HAYLEE
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I was ripped off Kaylee by the familiar coarse hands that had shown me to the door of hell many times in the past– my father’s hands.
For the first time, I cried to the father in the beast he had willingly shown me over the years. I stupidly thought he would take my side for the first time. A girl could wish, right? So I cried, “Dad, you can’t let her do this. You can’t just stand there and watch Kaylee snatch my mate–”
But my statement was interrupted when his palm settled over my cheek like thunder. He slapped me and I tasted blood in my mouth as my father yelled in my wet face, “How dare you attack your sister! How dare you lay your hands on her? The Alpha has chosen a mate and it’s not you even though the moon goddess thought someone as plain as you could be Cresent Moon Pack’s Luna. That was a mistake on her path and we have corrected her mistake.”
No, the only mistake here was having him as a father.
The only mistake was picking to look like my heartless mother who left me alone with a beast and an evil sister. She left me without looking back and I have suffered for her actions.
“It’s not like the Alpha has slept with you or deflower you. He didn’t mark you either so why can’t he choose your perfect sister over you? You are just as sly as your mother and before you turn out to be just like her, I’ll make an example of you…”
My father’s words resonated, tears flowing down my cheeks.
I had cried so many times in my life but never had I felt so defeated. When I was younger, I thought I would be free of my sister and father as soon as I found my mate. My mate was my ticket to a better life.
However, my supposed mate also matched towards me, anger flaring in his orbs. He also raised his hand and dropped it right on my cheek, the same one my father assaulted. Alpha Jett seethed, “Who are you to attack the mother of my child!”
That should be me… I should be the mother of his child.
How could they act like I was the villain when they had all taken turns to cut deep into my skin and rip my flesh out?
How–
“You’ve to punish her, baby. She and Leo have to be punished.” Kaylee cried, the same fake cry I had heard all my life.
That was when it clicked. She knew I would attack her. She said those words to me because she wanted me to attack her.
If only my dad knew or could see that Kaylee was the one taking after our evil mother.
But he was too blind, too angry to see past our faces.
“I’ll leave Leo to you, Kaylee.” Alpha Jett snarled, still in my face.
Despite the situation, I could still see us making the perfect couple. Yes, I was skinny and straight compared to Kaylee, who was perfect in every way possible. Her face looked like it was kissed by the heavens, her body delicately but boldly designed. She was shorter than me but her height was perfect.
Kaylee was perfect.
The direct opposite of me.
“But this one, I’ll punish myself,” Alpha Jett stated, his eyes dimming as he got lost in his thoughts. “What’s the perfect punishment for your crime against my heir and his mother?”
As if he had it all figured out before this whole drama began, my father etched, “I apologize for my daughter’s manners, and as punishment, I suggest you demote her and send her to the Alpha king with the rest of the slaves you intend to send as a consolation gift for his mate’s death.”
Alpha Jett’s eyes lit, “Awesome. The royal funeral is scheduled to hold by the end of this week. Not only will she be an addition to my gift but I would also be attending with my Luna and growing pup. This is my best season yet, Alfred.”
“It’s an honor to become your in-law, Alpha Jett and I apologize for this one again.” My father bowed to Alpha Jett, glaring at me even though he had successfully changed the course of my life.
I couldn’t even bring myself to cry anymore. There was nothing left in me to be broken–
“I want her to watch me become Luna before you punish her, Jett.” Kaylee pouted, sounding cute which was effortless for her.
“As you wish, my darling.” Alpha Jett replied live a sick puppy in love. He walked back to Kaylee while my father ordered the pack warriors to seize me. Alpha Jett faced the crowd as he held Kaylee’s hand, raised it, and announced happily, “Members of Cresent Moon Pack, I present to you, your Luna, Kaylee Smith, precious daughter of the famous, Alfred Smith.”
The crowd cheered, including my father.
I was held down as Kaylee and Alpha Jett tied the knot, becoming mates. I was made to watch and yet again. I couldn’t bring myself to cry despite the kind of pain I was experiencing.
