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"What happened" Daniel whispers as he starts the car swerving it back onto the road"She's okay ma'am an-" I cut her off. I'm trying so hard not to panic. There's nothing to worry about surely "What hospital," I ask. I start to fasten my seatbelt. Daniel looks between me and the road he to slightly panicking"Morozovskaya Children Hospital," she says and I thank her. Turning to Daniel his already waiting for me to tell him"Thalia fainted she's at the children's hospital," I tell him. His jaw clenches and he steps on it. He speeds towards the hospital like the good father that he is. My leg bounces up and down. I try to keep myself calm by biting my nails but I feel useless just sitting here and not doing anything We reach the hospital and Daniel barely parks the car before we jump out running toward the doors. We push past doors and run toward the secretary getting stares from the people we pass"Hi uhm Thalia Stalin was admitted here a couple of hours ago I'm her mom and this is h
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Nina POV:I feel helpless. Thalia has been in the hospital for 3 days and she keeps asking me when we'll go home and I just don't know how to answer her. I don't even know how I can even take her pain away.If I was a good mother I would have been able to detect her cancer earlier. No wonder Thalia was having difficulty standing and walking I was just too ignorant to see and now she's sick because of me"Nina," Daniel says from somewhere I don't even know. "Nina stop it" I hear him say a little closer now. I come up for air and he sighs. He takes off his clothes and climbs into the tub behind me"You're squashing me," I say softly and he chuckles bringing me closer to him so my back is pressed against his chest"She's going to be okay," Daniel says running his hand up and down my hair. Picking up my knees I grab them bringing them closer to my chest. Resting my chin on them I stare thoughtfully at the dripping tap"What am I going to say to her when she has to go through Chemo? We are
Testing my sanity Chapter 24 part 2
"I'll park the car while you go in," Daniel says and I nod. Pecking his lips I grab my purse and climb out of the car closing the door behind me. Staring at the building I sigh before I step in.Walking towards the door I go straight to the gift shop. Walking in I try to look for something she might like. I mean most of the time she's asleep on meds but when she's awake she's full of life almost as if nothing is wrong with herLooking through books and get well cards I go to the toy section. Thalia doesn't like Barbie dolls she likes brat dolls anything that's pretty and pink she hates it. Picking up a shark stuffed animal a smile spreads across my face. This might seem like something she might like. Taking it and a box of Lindt. It's about time she tried chocolate hopefully the doctors allow itPaying for the two items at hand I thank the lady and I start making my way to Thalia's room. Walking in Thalia practically beams when she sees me. My heart breaks a little seeing her with all
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Daniel POV:It's been 3 weeks the chemo seems to be working. I am trying, by all means, to not address my feelings because I will spiral and I don't need that. Nina doesn't need that and my sweet little girl doesn't need that. Hearing a knock at the door I see my men and I sigh leaning back into my chair"Sir Mr. Gonzalez is here," he says and I nod"Let him in," I say. I don't understand why Dario is forcing this friendship. The manipulative bastard loves making it seem like I'm the one forcing things. He always does his little pop in's at night"Heard about your kid" is the first thing he says as he walks into my office"Yeah well it's life," I say watching him take a seat in front of me"Amigo my cousin is having a bachelor party and I need another don there," he says and I scoff"Why is that," I ask. Opening the bottle of whiskey in front of me I flip over a glass and pour the liquid. Taking a sip I look at Dario and he shrugs"Like I said friends do things for friends, amigo," he
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Watching her I start rubbing my tip on the seam of my zipper. Grabbing hard onto the armrest I stifle my groans. Her moans seem to get needier. I'm shaking in my seat not being able to touch her and give her the attention that she needs right now. It's driving me she's making me crazy "Nina please" I groan my friction against my zipper picking up. If Nina doesn't let me touch myself or her I'll cum in my pants right now "Please just something Nina even a kiss, fuck" I beg her and she whimpers. She licks her fingers and slides them into her thong doing slow frictions at first, then her pace starts to pick up. She lays back and spreads her legs wider for me "Nina please" I rasp throwing my head back. I feel like a goddamn teenager on the verge to bust looking at the girls in a fucking playboy magazine. Her moans get louder and her legs start to twitch "Touch yourself Daniel" she cries out. Unzipping my pants I pull them down and fuck I've made a mess of myself. Grabbing my dick I star
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Nina POV: This past week has been extremely good. Daniel and I are closer than ever. It's like we woke up one day and something just clicked between us Thalia is taking the treatment exceptionally well and if all goes well I might not have to explain to her why she might lose her hair. She's been losing a few strands here and there but it's not major yet for her to notice. Staring into the garden a smile comes to my face when I see Daniel shirtless while mowing the lawn. You would think he has people for that but for some reason for this place, he doesn't. It's just me, him, and Thalia always. Now and again men will come and go to bring him things but that's just that "Looking good champ," I say in an English accent and he turns around wiping the sweat off his forehead. Lordy lord he's back is amazing but his glistening abs are. Ahhhh. His low-waisted denim jeans show off his v-line that has my pussy and nipples screaming "Hey, didn't see you there," he says switching off the mowe
