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7. Kill Me Himself

Author: Kiki Jones
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-06 15:26:31
HAYLEE

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I was drained of every bit of energy.

Yet I was still standing in the kitchen where I had been since I woke up in the wee hours of this morning. I barely slept for three hours before I got up to prep for the warriors’ breakfast. It’s like preparing a meal for every member of the Crescent Moon Pack.

After preparing breakfast with little to no help from the servants who used to do these chores before I was brought into the pack as a slave, I started preparing lunch for the chiefs of the pack because they would be having a meeting in a few hours and Owen had started talking about all I had to do for the Royal Family dinner.

My sight was foggy, my throat was dry and the worms in my stomach were biting me, crying to be fed. However, despite having different dishes around me, I wasn’t allowed to eat any. Owen would kill me.

“Just serve yourself a plate, Haylee. We need the strength. We need to sleep.” Liya cried into my mind.

The last time I shifted and let Liya have a meal o
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