Fiona. After the conversation that I had with Cult, I feel different. In fact, he amazed me. It really amazes me on how I'm drifting back to that conversation and feeling so swept. It wasn't full of arguments like we usually do. It was an amazing, gentle, kiss and I actually imagined myself being his wife. I just have to remind myself every single time that the position that I'm standing in is not even mine. I have no clue of where my sister is. A part of me wants to find out and a part of me wants to remain near him. I'm losing my senses. I'm losing my mission. This is just the beginning, I do not even have the slightest clue of why in the first place. I don’t have any clues, and at this point, I need a trace of her to keep my hope. Why did you have to kiss me in such a manner? And why did he have to talk to me in such a manner—he shouldn't have messing with me. This is messing with my ability to stop myself from thinking the wrong things. I am in the Pack office working my
Alpha Cult. "I feel horrible." The fact that Sarah still has feelings for me makes no sense. She should have moved on from this. She should have moved on as far as away as she could have. How do I let Irish know about this? I do not want to cause drama in his relationship or give him a reason to suffer. I'm not going to follow Sarah's wickedly acts. This whole enchilada is unforgiving but Sarah cannot see that. How else do I make her understand? It's a very hard thing for me to do and I feel like Sarah is putting the both of us in a position that is unsuitable for us to stand in. How could she do this without guilt in her heart? It makes no sense. I am a better as a friend to her than a lover, especially not in this moment. This is a critical time in my life because right now, my focus is glued on someone and something else. I do not have the luxury of pursuing or doing any of the things she's asking me to do. However, I do have a responsibility to let my friend know exactly w
Fiona. I enter into the house and I can see Irish coming out. There is a disastrous look on his face and I can only imagine what he could have heard from Cult already. Did they speak about Sarah? I don't think there should be a problem anymore but considering the look on his face. It looks like there is a big problem. I stop to watch him as he heads out of the house and he did not even stay long enough to greet me. Of course, there is a problem! I begin to walk inside after I've watched him walk out of the house. And there I see Cult as he comes out, there is a look of frustration on his face, and I wonder if it has to do with the look on Irish's face. What exactly happened between these two? Did they fall out, they are alpha and beta, they cannot move further from each other. "If anything were to happen to culture today, Irish would replace him and that was how strong their board was supposed to be." Is there something wrong? I say and he looks at me. "I'll can't tell you,
Alpha Cult. I don’t like the way I spoke to Fey. I should have spoken to her softly. She isn't the reason why I and Irish are on loose ends. It has nothing to do with her and it has all to do with Sarah. I do not even know what to concentrate on at this very moment. It feels like a cluster and I have to find my own way out. First, I have to meet Fey and explain to her that I did not mean to be so rude. It really isn't my intention and I wish to make things right. I get out from the room and I begin to walk down the flights of stairs to have a conversation with Fey. "If we were going to be working on our relationship, we need to have a more practical alliance, this has to be the first step." I see Grace, the house keeper coming up the flight of stairs and I stop for a moment. Where is Fey? I ask. "Oh, Luna Fey is currently having a guest downstairs and they are speaking in the dining room." Grace replies. "I wonder what guest she is having, I didn't think she would have any fr
Alpha Cult.I can hear their conversation and I step in immediately to make sure that Sarah knows that I can hear what she is saying. What did you just say? I say to Sarah and she looks at me in shock—there is dropped dead look on her face because she realizes that I am right behind her.There is a strong expression on her face that I've never seen on our face before. "I just heard you say to my wife that you tried to harm her," I say? and she doesn't want to answer me. I grab a hold of her hand so that she can face me and answer my question.I growl in anger and she begins to turn away. It is obvious that she said something that she didn't think I would hear. I will not give her time to think about what to say." I was only joking!" She says and looks at me. I look at her and her facial expression is full of anger and audaciousness. I don't even know what to say because of the way she is currently looking at me, she's nothing but a snake in the grass!Sarah is someone that had a hea
Fiona I did not realize that I needed comfort until I felt it. I have never had someone hold me while I cried. My heart is breaking of the possibility that my sister is truly dead. I cannot seem to understand how it's this could happen…if my sister is dead; do I have to remain at this position forever? I cannot believe that she is no longer here. I've been waiting for her but she was never going to come back. I've been hoping that I would see her. I've been waiting for to hear her voice, I've been waiting for anything that would show me that she was still here. Fey is no longer in this world. I can’t believe that my sister is dead. I will not see her any longer. I can't even begin to understand how to control myself. How can I make sure that my heart is ready to accept this? I am in so much pain. I'm in so much pain. It is all cramped up in my heart right now and there's no way of relieving it. I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs until my voice gets stuck. Cult decided to
