Layla sat on the top step at the front of the packhouse, enjoying the silence. The last of the packs were just leaving; her head was already blissfully quiet.
She hadn’t anticipated how hard it would be to get through the memorial. She sighed and looked up at the top floor of the packhouse. Jax saw Chase off and then claimed he had something to do in their bedroom. He’d been alone there for at least an hour. She could sense why. He was still raw. He’d been wide open since the memorial and the run last night.
She couldn’t comfort him; she’d never felt so useless in her life.
“That was a hard one,” Dylan said behind her.
That was putting it mildly. She hadn’t known how much it hurt to lose a pack member until Jackson marked her. She felt like she lost parts of herself with each of them, even though she hadn’t known them well. No wonder they all wanted her dead after the first attack.
“Are you heading out?” she asked.
“Yes. I need to keep busy,” Dylan mumbled.
Like the rest of the pack, the Beta hadn’t escaped being pulled into the depression the past few days brought. Her only hope was that everyone wouldn’t start to blame her for everything the way she blamed herself. It was a difficult spot to be in. To be so in love and happy on one side and so depressed and full of regret on the other.
Dylan started to walk down the steps.
“Tell Jackson I’m going around the other pack for official visits. I’ll be a few days.”
“What type of official visits?”
“As the King, Jax has to visit all his territories at least once a year to make sure everything is okay. But he’s been preoccupied lately, so I’m going in his place. It will be good to get away from everything for a while.”
She wished she could get away. But the pack needed them there; she wouldn’t become the selfish woman who pulled her partner away from his other duties.
Dylan opened his car door when the gates opened. Two blacked-out SUVs drove in. The butterflies returned to her stomach. She’d been anxious and nervous for days.
She stood and dusted her jeans off before walking down the steps.
“That’s today?” Dylan asked with a worried frown.
“Everyone’s gone. It should be okay,” she answered. At least, she hoped so. But she knew things could go sideways at the drop of a hat.
“Maybe we should wait? I don’t know if having outsiders—”
“She’s not an outsider,” Layla growled.
The cars stopped behind Dylan’s on the circular driveway, and the drivers’ doors opened. Two of the men she sent back that morning for Brit came out and bowed, and then the one at the front opened the back seat door.
When Britney stepped out, she looked younger than ever. Her sister was terrified as she looked around her, and she couldn’t say she blamed her. She felt the same way the day she arrived. Driving through the forest they had all been taught to fear since they were children had been a big part of it, but now her sister was dealing with issues that would make everything seem worse than it was.
At least Brit wasn’t going to start a war with her arrival.
At least, she hoped not.
She closed the distance between them and took her sister into her arms.
“Everything will be okay, Brit. I promise,” she whispered.
She wished she could do what their mother did. She wished she could make people feel better just by being near her. But she hadn’t been able to shift again since that night with the witch, never mind learning anything else.
“The way you keep telling me that makes me think things aren’t going to be okay at all,” Brit said when she finally pulled back from her.
Brit was going to be the smallest nineteen-year-old there. Was a huge, monstrous beast really going to burst out of her sister? It was worrying. But Jax told her it would be okay, so she had to trust that.
“I know you’re confused,” she said, linking Brit’s arm with hers. “But let's settle you in first, and then we can talk.”
She looked back at the warriors unloading the cars.
“You have a lot of things,” she teased.
“You told me to pack everything,” Brit grumbled.
All the warriors returned home for Jax’s birthday and the memorial, so they once again hired human security for her while she packed the things she needed to bring. And then, the first thing that morning, she sent the warriors who had looked after her for the past two years to return for her.
She looked back at the men. They had breaks and holidays during that time, and they’d been with the pack while Brit was at university, but she wasn’t surprised to sense that they were relieved to be home.
“Don’t worry. You’ll have plenty of room for everything in your new room,” she smiled at her sister.
“How long am I staying? I have assignments to catch up on before the break.”
Poor Brit. Her whole life was about to change again, and she probably didn’t have a clue just how much.
“Your health is more important. You’ll stay for however long you need to.”
She led her sister up the stairs, and the first person they saw was Josh. The young warrior who’d been sent home after he made a connection with Brit. He was speaking to another young man, but the second they walked into the house, he looked at Brit, and his nostrils flared.
