Layla was fuming when Jax led her through the doors to the hotel's security centre.
Gerald Carlisle said and did many things that would forever be engraved in her heart and mind, but their last argument kept ringing through her head. It was funny. She hadn’t seen or spoken to her father since the night Costas took them, but she remembered it like it was yesterday.
‘You’re going to have to think of your sister. I’m going to give him what he wants.’
‘I’m going to give him you.’
‘You’re a high school dropout. Scrubbing rich people’s toilets is all you’ll ever do.’
‘You look just like your mother; I’m sure you’ll make more money on your back.’
He’d cut her up with his words. How could a father ever think that about his child? How could he think that was in any way okay?
She clenched and unclenched her fists to control her anger as a man met them at the door and bowed his head in greeting. She’d forgotten about the hotel rules. When she’d worked there, she thought her employer thought himself superior to his employees, but now she knew it was just to avoid confrontation with werewolf guests. Sometimes a wolf could take certain looks as a challenge.
Mr Ambrose led them to another set of doors to a room with four doors, two on each side. She never had the clearance to enter any security rooms, so she was surprised to see a room set up like a jail. He unlocked one of the rooms and opened it before standing aside. Immediately, the stench of alcohol and filth filled her nose.
Jax stood aside, too, and what she saw made her angrier.
Gerald was curled up on the floor, lying in his vomit and other bodily fluids. He was covered in dirt and grime as if he was homeless, and his brunette hair was longer, more tangled and matted than she remembered. His t-shirt was torn, and his sweatpants lowered so she could see part of his ass. Real classy.
“He’s taken my girl... Bring her back to me,” Gerald mumbled.
This was where she had come from. She was the fruit of this man’s loin. Shame filled her as she looked back at her mate. What would he think of her? First, she’d introduced a mother who’d abandoned her and now a father covered in piss.
“Where’s Britney,” Gerald mumbled again.
Not ‘Where’s Layla?’. She had never been important to Gerald despite being the one who’d taken care of him.
Gerald rolled to face the door, and his eyes widened when he saw her standing there. Her father gasped and sat up.
“Rebecca?” he whispered.
Right. That was the other reason Gerald stopped caring about her. She looked just like the woman who walked out on them, more so now that she'd visibly changed because of her wolf.
“Becca, is that you? Have you come back to me?”
“It’s Layla. I doubt Rebecca would come anywhere near you right now.”
Her father’s disappointment was crushing, but the man stood and quickly came forward. She stepped back before he could touch her, and Jackson moved quickly to block him. Gerald stopped, and his hazel eyes narrowed on Jackson.
“Where’s Britney? Where’s my little girl?”
She took a deep breath to calm the anger that threatened to spill over before she stepped around Jackson.
“She stopped being your little girl when you stopped taking care of her,” she growled. “Britney doesn’t need you.”
“And is that what she told you?” Gerald snarled. “Or are you once again making decisions for her like she’s still a little girl?”
Did he resent her for that? She couldn’t believe what Gerald implied, even though Brit accused her of the same thing when she tried to stop Rebecca from seeing her.
“I had to step up and be the responsible one,” she hissed, stepping forward so she was right in front of Gerald. “I made decisions that I would have never made if you had been the parent you were supposed to be. Go back from whatever hole you crawled out from and leave Britney alone.”
“I haven’t seen her in over a year!” Gerald shouted. “That man and his half-brained bodyguards kept me away; you had no right to do that.”
“As opposed to selling her to a mobster?” she asked.
Gerald had the grace to look remorseful, but she’d always known that he only planned for Costas to take one of his girls.
“Bring her to me; she can tell me herself if she doesn’t want to see me.”
“This is the last time you’ll see me, Gerald. And you will never see Brit again. Consider us dead. I will leave very strict instructions with the security about what they should do to you if you ever step foot in this hotel again.”
She turned to walk away from him, hopefully for the last time in her life, but Gerald grabbed her arm and pulled her back.
“You can’t do that to me! I’m her father—”
His shouting was cut off when Jackson grabbed his arm and twisted it behind him. Gerald yelped in pain and immediately shut up when he realised who had him.
“You said I could see her in a year,” Gerald whispered.
