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"Don't be crazy" I say shoving her shoulder with mine and she chuckles"Remember what I told you at the hospital," she says and I shake my head no. She looks up at the car that dropped her off and she nods her head. She stands up dusting herself off and she turns to me"I said no matter what you do just don't push away a person who's just trying to love you. Let alone fight for your love" she says and I nod my head. Taking a puff from the cigar I blow out a cloud of smoke"I won't," I say and she smiles"Good because I want to see you happy," she says and I nod taking another swig of the whiskey. At this point, I'm drinking and smoking. I should really hold back but then again I'm drinking for Xavier and me."Thanks, Bella," I say. She nods turning around and walking over to the car. I'm pretty sure that's Noah or that other guy. She climbs in and they drive away"I thought after some time it's going to hurt not having Bella in my life but it doesn't," I say to Xavier's tombstone"Bes
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Daniel POV:Another beautiful day waking up next to the woman I lo- like and it's just been great. I've been missing out.It's the best feeling ever to wake up next to someone you call yours. Heart, soul, and body she's mine. Flaws and strengths I share them with her and she shares hers with mine. I don't know what my fear of dating was but I'm glad I got over itI wrap my hands around Nina so she sinks into my body. I want to properly absorb her sometimes I wish we didn't have flesh so that she could rest her head on my heart so she knows that it only beats for her"Daniel ow" she mutters in a sleepy voice."Not enough I want more" I mutter grabbing her hair and dropping it on my face so I can smell her. She smells like choc chip cookies and love"Daniel" she wines but I refuse to hear her out. Why can't she just get closer aggh"Crawl into my skin" I whisper into her hair and she chuckles"Why are you being so weird this morning," she says trying to get out of my hold but quickly gi
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Dropping Thalia off at Daycare she's more than excited to crawl toward the big pile of toys that her friends are playing with. She smiles at them picks up a little piano and starts making noise smacking her fingers about "Oh you must be Thalia's mother how nice to meet you," the lady says in Russian as she walks toward me. I turn to face her and if I'm being quite honest I barely understand/speak Russian so I can't reply"I do-"Oh my apologies," she says with a smile on her face and I return one back"Oh no I'm sorry for not understanding," I say and she brushes me off waving a hand to tell me it's no problem "No no it's fine but my English is not very good but I'll try," she says and now I feel bad"Thank you," I say and she smiles"Thalia is a good kid," she says. I look over at Thalia and I smile"Yeah she is," I say, and the lady nods"But I fear she's taking longer to start walking," she says and I frown turning to face her"Don't you think that's a bit of a stretch? She's 18
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Shit, this has never happened to me so I'm going to have a little fun. I guess it doesn't help that I'm dressed in dirty sneakers, Daniel's sweatpants that are too big for me, and a black hoodie with bleach stainsThe phone rings a couple of times and then he picks up. Putting my finger up for the lady to give me a moment she nods. I step away just 5 feet away so it seems like I want privacy but at the same time I want her to hear"Hey what's up," Daniel says and I smile on the inside but I look at the lady with a frown on my face"Daddy, could you come over? I'm at this mall I need your help" I say teasingly but the lady would presume I'm pleading. Daniel's quiet for some time and I hear a door close then his footsteps echoing in the hallway he's in"Wh- uhm okay I'm on my way," he says sounding heavily affected by my words. I would never call a guy Daddy but in this situation, it just fits. Daniel hangs up and I stuff my phone into my purse"Someone's coming," I say and she nods co
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Nina POV:When I reach home I find him already parked in the driveway. What- how did he get here so fast? Parking the car I climb out and lock the car. Walking into the house there are candles scattered around the house. Rose petals start at the floor and go up onto the staircase. A smile spreads across my face as I close the door making my way into the house. When did he even get the time to do thisWalking towards the staircase I find a note plastered on itI would kindly love that strip showLove D Grabbing the note I chuckle when I read it. Crumpling it up I walk up to my room and there are all my garments as well as heels that match the specific colors. Smiling I'm getting excited about this now.Quickly taking off my clothes I almost trip out of his sweatpants. Unclasping my bra I shimmy out of my underwear and I stand completely naked in front of the garments.You know what let me start with pretty pink. Stepping into the thong with its matching pink bra with a bit of a floral
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He stands up and he drops me onto the bed. He starts taking off his pants and underwear. He too is now left completely naked in front of me. We both start heavy breathing as we stare at each other's bodies knowing that what we are about to do changes everything"Are you sure you want this Nina?" Daniel asked looking away from my body and into my eyes. Biting my lip I nod and he smirks. I continue to stare at his body. When does he get the time to work out to even look like this? His muscles are so taut that his tattoos look like stickers in fact they look fake like I can just wipe them off right now. Wipe them off with my tongue hehe"Protection or ..." he asked and I took a moment to think about it"I want to feel you and I'm pretty sure you want to feel me too," I say softly and he growls climbing onto of me. He goes in between my legs. Spreads them wide open my folds spread making that wet sound and he groans grabbing my legs "I'm sorry if I hurt you," he says and I highly doubt D
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Daniel POV:"Can you two please sign here and here" the lawyer says handing us a pen. I look over at Nina and she looks nervous. Hell, I'm nervous. Taking the pen I sign where I'm supposed to sign and I hand over the pen for Nina to sign. She takes the pen and signs it. Our signatures hand and hand on a white sheet of paper with words that tell us that Thalia's ours"Fantastic," the lawyer says taking the paper and pen. Nina clasps her hands on my hand squeezing tightly"Congratulations Thalia Takayashi is officially yours," the lawyer says filing the paperwork into one of his cabinets. Nina gasps and I turn to her with a smirk on my face. Taking her hand I plant a kiss on her hand"Is everything okay?" the lawyer asked looking back up at us"Yes" Nina squeaks and I chuckle"Oh, in that case, Nina could you please sign this," the lawyer says taking out another pile of paper. He places it on the desk as well as a pen on top"This is the Victoria's secret business venture. VS doesn't do
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"What happened" Daniel whispers as he starts the car swerving it back onto the road"She's okay ma'am an-" I cut her off. I'm trying so hard not to panic. There's nothing to worry about surely "What hospital," I ask. I start to fasten my seatbelt. Daniel looks between me and the road he to slightly panicking"Morozovskaya Children Hospital," she says and I thank her. Turning to Daniel his already waiting for me to tell him"Thalia fainted she's at the children's hospital," I tell him. His jaw clenches and he steps on it. He speeds towards the hospital like the good father that he is. My leg bounces up and down. I try to keep myself calm by biting my nails but I feel useless just sitting here and not doing anything We reach the hospital and Daniel barely parks the car before we jump out running toward the doors. We push past doors and run toward the secretary getting stares from the people we pass"Hi uhm Thalia Stalin was admitted here a couple of hours ago I'm her mom and this is h
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