Fiona.Sometimes, I forget my role in Cult’s huge house. I can never feel like I belong here because I am simply a representation of my sister and I am taking her place. I constantly have to look behind because it feels as if she is watching me, looking at me and waiting for the moment where everyone finds out that I am nothing but a fraud.Victoria, Cult’s mother has replaced the house keepers in the house after the Grace and Emmanuel issue. I am Luna of the house but she literally rules the house. I do not see it as a problem because I literally do not have time to it and hire a new person.When I get out of bed, Cult is missing. I remember what he told me last time. I smile because I wonder why he wants pups so much. I’m carrying a lie and I’m leaving a trail behind me. It is too early for me to be thinking about what I am going through but every time I look at Cult, I think about my sins.Alex knocks on the door and I allow her to enter. I pour her a hot of coffee and she looks at
Alpha Cult.After my conversation with Fey, I kiss her goodnight and I wonder why her question is literally what is going on in our life. I am compressed by her word in this moment and there is literally nothing I can do to feel better about it. I head into the kitchen and I pour a glass of water.Irish has assured me that he has put everything under control and I cannot help but feel a large burden get off of me. I look at the message he has sent me on the phone and I am light hearted.After thinking to myself, I head back into the room and it seems as if I and Fey will begin to share a room with each other henceforth. There will be no need for us to stay in different bedrooms. The next morning, I enter into my jeep with the motive of finding Sarah.I need to know where she is and I need to learn it from her mouth if she is really the one who let out my secrets. I will not allow her to continue to disregard out friendship and make it seem like they is nothing that still binds us. I d
Fiona.I have a bad feeling. I woke up this morning and I couldn’t find Cult anywhere. This is not the first time he is leaving me in bed but this time, my wolf is uneasy. There is a tension that I do not understand and I have called Irish about it.I raise my head as I look towards the side and it is Irish.Any update? I ask as I place my hands around my chest. I have not even had time to get out of my sleep wear and I feel as if there is something that that is wrong here.Even if he left yesterday night, he should have been home by now! I say and Irish raises his hands in the air to calm me down.“He is the alpha, he can take care of himself.” Irish says to try to calm me down.My mind is in shambles, I do not want to believe that just because he is alpha, he would be safe.” I say and I drive m y hands through my hair.The pack in unstable, he left in the middle of the night and we have no idea where is now. How can I just believe that he will be safe? I’m scared.Fey, I have set ou
Alpha CultWhat did you say? Your sister? You have a sister? She turns towards me and I see the look of shock on her face. I don’t understand what it means. Sarah is on the floor, blood is dripping form her forehead and she passes out.I’m not sure if she is dead or if she is in coma. I fought my way out of the place where Sarah trapped me and that is why she has a scar on her face. I went back to the Sovereign pack as early in the morning but I found out that Irish and Fey had found clues to look for me. I came back as fast I could. I needed to save her before they went to far deep but I didn’t go alone. I took a number of wolves with me as we barges into the territory. I wasn’t prepared to see Fey defending herself or her talking about her sister.Irish enters into the room and he finds Sarah on the floor. I look at the expression on his face and it seems like he needs help. I put a hand on his shoulder but he brushes it off and walks towards Sarah’s body.What happened!? He says t
Fiona.Alexa goes after I have spoken to her and I am glad that she spoke to me. If she didn't talk to me, I would have felt worse about the event. Did Cult hear what I said? He definitely asked me once again but I didn't answer him.I was too shocked and take by Sarah's death. I didn't even do anything to her yet and she died. I didn't think it would be so easy to get rid of her and I also didn't think I would feel so empty.I close my eyes as I fall onto the bed. The scent of the bed keeps me up and I raise my head from the pillow when I realize that this isn't my bedroom. It is Cult's room. The place we stayed together before I went to another room.And I look at him as he walks in. He is walking in softly. Maybe, it’s because he doesn’t want to disturb me but I feel like I need him. I sit up and he stops walking, staring at me as I sit on the bed.My hair is sprawled everywhere and we have not said a single word to one another. Do I say the first word to him? I am hiding so much f
CultI head over to Irish’s home the next morning. I want to see how he is doing. I know it must have been tough for him to have to see that and now, I have to make sure that he is okay. I use the doer bell at the front of the door and I wait until he opens the door.It is the same house that he lived in with Sarah and I wonder how many time he thinks about her a day. It must so painful being cooped up in here.“I ring the door bell again.” He must have spent last night drinking and looking for joy at the end of the bottle. When the door opens, it reveals Irish. It seems he just got up from end and the sun is hitting his eyes as he opens the door.It’s so early. Can’t I get a day off? He ask and I smirk.I came to check up on you. I answer as he lets me in and I step inside.“Everyone has been doing that.” You people need to let a man grieve for his dead wife. Irish says and he takes another beer from his fridge.“It’s a new day.” I say to him, talking about the other cans of beers a
Fiona.It was a dream. Fey wasn’t really here and it never occurred. I dress up in a red floral dress that stops before my knees as I head downstairs. I look at the new housekeeper and she comes to greet me.Where is Cult? I ask and she faces me immediately.She has such a bright smile but I don’t remember her to be the house keeper that Victoria hired in the house. We look like we are the same age and I kind of feel bad that she is cooped up here as a house keeper.What is your name? I don’t recall seeing your face. I say.“Oh, I’m Eve.” My mother couldn’t make it today and so, I will help on her behalf. I hope you don’t mind. She said she spoke to Mr Cult about it.“Oh, I didn’t know.” I reply and he drops the laundry basket.Do you need me to make breakfast for you? What would you like? I can make everything. She says with delight but I certainly do not have an appetite for anything.No, it’s fine. I don’t need anything. I do not have an appetite. I reply as I head into the kitchen
CultThis is wrong. I should not have asked someone to go ahead and find out things about Fey that I should have asked her. But there was this look in her eyes when Sarah died. As if she feared that I heard something that I shouldn't have. I asked her about it then and there.But she did not say anything about it. It means she is hiding something and she won't tell me. I have to find out on my own. "Snooping around is not the best thing to do especially because we are a married couple who are learning to trust one another." I look at the clock and he should have been here. There is a knock on the door and I stand on my feet to get to the door. I open it and I invite him inside. I do not want anyone to know that he is carrying information especially Fey.What did you find out? I ask.I found out that the Luna has a sister, truly. He says.Did you find out where she is? I ask."It seems she is in college pursuing a fashion degree." He says.Oh. I whisper. It is not what I thought I woul