She could see the tears forming in her father’s eyes and felt the wave of pain that came with them.
“You said she would come back to me. But she just disappeared. I’ve been looking for her everywhere,” Gerald continued. “If I’d known, I wouldn’t have taken your money.”
Her eyes snapped up to meet her mate’s gaze.
Her father’s words whirled around in her head as she sensed Jackson’s guilt. How could he have offered that when he knew what this man did? When he was the one to rescue them in the first place?
After the deal, she was supposed to have taken Brit away to start afresh somewhere else. Why the hell would he have made any such deal with Gerald? And why give him any money at all?
“Layla... Your eyes...” Gerald whispered.
She lowered her gaze and turned to walk out of the room. The Head of Security was still outside; he opened the main doors for her when she approached him.
“Layla, wait.”
She couldn’t even look at him, much less stop to have a conversation. It had been almost two years since Jackson took her to his home. In all that time, he hadn’t found a moment to tell her what happened?
‘Sorry, Layla. I gave your useless addict father some money to get him off my back until I could give Britney back to him.’ Or ‘Sorry, Layla, I bought you from your father.’
Something. Anything so she wouldn’t find out like this. Jax did many other horrendous things to her before he marked her, so why had he kept that a secret?
“Layla.”
Did he even know what her father would have done with that money? He wouldn’t have paid his debts or his bills. He would have hit up the first bar he saw and found a dealer. Gerald and money didn’t mix well, not since Rebecca left him. He could have ended up dead in a ditch somewhere.
And that was probably the root of her ridiculous anger and contradictory emotions. Her feelings for her parents were always volatile, but she had still been there for Gerald. She’d fed and clothed him, cleaned up his vomit, or dressed his wounds when he’d been in a fight. Despite knowing he didn't like looking at her, she cared for him as if she were the parent.
With a large amount of money, Gerald could have died, and she would never have known.
She weaved through a group of security personnel and continued walking to the main doors with her head down. Jax’s betrayal felt like a claw dug deep into her heart, twisting and squeezing until it was ready to explode.
If he had just told her, then she would have...
What would she have done? Asked him to check on the man who’d sold her? The man she washed her hands of?
She walked out of the security rooms to the staff hallway and turned towards the lobby. A couple of cleaners pushed their carts toward the service elevators, but she didn’t lift her head to check if she knew them. She wasn’t in control of herself yet.
“Layla, can we talk about this?”
She pushed open the door into the hotel lobby and only took a few steps forward before she froze.
There was something in the air that didn’t feel right.
Something dark and twisted.
Something she hadn’t felt since she came face to face with the Hunters.
Jackson’s large hand slipped into hers, and he gently pulled her towards the elevator.
She could hear the way his heart started to pound in his chest. The same way her heart pounded. He didn’t let go of her hand until the elevator opened in the basement, and he led her to their car.
How did he drive away so calmly? How could he resist the urge to speed out of the parking lot and through every red traffic light?
The day she had been afraid of was here. The Hunters were back.
