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The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 12. A Bold Look
Moon’s pov “So, I have decided to take you up on your offer. We would like assistance to move and I would like to have a choice in different locations, so I can pick the best one for our needs. I know that wasn’t originally offered, but this land is much more valuable than you led me to believe. We will also take you up on your offer to provide us job opportunities.” I said the next morning. Alpha Damian, Alpha Malaika and Alpha Malcolm nodded, “that can be arranged. Who wants to help the Wolvin pack move? Future Alpha Raider, you’re closets to the area." “I don’t think that would be wise.” Kai said. “We will discuss the matter when you leave, Alpha Moon.” Alpha Paul added. “How much time will we have before the move? And how do you expect us to help move the rogues in the area?” Kai rolled his eyes, “while you were having a sick day, we have actually discussed this. Before the move teams of our soldiers will assist you in either moving the rogues or getting rid of them. Your pac
Last Updated : 2022-10-03The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 13. Party
Kai’s povStupid fucking parties. Luna Barbara was known for her parties and she always went all out. It wasn’t just me and the three alpha’s and Mona. No, she had invited other Alpha’s, their Lunas, the Beta’s, every wolf in the vicinity that had any rank.I guess I just didn’t feel like celebrating. Yes, we had managed to convince the Wolvin pack to move and to help us get the rest of the rogues out. But at what cost? I would have to tell my parents I didn’t kill Mona. And her dad. Fuck, her dad.“It’s not like you like parties anyway,” Ronin said.I used to enjoy parties. Especially when Kimiko was still alive. Seeing her dance with Mona, having fun and laughing. When Kimiko died, there were no parties at our pack anymore. When I started dating Mona, I sometimes took her out to dance. She could really move.Fucking hell, why was I even thinking about this? All the happy memories I had, were tainted by Mona and what she had done. She was a killer and a liar.I got dressed in my own
Last Updated : 2022-10-03The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 14. Evil Man
Moon’s pov The party wasn’t that bad. I really hated all the attention, especially from single wolves. I usually don’t mind attention at my pack. If someone finds me attractive and I feel the same way, we can have some fun. But this, this was different. These wolves didn’t see me as an Alpha, but just as a single shewolf that looked pretty. They wouldn’t be able to handle me, honestly. And I don’t just mean all the crap I’m dealing with from losing my memory. Just me and my status alone. But there were some good parts to the party. I ate a lot at the buffet, the food was amazing and I loved spending time with Mary and Andres. It was getting annoying having to turn down men asking me to dance. So when Andres asked me to dance I gladly said yes. I knew Clara and Kai were dancing close by. I could see him stare at us, but I decided to ignore him. I didn’t want a scene. Especially not in front of Clara. She seemed nice and I didn’t want to ruin that for Kai. I had ruined enough.
Last Updated : 2022-10-03The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 15. Timeline
Moon's pov I felt very tired and I just wanted to sleep. I prayed to the Moon Goddess that I wouldn’t have any dreams tonight. I had remembered too much already. I reluctantly closed my eyes. I was almost tempted to invite someone into my tent, hoping they would fuck me into oblivion. But that would mean I have to move around and my body felt like lead. Being so scared had made every muscle in my body tense and now it felt like I had sparred for six hours straight. . . . “Lay down on your stomach,, Mona. This won’t last long.” The evil man said. Didn’t I have this memory before? But I could never see his face. “Why? I don’t understand.” “So you can help me better. You love to help, don’t you, Mona?” The evil man said. He smiled, but it wasn’t a real smile. Only his mouth smiled, but his eyes were empty. I was scared. A woman came forward. She was beautiful and she smelt like herbs and something rotten. The closer she got the more I wanted to run away. There was something wr
Last Updated : 2022-10-03The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 16. Dark Magic