Brit stopped and tensed, but Josh just nodded before walking out of the lobby.
“Asshole,” Brit muttered.
She couldn’t stop the grin. Young love. At least Brit wouldn’t have the obstacles she and Jax had in the beginning.
The man came down the stairs, perfectly composed, as if he didn’t fall apart in the bedroom. He smiled at Brit as he stopped in front of them.
Jax was still Brit’s least favourite person a year after he crushed the young girl’s dreams.
“Welcome home,” Jax said.
“I won’t be staying for long,” Brit replied. “I’m sure I just need a break from all the stress of my schoolwork, and then I’ll be out of your hair.”
She met Jax’s gaze over Brit’s head.
‘I don’t think she will take this well.’
She looked away from him because she knew what he would say. It was an argument they’d been having since Brit called her on Jax’s birthday.
“Let me show you your room. You’ll love it,” she smiled as she led Brit to the stairs.
‘Use the key.’
‘I’m not locking my sister up,’ she growled in her head.
‘Just until everyone feels comfortable and we tell Brit—’
“I said no,” she said loudly.
Brit stopped mid-step and looked back at her.
“I’m... I’m sorry,” she said. “I’ll explain everything.”
Shit. She got so used to doing that that she’d forgotten that she’d need to tone things down a little until she could explain things to Brit. Brit was nineteen, but she had been a lot younger and still in school when weird things started happening to her. Thinking she was having a mental breakdown hadn’t been easy, but she had already grown accustomed to it when Jackson brought her to the packhouse.
Brit was going all in. It was going to be a baptism of fire. Her sister was naturally curious and would probably figure things out herself anyway. But she wasn’t going to lie to Brit. She wouldn’t lock her up so the pack could accept her first. She wouldn’t hide things and make her believe she was going crazy.
She urged Brit to keep walking and took note of her increased anxiety.
“There’s something wrong with you, too, isn't there?” Brit whispered.
“There’s nothing wrong with us, Brit,” she answered. “But we’ll speak tonight. There’s a little girl who’s been waiting for you all day; she even refused to nap.”
The corners of Brit’s mouth lifted. As much as she had been unhappy when she’d turned up to see her with a newborn baby in tow, the two girls became fast friends. It reaffirmed her belief that Brit was meant to be there with everyone else.
One big, happy family at last.
She opened the door to the room Jax locked her up in during her first few nights at the packhouse, and immediately the little red-haired bundle of energy jumped off the bed and ran to the door.
“Bitty!”
And just like that, Brit’s anxieties melted as she picked up the little girl and laughed.
One big, happy family, indeed.
There was nothing that would keep her away from Brit now.
“What do you mean we’re different? It's everyone else who is different.” Layla swallowed and set her cutlery down. The dining table had been full even before they had guests for the memorial, but now only the three of them sat around it. There had been a lot of confusion when she’d brought Britney down for dinner and a lot of sniffing. Brit smelled very human—nothing extra or ‘other’ about her. Her heart sank when she looked at all the empty seats.She looked over at Jax, but he continued eating as if he was determined not to help her explain just because she wasn’t doing it how he wanted her to.“Well... you said you’re hearing voices in your head—is it just one voice or many?”Brit speared a potato without looking up at her.“I don’t know. One, I guess,” Brit mumbled.Where was her mother when she needed her? She had disappeared before the place had become too crowded with the excuse that she had lived alone for too long; she wasn’t used to crowds. She hadn’t even had a chance to
Layla stood in the shadows of the trees and watched one of the younger trainees stop and listen to his surroundings. He wouldn’t find her. She had this part of her gifts down; she could do it without effort. The boy lowered to his haunches and tilted his head. He was listening to the vibrations in the air, the sound of breathing, a heartbeat. Anything at all so he could pass through this stage of his training. At least he would get a chance to advance. She was just stuck there.It was also supposed to be a test for her to make sure she kept practising her skills. She wanted something more challenging than playing around with the kids in the woods. They must have forgotten that she’d killed enemy wolves with her bare teeth in her human form. And she was the one who’d got that witch who’d plagued them all. Or it was precisely the reason they kept giving her these stupid exercises because she was beginning to suspect that no one wanted to spar with her. Brit would probably get further a