Jax drove in the opposite direction to the packhouse, fighting the urge to put his foot down on the gas. How had he not sensed them approaching the hotel? Or had they been there all along, but he was distracted by his worry about Layla and her dad? Since Layla went out first, he couldn’t be sure if they saw her face or if her eyes were still glowing. Would the Hunters have sensed them? Masking himself became second nature to him, but Layla had been on the verge of losing control. “What are we going to do?” Layla whispered. “Nothing. We’ll go and lay low for a few days until they go. I sensed only a few of them; they might be passing through.” Those words did nothing to ease his mate, and they didn’t ease his mind. Had he missed something? He’d been carefully watching the new employees at his hotel, but most of the ones he’d gotten rid of were still in town. He was still watching them, too. Still monitoring their calls and emails. But he was aware he couldn’t watch the whole cit
Layla couldn’t relax as she watched the videos playing simultaneously on the screen. The last time she had been at this house, Jax had told her it was entirely off the grid. He hadn’t once mentioned that he had a room hidden behind the pantry where he could communicate with people without any problems with the network. It was probably how Gavin had warned them about Amber when they had caught her scent before Hope had been born. She couldn’t stop her foot from bouncing as she sat next to Jax at a desk full of computer screens and software. The scene with her father had been hard to watch. She had assumed he had got into that filthy state when he’d been locked up in the security room, but he had gone into the hotel like that. Filthy. Spouting bullshit. And repeatedly asking for her by name. Everyone in the lobby had been trying to stay away from him as if he was diseased. He showed everyone that he was from the other side of the tracks, the side that all the clientele would turn
Jax stood on the patio and looked out at the woods, completely relaxed for the first time since they killed the witch. It was the first time he had so much time to make love to his mate properly. It felt like a honeymoon, although when the time came for that, he intended to stretch that out as long as he could. Fucking Layla was an addiction that could never be equalled. Perhaps it was all he needed to focus on so he could heal his mind. If he could keep up with her, that was. His thighs and other parts of his body were still shaking from the exertion. A smile stretched his lips as he sipped his coffee. He needed to sit down and rest, but as always, fucking Layla wrecked him and energised him at the same time. Everything was going to be okay now. He’d fucked up with Gerald, and the incident with the Hunters ruffled their feathers, but they could put all of it behind them now. Once they got home, he’d train her ass off if that was what she wanted. He’d stop interfering with Gera
Layla felt a sense of relief when the main gates of their compound finally came into view. She didn’t know when the city became so scary, but she felt safer within those walls and Diedre’s protection wards. “We’ll take her for a walk to our lookout point,” Jax said. “It will be okay; you’ll see.” Jax seemed to have pulled himself out of his depression, so at least the time alone had been helpful to both of them. But there were hundreds of missed calls on her phone. When she put it on, it dinged and vibrated with message notifications for quite some time. Brit could be dramatic sometimes but she couldn’t blame her sister for this. She’d stuck her with some strangers when she was feeling scared and then abandoned her. The town wasn’t as busy as it usually was, and that brought back memories of when they all lived in fear and constantly camped on the packhouse grounds. The whole pack was more relaxed since the incident with the witch, and part of her believed it was because they a
Jax walked into the conference room where Dylan was waiting and went straight for the drinks cabinet. “A little too early for that, isn’t it?” Dylan said. He threw his head back and downed the shot before he poured another. And that still wasn’t enough fortification. He turned around and looked at the envelope Dylan placed on the table. There was only one group of people so full of themselves that they still sent messengers when they could easily have called. The little envelope had its official seal, a raised circle stamped in red wax, and it stank of dark magic. “It’s been over a year since that incident at the gate and longer since Alpha Finn. Why would they do this now?” Dylan asked. “Because they’re assholes,” he growled. He’d started to believe that the Circle accepted his declaration that they were breaking away because he hadn’t heard from them since their last visit. Since Layla grabbed Hugo by his throat. He should have known better. They would never let him go t
Layla landed hard on her elbow, knocking the wind out of herself for the millionth time. And for the millionth time, Jax rushed over to help her back to her feet. “I’m fine,” she said through her teeth. “You’re not fine. You’re distracted. I look like I’m beating up my mate,” Jax growled. “Do you want to do this or not?” “Of course, I want to do this,” she snapped, pushing him off and testing the movement in her arm. The pain had already subsided. She looked around the field and saw several trainees sitting around the perimeter, watching her make a fool of herself. They were probably regretting putting their faith in her now. She’d been crap for the last couple of hours, and if it hadn’t been for her sleeping wolf, she would have bled all over the place. “Then stop fucking around and get your head in the game,” Jax growled before he walked back to his side. He’d been angry with her since they got back. She didn’t know if it was because he’d figured out that Britney was a littl