Moon’s pov Racheal ran after Tabitha and grabbed her arm, “get the hell back here.” Tabitha turned around and tried to pull out of Racheal’s hold. She grabbed something from her bag with her free hand and started to whisper. A small flame appeared in the palm of her hand. “I will burn down your entire camp, you damn animal. Let me go. I told you, it’s too dangerous.” I growled, no one calls us animals. “Burn it. We have to leave soon anyway.” Suddenly, Tabitha stopped moving, surprised by my response. She closed her palm, and the flame disappeared. “Why?” “Why what?!” I scoffed. Tabitha got her bitchiness back, “You fool. Why do you need to leave?” “There are several packs that want this land, including my old pack. Apparently there is silver in the mountains.” Tabitha seemed to think about this and asked me another question. “Why did Helena want you?” I shook my head, “she didn’t. She only did this to help a man. She even told the man it would cost him his soul and it wou
Last Updated : 2022-10-03The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 17. The Truth
Kai’s pov Fuck. How was I going to explain to my parents and the rest of the guest, who Alpha Moon was. It was a good thing that I distracted everyone, so Mona could leave. Even if I did it to protect her, which made me feel disgusted by myself. Maybe it was Ronin’s influence. “Don’t blame me. But thank you for helping her.” Thank you? I think that was the first nice thing Ronin had said in years. When we couldn’t find Mona, me and my parents went to talk to Alpha Paul. I really needed to find a quiet place to tell them about Mona now, before they found out on their own. “Did you see her? I can’t believe the nerve she has.” he said. I shook my head, no, hoping he wouldn’t tell them more. “Actually, Alpha Paul. Could I borrow your office for a moment? I need to tell my parents something about Alpha Moon.” Alpha Paul seemed to get what I was saying and he walked with us to his office. I wanted to tell my parents first, I would tell Beta Norman later. I didn’t know how I was going
Last Updated : 2022-10-03The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 18. Beta Norman
Kai’s pov “You killed our Gamma?! What the hell is going on with you.” Dad shouted, standing in front of my bed. After killing Matias, I showered and laid down next to Clara. I had barely fallen asleep when dad entered my room, without knocking I must add. Clara was staring at my dad in shock, hiding herself under the blankets. “He admitted to being blackmailed by Mona too. But he actually had sex her.” I said, with no emotion. “We could have handled this together. I am the Alpha, Raider. Not you.” Dad growled. I shrugged, “sorry, Ronin lost control. But you would have killed him anyway.” Dad shook his head, clearly disappointed. “You will have to go to the Wolvin Pack then in his place.” “NO!” I said, getting out of bed. “No, I don’t think that’s wise.” “You should have thought about that before killing our gamma, son. Now, when will you tell Norman about Mona?” I sighed, “today. I’ll tell Beta Norman today.” “Good. Now I have to explain to a distraught Susan why Matias was
Last Updated : 2022-10-03The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 19. In the Woods
Moon’s pov “What happened? Why are we in the woods, Angela?” I asked my wolf. "O, you're back, Moon!" I was so confused that I started freaking out. I was in wolf form and wait, I was playing with Ronin. That is Ronin, right? What the hell was he doing here?! “Yes, it is. He remembers you.” Angela said happily. “So what happened?!” I shouted, confused as to why I was in wolf form in the middle of the night. All I remembered was everyone coming here and me giving a speech to the soldiers and their leaders. “I know it must be strange to see a mostly female pack, full with former rogues. It will take some getting used to. But I do have some rules. First of all, you might have your leaders, but in this pack, I am the Alpha. If you disrespect me, you can sleep outside of our borders with the rogues. See how long you’ll last. Secondly, this rule is as much as for you as for my own pack. You don’t enter anyone’s tent without invitation. Same goes for someone’s pants too, by the
Last Updated : 2022-10-03
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The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 98. The End