Jax watched his mate nervously sipping her cup of coffee while she watched Britney fuss over her niece.Layla was determined to have her sister with them, like she had forgotten how she had reacted to the life-altering news. She’d been in a zombie-like state for days. He understood that Britney, like Layla, liked to have all the facts to figure things out herself, but the timing wasn’t right. Brit still had to go and finish the semester so she could wrap up her first year in college. “So... Did you sleep well?” Layla asked. “I’m in a cult in the middle of a forest full of wolves. How do you think I slept?” Brit answered without looking away from Hope. Layla put her mug down and pushed the food on her plate around. She hadn’t really eaten it, just as she hadn’t eaten much of her dinner. “We’re not a cult, but you’ll see that for yourself soon,” Layla said. “But we need to talk about why you’re here. You sounded terrified when you called me.”Britney’s eyes widened as she looked up
Layla was fuming when Jax led her through the doors to the hotel's security centre. Gerald Carlisle said and did many things that would forever be engraved in her heart and mind, but their last argument kept ringing through her head. It was funny. She hadn’t seen or spoken to her father since the night Costas took them, but she remembered it like it was yesterday. ‘You’re going to have to think of your sister. I’m going to give him what he wants.’‘I’m going to give him you.’‘You’re a high school dropout. Scrubbing rich people’s toilets is all you’ll ever do.’‘You look just like your mother; I’m sure you’ll make more money on your back.’He’d cut her up with his words. How could a father ever think that about his child? How could he think that was in any way okay?She clenched and unclenched her fists to control her anger as a man met them at the door and bowed his head in greeting. She’d forgotten about the hotel rules. When she’d worked there, she thought her employer thought hi
Jax drove in the opposite direction to the packhouse, fighting the urge to put his foot down on the gas. How had he not sensed them approaching the hotel? Or had they been there all along, but he was distracted by his worry about Layla and her dad? Since Layla went out first, he couldn’t be sure if they saw her face or if her eyes were still glowing. Would the Hunters have sensed them? Masking himself became second nature to him, but Layla had been on the verge of losing control. “What are we going to do?” Layla whispered. “Nothing. We’ll go and lay low for a few days until they go. I sensed only a few of them; they might be passing through.” Those words did nothing to ease his mate, and they didn’t ease his mind. Had he missed something? He’d been carefully watching the new employees at his hotel, but most of the ones he’d gotten rid of were still in town. He was still watching them, too. Still monitoring their calls and emails. But he was aware he couldn’t watch the whole cit
Layla couldn’t relax as she watched the videos playing simultaneously on the screen. The last time she had been at this house, Jax had told her it was entirely off the grid. He hadn’t once mentioned that he had a room hidden behind the pantry where he could communicate with people without any problems with the network. It was probably how Gavin had warned them about Amber when they had caught her scent before Hope had been born. She couldn’t stop her foot from bouncing as she sat next to Jax at a desk full of computer screens and software. The scene with her father had been hard to watch. She had assumed he had got into that filthy state when he’d been locked up in the security room, but he had gone into the hotel like that. Filthy. Spouting bullshit. And repeatedly asking for her by name. Everyone in the lobby had been trying to stay away from him as if he was diseased. He showed everyone that he was from the other side of the tracks, the side that all the clientele would turn
Jax stood on the patio and looked out at the woods, completely relaxed for the first time since they killed the witch. It was the first time he had so much time to make love to his mate properly. It felt like a honeymoon, although when the time came for that, he intended to stretch that out as long as he could. Fucking Layla was an addiction that could never be equalled. Perhaps it was all he needed to focus on so he could heal his mind. If he could keep up with her, that was. His thighs and other parts of his body were still shaking from the exertion. A smile stretched his lips as he sipped his coffee. He needed to sit down and rest, but as always, fucking Layla wrecked him and energised him at the same time. Everything was going to be okay now. He’d fucked up with Gerald, and the incident with the Hunters ruffled their feathers, but they could put all of it behind them now. Once they got home, he’d train her ass off if that was what she wanted. He’d stop interfering with Gera