Jax pushed his frustration down as he watched his mate walk—no, run away from him to avoid a confrontation. It had been a long time since she’d masked her emotions from him, but he could still sense the underlying panic because they were forever bound. What the fuck was she hiding? “Can I train with you, Alpha?” He looked back at the trainees and saw Josh among them. The young wolf was already a warrior because his skills had been impressive even before he shifted. Micah trained Josh himself, so he would always be one of the special ones. He had the most potential out of all the young wolves to be ranked higher, perhaps even to Beta, because his wolf was more dominant. He was right to make him focus on his training instead of a girl. If Britney was his mate, that would have been different. He wouldn’t have been able to keep them apart anyway. But she wasn’t. Josh’s place was with the warriors, learning how to keep the pack safe. Something in the air didn’t feel right; he needed his
Layla sat by the window all night as she used to when she first arrived at the packhouse. She’d locked the door from the inside even though she’d known Jackson wouldn’t come. It was her anger making her act out. Jax wouldn’t hurt Britney. He’d gone out of his way to protect both of them before she knew what being a mate meant. But her emotions were unstable, and her wolf seemed to have pushed forward again. The threat around her felt so real that she probably would have fought Jax to protect Britney. What kind of mate did that? How could she have stood there, ready to attack Jackson? What was wrong with her wolf that it had been dormant since the shift, but now in the space of a few days, it acted out a few times? She trained for a year and tried to shift and speak to her wolf again, but everything failed. Why now? There were no voices in her head. Nothing to indicate she was going to shift. She knew she still had a wolf only because it enhanced her senses, and she was stronger t
“What’s this?” Jax looked at the envelope in front of him with the Circle’s seal. The last time he received one of those, they summoned him and Layla to stand trial. He looked up at Hugo, sitting at the end of his conference table with Keith and frowned. If they thought they could punish him for defending his pack, they could think again. “You’re not going to sit at my table and tell me that piece of shit deserved to live, are you?” he growled. Hugo shook his head. “No, of course not, Your Majesty,” he said. “That’s just a formal apology from the Circle, acknowledging our mistakes. And we’d like to welcome the Queen and her family into your pack.” “They don’t need your shitty welcome,” Ryker snapped. Hugo flinched and looked at Ryker, who was sitting opposite him. Out of everyone, the Alpha of the Night Walkers was the least agreeable about the new partnership. If anyone knew how to hold grudges, it was Ryker. He wouldn’t be surprised if he managed to string one of them up
Layla struggled to breathe. She could feel Lincoln’s large hand crushing her windpipe, even though part of him was twitching on the floor in front of her. Her mind was foggy with the lack of oxygen, but the fear that crippled her disappeared. Jax had taken charge now. Everything would be okay. Her eyes fluttered and then closed even with all the commotion around her. The cut-off screams. The scent of blood that even her nose could pick up. And when she heard her mother’s voice, she breathed a sigh of relief. Rebecca’s wolf was stronger than Nia. She would never allow anyone to hurt her family. She relaxed entirely until Britney's scream brought her back to the present. Her heart lurched as she sat up and saw Alpha Cole drag her and Hope towards him. Maybe Cole didn’t have a wolf, or he wasn’t shifting because he knew he was outnumbered. But there was no denying he had enough dark magic to follow through with his threats. She could almost smell it even though she was less than
The dark magic continuously ripped Jax’s cells apart even as Cain worked on healing them. Cole—that fucker—rounded up some of the strongest witches. They were no match individually for Diedre, but together they bound her up tighter than anything. He gritted his teeth and looked sideways at Diedre. Her face was pale, her teeth snapped together, and her eyes closed. He sensed her pain. He felt all the pain in the room, even the children’s. “Silence!” The command rippled across the room. Cain growled in his head at the challenge. Had he not been bound, he would have commanded Cole just as he did at the trial. Another warrior fell beside him, and the pain slashed through his body when another bond broke. He was still trying to recover when Lincoln grabbed Layla by her throat. His claws dug into her delicate skin and punctured it. And the scent of her blood overpowered every other smell in the room. Her blood. Her pain. Her fear. All of it clouded his head, calling on the beast