What’s betrayal if not this?
After Kaylee had been accepted as the Luna, Alpha Jett returned to me with Kaylee by his side and he muttered confidently, holding Kaylee;’s gaze affectionately, “I, Alpha Jett of Cresent Moon Pack, hereby take Kaylee Smith as my mate and Luna.”
The weak bond between Alpha Jett and I twisted within me and my wolf howled in pain even though Alpha Jett wasn’t done.
“To make this official, I hereby reject my destined mate, Haylee Smith.” Alpha Jett concluded and that was when I realized that I still had a lot that could be broken within me.
I screamed out in agony, my body heating up as my eyes stung.
Should I be grateful that the bond was still weak as I could only imagine the kind of pain I would have to endure if it was stronger? Or should I be resentful? Hate myself for being a pathetic loser?
I didn’t know how long I screamed but when I eventually stopped, my gaze became blurry, fatigue taking over my senses.
“In your next life, don’t try to compete with me, Hay. I’ll always be the better twin and you will forever live in my shadow. You will fit in with the slaves, Hay. Have fun with the cruel Alpha King. I hope he kills you. Slowly. ” I heard Kaylee’s last words to me before my body collided against the iceberg of darkness.
My last thoughts were, “Who said I want to do life again as your twin?”
However, by the time I regained consciousness, I didn’t know what was worse– my life as Kaylee’s twin or as the Alpha King’s slave.ALPHA KING XALEN~~I don't know.I don't know how to exist in a world where my mate doesn't. A world without my Laura. I have spent the last five days beside her motionless body and even in that state she managed to look beautiful. She managed to capture my heart like we were teenagers again. How I wished she would open her eyes and tell me, “It’s a joke, Xalen. How can I die and leave you and the kids?” But today, I had to put her to rest. I had to bury her according to tradition so she could find peace in the afterlife. My heart was heavier than my bulky body and breathing felt like a crime because Laura wasn’t breathing. She was six feet under the ground we used to walk as the King and Queen of the werewolf realm–“Come forward and present your gifts.” My trusted Beta, Evan, voiced, calling on the visiting Alphas and leaders of the numerous packs under my jurisdiction.The funeral has ended as far as I was concerned. I had buried Luara and I don’t understand why these people
HAYLEE~~Fuck me!What the fuck was I thinking? No. I didn’t think when I heard that little child crying.My stupid brain just reacted to her and as I have always done with kids, I reached for her and offered comfort because no one offered that to me when I was growing up with an abusive father and a mean sister.And now that I was standing before the Alpha King, my heart was about to beat its way out of my chest. My body shook with fear as cold shivers traveled down my spine. There was something about his dark eyes that–“Don’t make me repeat myself?” His voice was cold, laced with anger that no one deserves, not even a criminal.I took my eyes off him, fighting the uneasiness my wolf was feeding my mind with. I said slowly, “I’m Haylee from–’ “Silence!” He snapped at me, causing me to jump away from him. If my mind wasn't shaky at the moment, I would have wondered why he asked me a question only to shut me up when I gathered enough courage to respond. However, I could only thin
HAYLEE~~“How dare you!” the hostile voice pierced my eardrums before an icy feeling cut through my skin, sending shivers down my spine. My eyes flew open and I jolted to my feet even though my brain wasn’t fully awake. I wobbled, my body shivering as I felt another icy feeling. I was drenched. I was soaked. Yet, I couldn’t scream as my eyes met with Owen’s angry ones. “How dare you fall asleep, Slave?” Owen, the head of servants in the Royal Pack, snarled at me.He was holding two black buckets whose content he just poured all over me. My hair and the dark brown dress I was given three days ago were dripping. The chilly air of the night wasn’t helping my case– everything was against me.“I d-doze—” I tried to speak but my teeth chattered and I instinctively wrapped my arms around my body, “You dozed?” Owen hissed. Ever since the Alpha King stopped me from leaving the hall three days ago, my life has changed drastically. One would think the Alpha King who didn’t hide his hatred
