Mona.” He said my name as if it was something dirty. I wasn’t Mona. I wasn’t the girl he rejected that couldn’t remember anything. I was Alpha Moon and I was strong. And I needed to get my packmembers back. I growled back, still really naked and walked towards him. I didn’t miss his eyes going to my chest and my neck. “My name is Alpha Moon.” “That’s our mate!” Angela said, excitedly. No, he used to be our mate, but he had rejected us. I hadn’t rejected him back. At first I was too busy and then I didn’t want to. I know, it’s stupid. It’s not like I wanted Kai. But I had hurt him enough and rejecting him was rea
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7. Negotiation
Kai’s povKai. That name was something only she had used. Growing up my mom used to call me by my middle name, Kaito. It was hard for Mona to pronounce, so she called me Kai. It had stuck for some reason.Fuck. I never thought I would see her again and especially not like this. She looked good, healthy. Shit, she looked really fucking good. Standing in front of all of us, butt naked and she didn’t even seem to care. The confidence this woman had, it was nothing like the Mona I knew. She had this aura that even made some of my men bend their neck. The Mona that I knew was shy and sweet. But well, I didn’t really knew that Mona either. That Mona was a serial killer. A lying monster who killed my sister, her own mother and two guards.I had rejected her and I hated her, but yet she had a hold on me. And she smelled so fucking good, like caramel. Only when I got into the car with her, I smelled something else. Someone else.“Well, turns out Moon is much freakier than Mona ever was.” My w
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8. First Time
Moon’s povIt surprised me how calm Kai was during the meeting. Maybe he wasn’t so bad. It looked like he was trying to help me. Well, not me, my people.“Can I have time to think about it?” I wondered out loud.One of the other Alpha’s, Alpha Damian spoke “we will be here for two more days. With permission from Alpha Paul of course, you are welcome to stay and tell us your answer by the end of that time.”Alpha Paul swallowed. Apparently he didn’t want people to know what I had done to him. He couldn’t just tell everyone I wasn’t allowed to stay or he would have to explain why.“She and two of her people can stay. The rest will be sent home.”Two, okay. That was not enough people to defend myself, but to be honest the four people I brought weren’t enough either. This whole place was crawling with soldiers and alpha’s. If I wanted out of this packhouse, I needed to either leave now or trust that they wouldn’t kill me.“They won’t kill you,” Angela growled. “I’ll kill as many of them a
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9. Lies
Moon's povI quickly freshened up. I put the dress on from yesterday, reluctantly. I really should have packed a bag before coming here.I went downstairs to eat breakfast, but every seat was already taken. Except one near Alpha Paul and his Luna. I looked around for another seat, but the Luna called out to me.I couldn’t remember her. It was obvious she was his Luna, by the seat she had taken and the way she acted around Alpha Paul. But I had no idea if I had seen her before.“Come, come! There is a seat here.” She said.She sounded nice, which made me feel even worse for trying to seduce Alpha Paul.“You’re Alpha Moon, right? My name is Luna Barbara, it’s nice to meet you.”I smiled at her and shook her hand, “nice to meet you too, Luna Barbara.”“Have we met before?” she asked, looking at my face intensely. “You seem familiar, but I’m sure I would remember a female Alpha.”I saw Alpha Paul swallow hard and shake his head no at me.“No, I guess I just have a common face.” I replied.
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10. Evil
Kai’s povI thought hurting her would make me feel better, but it didn’t. Losing my sister had been one the most painful thing I had ever lived through. The only thing that felt worse, was knowing it was the woman I loved, my mate, that had killed her.Yet, when she cried, all I wanted to do was hold her. Fucking mate pull was driving me crazy. Her scent was fucking everywhere. On some of the men of her pack, on the woman that came out of her room?! And now her scent had been outside of the conference room, eavesdropping on us.Why did she continue telling these lies?! It wasn’t like it mattered anymore. We needed her, so she could just come out and tell the truth. But here she was lying to Luna Barbara, to me, to her pack.“Maybe she isn’t lying,” Ronin said. “Something else is going on, I’ve been trying to tell you this for years.”I ignored him. Every time he came up with another reason why Mona wasn’t evil. How could my own wolf not see what was right in front of him?! That these
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