Where did the vampire come from? How did he go through Diedre’s wards? Layla backed up until she felt Jax’s car behind her. The vampire grinned, showing his teeth, and she froze in place. Fear filled her body. This was her worst nightmare come to life. She was vulnerable, and her child was in the hall. She couldn’t protect her. “Breach!” Someone shouted behind the vampire. But she would never have outrun him even if the fear didn’t paralyse her. Their speed was unmatched. There were screams. Something zoomed past at such speeds she realised there were more of them. And if the vampires were there, the Circle was making its move. And that was the twist—the final nail in the coffin full of all her hopes for a future with Jax. Something snapped around her, some invisible force that pulled her forward. It was magic. How did it even get past Diedre’s wards? She tried to lift her arms and drag her feet, but it was futile. Wolves around her were hauled towards the hall like rag do
Layla didn’t sleep much. She’d alternated between having nightmares of Jax losing his wolf and watching her two girls sleep. She had her arm over them, content to soothe herself with their presence. She didn’t know where they had been and how far it was, but after dinner, Brit and Hope had been ready to go to bed. Faith prepared Britney’s room next to Jax’s and moved Hope’s cot there because the girls bonded while away. The three of them snuggled on the bed together. She imagined she heard someone outside the bedroom door a few times. She knew it was Jax. He’d told her the main bedroom was ready for her to return to, but she wasn’t prepared for that. It would be like accepting what he did—acknowledging that he ruined his life over her. Her hand went back to the bite on her neck. Did that mean they were mated again? It hadn’t felt the same as when he marked her the first time, even though it still caused the earth-shattering explosion. There had been no fire in her bones, and she
Layla smoothed her summer dress and adjusted the straps before she took a fortifying breath. Not that the expensive clothes would make a difference. Compared to how vibrant she’d looked when Nia manifested, she looked like crap now. No amount of makeup could hide the bags under her eyes or how lifeless her eyes had become. And she couldn’t tame the frizz, no matter what she did. She'd tied her hair up in a puff— the same style she used to have before she’d met Jax. She tilted her head to see the angry red mark on her neck. Her stomach churned, almost bringing up the few bites of food she’d managed to eat. Images of her night with Jax returned, and her nostrils flared. What did he think would happen now? The bite wasn’t healing as it did the first time; it was starting to look infected. Jax poisoned himself for nothing. She ripped out the hair band and the millions of pins holding her hair up and fluffed her hair, covering the mark again. No one else needed to know what Jax did.
“What the hell have you done?!” Layla repeated, and this time her anger surged as her voice rose. Jax gently pulled out of her before he straightened. He’d known how the night would end. It had been the same the first time he marked her. But her anger still hurt. It had been months, and every second of that had been torture. Did she not feel the same? “I did what I had to do, Layla.” “How could you do that to Cain?” Layla shouted. She pushed him aside and got off the hood to look for her skimpy little night dress. “We don’t know what they put in my blood, but we know damn well that it will kill him!” Layla pulled her nightie on before she turned to face him. Her emerald eyes blazed at him. He’d been just as angry when she bit him the night before the blood moon on his birthday. Marking someone without their consent was a dick move, and as the Alpha King, he’d put down a few wolves for that exact reason. But there he was. Being a dick. “It was Cain’s idea. And I completely agree
Layla rolled her neck and shoulders to ease some of the stiffness but knew it wouldn’t do her any good. She couldn’t remember a time when she’d felt that tired. She spent money that she didn’t have to buy some energy drinks to keep her awake for the drive home. It was almost two in the morning, and working two jobs was sucking the life out of her. At one point in her life, she’d even had three jobs and still had the energy to run around after Brit and take care of their trailer. With a sigh, she grabbed her bag from the passenger seat and shoved her door open. The car had been a piece of crap when she’d bought it, but it was worse after being off the road for so long. She’d worked at least a month to afford the extra money to pay someone to get it roadworthy again. It was hectic catching buses or getting a taxi to take her close enough to her neighbourhood, especially this late at night. She hadn’t seen Jax since the picnic, but some warriors hung around the neighbourhood for wee
“Jax?” He kept his back to her with fists clenched. Cain wasn’t backing down. It felt like the time the beast had completely taken over when he killed Alpha Kendrick on his doorstep to protect Layla. Now all he wanted was to sink his teeth into her neck and return what was lost. “I’m sorry I don’t have the endurance I used to have,” Layla said as she came up behind him. He sensed the pain in her words but didn’t turn around to offer any comfort. If he’d needed proof that her wolf was well and truly gone, he had it now. Even before she had shifted, Layla could sense the danger in the air. She’d been able to feel when he was losing control. ‘She can’t sense me at all.’ Cain’s words caused an avalanche of pain that shoved him further into despair and buried him deep within it. He tried to focus so he could pull himself out, but it was pointless. He felt the same way his beast did. Cain couldn’t live without his mate, either. And if he tried to deny his mate, he would end up like