ALPHA KING XALEN~~“Really?” I barked.Anger built up within me as the hope I was holding on to seemed to be fading every second. I had so many people around me yet I felt so alone. I once had a plan for my life and future but now? Now I was lost with no hope of finding my way. Perhaps if Laura comes back to life. She was my compass– My moral and geographical compass. “We have searched and did everything we can, My King but there’s no evidence that the Queen was murdered.” My Royal Gamma, Wyatt, repeated as he fell on his knees before my throne. “Then have the trackers tear everything down,” I growled, barely keeping my ass on my throne.Wyatt was too scared to open his mouth so Evan stepped in and said to me, “The trackers did everything, My King. The Healers also testified that they found nothing toxic in her body. It’s a natural death–” “Don’t even tell me that!” I cut my Royal Beta off. “How can that be a natural death? She gave birth to Jodie without complications and two
HAYLEE~~I was drained of every bit of energy. Yet I was still standing in the kitchen where I had been since I woke up in the wee hours of this morning. I barely slept for three hours before I got up to prep for the warriors’ breakfast. It’s like preparing a meal for every member of the Crescent Moon Pack. After preparing breakfast with little to no help from the servants who used to do these chores before I was brought into the pack as a slave, I started preparing lunch for the chiefs of the pack because they would be having a meeting in a few hours and Owen had started talking about all I had to do for the Royal Family dinner. My sight was foggy, my throat was dry and the worms in my stomach were biting me, crying to be fed. However, despite having different dishes around me, I wasn’t allowed to eat any. Owen would kill me.“Just serve yourself a plate, Haylee. We need the strength. We need to sleep.” Liya cried into my mind. The last time I shifted and let Liya have a meal o
HAYLEE~~I didn’t know which one I paid more attention to with every second that passed without a word from the Alpha King– Owen’s shaky frame or the lips that kept parting only to close again like their owner couldn’t make up his mind. “I was ju-just correcting the Slave, My King. She was dis-disrespectful and stole–” If I was going to die, I would rather die a criminal who touched the King’s child and had the audacity to appear before him as his second chance’s mate at his beloved Queen’s funeral, than be called a thief for eating one spoon of rice. With that thought in mind, I cut Owen off, sounding more confident for some weird reason and despite the Alpha King’s presence, “I didn’t steal. I haven’t eaten in three days, My King and I know I’m a slave but I need food just like everyone else. I need food and sleep to function and I haven’t been having enough. If you want me dead, chop off my head or throw me to the rogues but please do not treat me like I’m lesser than–” “Shus
ALPHA KING XALEN ~~ I hated her. The way she constantly looked at me from under her long lashes. The way she inhaled. The way she exhaled. The way she walked. The way she looked in the servants’ uniform. The way her chest rose and fell as she tried not to let her eyes wander. I hated everything about her. The bright color of her hair. Her dull green eyes had only brightened when she stared at Jodie. The small curve of her lips as she smiled down at my daughter who had stopped crying like she was in some sort of magic land and not the arms of a slave… Fuck, I hated everything. Yet, I had to bring her into my home. After all, I couldn’t just drop Jodie with her and let her take care of my daughter in the Servants’s quarters where she had obviously been suffering– “You should have let me break every bone in his body.” Theo snarled in my mind, holding a kind of anger that was new to me. He was angry because the slave was touched by another man… because she was maltreated b
HAYLEE ~~ I understood that he hated me for reasons best known to him. But to be honest, I was a victim too. I have been all my life and the way he seemed to enjoy hurting me even though I was helping his kid was making it hard for me to breathe. My chest hurt. But my head was aching more due to the forced connection he– “You don’t speak much, do you?” The young woman Alpha Xalen handed me over to, asked, her eyes on me as if she was studying me. I have learned to be careful around Servants in this Pack since they all considered me beneath them. If my head wasn’t aching, I still wouldn’t speak to the nanny to avoid getting punched– “He wasn’t always like this.” I didn’t ask her but she supplied that detail anyway. “Well, he was hostile when he was younger but became very warm when he met the Queen. Losing her sent him back to his dark days.” I get it. He was suffering. But I have been suffering all my life and he doesn’t see me being a pain in his ass or that of anyone