Alpha Cult. I do not want to make this matter greater than it already is. I also have to respect the decision in which Fey has come to. I don't know why she would choose to do this. However, today is another day and just yesterday; she was determined to make sure that I killed Sarah. At the same time, she has chosen to do something else. I don't even know or understand what is making her change her mind. She has made a different decision so fast. But I certainly have to do something about it. How will she decide that this was the best thing for her to do? “Fey, I'm talking to you.” I say to her. I really wish to understand from her own standing point; she cannot continue to go back and forth changing her mind. I feel the need to have a conversation with her before I can agree. So, I grab a hold of her hand and immediately I take her out of the door. My mother has expressed her confusion in the matter and that she doesn't understand the full meaning of what is going on. However, I
FionaAfter picking several pieces and quantities of beautiful dresses, and saying yes. I tried it all and I absolutely love it. In fact, there are no words that I have to explain how thankful I am that he brought me here.I cannot believe that he can do something so thoughtful. This makes me realize what a type of man he is. I can't believe it. I'm looking at a man is different from everything I saw was different from the moment I first saw him. “Everything about him has changed significantly.” And this is the part where I feel as if it's going to become harder for me to change. When it comes to him, I'm almost at a point where I feel like telling him my secret, but I have to Acc act my revenge now. I can't wait to find out what happened to my sister and now that I've seen that she may be possibly dead. There is no manner of excuse we have to meet other than the fact that Sarah needs to die. But now, that I'm here, I'm going to hurt Cult if I walk away. He doesn't mean that I'm som
Cult. The sound of catastrophe in the dining room alerts everyone and the alpha’s pack begins to rush towards the scene. We are about to take the same route that we came from the guys who came with us . However, they stop us and they tell us not to go further that way because we could be caught. They know the tunnel better so we begin to follow them as we run out of the pack. And as we get through the tunnels, it leads us faster back into the woods and they are right behind us. We run without looking back and I make sure that everyone is complete as we as we continue to run and most will enter into the woods they are still chasing us. But we enter straight into our vehicles and we run can speed away from the scene immediately. . In a few hours, I get back to the pack and I can see Fiona's parents, her mother, sister, Alexa and the doctor with a somber look on their faces. I don’t want to know what the reason for the looks on their faces are. I walk towards the doctor immediately a
Cult. What are we going to do? Jack asks. But after we've listened to what these men were saying, I feel relieved to know that they actually do exist. And I'm glad that at least it's not just some kind of facade made by ancient history or something. I feel joy but it is almost short lived because now I don't know how I'm going to get access to it. Where does the Alpha of this pack stay? I ask the on the floor who has been answering additional questions. “He stays in the pack house.” We can take you there, he says and we all look at him in suspicion. Why would you take me there? From the look on your faces it seems to say if you're loyal to your Alpha. I say. “We are not loyal to him, he doesn't care about us. He kills us like we're some kind of animals. “We cannot escape. We cannot complain. We are basically animals building his fucking empire! One of them says and I can see the hatred in his eyes as he speaks about it. “Listen, if you can get us out of this pack, we will hel
Cult.My only option is getting those rare flowers which are called the mate flowers. That is the only way I can save my Luna. I know that the red wolves are very violent, vicious and a carnivorous kind of wolves.There is no one that doesn't fear the kind of wolves that they are. They do not help anyone and or provide help to people who cross their territory. To them, everyone is a threat and they kill in a carnivorous manner. As we gather, Alejandro's intruders arrive and I'm thankful for his support. This is something we are doing on short notice and we need as many hands as we can get.Alexa walks towards me and behind her is Eve. I feel better again because we have another support. But the moment, Eve and Jacob notice Alejandro.You bastard!? Jack shouts and I stand in front of them to stop complications."Wait, Jack! I say as I place my hand on his chest to stop him from coming. I know that you angry at Alejandro here but we have forgiven him. What the hell are you talking abo