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Daniel comes back with a bottle of honey and a wide grin on his face. We have high fences so Mr. Babanin is only able to see the top of our heads if we stand nothing else. Daniel hands me the honey and I take it in a daze. He slowly starts to unbutton my top. The buttons unclasp effortlessly at his fingers.He unbuttons the last one. He opens my shirt and then leans in. His hands come to my back and he unclasps my bra. He removes my shirt and my bra tossing them onto the floor at my feet. Now I'm completely naked. Completely at his mercy and it's thrilling He takes the honey from my hands and opens the lid. The first drizzle of honey lands on my lips and chin. He takes a step back and stares at my lips then his gaze travels down my whole body. He steps toward me again and he drizzle's the honey on my collarbone onto my chest, my nipples, and my stomach but he drizzles the most on my bare pussy. Each drizzle of honey on my skin has me twitching in anticipation He picks me up and plac
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Daniel POV:I've decided to stay in the waiting room while Nina goes with Thalia for her 6th and last treatment. Usually, people do the treatments for 8 hours but Thalia is 25 minutes which is quite long for a little girl to stay still. Her surgery is due in 6 weeks and I'm safe to say I'm the one freaking out nowI was in this same situation with my mom and well I know how that one ended. I'm scared if I'm being honest. I have hope I mean I even prayed last night. Thalia is going to be fineThe doctor says Thalia's doing extremely well and that the surgery is to remove any leftover tumors. Otherwise, Thalia will be home sooner than ever "Dada" Thalia says down the hall and I turn to see her little body in a small hospital gown. Nina's holding her hand even though she's bending down slightly. Wait. My eyes widen when I realize that Thalia's walking my sweet girl is walkingI rush over to her but I slow down when I get closer to her. My eyes become glossy and I kneel in front of her"
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Nina POV:This is the part in the movie where the bride stands in front of a full-body mirror staring at herself in a dress that she likes, getting married to the love of her life. Happy tears brimmed in her eyes at the thought that she'd finally made it to the day her little herself always dreamed ofInstead, all I see is the dread of knowing this isn't the wedding of my dreams instead it's someone else's. A truce between mafias for my unborn child to take over one dayI don't think I'll ever get over the fact my father killed my mother because I wasn't a boy. I spent most of the night crying about it until the need for revenge roused upI'm still going to go through with this wedding and if the opportunity reveals itself I might just kill my fatherNone of this is how I dreamed my wedding to go but at least I have Daniel. At that, a smile makes it to my face.I guess I have one thing to thank my dad for even though I hate thinking about it but he's the reason Daniel and I's paths cr
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Daniel POV:Sitting in Nina's dad's office I try my best to remain calm and not get involved as they speak but the more they speak the more I see how he doesn't even hide his distaste for Nina. It was one thing for him to tell me he wanted a son and was disappointed to get a daughter but to show her to her face is starting to piss me off"But dad this is my wedding I want Mom to be here," Nina says pleading her case and he just stares at her while smoking his cigar. Noticing her squirming in his gaze I squeeze her thigh to remind her to stand her ground"Mr. Takahashi if my wife wants her mother at this shitshow of a wedding that we both can't even have a say in the least you could do is allow her one wish, "I say meeting his glare with one of my own. He stares for about 3 seconds and then chuckles"I heard my daughter Mr. Peters but considering we both know why her mother can't be here is rather funny isn't it," he says and then it clicks. Nina turns to me and I know she noticed me s
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Nina POV:Having the best sleep of my life I get stirred awake by murmurs and snickering"Nina" I hear someone say but I brush them off snuggling into the warm body next to me but it moves irritating me"Daniel stop moving" I mumble but someone says my name again. Opening my one eye I start seeing a bunch of old ladies I haven't seen since I was 18. Startled I sit up to find Daniel equally as shocked as me"Nina what's going on," Daniel says and I quickly grab the sheets to cover myself and him"No worry we see the bites on your neck know that hubby fuck good," one of my Aunties says and I turn bright red"Uhm Daniel these are my Aunties, Sakura, Aya, Ema, Himari, and Eiko, " I say pointing at each of them earning each to wave at him"Nice to meet you all," he says and I smile wishing for the world to swallow me whole right now"I never know you're into a white boy, Nina" Auntie Ema says and I groan hiding my face with the sheet"Of course she does. She ran to America and white boys l
