seventy one

Fiona.

Alexa goes after I have spoken to her and I am glad that she spoke to me. If she didn't talk to me, I would have felt worse about the event. Did Cult hear what I said? He definitely asked me once again but I didn't answer him.

I was too shocked and take by Sarah's death. I didn't even do anything to her yet and she died. I didn't think it would be so easy to get rid of her and I also didn't think I would feel so empty.

I close my eyes as I fall onto the bed. The scent of the bed keeps me up and I raise my head from the pillow when I realize that this isn't my bedroom. It is Cult's room. The place we stayed together before I went to another room.

And I look at him as he walks in. He is walking in softly. Maybe, it’s because he doesn’t want to disturb me but I feel like I need him. I sit up and he stops walking, staring at me as I sit on the bed.

My hair is sprawled everywhere and we have not said a single word to one another. Do I say the first word to him? I am hiding so much f