Moon’s pov- ONE YEAR LATER -"Luna?""Luna Moon?"I kept forgetting that I was now Luna."Yes?" I said as I turned around.A mother and her kids were standing there looking at me."Wow, you’ve gotten big." Her little girl said."Ashley! You can’t just say those things." Her mother scolded her."It’s fine. I am big. But can I tell you a secret?"Ashley nodded her little head."It’s because there are two babies inside of me.""Wow! two!" Ashley said excitedly.Her mom smiled at me, "I just wanted to thank you. Alpha Raider has been a wonderful Alpha and has handled everything on his own so well for all these years, but having a Luna is really special. We feel complete, and you both have done such wonderful things for our pack. The Crimson Crescent Pack is on its way to becoming one of the most powerful packs in the whole country, thanks to you and Alpha Raider. We’re really proud to be members."I smiled and was almost brought to tears. Stupid hormones."Thank you; that means a lot.""W
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 96. Breathe
Moon’s pov"Breathe, breathe through the contractions." The midwife said."You fucking breathe." I replied, getting sick of hearing her voice."I’m sorry." Kai said to the midwife, "She didn’t mean it like that."The hell I didn’t.The midwife smiled at us, "don’t worry, I’ve been told worse.""You know, I read somewhere that an orgasm can help with the pain." Kai suggested."An orgasm? You’re thinking about sex right now? That’s the thing that got me into this situation in the first place.""No, I didn't mean it that way, I,-""Just go hang out in the other room with Diego," I yelled, "I need to focus, and Mary will call you when the baby is almost out."Kai nodded and left the room, looking defeated."Maybe I shouldn’t try to have a baby?" Mary joked. "It looks painful, and it turns the future mother into this scary beast that even drives away alpha males.""You want out too?"Mary laughed. She wasn’t scared of me. "No, I can handle scary Moon.""So you’ve been trying to make a baby?
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 95. Bebe
Mary’s povKnowing Moon would give birth in a few months sped up the whole house's construction. Alpha Raider even jumped in to help, and Moon sent some people from our pack to assist as well.It also meant that once the house was done, which would be in a few weeks, Diego and I would start living together.I looked forward to it and was anxious at the same time. I was used to having my own room, my own space, and not having to think about another person. But falling asleep next to Diego and waking up next to him every morning would be wonderful. Knowing I could snuggle in those big, hairy arms of his would be worth giving up some of my personal space."Moon and Raider would have no issue with giving you another room. The house is big enough." Beth, my wolf, said.I didn’t need another room. Diego and I wouldn’t be spending most days together, so this would be just evenings, nights, and mornings. And days off."So plenty of time," Beth joked.I had grown a lot more comfortable around D
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 94. Family
Kai's pov"So are you and Maria planning on moving to our new packhouse too?" I asked Diego.He looked unsure."I mean, Mary and Moon are friends, so I kind of assumed it would have come up." I said, "You don’t fucking have to. I mean, it’s just a question.""Maria is her best friend, and soy tu mejor amigo?" said Diego, laughing.I knew what Amigo meant. "I am not your fucking best friend. We’re not in high school."He nodded his head with a stupid smirk on his face, "did you learn Spanish for your amigo?"I growled, "never fucking mind, Diego. You’re getting way too familiar anyway; I wouldn’t want to live with you again."He smiled at me despite my anger, "Maria and I would love to live in the house with you, Alpha Raider. We also talked about perhaps building our own casa in the future.""Well, mi casa es su casa, right? You and Mary are welcome to stay at the packhouse." I said, "for Moon of course. She would love it. I don't fucking care either way."Diego laughed as he walked ou
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 93. Siempre
Diego’s povI knew Maria could handle herself, but I felt this strong urge to protect her and make sure she was okay. Maria was the strongest person I know, but I felt like sometimes she tried to be even stronger and wouldn’t admit when something was wrong.I had felt nothing during our bond because I was most likely sleeping. But I did have this vivid dream of fighting people, which must have been because of Mary.Now that we’re both marked, we feel everything the other feels, and although I already knew Maria was a lot more sensitive than she looked, I hadn’t suspected to feel so much from her. She felt deeply, just like I did, but she kept them hidden by acting though."So, you want to check up on Mary, huh?" Alpha Moon teased."Por supuesto [of course], just like you went with Alpha Raider, no?"Alpha Moon laughed, "yeah. But Mary was doing her job, and my mate was being a reckless idiot. Going in alone could have gone so terribly wrong.""He was doing his job también [as well]. He