ALPHA PRINCE ROY~~I lost everything. Heck! I would have lost myself as well if my wolf hadn’t sacrificed his existence for me.Honestly, it was easier to blame Xalen. I just couldn’t bring myself to blame Laura, even though the truth was staring back at me as I looked at the familiar penmanship. I was trying to wrap my head around why Laura would do this. I have known her since I was a teenager. Laura was one of the orphans who came to the Royal Pack to seek refuge, and we became friends immediately. She was the perfect person to fill the void my dad and Xalen had created within me as they focused on politics.But she turned out to be a liar.She lied about the bond, claiming she didn’t feel it, and I stupidly believed her. She used to ask me to come home each time I did. She made me believe that Xalen had changed his mind.I also believed that the reason she kept writing to me was that she was kind-hearted. However, the truth was out. Laura wrote to me because she felt the strai
ALPHA KING XALEN~~I allowed it.I allowed Roy to pour the coal of his anger all over me until I perceived that he was getting tired, and before he could stop himself and feel ashamed, I grabbed his wrists, holding them in the air.“I think that’s enough, Roy,” I stated without any sign of pain. Even though he had managed to break a few of my ribs, the pain wasn’t unbearable.Roy yanked his wrists out of my grasp, and once again, I allowed it. He wouldn’t have been able to land a blow if I didn’t want him to, nor would he have succeeded in freeing himself if I wanted to hold him captive.He was a strong male. Or at least I knew him to be a strong male, yet he was no match for me.“Enough?” He seethed in my face, his eyes red, a hot flame of fury burning within them. “You took everything from me. You ruined me, and it took you this long to admit it? Heck! You made everyone believe I was crazy, and I started believing it too because I can’t seem to understand why you would claim a wo
ALPHA PRINCE ROY (3)~~It's been tough.Being a werewolf without a wolf has been tough, but it's nothing compared to being a Royal werewolf without a wolf. It sounds the same, but it is absolutely different.I have had to train twice as hard to command respect from other wolves. Did I say twice? Let's try four times as hard.Sometimes, I find myself thanking Xalen for constantly kicking me out of the realm. I am grateful that I got to live among the humans because it's easier there. Humans can be a bit oblivious, but at least they aren't as stuck-up as werewolves.I threw a few punches in the air, hoping that would clear my mind and I would be able to focus on training. I have been out here, in the open field behind my childhood home, training my ass off.I was covered in sweat, but I couldn't bring myself to stop even though I was training alone like the lone wolf I had become in my own home pack. Plus, if I wanted to get back at Xalen, I would need all the training I could get.“
ALPHA KING XALEN~~Yes, I slept on the floor for the last four hours, but it was a perfect night. I got to sleep with Haylee in the room that would have haunted me for the rest of my life if she hadn't created new memories with me within its four walls.Yes, last night and the early hours of today were used to create new memories.Haylee had helped me conquer my fears, and with the help of my wolf, I have realized the next steps to take to get answers.That was perfection to me, and it would have been an impeccable morning if I had been allowed to wake up on my own, gaze at Haylee’s face while she still sleeps in my arms that I might have wrapped around her after she fell asleep four hours ago, and see her shock when she wakes up and sees my face close to hers.But Allison just had to ruin what could have been a perfect morning.Of course, my heart was still aching because of the wound Laura’s betrayal had inflicted on it, but before I fell asleep with Haylee in my arms, I made up