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Daniel POV:Grabbing the sheets on either side of me I try to keep from rubbing against the wet patch Nina gave me just to feel something wet right now as she sits up. She takes off her night dress leaving her in her little lace thong. She smiles at me but I'm busy focusing on her tits and every curve of her bodyShe grabs my sweatpants tugging them down until they bunch at my ankles. She crawls to me and then straddles me again this time her crotch area against me. I have to fight the urge to create friction but lucky for me she starts creating itShe grinds herself on me making it possible for me to feel her delicate-able wetness coat me through the fabric of her thong that I have to clench my jaw to calm myself down. She starts moaning and I can't tell whether the throbbing sensation I'm feeling is my dick or her pussy but fuck I'm about to lose it"Nina please," I say finally begging and she bites her lip looking at me. She continues to grind on me increasing the friction. We both
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Daniel POV:Sliding a sleeping Nina off of me I step out of bed and sneak out of the bedroom and into the hallway.I head toward Dario's room and I open the door without knocking. He sits up abruptly covering himself and I quickly turn away not wanting to see something I don't want to see. I hear a moan and then a quiet snicker by the laptop in front of him and he quickly says bye to whoever it is before shutting it"What the hell I was just-"he growls but I cut him off"I don't need to know," I say trying to not visualize what could have happened if I arrived 2 minutes later"Knock for fuck sake man," he says angrily and I ignore him as I pace up and downI told Nina she could sleep even though she was reluctant about it but she needed to so I let her. As for me well I can't fucking sleep there too much going through my head right nowTo keep the soldiers who survived the fight as well as keep peace with all three mafia's Nina's father pushed for the wedding to be in two days. Don't
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Nina POV: "Nice of you to arrive after the honeymoon suite," Dario says as we climb out of the water and walk toward him. Taking off our wet suits I grab my hair squeezing out excess water "I'm starting to think you fucking called him to begin with," I say to Dario as I walk closer to him. He scoffs then acknowledges Daniel with a nod "If there's one thing I'm not is a snitch. I saw Amigo climb on board and I just kept the information to myself" Dario says making Daniel chuckle. Well look at them being friends at my expense "Back to the situation at hand. 35 men are patrolling the grounds and 12 inside the house" Dario says and I grin "We have 60 so we got this in the bag," I say and he nods. We quietly make our way into the island with our guns drawn up. Dario signals for our soldiers to spread out and move forward. Inches into the thick Forrest the hairs on my arms and neck stand up. Then I hear something that makes my blood run cold "Nina what's wrong," Daniel whispers next t
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Nina POV:We finally arrive at a port by the East China Sea. The men crack open the box crates and take out weapons loading them into the submarine"Are you sure the Chinese won't notify my dad?" I ask Dario and he chuckles"You know very well your dad hates them," he says and I sigh as if I could forget"Yeah, I guess well I' 'll be back I'm going to change let me know if anything pops up, "I say and he nods. He starts barking some orders at some guys and that's when I turn the corner into a hallway. When I reach my room I switch on the lights and I head into the bathroom. Peeling off my clothes I step into the shower and I close the shower door. Turning on the spray I instantly get sprayed with cold water before it slowly turns into my desired heatRinsing my hair and then my body I squeeze excess water out of my hair and I shut the spray. Stepping out I grab my towel and when I walk towards the door I realize my clothes aren't on the floor anymore. Drying my hair I reach under the
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Nina POV:Making breakfast for Daniel I place the last batch of pancakes on a plate in front of him. His rambling on about something and all I can think about is the mission for tonight. So I nod where I feel is important and hum every time I need to agree with what he is saying"Chickens are blue," he says behind his newspaper and I hum taking the greasy pan to the sink. He drops the newspaper and he looks at me"You're not listening," he says and I hum once more. Why hasn't Dario texted me? Just at that exact time my phone dings and I rush towards it but Daniel beats me to it."Wait Daniel" I start to say when his face falls practically glaring at the text message"Why is Dario texting you that his ready for tonight? What the fuck is happening tonight" he hisses gripping my phone so hard that I'm pretty sure his meaning for it to break"Daniel nothing," I say taking off my apron and scrunching it up. Placing it on the counter I round the island and go to grab my phone from him."Now
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Daniel POV:"Nina what's wrong," I ask and she shakes her head in denial. I don't know what's going on but she looks like she's on the verge of tears. Oh fuck what did I do now?"Where were you" she whispers wrapping her arms around herself like it's the only thing keeping her up right now. I rub my neck and I curse myself fuck. I step towards her and she stops me"No" she yells with her hand in front of her pointing at me accusingly"Nina calm down" I state and tears start to fall down her cheeks"No, Daniel where were you" she yells even louder now. I look upstairs making sure that Thalia isn't up there to hear her parents fight"I was getting you something if you just let me go to the car I'll –"Who is she Daniel" she screams and now I go towards her. Grabbing her face I pull her towards me and I kiss her. She's pushing and shoving away from me but I continue to kiss her with every ounce of love I have for her hoping she can feel it.Her punches start to weaken and she kisses me b