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 92. Punished
Kai’s povA loud scream tore through the packhouse, and then there was silence. We walked down to see Luna Suzanne and Darius in the living room, hugging each other."It hurts, honey, but I’ll be okay. You matter more to me." Suzanne said to her son. We weren't needed here anymore. I wouldn't want to hang around with the person who killed my mate just a few seconds ago.I looked at Darius, and he nodded his head. I could feel his alpha aura now; the transfer was complete.We left the packhouse and walked to the car. We weren’t stopped by any guards, and the gates opened for us to pass through. Darius, sorry Alpha Darius must have told them to let us pass.Ten minutes into our ride home, Moon sighed."Kai…""I know, I’m fucking sorry.""You can’t just do these things, what if something happened?"I shrugged my shoulders, "it didn’t.""And you can’t just talk for me. That was not your secret to tell. I am a damn Alpha; I can handle my own problems. I don’t need a knight on a white horse
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 91. Wolfsbane
Moon’s pov"So you’re going to Alpha Paul now to pay him back?" I mindlinked Kai."No, well, I wanted to kill him, but I will try another way first.""And you’re taking Darius with you?" I asked."Yes, my Moon.""The same guy that tried to kill you literally an hour ago?"Kai laughed, "the same fucking guy. I trust him. I don’t know why, but let’s just say it’s a gut thing.""Well, I have a gut feeling too, and it says that you’re being reckless. Going inside Alpha Paul’s territory with his son. If he does kill you, it looks like you provoked it." "Alpha Paul isn’t strong or brave enough, that’s why he sent his pup to do his nasty work." Kai growled. "I’ll be fine.""Yes, you will.""What’s that supposed to mean, -" And Kai stopped as soon as he spotted Angela beside the road."I'm coming with," I mindlinked and switched back, naked beside the road.I'd been waiting for a car for about ten minutes. No one would travel this road this late at night, so I wasn’t worried someone else migh
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 90. Pinky Finger
Kai’s povThe first few days were just the fucker following me around. He didn’t say much, and I was grateful; I already had a beta and a gamma who wouldn’t shut up. Diego in particular, goddess, did he even have a filter? It was like every thought he had needed to be said out loud. Even if no one could fucking understand him anyway.I showed Darius around; he watched Hudson handle the books without seeing all of our finances, and Darius watched Diego train his soldiers. I had no fucking clue what we were doing. Is this how you train a future Alpha? Or do I need to put him to work too?Alpha Paul didn’t find shit in the ground, just like we expected, but he wasn’t finished yet. He still had a few days left, and he wanted to use them all. I think he was just stalling, so we couldn’t start building yet.Or it was because on the fifth night of the idiot staying here, while I was trying to sleep, little Darius secretly snuck out of his room and into the hallway.Did the fucker really think
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 89. Darius
Kai’s pov"So, you followed my advice?" Moon said, looking at Mary’s mark during breakfast.If Mary could blush, she would. Goddess, she looked mortified, but it was fucking funny to see that face of hers. I wondered if they finally had sex or tried he other stuff Moon told me about. I mean, I wouldn’t fucking mind seeing my mate touch herself.I looked at Diego, "now we really need to get that land."Diego nodded, "Si."Okay, chatty catty wasn’t really in the mood to talk this morning. He would probably tell me and Hudson everything later.Diego kissed Mary, and I gave Moon a good kiss before they left.Diego sighed, "I want Maria here, todo el tiemp [all the time]. Alfa Raider, cómo se hace esto? [Alpha Raider, how do you do this?]"I didn’t really understand that last part because it was in fucking Spanish, but I did know how he felt. "It’s fucking hard being away from Moon."Beta Hudson and his family came down for breakfast after Moon and Mary left, and it made me realize even mor