HAYLEE~~“I think it's high time I listened to him.”I couldn’t believe my ears. Although Alpha King Xalen hasn't said much about what happened between him and Roy, he has made it clear that there was bad blood between the two of them.“Can you tell me what happened between you both?” I asked because I could perceive some love there, even though their hatred for each other had overshadowed that.Xalen and I were still sitting on the floor of his matrimonial bedroom. At first, I felt weird being in here, but we had spent hours on that floor, and I was getting comfortable.The small smile on his face faded, and in that instant, I was certain he didn't want to talk about that topic. His silence was enough to—“Roy was my best friend.” To my surprise, Alpha King Xalen began, opening up to me for the millionth time that night. “He was my brother, and I knew how much he loved me until my parents died and his dad had to take care of me. Roy didn't want to share his dad’s attention, and be
ALPHA KING XALEN~~ROY.That was the answer to every question that had crossed my mind since we started reading Laura’s letters, and it was no different from the question Haylee’s observation brought to mind.That name was the answer I got no matter how many times I rethought or asked myself these questions.Who did Laura cheat on me with?ROY.Who was she sending those letters to?ROY.Whose kids was she desperate to have?ROY's.Who would hate me so much to want to be King and punish me by turning the woman I loved, who they also wanted, into a backstabber?R.O.Y.Who came back to the pack recently, popping in once in a while like he had always done and pretending I kicked him out of the pack when he chose to be away from his family because he couldn’t accept that Laura was mine and not his?ROY.Who has access to my home and could have planted these letters where I found them?ROY.Who could have killed Laura just to hide the traces of what they had done? And who would do that j
HAYLEE~~Although my relationship with Benita might have hit rock bottom, I came to understand what she meant when she told me that Alpha King Xalen has not always been cruel and closed off. I got to see that firsthand as his body began to shake visibly. Even when I wrapped my arms around him, he trembled, sobbing silently but loud enough to make my heart ache. This—what Alpha King Xalen and I have here—wouldn't have happened fifty-one days ago. This was growth for us, but a heartbreaking one. “Isn't this good for us? He hates her now, Haylee. This is the time for us to have him to ourselves finally. We wouldn't have to live in the shadow of that despicable woman.” Liya chimed into my mind. As much as I didn't want to agree with my wolf, I couldn't disagree either. I mean, finally, I could have my mate to myself. Yes, Princess Allison was still an obstacle, but I could feel the bond between Alpha King Xalen and me growing. Gosh, Haylee. Don't go dark now. “Thank you for doing
ALPHA KING XALEN~~I couldn't bring myself to dig into Laura’s letters. I was too scared of how hard the truth about the woman I had loved for almost a decade would slap me in the face.So, instead of searching and reading myself, I let Haylee do it, even though she was another woman who could hurt me.Every letter that Haylee pulled out only confirmed that Laura wasn't faithful to me. Yes, she cheated on me, not just emotionally but sexually.She cheated on me by swearing her allegiance to whoever the hell she was sharing those letters with. She betrayed me.She betrayed my trust and our love.As hard as it was, I was beginning to come to terms with Laura's betrayal. With every letter, my heart grew accustomed to the painful jabs it had to endure, and my stomach accommodated these same jabs as well.“I'm about to read the seventh one I picked, Alpha King,” Haylee said, her voice soft and hardly audible, as if she was scared speaking too loud would trigger me.I nodded and sent a s
HAYLEE~~The rest of the day went by so fast. I couldn't go back to Alpha King Xalen because the kids wouldn't let me leave their side for even a minute. I spent the day with them in their playroom, which had been designed for all sorts of indoor games.Jodie participated by cooing happily and crying whenever she was hungry while falling asleep when it was time for her midday nap.As expected, Sophia had a lot to say and so many questions to ask about my discussion with her dad. Thankfully, she didn't ask until Asher fell asleep.“Did he tell you why he took the portraits down? Is he marrying Princess Allison soon?” Sophia queried.I found myself in a tight spot as I tried to come up with an explanation that wouldn't paint the late Queen as a bad person or cause Sophia to get angrier.“Being an adult is hard, Fifi, and it's complicated. There are some matters that adults can't discuss with kids because it would hurt them and put them in danger. Your dad is doing everything he can t