Alpha Cult. "I feel horrible." The fact that Sarah still has feelings for me makes no sense. She should have moved on from this. She should have moved on as far as away as she could have. How do I let Irish know about this? I do not want to cause drama in his relationship or give him a reason to suffer. I'm not going to follow Sarah's wickedly acts. This whole enchilada is unforgiving but Sarah cannot see that. How else do I make her understand? It's a very hard thing for me to do and I feel like Sarah is putting the both of us in a position that is unsuitable for us to stand in. How could she do this without guilt in her heart? It makes no sense. I am a better as a friend to her than a lover, especially not in this moment. This is a critical time in my life because right now, my focus is glued on someone and something else. I do not have the luxury of pursuing or doing any of the things she's asking me to do. However, I do have a responsibility to let my friend know exactly w
Fiona. I enter into the house and I can see Irish coming out. There is a disastrous look on his face and I can only imagine what he could have heard from Cult already. Did they speak about Sarah? I don't think there should be a problem anymore but considering the look on his face. It looks like there is a big problem. I stop to watch him as he heads out of the house and he did not even stay long enough to greet me. Of course, there is a problem! I begin to walk inside after I've watched him walk out of the house. And there I see Cult as he comes out, there is a look of frustration on his face, and I wonder if it has to do with the look on Irish's face. What exactly happened between these two? Did they fall out, they are alpha and beta, they cannot move further from each other. "If anything were to happen to culture today, Irish would replace him and that was how strong their board was supposed to be." Is there something wrong? I say and he looks at me. "I'll can't tell you,
Alpha Cult. I don’t like the way I spoke to Fey. I should have spoken to her softly. She isn't the reason why I and Irish are on loose ends. It has nothing to do with her and it has all to do with Sarah. I do not even know what to concentrate on at this very moment. It feels like a cluster and I have to find my own way out. First, I have to meet Fey and explain to her that I did not mean to be so rude. It really isn't my intention and I wish to make things right. I get out from the room and I begin to walk down the flights of stairs to have a conversation with Fey. "If we were going to be working on our relationship, we need to have a more practical alliance, this has to be the first step." I see Grace, the house keeper coming up the flight of stairs and I stop for a moment. Where is Fey? I ask. "Oh, Luna Fey is currently having a guest downstairs and they are speaking in the dining room." Grace replies. "I wonder what guest she is having, I didn't think she would have any fr
Alpha Cult.I can hear their conversation and I step in immediately to make sure that Sarah knows that I can hear what she is saying. What did you just say? I say to Sarah and she looks at me in shock—there is dropped dead look on her face because she realizes that I am right behind her.There is a strong expression on her face that I've never seen on our face before. "I just heard you say to my wife that you tried to harm her," I say? and she doesn't want to answer me. I grab a hold of her hand so that she can face me and answer my question.I growl in anger and she begins to turn away. It is obvious that she said something that she didn't think I would hear. I will not give her time to think about what to say." I was only joking!" She says and looks at me. I look at her and her facial expression is full of anger and audaciousness. I don't even know what to say because of the way she is currently looking at me, she's nothing but a snake in the grass!Sarah is someone that had a hea
Fiona I did not realize that I needed comfort until I felt it. I have never had someone hold me while I cried. My heart is breaking of the possibility that my sister is truly dead. I cannot seem to understand how it's this could happen…if my sister is dead; do I have to remain at this position forever? I cannot believe that she is no longer here. I've been waiting for her but she was never going to come back. I've been hoping that I would see her. I've been waiting for to hear her voice, I've been waiting for anything that would show me that she was still here. Fey is no longer in this world. I can’t believe that my sister is dead. I will not see her any longer. I can't even begin to understand how to control myself. How can I make sure that my heart is ready to accept this? I am in so much pain. I'm in so much pain. It is all cramped up in my heart right now and there's no way of relieving it. I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs until my voice gets stuck. Cult decided to
Alpha Cult. I do not want to make this matter greater than it already is. I also have to respect the decision in which Fey has come to. I don't know why she would choose to do this. However, today is another day and just yesterday; she was determined to make sure that I killed Sarah. At the same time, she has chosen to do something else. I don't even know or understand what is making her change her mind. She has made a different decision so fast. But I certainly have to do something about it. How will she decide that this was the best thing for her to do? “Fey, I'm talking to you.” I say to her. I really wish to understand from her own standing point; she cannot continue to go back and forth changing her mind. I feel the need to have a conversation with her before I can agree. So, I grab a hold of her hand and immediately I take her out of the door. My mother has expressed her confusion in the matter and that she doesn't understand the full meaning of what is going on. However, I
FionaAfter picking several pieces and quantities of beautiful dresses, and saying yes. I tried it all and I absolutely love it. In fact, there are no words that I have to explain how thankful I am that he brought me here.I cannot believe that he can do something so thoughtful. This makes me realize what a type of man he is. I can't believe it. I'm looking at a man is different from everything I saw was different from the moment I first saw him. “Everything about him has changed significantly.” And this is the part where I feel as if it's going to become harder for me to change. When it comes to him, I'm almost at a point where I feel like telling him my secret, but I have to Acc act my revenge now. I can't wait to find out what happened to my sister and now that I've seen that she may be possibly dead. There is no manner of excuse we have to meet other than the fact that Sarah needs to die. But now, that I'm here, I'm going to hurt Cult if I walk away. He doesn't mean that I'm som
Alpha Cult. I get back into the house and my mother walks up to meet me. “Finally, it's the boss of the pack.” What is the meaning of what happened to the Luna? Sarah tried to hurt her, the Luna of the Sovereign pack?” Listen to me very well; I do not care if she's your friend of many years. She has tried to harm the Luna and she must be punished." My mother says without giving me an allowance to talk. "Mother, you heard Fey." Of course, I was going to punish Sarah irrespective of our relationship but Fey has demanded that I leave her alone. She's trying to be generous. She's trying to be humble. She knows the friendship between I and Irish will crumble and she doesn't want to spoil that. I reply. "For goodness sake, this is a serious matter." I have to speak to Fey about this one more time. She cannot have made this decision.” My mom says. “Mom, we are the one with the responsibility to make sure that Fey will not be hurt, our duty is to make sure she's protected and that the nex