Layla felt a sense of relief when the main gates of their compound finally came into view. She didn’t know when the city became so scary, but she felt safer within those walls and Diedre’s protection wards. “We’ll take her for a walk to our lookout point,” Jax said. “It will be okay; you’ll see.” Jax seemed to have pulled himself out of his depression, so at least the time alone had been helpful to both of them. But there were hundreds of missed calls on her phone. When she put it on, it dinged and vibrated with message notifications for quite some time. Brit could be dramatic sometimes but she couldn’t blame her sister for this. She’d stuck her with some strangers when she was feeling scared and then abandoned her. The town wasn’t as busy as it usually was, and that brought back memories of when they all lived in fear and constantly camped on the packhouse grounds. The whole pack was more relaxed since the incident with the witch, and part of her believed it was because they a
“What’s this?” Jax looked at the envelope in front of him with the Circle’s seal. The last time he received one of those, they summoned him and Layla to stand trial. He looked up at Hugo, sitting at the end of his conference table with Keith and frowned. If they thought they could punish him for defending his pack, they could think again. “You’re not going to sit at my table and tell me that piece of shit deserved to live, are you?” he growled. Hugo shook his head. “No, of course not, Your Majesty,” he said. “That’s just a formal apology from the Circle, acknowledging our mistakes. And we’d like to welcome the Queen and her family into your pack.” “They don’t need your shitty welcome,” Ryker snapped. Hugo flinched and looked at Ryker, who was sitting opposite him. Out of everyone, the Alpha of the Night Walkers was the least agreeable about the new partnership. If anyone knew how to hold grudges, it was Ryker. He wouldn’t be surprised if he managed to string one of them up
Layla struggled to breathe. She could feel Lincoln’s large hand crushing her windpipe, even though part of him was twitching on the floor in front of her. Her mind was foggy with the lack of oxygen, but the fear that crippled her disappeared. Jax had taken charge now. Everything would be okay. Her eyes fluttered and then closed even with all the commotion around her. The cut-off screams. The scent of blood that even her nose could pick up. And when she heard her mother’s voice, she breathed a sigh of relief. Rebecca’s wolf was stronger than Nia. She would never allow anyone to hurt her family. She relaxed entirely until Britney's scream brought her back to the present. Her heart lurched as she sat up and saw Alpha Cole drag her and Hope towards him. Maybe Cole didn’t have a wolf, or he wasn’t shifting because he knew he was outnumbered. But there was no denying he had enough dark magic to follow through with his threats. She could almost smell it even though she was less than
The dark magic continuously ripped Jax’s cells apart even as Cain worked on healing them. Cole—that fucker—rounded up some of the strongest witches. They were no match individually for Diedre, but together they bound her up tighter than anything. He gritted his teeth and looked sideways at Diedre. Her face was pale, her teeth snapped together, and her eyes closed. He sensed her pain. He felt all the pain in the room, even the children’s. “Silence!” The command rippled across the room. Cain growled in his head at the challenge. Had he not been bound, he would have commanded Cole just as he did at the trial. Another warrior fell beside him, and the pain slashed through his body when another bond broke. He was still trying to recover when Lincoln grabbed Layla by her throat. His claws dug into her delicate skin and punctured it. And the scent of her blood overpowered every other smell in the room. Her blood. Her pain. Her fear. All of it clouded his head, calling on the beast
Where did the vampire come from? How did he go through Diedre’s wards? Layla backed up until she felt Jax’s car behind her. The vampire grinned, showing his teeth, and she froze in place. Fear filled her body. This was her worst nightmare come to life. She was vulnerable, and her child was in the hall. She couldn’t protect her. “Breach!” Someone shouted behind the vampire. But she would never have outrun him even if the fear didn’t paralyse her. Their speed was unmatched. There were screams. Something zoomed past at such speeds she realised there were more of them. And if the vampires were there, the Circle was making its move. And that was the twist—the final nail in the coffin full of all her hopes for a future with Jax. Something snapped around her, some invisible force that pulled her forward. It was magic. How did it even get past Diedre’s wards? She tried to lift her arms and drag her feet, but it was futile. Wolves around her were hauled towards the hall like rag do