Cult What do I have to do to save her? I have ask and he looks at me slowly as if he's about to say the worst thing that has been done in this world. I wait slowly for him to speak because time is not on our side. “I will do whatever you asked me to do; I'm going to find it.” I'm not sure you'll be able to find the cure. He says to me and I look at him. I don't understand what he means by that. Why wouldn’t I be able to find it? “Just say something. Doctor! I beg you, just say whatever it is. You can see that her condition, she has only a few hours to live.” I don't care if I have to go to another planet to find it. I'm going to do it. I say to him, and he looks at me before responding “Alpha, when the cursed knife was made, the only thing that could combat it was a flower called the mate flower.” It has gone extinct for many years but over the years, I've heard that it's only grows in an area that is submerged by the Red Wolves.” “You know how territorial the red wolves are.” If
Cult. Everyone gathers to help when they see Fiona on the ground. Makaila is dragged away and they do not let go of her even in her static state. I hold Fiona in my hands watching how slowly she takes her breath as if she's leaving this world. I don't even want to imagine it… I cannot imagine a life without her. We have fixed all of our problems, all the problems that was eating us away and making our lives miserable have become better has become normal. So, for this to be happening, it's just unfair. It's just horrible and this is not how it is supposed to end for us. We have been through the ups and downs. And finally we are going to the part where we finally get our happily ever after ending. I place my hand on her injury trying to stop the flow of blood from becoming worse. I don't know what to do. “I don’t know what is going to happen to her.” I don't know if I'm going to be able to save her. I don't know anything. I carry her in my arms as I begin to rush out of the pack ho
FionaI got information from a wolf trainee that Victoria, Cult’s mother is waiting for me at the receiving room to begin the arrangement to decide what she wants me to wear for the occasion of my next bonding ceremony. Honestly, I cannot count how many times I have gone through the ceremony. It almost feels as if this is a continual process for me, and that's I will never get out of it. But still it's been the same man. On and on and on again, and it doesn't even feel stressful. It just feels like I'm a laughingstock to others while watching from the inside out because how many times can a one performing ceremony to the same man? Honestly, it's funny! At least, my heart is in a good position. And I do not care how long this happens or continues. It’s Cult I’m going through this process with. I'm very blessed to have that. I wait for Victoria and I wonder why she's not here… and I thought she would have been here with the measurements but she's nowhere and that really makes me won
CultIn that moment, I didn’t think allowing Fiona to talk to Alejandro would even change anything. But it did. I did not think we could come a long way from our differences and heal the bitterness that our parents left in between us.But I did.I am astounded by how well the situation the heated and vengeful discord between us has turned out. It is all different now. In a way to end the whole resolve, I have left my former pack with Alejandro and I want him to continue to be a part of it.I will not come after the pack because I have given it to him already. I walk out of my office after cleansing my mind. I needed time for myself, to speak to my wolf and make him understand that I could forgive.A knock comes on the door and it depletes the focus that I was creating before.“Come in.” I say. Fiona steps in. After everything that has been, and what she has to had to face. I cannot believe that we are still submerged. We still find our way to one another each time something tries to
Fiona.I have had it up to the brim! “I have had enough of your shenanigans Alejandro, just who do you think you are to come into my life and make such a fuss out of everything.” I've had enough of it.I'm not gonna take this anymore. I'm not going to allow you or anyone throw my destiny into such a stupid entanglement. How much more do I need to cut myself in before you realize that I don't want to be with you? Don't you ever realize that I escaped? Did you think I do it? I did it out of nothing. I did it to get the hell away from you to get far away from you. I am not an object that you can own. I'm not an object of your pleasure of fantasies! I am a luna in the making. I am a destined bride. If you will not caught this entanglement. I will take you out of this world immediately. I say, picking up a knife from the table and placing it onto his throat. There is sharpness in my eyes as I perform this action. The room is dead silent and I can so that everyone is wondering if I can
Cult.My mom drags Makaila from where she is and I can tell that there is about to be a huge dram from all sides. In fact, I do not understand how all of this makes sense, how was the footage take in the first place? I am destroyed by the news of Makaila's betrayal...I cannot believe that she would do this.I thought that I have had enough with people who are good at betraying and manipulating but it seems everywhere I go, there will always be one of that people. I cannot trust anyone other than my family that I already have.In front of everyone, my mom fishes Makaila out and throws her to the ground.This impudent bitch! How could you even think of doing something like that? Did you really think you could become Luna by playing such a manipulative game? My mother yells and Makaila looks at me."I cannot even face her right now. She saved me and I thought she was someone I could pay the favor back to." Now, I am even embarrassed to look at her."Cult, please...I can explain." She say