Layla didn’t sleep much. She’d alternated between having nightmares of Jax losing his wolf and watching her two girls sleep. She had her arm over them, content to soothe herself with their presence. She didn’t know where they had been and how far it was, but after dinner, Brit and Hope had been ready to go to bed. Faith prepared Britney’s room next to Jax’s and moved Hope’s cot there because the girls bonded while away. The three of them snuggled on the bed together. She imagined she heard someone outside the bedroom door a few times. She knew it was Jax. He’d told her the main bedroom was ready for her to return to, but she wasn’t prepared for that. It would be like accepting what he did—acknowledging that he ruined his life over her. Her hand went back to the bite on her neck. Did that mean they were mated again? It hadn’t felt the same as when he marked her the first time, even though it still caused the earth-shattering explosion. There had been no fire in her bones, and she
Layla smoothed her summer dress and adjusted the straps before she took a fortifying breath. Not that the expensive clothes would make a difference. Compared to how vibrant she’d looked when Nia manifested, she looked like crap now. No amount of makeup could hide the bags under her eyes or how lifeless her eyes had become. And she couldn’t tame the frizz, no matter what she did. She'd tied her hair up in a puff— the same style she used to have before she’d met Jax. She tilted her head to see the angry red mark on her neck. Her stomach churned, almost bringing up the few bites of food she’d managed to eat. Images of her night with Jax returned, and her nostrils flared. What did he think would happen now? The bite wasn’t healing as it did the first time; it was starting to look infected. Jax poisoned himself for nothing. She ripped out the hair band and the millions of pins holding her hair up and fluffed her hair, covering the mark again. No one else needed to know what Jax did.
“What the hell have you done?!” Layla repeated, and this time her anger surged as her voice rose. Jax gently pulled out of her before he straightened. He’d known how the night would end. It had been the same the first time he marked her. But her anger still hurt. It had been months, and every second of that had been torture. Did she not feel the same? “I did what I had to do, Layla.” “How could you do that to Cain?” Layla shouted. She pushed him aside and got off the hood to look for her skimpy little night dress. “We don’t know what they put in my blood, but we know damn well that it will kill him!” Layla pulled her nightie on before she turned to face him. Her emerald eyes blazed at him. He’d been just as angry when she bit him the night before the blood moon on his birthday. Marking someone without their consent was a dick move, and as the Alpha King, he’d put down a few wolves for that exact reason. But there he was. Being a dick. “It was Cain’s idea. And I completely agree
Layla rolled her neck and shoulders to ease some of the stiffness but knew it wouldn’t do her any good. She couldn’t remember a time when she’d felt that tired. She spent money that she didn’t have to buy some energy drinks to keep her awake for the drive home. It was almost two in the morning, and working two jobs was sucking the life out of her. At one point in her life, she’d even had three jobs and still had the energy to run around after Brit and take care of their trailer. With a sigh, she grabbed her bag from the passenger seat and shoved her door open. The car had been a piece of crap when she’d bought it, but it was worse after being off the road for so long. She’d worked at least a month to afford the extra money to pay someone to get it roadworthy again. It was hectic catching buses or getting a taxi to take her close enough to her neighbourhood, especially this late at night. She hadn’t seen Jax since the picnic, but some warriors hung around the neighbourhood for wee
“Jax?” He kept his back to her with fists clenched. Cain wasn’t backing down. It felt like the time the beast had completely taken over when he killed Alpha Kendrick on his doorstep to protect Layla. Now all he wanted was to sink his teeth into her neck and return what was lost. “I’m sorry I don’t have the endurance I used to have,” Layla said as she came up behind him. He sensed the pain in her words but didn’t turn around to offer any comfort. If he’d needed proof that her wolf was well and truly gone, he had it now. Even before she had shifted, Layla could sense the danger in the air. She’d been able to feel when he was losing control. ‘She can’t sense me at all.’ Cain’s words caused an avalanche of pain that shoved him further into despair and buried him deep within it. He tried to focus so he could pull himself out, but it was pointless. He felt the same way his beast did. Cain couldn’t live without his mate, either. And if he tried to deny his mate, he would end up like